mix x

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too many issues i cant solve emmm
thanks 4 everything, really proud of this song i hope yall like it lol

lyrics:
you say its for the best,
but i feel way too stressed.
i swear that im losing sight
of what i do best
i wanna be right
yeah well im obssessed
its bad that i lie...
but theres stuff i cant confess

ive been down and so hopeless
im losing my focus
i hope i can show this
my life is so bogus
my career is tanking
everythings taking
a dangerous route

i, want, you to tell me
cus ur the last damn person that im needing to please
and your eyes say no but i can see all your greed
im an asshole addict with tendencies to grieve
i hate the person im becoming
i swear its natural but i feel like its evil
ive been losing focus in the sight of my dreams
i wanna turn back time but i dont think i can leave

take another step forward, i wish that i could step more
i try to turn around to face the problems but i get bored
they tell me im a monster in disguise without a big roar
seeing all my friends going up wish i could get more

and everyone around wants me to change myself
ive been stuck up in the clouds where i cannot find help
ive been dragged inside the mud and ive been down in hell
and really i have not been feeling all too well

i, want, you to tell me
cus ur the last damn person that im needing to please
and your eyes say no but i can see all your greed
im an asshole addict with tendencies to grieve
i hate the person im becoming
i swear its natural but i feel like its evil
ive been losing focus at the sight of my dreams
i wanna turn back time but i dont think i can leave

i, want, you to tell me
cus ur the last damn person that im needing to please
i, want, you to tell me
cus ur the last damn person that im needing to please

issues prod siemspark & ayoley

ericdoa - likewise cover (reprod me and inci0)

fighting a losing battle

produced and performed by me
heavily inspired by @t0rr
thank you sm for helping me @angelus7k <3

i been holding long
and i suck at telling feelings, from my songs
never had the proper mental, i been feeling gone

i remember all the times u just did me wrong
and you put me down for way too long

and its gone in a moment's notice
im so jaded, i can't focus
writing songs, to make an opus
i been feeling lost, for way too long

take me by your hand
fore it all just fades to black
insincerity, runs past me
and it's karma, karma, karma

when all is lost, what can you do?
pack it up, and say it's screwed
left in the past tense, and i'm confused
say u hate me, was i misconstrued

all the stepping stones
and i broke my hope
feeling lost and feeling hopeless
i guess karma's got a hold of me

karma

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inhale your toxins i don't want to
(want to go)
why can't i make what i want to
(want to know!)
i think i found the answer i needed
(what i needed!)
all i need to do is say how i'm feeling
and i sayyy
like what the fuck is going onnn
(going on!)
why is everything going wrong
i don't know why i feel this way
i cant live like this for another dayy
like what the fuck is going onnn
why is everything going wrong
i don't know why i feel this way
i cant live like this for another dayy

for another dayy

covering my ears like la la la
i don't want to hear you talk if its bad news
you should talk to me cause i'm just like you
i don't even know how i keep going on
cause it keeps piling up
keeps piling up
doing nothing as i fall asleep
i don't wanna go back
(i don't wanna go back)
cause it's honestly just too much for me
inhale your toxins i don't, want to
(want to go!)
why can't i make what i want to
(want to know!!)
i think i found the answer i needed
(what i needed!)
all i need to do is say how i'm feeling
and and i sayy
like what the fuck is going onnn
(going on!)
why is everything going wrong
i don't know why i feel this way
i cant live like this for another dayy
like what the fuck is going onn
why is everything going wrong
i don't know why i feel this way
i cant live like this for another dayy

stream

what i needed

stream on spotify!
we made pt2 btw https://soundcloud.com/cld/mandown
@cld @1crusafix @1crusey p. @breakupbreakdown
shoutout @1afflicted
lyrics:
@cld
cutter on my waist
m-money come in fat stacks
keep it in a safe
i-i know u dont have that
ppl actin tough, i know they not bout that
blowin up w @1crusey n we knowin that ur mad mad
cutter on my waist
m-money come in fat stacks
keep it in a safe
i-i know u dont have that
ppl actin tough, i know they not bout that
blowin up w @1crusey n we knowin that ur mad mad
@1crusafix
i-i got drugs 
wait fuck
in my backpack
i-ive been fucked up
talkin shit on me-e pop a hater like a chugjug
then i steal his info
pull up wit akimbos
bullet thru his temple
u can meet this pistol
pop an adderal, he cant breathe and then he fall
ive been smoking pack pack pack, i cant feel at all
big ass fuckin choppa on me, come get this shi back in blood
@cld
i know that im #1
call my phone, wont pick it up
can't keep wastin time talkin to people that wish they was us
feel like @w1ll u outta luck
talk that talk cant back it up
find where he stay then stab his guts
two glocks on me imma let em offff
@1crusey
im w/ @1crusafix , pull up bitch, bitch i stay on go
go, go, they b talkin down, imma leave em cold
im w/ @cld , i cant fold
i-i-i-i i dont really kno-kno-know
i-i-in the dark, bitch im posted w the mold
oh,oh,oh,oh,oh, why,why, why u mad ma-mad
oh,oh,oh,oh,oh, pull up w a tac, oh-oh
oh,oh,oh,oh,oh, why,why, why u mad ma-mad
oh,oh,oh,oh,oh, pull up w a tac
@cld
3x
cutter on my waist
m-money come in fat stacks
keep it in a safe
i-i know u dont have that
ppl actin tough, i know they not bout that
blowin up w @1crusey n we knowin that ur mad mad
thx for th love recently <3 more fun stuff 2 come

visionary - EP

tough w/ 1crusafix & crusey prod breakupbreakdown

CLICK 4 SPOTIFY

tough w/ crusafix & crusey

fest never happened :(

tracklist: 
valetical - stay_the_night
valetical - it's all mine VIP
valetical - call_back (edit)
c4pri - omg+watevr mashup
c4pri - i'm screwed
valetical - i'll never change (extended)

c4pri @ afflictedfest [01/20/23]

A life full of charm 01: Bare the loss

the least i do is try to try
ignore the fade away from the corner of my light
Stuck within limbs and bones
Another passenger arrived

Stupid girl who has a lot to learn
cant pick and choose what you'd prefer
and make mistakes that leave their mark in the dirt
I can only hope im with the odds
permanent care or none
if it goes there i couldnt bare the loss

sometimes im scared of what we'd become
of course i miss u when ur gone
imagining im sitting by you its a one on one
its not the same through the phone 
i dont know where u came from
and i dont know where we'll go

whyd u fit the other side so well
make me believe we'll be alright
you've been my favorite thing no doubt 
uh huh hahaha
im deadset cus theres nobody like
baby you're my best friend for life 
lets go far out, lets go now

i'm trying to find something to follow
whether i would believe it or not
so if one of us happens to die tomorrow
we can keep more than memories to comfort us
okay i mainly hate the waiting when its so long
and then for once i didnt want the time to spare
i know that nothing guarentees i'll have some good luck
but if i go with u i would feel safe no matter where
i'd burn out every light and just trek along
or if u decide ur done liking me after all
they dont get it like i get it 
so mean and treat it like a joke
moving on from the out 

we speak quietly
putting me right to sleep
and im so sorry im not there
i shouldnt be afraid of it irrationally 
as long as u dont confirm fears
i wait for the minute u might not like
it comes apparent i'm just stuck i should let it go i was unprepared i was...
awake in the middle of the night because
we've been apart its not fair

whyd u fit the other side so well
make me believe we'll be alright
you've been my favorite thing no doubt 
uh huh hahaha
im deadset cus theres nobody like
baby you're my best friend for life 
lets go far out, lets go now
awake in the middle of the night 
because i like the way you keep me up
and who could blame me when i'm dreaming bout us
awake in the middle of the night because you call my name i think u must sleep talk or maybe u were dreaming bout us

Bare the loss

remix of 💩

i cant find my way to the exit
im searching for help now im desperate
couldnt help but stare at the message
i cant determine ur expression
the screens really taught me a lesson now
u built this whole damn house just to tear it down
deep hole somewhere that i cant be found
im surrounded old friends come around

the screens really taught me a lesson 
im surrounded old friends come around
the screens really taught me a lesson now
im surrounded old friends come around
the screens really taught me a lesson 
the screens really taught me a lesson 
the screens really taught me a lesson 
the screens really taught me a lesson
taught me a lesson

the screens really taught me a lesson 
the screens really taught me a lesson 
the screens really taught me a lesson 
the screens really taught me a lesson
taught me a lesson

is this real or not
i been trapped up in a cycle, i cant feel im stuck
yea their calling me their idol thats a fear ive got
i dont really want the title but im here
i oughta make a living fuck my rivals

taught me a lesson now
u built this whole damn house just to tear it down
deep hole somewhere that i cant be found
im surrounded old friends come around

lesson learned

its a beautiful day +kuru

evrythn n nthn all @ once
prod @magnumn

(woah woah yeah)
free , free meeeee

ik she think that I am not enough
drugs + overthinkin
im rly fkn noddin off
watch me comatose ,I overdose
spillin all my feelins on the floor
I don't wnt no feelins
yeah , woah 
give me a minute 
(huh yeah) 
everythin spinnin
I think that ive reached my limit 
I think that ive reached my height now 
I tear my eyes out 
ur still in my dreams , how?
even tho ur not around 

(its like everythin n nothin all at once) 
(im always runnin) 
(its always something to bring me down)
(everything n nothing all at once)

its like everything n nothin all at once
I tried my best to work for you 
cant sleep , cant sleep 
no 
picture u inside of my dreams 
in my dreams

think im better off in a psych ward
(woah)
what goes around comes around, spiral 
im walkn on a thin line , tight rope 
its like im stuck in a whole 
its like im stuck in the void 
bitch I tried 2 tell u 
I don't deserve u 
tell me how u rly feel 

different faces in the mirror 
everytime I have a look 
think its time 2 spit the truth 
it was always me n u u u u u u 

##BEWITCH

everything n nothing [magnumn]

@cruseyyyy
@erdo
@outfed 

some people change
and am i really different if i always act the same?
i push my friends away from me idk if i'm sane
it's eatin up my brain
enoughs, enough
this'll never end..

on the other side of the fence
no i can't do this again
it's all inside of my head
i'm coming out of this dead
you said the past is the past
i guess i'm wonderin what's next 

no you don't understand
can't tell if my friends even like me
am i going mad?
they make me feel like less a person
can't help feelin sad
and i just gotta watch it worsen
can't get too attached.

i didn't sleep all night
thinkin bout the thing that you said
i hope you regret it
my mouth full of blood
cuz my tongue is severed
i just wanna let this go, and forget it

@outfed
cant even get out of bed
could never settle for less
now if shes stuck in my head
thats alr
yea its ok
u went and covered my eyes
now i cnt see shit the same luv

posted up with venthan
we the highest in our class ya
90 plays in 30 days talkin bout your stats nah
clear u every single way in future-tense or past yea
next 5 years u need a feature put that cash up
catch a shot up on ur drivers try n pass us
brother hit me new exotic ts hard to pass up
ima roll a blunt w every nug excpt the last 1
L 2 strong
grab my phone n call for back up
they say look wut alt0 posted
ion got no songs up in the vault cuz im devoted
every single track is off the top i nvr wrote them
every single person did me bad js know i own them

friend.fence ft. alt0 (erdo + crusey)

featuring The legend + @crvnchyy + @kurse11
produced by @singleway

lyrics:

@deepinparis:
they calling me something that i never was
ill always be to rotten, i dont give a fuck
dont know a thing about him, just like no one does
i know im not locked in, i keep messing up

yeah
they tell me alex need to lighten up
they tell me roll the die, im outta luck
the only thing that boosts my mood is drugs
uh, i wanna do it, i keep fucking up

The legend: 
i knew u were fake from the jump
always talkin down, so i wanna hit him with the pump
im with paris in the background, nah, you cant catch up
youre at the bottom, nah, you should get up x2

@crvnchyy:
they tell me all this shit but i could never listen
4x red dont i aint missin
she suck me up ate my kids n then she kissed him
i run it up got some racks and then i flip em 
come back on top like im rocky
so much ice on my neck you could play hockey
im blowin kisses in the mirror bitch im cocky
with a asian bitch i think she want my pocky

@kurse11:

rotten

prod @lynyou
@lynyou @cruseyyyy

@lynyou
n im not who u
who u wanted me 2 be
but i still try 2 be
and it makes me forget that im still me
and im tired of it
im tired of falling asleep
trying to forget some things
but i hurt myself tryna cut so deep

i dont like to admit the things i do
whenever i talk to u
but every now n then i let it out
(x4)

@cruseyyyy
ive lost it
ive lost it all
you call me heartless
its hard to admit when im wrong
no i dont like it
but ill try again
i know im toxic
tell me when this pain ends
guess i knew this shit from the jump
i got gas in my lungs
i guess i knew where ur coming from
its just not what i want
cant stop feeling stuck
yea ur always on the hunt
and im always on the run
no i cant ever give this shit up
its just not what i want
got no room for yo love

bawl T_T

Now this is truly just digicore
😭😭😭😭😹😹😹🐱😸
prod @lynyou
@lynyou @trustt

lesson learned

valetical

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