i look for you in girls i sleep with +

Additional Production: Jeremy Schmetterer & Jamie Vargas

Lyrics: 
I look for you in girls I sleep with

We broke up for different reasons
Look at all those broken pieces
Free my soul of all its demons
In the bed we used to sleep in
I said I didn't miss you I was lying
Swallow my pride and take the blame
Would you visit if you heard that I was dying?
Deep down I know you feel the same

I get sick when you're in town
Remove the veil and show my weakness
Memories they stick around
I look for you in girls I sleep with
I look for you in girls I sleep with

There's no one else like you and it's a damn shame
Valley girls always play the same games
Couple dates then I get hit with the peace sign
I should probably take a little me time
LA is so deceiving
Sometimes I hate this town
We could be toxic lovers
I'd take you back right now

I get sick when you're in town
Remove the vail and show my weakness
Memories they stick around
I look for you in girls I sleep with
I look for you in girls I sleep with
I look for you in girls I sleep with

I get sick when you're in town
Remove the vail and show my weakness
Memories they stick around
I look for you in girls I sleep with

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STREAM

girls i sleep with (prod. nik trekov)

trying to connect the dots

prod. @solofttt 🖤
if you're reading this, thank you for listening.
it means, seriously a lot
thx, take care

can you prelude to how i'm feeling?
cause i've been addicted to these patterns
all this time (time)
and it's hardly fair; i'm breaking still
regardless if i've already lost my will
and if i should fade into a darker light
it just doesn't make sense how i feel alright
cause i know nothing's right

and i've known that since yesterday
i'm something that i haven't always been
i lock my door, and lower the shades
letting flow state straight into the pen
the floors creek, and my brain feeds
on a core memory i stowed away
but i come forth; take it head on
peeling flesh off of it's travesty
but the earth hurts; all i have is me
she's here too, but sorta overseas
you amaze me, rearrange me 
in a shape similar to something sweet
the window open on a cold night
honestly i love frostbite
numbing part of me, in which apologies 
aren't policy for the limelight
fight back
fuck off
i'm not going outside today
i woke up too late
to avoid the rays
now i contemplate when was yesterday
i contradict what i thought i was
what i am now's not so pretty
day to day feeling disgust
from the mistrust that i gave me
i had caved in; so shameless
but if you like my shit, put it on playlist
i am not in search of validation.
just something genuine

(6x)
i'll connect the
i'll connect the dots

can you prelude to how i'm feeling?
cause i've been addicted to these patterns
all this time
(all this time)

travesty awaits [prod. soloft]

ur boyfriend

Gen Lonely ft. JUMEX

World keeps knocking

songs from the trees

THINK ABOUT IT

Birds of a feather

Check Out The Producer:

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Moon [Prod. KNKR]

sinking into the ground

ft. Chlo White of Snarls
prod. @prodbybrody & @cxldblxxd

swingsets

spotify

lines (ft. Chlo White) [prod. brody & cxld blxxd]

Prod. Psyjackbeats

I’m a real young boy
With a real big bag 
And I’ve got a lot of haters hating what they’ll never have 
Life was going good now I’m pretty fucking sad 
I just want to hang with someone pretty fucking bad 
This room I’m in’s become a cell
The world has gone and went to hell
I’m not doing all that well
But you can’t save me save yourself
It feels like I’m drowning 
Covid all around me 
I want to hear your voice 
Yeah I want to see your face 
I girl I want to feel your arms 
I just want a little... taste 
But this place is not the same maybe it’ll never be 
Don’t want you to feel my pain, I just want someone to see
That I’m not well 
That I’m not good 
That I’m not sick I’m 
Misunderstood 
Yeah the world is burning I can feel the flames 
And it keeps on getting worse every mother fucking day 
Haven’t seen you in a month, you live half a mile away 
If something doesn’t change soon I’m gonna go insane 
Cause you’re not there
And it’s not fair 
I’m done acting 
Like i don’t care 
I’m a real young boy
With a real big bag 
And I’ve got a lot of haters hating what they’ll never have 
Life was going good now I’m pretty fucking sad 
I just want to hang with someone pretty fucking bad 
This room I’m in’s become a cell
The world has gone and went to hell
I’m really not doing so well
And you can’t help me save yourself
So pour a little more down
There’s nothing else to do now 
Yeah the future inconsequential 
It’s a dgood thing that my dealer is essential 
Feeling fuck my residential 
Wishing I was full of lead like a pencil 
Smile on my face watching life disassemble 
 looking like a tattoo, feeling like a stencil 
Empty 
Gone hollow 
Find my lost souls On the day after tomorrow 
Life’s a movie 
With a bad trope
I’m the OG 
I’m a new hope

Apollo

Painter / Music maker      
Contact:  Mhodgsonster@gmail.com 
Instagram.com/senormelon

World keeps knocking

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