Before i take it all back

Coming Off w/ Brevin Kim

RED LIGHTS

love.sex.magic.

Produced by Llouis, additional production by Vader
Cover photo by Nathanial Maddison 

Mindstate

#SCFirst
Prod. Bri-C, Shokwave, Binomadeit

lyrics:
1–2–3
When the clock strikes 9
I’d be ready for a fight 
And you’d never see me bleed 
But that doesn’t make it right, baby
I can feel the difference when you do you never tried
All the times I gave you help you took for granted every night 
And now I’m staring at the ceiling with the lights off
I’m counting every crack like moments that we been lost
Even silence got a voice when you’re involved 
I try to shake it from the past but it’s been hard 

Cause I still see your shadow in the driveway light
I can still hear you laughin’ on a Thursday night
But I won’t go back, no I can’t rewind
Cause a story like yours don’t deserve a second try
And I don’t know what you’re doing 
But I’m wishing you meant well
It’s all good you don’t have to prove it you can leave me alone 
Now when you hit my phone
The message at the tone
Tells me that you
Miss me “can you please come home?”
I been wondering hours on the end
Bout what you thought it was 
How could you regret
You made a choice now you’re laying in the bed 
I can’t believe it when you say you wanted this 

Now I’m scrollin’ through the past, tryna edit out your name
Guess it’s easier to pass when I blame you for the pain
Croppin photos every smile that I see of me is fake 
Hard to picture me as happy when you took it all away 
And the looking glass self got me feeling hurt now
Saw a future in your smile til I saw it turn down
Like a house made of dreams that the wind burned down
I been skimming through the smoke but our loves unfound 

Yet I still see your shadow in the driveway light
And I still hear you laughin’ on a Thursday night
But I won’t go back, no I can’t rewind
Cause a story like yours don’t deserve a second try
I don’t know what you’re doing 
But I’m wishing you meant well
It’s all good you don’t have to prove it you can leave me alone 
Now when you hit my phone
The message at the tone
Tells me that you
Miss me “can you please come home?”
I been wondering hours on the end
Bout what you thought it was 
How could you regret
You made a choice now you’re laying in the bed 
I can’t believe it when you say you wanted this

Come Home (with Bryce Brixton) [prod Bri-C x shokwave x binomadeit]

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Made this in a beat competition in like 2 hours. Hope you like it lol

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