sanity ft. whyhaze (neohn)

Prod @mandemm <3

Thank You @justice4soldroolz (on ig) for reading this 

[as of right now id say im content. but as the days go on and the clock ticks i catch myself falling back into my old habits. nothing to stop me. no one to pull me out, and as i look around i realize how badly i dont want to stop. it brings me comfort knowing that theres at least something that keeps me grounded. even if its not good, its still something. but the worst part about it is that the more i do it, the worse i get mentally. is it worth destroying my mental health just for a euphoric feeling? but then theres always that urge to see how bad i can get before i completely give up. how far i can push myself down the wrong path until im completely lost. i know it sounds bad but it gives me a rush. something.. exciting.]

LYRICS:

why does everyday feel so wasted?
i be off the drugs i know you hate it
wish i could change it
always the same shit
pop another pill cause i love to be sedated
why does everyday feel so wasted?
i be off the drugs i know you hate it
wish i could change it
always the same shit
pop another pill cause i love to be sedated

i think its time that we move on
i'll write you a new song
and you'll find a new one
baby tell me am i wrong?
been going back and forth too long
i just wanna feel like im worth it
everything just feels so hopeless
but i guess that i deserve this
you're acting like a different person

you say you love me, then show that
im not the best yeah i know that
ugh, girl im so high where my phone at?

said she wanted a rockstar, but she fell for a nerd
i dont want you to cry, but i guess im still hurt
im going day-to-day, but it keeps getting worse
always been the second option, wish i was first
its so hard for me to get back up when i fall
i cant help but feel like you, you never care for me at all

why does everyday feel so wasted?
i be off the drugs i know you hate it
wish i could change it
always the same shit
pop another pill cause i love to be sedated
why does everyday feel so wasted?
i be off the drugs i know you hate it
wish i could change it
always the same shit
pop another pill cause i love to be sedated

sedated (prod. mandem)

prod @m2monroe and @m2iden
//
back home for winter break :) i wrote the lyrics for this months ago but finally I am able to do the vocals now that im home
as always thank you so much for listening 

lyrics:

i know i made mistakes
i know i deserve your hate
i let go and you had your way
now i cant stop thinking every day

im still staring, never changing
ive been waiting, barely sustaining
but still im too selfish to lose you
ur the other half of my two

every promise
broken to small bits
we were never honest
we were never honest

after everything that we've been through
i just dont know what to do
i dont know you anymore
all of this is just too, much
i know that ive had, enough

i dont know now
will we break down
i dont know how
will we make it out
what we built is gone
now we wilt withdrawn
shattered will we're done

now we wont last for long
we were too weak we cant string ourselves along

im still staring, never changing
ive been waiting, barely sustaining
but still im too selfish to lose you
ur the other half of my two

every promise
broken to small bits
we were never honest
we were never honest

(all of this is just too, much)
(i know that ive had, enough)

we were never honest

we were never honest (monroe + maiden)

ch2rms - i'm playing the side role (d0llywood1)

prod me
art by @chronik000 on ig

(its getting colder
angels on my shoulder
summers over 
now im js a loner
4 leaf clover
can u touch it?
pls passover)
cuz i cant do this by myself

come break my heart i need ur help
wish i could be somebody else
bully me i need attention
mix the colors with the pressure

its getting breezy
(im outside im sneezing)
im only 16 n this shi and aint getting easy
take the lemons n i squeeze them
she say ray why cant u be him

i got the sword
ts means so much more to me
i-i get ignored
back to ig grinding my teeth
kno u hate me
but mommy says i still need to eat
whats the meaning?
ig i dont kno what it is
(ig i dont kno what it is) x2

bitch idk where to start
u talking some shit gtfo my car 
bad bitch she can see thru the dark
bad bitch she can see all my scars
2025 im a star x3

UNTIL THE END (jayysoul alx)

v4nity

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