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JUST US +stay! (jayysoul over)

TEARS DRY (jayysoul qiio med1c)

UNFORGIVEN (jayysoul 5kjordn)

CAKE UP  +T4Z (zenshee over)

CANT LOSE HOPE  +neitorokkoutt (jayysoul stay!)

THE CODE (jayysoul over)

OUR YEAR +sora (jayysoul)

UNTIL THE END (jayysoul alx)

MISUNDERSTOOD +xxomm (jayysoul starboyrob)

HMU (jayysoul alx)

NEVER ENOUGH (zenshee wayza)

lost in the dark
searching for someone
waiting for someone

wait in the water
weight in the water
wait in the water
weight in the water

drowning i cant breathe
waiting for you now
all uncertainty
i cant i cant breathe
i cant breathe
i cant breathe
i cant i cant breathe

waiting
uncertain
been searching
waiting for

cant escape the weight
the waves all pull me in
its dark but i can see
the way it all began
the way they play pretend
the way they pull you in
it always ends with you drowning

wait in the water
weight in the water
wait in the water
weight in the water

drowning i cant breathe
waiting for you now
all uncertainty
i cant i cant breathe
i cant breathe
i cant breathe
i cant i cant breathe

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drowning

i cant escape
your sweet face
your sweet taste
i cant get enough
i cant give it up
ive been consumed
i cant get enough
ive been consumed

my mind been turning
im so uncertain
what should i do
dont know whats real
lost in my head
i cant escape
what should i do

i cant escape
your sweet face
your sweet taste
i cant get enough
i cant give it up
ive been consumed
i cant get enough
ive been consumed

ive been consumed x?
i want more and more x?

consumed

i couldn't watch you fall
i couldn't wash it all away
i couldn't take that pain away
everything starts to stain
and i didn't want that ecstasy
it was never really meant for me
the scars can't get off of me
don't ever seem to fade

menacing
you don't love
you only hurt
i guess i understand
stains in my heart i didn't know
it didn't mean anything at all
not at all
not like it meant to me
not like you did
not like you did
not like you did to me

i couldn't watch you fall
i couldn't wash it all away
i couldn't take that pain away
everything starts to stain
and i didn't want that ecstasy
it was never really meant for me
the scars can't get off of me
don't ever seem to fade

don't ever seem to fade
don't ever seem to fade away
don't ever seem to go away
it all begins to stain

stain

tossing and turning at night
i cant get any sleep
the way you've been all on my mind
i need you next me
cuz i cant sleep at night
your smell still on my pillow
i cant get you out my mind
i need you next to me

i dont wanna pretend
pretend that i dont care
knowing that i really miss you
and wish that you were here
i dont wanna sleep alone
dont wanna act like i dont know you
im tired of playing pretend
im done acting like i dont care

tossing and turning at night
i cant get any sleep
the way you've been all on my mind
i need you next me
cuz i cant sleep at night
your smell still on my pillow
i cant get you out my mind
i need you next to me

im tired of playing pretend
im tired of playing these games
im tired of faking my actions
im tired of wasting

tired of wasting time
im tired of wasting time
i know youre the one i want
but im still being stubborn
tired of wasting time
im tired of wasting time
i know youre the one i want
but im still being stubborn

tossing and turning at night
i cant get any sleep
the way you've been all on my mind
i need you next me
cuz i cant sleep at night
your smell still on my pillow
i cant get you out my mind
i need you next to me

pretend

where you been
and how long am i waiting
waiting on you to be
the girl i fell in love with
its my fault
pushing you away
its my fault
for alienating myself
where you been
and how long am i waiting
waiting on you to be
the girl i fell in love with
its my fault
pushing you away
its my fault
for alienating myself

pushed you all away
it was all my fault i
know i gotta wait 
for you to come back to me
dont know how to ease the pain
so many sleepless nights
stuck inside my brain
feeling alienated

where you been
and how long am i waiting
waiting on you to be
the girl i fell in love with
its my fault
pushing you away
its my fault
for alienating myself
where you been
and how long am i waiting
waiting on you to be
the girl i fell in love with
its my fault
pushing you away
its my fault
for alienating myself

alienated

you
turned me into a monster
tearing me into the dark
strings of my heart
torn by your grin
corrupting within

trapped not satisfied
all this cuz you lied
truth is i dont mind
now that my hands are tied

i cant let it all fall apart
i cant keep your name on my heart
i know that it makes you mad
that its your fault

you
turned me into a monster
tearing me into the dark
strings of my heart
torn by your grin
corrupting within

made me the way i am
and i wont forget it

i started out loving
i started so trusting too
you said that you loved me
but now that's not true
and now i know thats not you
and now i know who i am
and i know that its all because of you

been turned to a monster
cant even recognize myself
you know youre such an imposter
at least i know who i am

you
turned me into a monster
tearing me into the dark
strings of my heart
torn by your grin
corrupting within

monster

why dont you see
my world falling apart
i feel invisible
i feel left out
and i dont wanna be
the only stranger
and i dont wanna be
just another stranger

why dont you see
everything falling to pieces
why dont you see
everything falling to pieces

try to bring it back
to who i was
to how i was
but who am i now
dont know not anymore
all i see is a stranger

why dont you see
my world falling apart
i feel invisible
i feel left out
and i dont wanna be
the only stranger
and i dont wanna be
just another stranger


stranger

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