mixed by me
featuring @w6lker
produced by @w6lker
art by @1nvxderjax

https://instagram.com/1psion
https://instagram.com/hauntingclaire
https://instagram.com/jaxs_xanadu_

@1psion
I feel like nothing again
Tell me I’m something 
Started fucking cutting again
I feel disgusting
Don’t know if it’s worth it or not
Can’t ever trust things
Tied me down and left me to rot
I’m always struggling 

It’s so exhausting to look at my reflection
I’ve starved myself for days
All i want is perfection 
It feels like all i do is fuck up 
I’m an infection 
Quiet around all of my friends
Scared of rejection 

Obsessed with styros
Got razors on my night stand
I’m walking down a dark road
I’m anxious and im frightened
I don’t feel safe in my home
Might kill myself tonight 
And I’m drowning in my sorrow
I won’t be here tomorrow

@w6lker
And love won’t be enough if you leave me inside the cold
Leave me in frozen snow, and I'll be dying all alone
You never get it, but I'll cut until I'm seeing bone 
used for entertainment
I'm pathetic but it’s all I know 

I wish you would die with me
Conditioning me to bleed
I'm ugly & so obscene 
so I might never get it right
Suffering permanently
Ripping out all my teeth
Worthless and filled with hate 
You don’t deserve someone like me

On a four day bender I can’t remember 
Fucked up in a thought loop, and replay it forever 
Giving up on life because I know I won’t get better at all
Moving like a carousel and I'll be falling down in the hall

@1psion
I keep replaying everything that you said
Wish I was someone I’m not
I can’t get out of my bed
I fucked like everything up
How did i do it again
I’ll never be good enough 
Fuck I just want it to end

Fuck you fuck this bitch it’s all done
Fuck you fuck this bitch it’s all done
Fuck you fuck this bitch it’s all done
Yea I’m so fucking done
Yea I’m so fucking done
 
I feel like nothing again
Tell me I’m something 
Started fucking cutting again
I feel disgusting
Don’t know if it’s worth it or not
Can’t ever trust things
Tied me down and left me to rot
I’m always struggling 

It’s so exhausting to look at my reflection
I’ve starved myself for days
All i want is perfection 
It feels like all i do is fuck up 
I’m an infection 
Quiet around all of my friends
Scared of rejection 

Obsessed with styros
Got razors on my night stand
I’m walking down a dark road
I’m anxious and im frightened
I don’t feel safe in my home
Might kill myself tonight 
And I’m drowning in my sorrow
I won’t be here tomorrow

Tomorrow +hauntingclaire [claire]

BITCHES ON ME NOW! Ft.Mxrrow (Prod. Eternall)

This song is about clementine from the walking dead game

LYRICS: 
 
Yeah, yeah 
Yeah im tired of shit
Over here messing with my son
Acting like i wont blow up this shit
Loading up my fucking gun
Aim it right at your fucking face

Ive done been through hell in this fucking bitch 
Yeah i know how to start shit up in this fucking bitch
Yeah id rather be all alone in this fucking bitch
Nigga, leave me the fuck alone in this 
fucking bitch

In this fucking bitch 
In this fucking bitch
Dont care bout your fucking feeling in this fucking bitch
Dont care about how youre feeling in this fucking bitch
Laws or rules dont work this time in this fucking bitch

Please dont waste my time(time)
Please dont waste my time
Cant trust anyone (one)
Cant trust anyone
Please dont waste my time(time)
Please dont waste my time
Cant trust anyone (one)
Cant trust anyone

Over here messing with my son
Acting like i wont blow up this shit
Loading up my fucking gun
Aim it right at your fucking face
Ive done been through hell in this fucking bitch 
Yeah i know how to start shit up in this fucking bitch
Yeah id rather be all alone in this fucking bitch
Nigga, leave me the fuck alone in this 
fucking bitch
In this fucking bitch 
In this fucking bitch
Dont care bout your

apocalypse(Prod. Mirage)

prod. ??

ft @xennity

❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

horrors of the desired w/ xennity

4 GRANTED!

lyrics:

leaking red blood
almost leaking for fun
shattered glass in my cuts
losing it, I'm so done
the person I used to be
yeah, she's gone, gone, gone
now I'm bleeding out red glitter
oh, how fun
shattered glass
gonna fucking cut, cut, cut
now I'm seeing red
I'm so damn fucked up
now I'm dying on the floor
I just couldn't get enough
I left many missed calls
now I'm bleeding out blood
bleeding out blood
feel my wings grow out
watch me turn into an angel
fly to heaven up now
watch me shining so bright
cause theres glitter in my eyes
even though I'm dead now
I hope you soon realize
theres glitter in my cuts
watch me bleeding red blood
then you stab me in the gut
cause you said it was out of love
now I'll stab you right back
now we got forever love
will we make it to heaven
if we're both fucked up
now I've run out of these bandages 
I don't know what to do
I think I'm losing my mind
always rot in my room
put a gun to my head
do you wanna watch too
gonna stream it on live
gonna get hella views
suicidal, got a gun on me
cause I'm crazy
I'm losing too much blood
yeah, my visions going hazy
I put glitter in my cuts 
cause I wanna be pretty
just lay me in my coffin
I don't need your fucking pity
do you want me back
like I want you
sending pictures of my cuts
yeah, I know you knew
I just thought I'd make it pretty
cause it was all for you
now I'm bleeding red glitter
cause you told me to
there's glitter in my cuts
I don't know if this is love
put a bullet in my head
no, I don't know if thats enough
so why'd you tell me that you love me
if I was never good enough
I'm in the bathroom
sparkling blood
cause I couldn't have your love
I wanna be famous
but I don't know if I'll make it
yeah, you can take my heart
but I don't want you to stake it
now I'm living in your head all day
like I'm famous
now shoot off my head
and make me faceless
I'm dying tonight
watch my angels grow alive
put a brick on the pedal
gonna be a bloody drive
many ways to die
but it's always suicide
I'm gonna shatter the mirror
and stab pieces inside
leaking red blood
almost leaking for fun
shattered glass in my cuts
losing it, I'm so done
the person I used to be
yeah, she's gone, gone, gone
now I'm bleeding out red glitter
oh, how fun
shattered glass
gonna fucking cut, cut, cut
now I'm seeing red
I'm so damn fucked up
now I'm dying on the floor
I just couldn't get enough
I left many missed calls
now I'm bleeding out blood

glitter cutz (pavlos) ALL PLATS

for you (prod. grayskies)

prod @h3ryyx and me
all vocals mixed by me
mastered by me
featuring @secondwords
lyrics:
@p3acexo
(sarah, bae ur an enemy
and i just hate the things u went n did to me
just tear my skin off
baby rip my face off
i just wanna be - be
the only one that shes proud of)

what the fuck
im out of luck
tear me up
break my heart

and idc anymore
ur js a mf whore
u wanted less i want more
u took me down 2 my core

i cant fix you
and i dont miss you
ur such an issue
baby 
fucked up
so stuck up
ur so high
ur drugged up
and i just want ur love bruh
but i cant get ur love bruh
bcz ur so fucking high 
x2
i dont wanna do this
ur so fucking weird 
touching up on all ur friends
ur a mf q-
i dont love you 
x2
@secondwords
how could you do this to me
i loved you so much baby
my chest tight i cannot breathe
im so hurt i cannot sleep
ur never honest to me
ur sounding modest to me
i hear it cannot believe
how could you do this to me

im on the floor now
i
i
i cant get out
so you a hoe now
theres maggots crawling out my mouth

i can never see you
it will never be you
i just wanna see you
it will always be you

nanananana
nanananana
nanananana
nanananana
x2
i can never see you
it will never be you
i just wanna see you
it will always be you
now ur just a memory
whatd the fuck u do to me
whatd the fuck u do to me
whatd the fuck u do to me

i gave u everything
u just get my heart
now im going insane
body parts inside my car
now im on the floor crying
gonna tear u all apart
i will fucking eat ur flesh
leave ur body in my car

nanananana
nananana
nanananana
nananannaa

@p3acexo
chorus

i dont love u :/ ft snorlax (spotify)

w/ @adoremyscars

throwaway song... new era to come

Intoxicating +Cyberia

onlinewh0re { https://on.soundcloud.com/ZaZ4x

(oh shes online?)

bounce it bounce it back
you know i want it back
bounce it back to me
bounce it right back to me
[x4]

bounce it like the bitch you are
bounce on my dick you a whore
pull up shawty bring ya gun
pull it out make bullets bounce
bitch im eating up
bitch dont bring it up
bitch make bullets bounce 
come on and we make it bounce

bounce it bounce it back
you know i want it back
bounce it back to me
bounce it right back to me
[x4]

kin4t4 { https://on.soundcloud.com/h3G2Y

(come here kin4t4!)

Like bitch bounce it back
Bounce it throw it on my lap
Ik that you want this shit
But you are not getting it
Like bitch bounce it back
Bounce it throw it on my lap
Ik that you want this shit
But you are not getting it

Popped up on the scene
Making bands not eighteen
Having fans n they scream
My life feels like a dream
Popped up on the scene
Making bands not eighteen
Having fans n they scream
My life feels like a dream

exilia { https://on.soundcloud.com/j9K17

(omg, is she dead?)

bounce it back, ya-ya-ya, bounce it back, ya-ya-ya
ik that u broke ass bitch, u aint get ur money back
b-b-b-bounce it back, b-b-b-bounce it back
i am not demanding ur attention but i like it
slit my wrists, the blood be pouring out on the ground, ya
molly in my veins, im so high, can’t feel my limbs, ya
u sure ur ok, i aint been seeing u around, ya
ive been act possessed, exorcise me for my sins, ya

onlinewh0re { https://on.soundcloud.com/ZaZ4x

bounce it bounce it back
you know i want it back
bounce it back to me
bounce it right back to me
[×4]



bounce & throw - MEGA MIX w/  kin4t4 and exilia

lyrics:

Stab my cortex
Take my conscious
Skin burnt with cigarettes 
Watch my blood drip
I don't wanna be alive
Yeah, I'm thinking suicide
Take all these drugs
So I don't feel alive

Take my cortex
And rip out my conscious
Suicidal loneliness 
Yeah, I'm feeling upset
Just need your love again
Know that I'm obsessed 
Need a lobotomy 
Feelings to be repressed 
Take my cortex
And my conscience 
I burnt my skin with cigarettes 
Am I important?
Just a needle in the forehead
Do it all for him
Babe, I love your scars
Just know that you're perfect

Got these feelings of this ecstasy 
Hang me on this tree
Do I really have you back or
Is it just a fucking dream?
Take my eyes
I don't wanna fucking see
And all your lies
They just fucking haunt me
Fucked up on this molly
Watch me slit my wrists
Yeah, you look just like a dolly
Baby, can I get a kiss?
I'm sorry father
All of my sins
My fucked up head
Got mental illness

Stab my cortex
Take my conscious
Skin burnt with cigarettes 
Watch my blood drip
I don't wanna be alive
Yeah, I'm thinking suicide
Take all these drugs
So I don't feel alive

Don't feel alright
Like suicidal night
While you cry
I bleed out dry
I don't feel alright
Yeah, these drugs they take my time
Yeah, I promise not to take my life
If you just stay by my side

glitter cutz (pavlos) ALL PLATS

v4mpirz

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