💕https://album.link/s/2edM7wc9ccWrU13Sze3NL7

all i want is a bit of safety
but i dont wanna fall so could ya save me
and im sorry but im not into waiting
its pretty useless if im not remaining

you're such a good person but i know that it s easy
to let your surroundings erode you, and it's so hard to be
just willful enough to go on
but i don't wanna let go so hold on
 
what i want, what i want? its the safety
and i dont wanna fall so could ya save me
but im not but im not into waiting
it dont make a difference if im not remaining

you're such a good person but i know that it s easy
to let your surroundings erode you, and it's so hard to be
just willful enough to go on
but i don't wanna let go so hold on

hold on

Started: 9/4/2023 | stream on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/5mviiNOei3ia4zcM4G9bgH?si=CGU7YBZjRhqkpZDpCubXkg

@jauntsen @46b
art by @kitdreamzing

Lyrics:

[Chorus: Speal]
I've fallen for your catcall and you made it my fault
I take the blame, you stay the same, will we ever change? (<i>111</i>)
I don't think that it will do, a simple apology to you
I need a bit more, for the time i spent
Loving you...

I need revenge
I need your blood on my hands

[Verse 1: ​jauntsen]
I'm on that shit that got you second guessin'
I heard you like to talk but when it's me, it's so depressin'
Don't ever try to send that kind of message
Don't let it get to your head, cuz I'm just tryna have a good time
When that ego pops, Your scrapping numbers just to get by
Catching em' with big lies, you can never pick sides

Don't tell you again, but shit, it's gonna back down
What goes round' comes around
When they hear the truth, you wanna make a sound

Sacrifice you had to make
I only do this for your sake
It's something I can't fabricate
Don't let it get to your head

Sacrifice you had to make
I only do this for your sake
It's something I can't fabricate
Don't let it get to your head

[Bridge: jauntsen]

Sacrifice you had to make
I only do this for your sake
It's something I can't fabricate
Don't let it get to your head

Sacrifice you had to make
I only do this for your sake
It's something I can't fabricate
Don't let it get to your head

[Chorus: Speal]
I've fallen for your catcall and you made it my fault
I take the blame, you stay the same, will we ever change? (<i>111</i>)
I don't think that it will do, a simple apology to you
I need a bit more, for the time i spent
Loving you...

I need revenge
I need your blood on my hands

Playing with Fire

HOT HEADS w/ Jauntsen | [Co. Wisp]

itchy throat pinegrove cover in my parents basement with my dad’s guitar and amp

dotted line

i wear beat up shoes, contrived

you are someone playing with the lights

flashing colors 
understand 
how you got here

spared my feelings
and my time 

needing all your attention
for your bottom line

you don’t seem bitter
but you can’t sit still

i know you, because i am you
im the same spigots of fear

this enemy comes closer as you hold it

i know you because i am you
where there’s flesh there’s always 
blood 

i know we share things
the less spoken of the better

so we think

i wear beat up shoes, contrived
my messages i try to send

i am always wondering if they get there

8 19 24

Its too much sometimes

pull over to decide it
frozen over go and ignite it
you’re colder cuz i’m spineless
and mind your soul, ha how you leave me fighting

i fall to the wayside
when i need to remind
myself of what we used to do

now i miss calls on a facetime
cuz you wanted some space right
i know what it is i do 
i know what it is i do

spineless

NIGHTLIGHT

For mike

Holding a porcelain gift
With your memory around its fingertip
Youd glow when I held it above me
And youd tremble when I held it close
So I dont
It might get cold but itll be alright

An interstate apart
Driving somewhere I’ve been next to you
Youre weightless in the palm of my hand like a clothespin
Your brightness like a stone pushing deep into my cold skin
I just wish you could see me like this
I know youre just down the road and it’ll be alright

all insts by me

hold on

Vap