@trustt same this song give me nostalgia somehow but makes me kinda sad too

Mixed for Yukio

Prod. @josuanatanaelll <3

Note: thx u jnz :u

jnz : 

i found the
peace in me 
peace in me 
peace in me yeaaa

peace in me 
peace in me 
peace in me 
i love myself

noya : 
I love my self
I dont need nobody else
I just wanna love my self

Starlight shining in the sky
I always look up with my eyes

I dont need someone like you
I dont miss someone like you
I dont love someone like you

Peace in me
I dont wanted you in here
I just wanna live in peace
Let me be in peace
Just talk to me and i'll sing

Aaaaaaaaa
Just leave me with someone else
So i can try to loving myself

(i dont need someone like you)
(i dont miss someone like you)
(i dont love some- just leave me with someone else so i can try to loving my self)

I Love Myself w/ Jnz

Track 4 of the EP: Endless Fantasy

@remiliaxd
@phantasiex

Noya:

Maybe I'm not the best
Im tired girl, i need rest
Maybe I'm not the best
I can't take all of this stress

I've been feeling so 'lone
I can't do this shit no more
Girl u always doing right yea
And I'm just doing worse yea

Just Like you did to me before
I can't take this anymore, I can't give u what u ask for
Maybe this is my fate
Exist to love someone, but not to be loved

Remilia:

yeah, it's like a side story, between you and me
yeah, cause when i look in the water, you look back at me

and it's so serene
you tell me everything
cause i am under the water and i can not breathe

ooh
yeah it's hard to breathe
ooh
i remember the mess you left that night
yeah my mind was in shambles, can we fight?

Maybe Im Not The Best ft. Remilia (phantasie)

Its still the same
Dont think i will ever change
get out my way
Im not having a good day
my feelings fade
Memories they go away
I promise i wont ever change

Dont try to talk to me if u dont like me
yeah u do all this stupid stuff to spite me
Its killing me the pain is stuck inside me
I dont like u im just trying to say it nicely

Did u mean it when u said u didnt care about me
would u be happier if u didnt have to live without me?
I know u hide it, why u and ur friends talking about me?
well if u rlly fucking hate me cmon say it to me

i'll never change

hbd to me
@fuyunoyukisan

*lyrics*
call me crazy but i dont wanna lose you
dont wanna forget about that we've been through
im just here looking at our pictures
my life changed ever since u left me

u make me insane everyday
i keep on thinking about u
i thought i can live without u
but i just cant get through

when i miss u i falln' into
my friend keep calln' me, too
i can't do this without you
so how should i do
i drank too much i really do
now i calln' you
and you miss it up
now i let you go
since you loose me
please come back to me

now i calling
and you miss it up
everyday i fall in love
teach me
how can i let you go
or just kill me
I prepare it

dont wanna lose you* w/ yuki (k4nji)

prod. me

lyrics:

wya?
wya now?
girl dont act now
girl dont act now
look around u
look around u
blaming me?
wtf did i do?
(x2)

always think ur better than me,,
think ur right tho
thoughts is flowing thru my brain
like a waterfall

im sorry i cant let go
better than the last tho
i know it wont last tho
i can only hope so
but fuck im moving too slow
think ive fallen too low
heart felt like a photo
cuz u fuckin snapped it
lies look like sum plastic
i think i have one wish
jus so u know
all that i can say is

wya?
wya now?

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7qWMGjfCuDXFgPfW5utbXi?si=kXfy9l0yS7SfZtglPYQYuQ

@blxty
@josuanatanaell

(me)
wanna fly off the map
there is no path to go way back
just go far as i can go
yea no one will care bout me

when i wake up feels bad
theres no changes, cuz i will be sad
i know everythings going to be bad
yea nothing will change my life

(josua)
wanna fly of the map
there is no path to go way back
just go far as i can go
yea no one will care bout me

when i wake up feels bad
theres no changes, cuz i will be sad
i know everythings going to be bad
yea nothing will change my life

(blxty)
but this could do it
i'll slow my movements
just tell me you will be okay
i think i'll lose it
it's fine if i lose it
as long as i'm w/ you
everything will be okay

(blxty & josua)
everything will be okayyyy
oh i wont give up on youu
and i wont give up on myself
yea it will be okay

L w/josua natanael + blxty (jnz)

(@prodnomu)

Got me thinkin i could fall for u
Ur jus a devil in a dress
That i keep talking too
I almost fucked it up
I almost fucked it up again but then i cut it off

Now i dont want nobody next to me
U only want me for attention wheres the rest of me
ye
ur feelin better off da ecstasy
And i can tell that u dont care its like ur testing me 

I’m getting tired of the same shit
Ive tried it different but its always hard to change it
And u dont even kno my name yet
 gime a chance and ima waste it all

chorus

waste

other platforms <3

i wish i could save you
i hope so bad
i think i'll calln' you
and you'll turn it back
I know your answer
I know your mind

i wish i could call your name
hope so bad
i think i'll calln' you
and you'll turn it back
I know your answer
I know your mind

was i disturb you
or i just saved you
baby i need you
but you need me too?

baby don't be sad it's not your fault
baby whenever you need me call my name
I'll be here for you baby
I'll never change love you forever

baby hold my hand
you are mine
come and be my baby
you are mine

i wish i could (shinju)

A life full of charm 01: Bare the loss

the least i do is try to try
ignore the fade away from the corner of my light
Stuck within limbs and bones
Another passenger arrived

Stupid girl who has a lot to learn
cant pick and choose what you'd prefer
and make mistakes that leave their mark in the dirt
I can only hope im with the odds
permanent care or none
if it goes there i couldnt bare the loss

sometimes im scared of what we'd become
of course i miss u when ur gone
imagining im sitting by you its a one on one
its not the same through the phone 
i dont know where u came from
and i dont know where we'll go

whyd u fit the other side so well
make me believe we'll be alright
you've been my favorite thing no doubt 
uh huh hahaha
im deadset cus theres nobody like
baby you're my best friend for life 
lets go far out, lets go now

i'm trying to find something to follow
whether i would believe it or not
so if one of us happens to die tomorrow
we can keep more than memories to comfort us
okay i mainly hate the waiting when its so long
and then for once i didnt want the time to spare
i know that nothing guarentees i'll have some good luck
but if i go with u i would feel safe no matter where
i'd burn out every light and just trek along
or if u decide ur done liking me after all
they dont get it like i get it 
so mean and treat it like a joke
moving on from the out 

we speak quietly
putting me right to sleep
and im so sorry im not there
i shouldnt be afraid of it irrationally 
as long as u dont confirm fears
i wait for the minute u might not like
it comes apparent i'm just stuck i should let it go i was unprepared i was...
awake in the middle of the night because
we've been apart its not fair

whyd u fit the other side so well
make me believe we'll be alright
you've been my favorite thing no doubt 
uh huh hahaha
im deadset cus theres nobody like
baby you're my best friend for life 
lets go far out, lets go now
awake in the middle of the night 
because i like the way you keep me up
and who could blame me when i'm dreaming bout us
awake in the middle of the night because you call my name i think u must sleep talk or maybe u were dreaming bout us

Bare the loss

prod @lynyou @omgisai

lyrics:
u left me there in the corner waiting for someones help
and im not taking ur orders go find someone else

i cant think straight around u it drives me mad
its hard to tell how i feel cause it hurts so bad
(x2)

bad, bad, hurts so bad
so bad, bad, hurts so bad (x1000000)

it dont work @ all / try my best to make it alright
might get hurt & fall / i been thinking bout u all night (x4)

bad, bad, hurts so bad
so bad, bad, hurts so bad (x1000000)

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a tale of thirteen, who sought to convene. under the knowledge of a single eye, would those thirteen learn why.

hurtz

[track5]
prod. me

lyrics:

photographs on my doorstep
i don't know, did i misstep?
ima ask do you love me?
it's a trick question
but i couldn't ever tell you
not now
not now
not now, ever
-
(the answer)
you said make a move, this a tryout
so tell me why the fuck i'm out here dried out 
so tell me what the fuck it is you missed out
cuz it seems like an excuse for you to leave now
-
ima fucking break down i'll reset
you don't even know how much i'm upset
i hope that you know that i miss that 
god i hope you fucking know that i miss that.

[+20]

reset

Linoleum

Stream

elxnce & nomu - right now

@yxngslxttyboi on ig
@fangmadesoso on ig
@333Evo on ig



V4mp!re B!tch (mixxed by fangmadesoso) [Prod. 333Evo]

https://soundcloud.com/dy-lqn

Yeah im pissed off but im doing better
Maybe if i take off ill get a love letter
Havent felt much for someone really ever
Every commitment i make just feels like its forever

I cant get out cant get out
I cant get out cant get out of here
Cant get out cant get out
I cant get out cant get out of here

leave me like a fossil in the ground (wait)
this is not a simple puzzle you can solve (hey)
like a raven im so callow with my words (ay)
you can leave me in the dirt here in the hallway
and i feel like im plastic
mistakes automatic
empty bottle when i say you can have it
never close, see the ghost of my rabbit
and the state always ends granite

spotify

can't get out (w/ dylann)

basically twitterloser but i’m even more mad

production: jane remover @janeremover
mixing & mastering: me & heavn @heavenindaclouds

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
streaming platforms: fanlink.to/AViT69

lyrics:

[verse]
get out my head
wish u were dead
yeah when i bled
u laughed n stared
while i was down bad
left with dread
without a friend 
left in the end

i’m all alone and i’m ok with that
as long as u stay way the fuck right back 
yeah baby don’t attempt to come right back
cuz baby i don’t rlly know ‘bout that

[pre-chorus]
and even though u been gone from my life so long
ur presence lingers on and on
and all those scars u left on me
just make me want to fucking scream

[hook]
i h8 u! 
despise u! >:(
ur the reason i’m this way
suicidal
can’t get up, no
ur the reason i’m this way
i’m numb to 
the pain now :/
ur the reason i’m this way
your lies and 
your fake love
ur the reason i’m this way

[verse]
yeah it’s so hard for me to just pretend 
it’s all ok
when u were close to me, and u just gave my love away 
i trusted u, guess that’s too bad :/
i shoulda knew, it makes me mad >:(

well it’s ur loss
n it’s ur fault 
that we fell apart
n u left me to rot 
what we had, i laid it to rest
those wasted years, i feel regret

[pre-chorus & hook]

[outro w/ 28 ppl :o]

i'll never change

valetical

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