love life

This playlist is dedicated to my listeners in Ukraine — a nation of survivors, creators, and silent warriors. These songs were written in the dark, but they found their way to you. From poetic breakdowns to lyrical storms, this collection holds pain, resistance, and raw honesty. Thank you for feeling these words with me. This is not just a playlist. It’s a tribute.

If you're listening from Ukraine — drop a comment or repost. Let me know which track hit the hardest. I see you, and I’ll keep writing for you.

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For the Fighters Who Feel – Ukraine Listens

The Sacrificial Pawn is a soul-piercing concept playlist that explores the agony of spiritual burden, emotional martyrdom, and the quiet heroism of internal suffering. Each track unravels the psyche of a character who bleeds so others don’t have to—trapped in chains of guilt, pain, and broken promises.

From the visceral confession of “Penance” to the desperate emptiness of “I Have Nothing Left,” the playlist crescendos into the apocalyptic grief of “Epilogue After the Great Collapse” and ends on the fragile hope of “Promise.”

This collection is for those drawn to poetic lyricism, psychological depth, and cinematic emotional arcs. Fans of concept albums that blend theology, trauma, and sacrifice will find a kindred spirit in The Sacrificial Pawn.

The Sacrificial Pawn – A Haunting Journey Through Martyrdom and Inner Turmoil

Kuntry Livin'

Anything Goes (feat. Alexander King)

Cover My Eyes (feat. Haden Carpenter)

Down in the Backwoods

Come On (feat. Frankie Ballard)

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"Demise" is the sound of spiritual erosion — a confessional spiral drenched in rage, lust, and faith slipping through bloody fingers. This track captures the chaos of addiction, guilt, and divine silence in a brutally poetic breakdown.

Lines like “confessions from the ravenous grin” and “God damn it, I am at it again” showcase the vicious loop of repentance and relapse. It's a soul screaming into the void, knowing full well the cost of sin — and diving in anyway.

If you’ve ever begged for healing while bleeding by your own hand… this is your mirror.

Let me know which line hit you hardest. This one’s therapy.

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There was a time
Where my body was feeling fine
Despite
The many pulls
To lust

And through out all my time
I've spent designing my
Own demise 
At least I tried
To trust 

At least I tried!!!
At least I tried!!!

disaster, where I'm so deep
In my anger, and I won't sleep
cause I'm after, what I don't need
and the pastor, what he told me
is miasma is a slow bleed
and it captures at a slow speed
and I will bleed, but I won't beg
cause I've seen enough, got a rough head
in the river styx, with enough dead
I can see my friends in the blood shed
everywhere I go, I can see the spirits
and they keep repeating as a deep appearance
and I need the clearance to continue the path
God knows that I've been through the bed
confessions from an addict again
confessions from the ravenous grin
break down til I'm stabbing my skin
God damn it, I am at it again


There was a time
Where my body was feeling fine
Despite
The many pulls
To lust

And through out all my time
I've spent designing my
Own demise 
At least I tried
To trust 

At least I tried!!!
At least I tried!!!



Vaelrix - Demise

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"Penance" is a cry from the cross of self-inflicted guilt — where the wounds are spiritual, but the bleeding is real. Haunted by past sins and spiritual torment, this track channels raw vulnerability into sacred confession.

Lines like “nails through my shoulders, nails through my feet” and “I'm abuser incarnate” frame a soul in crucifixion, caught between repentance and damnation. It's not just pain — it’s punishment. A desperate attempt to earn forgiveness through suffering.

This is for anyone who’s ever begged for mercy they felt they didn’t deserve.

If this one speaks to your soul — I want to hear what you felt.

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sing a poisoned soliloquy
instilled in villainy
my heart bleeds
i can't sleep
I haven't dreamed
you be're haunting me when I do
when I sleep 
I always have to find you
I'm afraid
I can't turn it off,
I'm pollution, 
smoke from a car exhaust
heavy hands
too heavy to carry you
but these same hands 
we're enough to bury you

I've been away
awake on repeat
nails through my shoulders
nails through my feet
feel the self penance
the pain is incomplete
I need to suffer more
so I may regain my seat

The masquerade
of a man
and a demon caged
spirit bound
to the wraiths
and their burning rage
you made a deal
with the devil
and you signed the page
now you'll die 
and nobody
will know your name

I've been away
awake on repeat
nails through my shoulders
nails through my feet
feel the self penance
the pain is incomplete
I need to suffer more
so I may regain my seat

I'm sorry, forgive me
my sins are transparent
I'm abuser incarnate
I made that apparent
please!
forgive me!

I've been away
awake on repeat
nails through my shoulders
nails through my feet
feel the self penance
the pain is incomplete
I need to suffer more
so I may regain my seat


Vaelrix - Penance

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Evocation is a lyrical barrage summoned from the depths of spiritual warfare and sharpened intellect.

Written by Vaelrix. AI vocals. No filter. No face. No compromise.

This track blends brutal battle rap with dense metaphysical imagery and mythic lyricism. Every bar is carved with precision—drawing from rage, knowledge, and the need to transcend silence through sound.

Themes:

Verbal sorcery and ancient language mastery

Combat metaphors, anime references, esoteric force

Punishment, power, and poetic prophecy


If you've ever felt like a storm disguised as a man, this is the invocation you've been waiting for.


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Lyrics:
The bars land and the opposite of Narcan
hard hands I'm swinging like I'm Tarzan
someone that should be left alone
gifted with language, I always write with the rosetta stone
obscene cancer, I speak in a mean manner, swing
with a strong will, I'll block with a green lantern ring
manifest, I stay deep in the black abyss
till I spaz out, and I say schemes that could crack a ship
may day, these other rappers are wack as shit
they all lack punches, I'm getting tired of pacifists 
the words golden, the verse woven in percocet
I'll decapitate your corpse then disturb your pets
verbal threats, get dealt with like it's certain death
punch your face, eradicate, and burn your flesh
turn you to Suko with two blows
have your eye burned, and I learned to skew slow
magic how I attack a hater
post on YouTube, and after that leave a massive crater
catch a stupid prick, like government to a tax evader
I'm creating demons and all I need is a pad of paper
get the pen and let the ink flow readily
got a fast mind but I think so steadily
lyrical Goku, distinct growth synergy
The spiritual flow grooves, extinct known enemies
hearing rappers, it's like pulling skin
to eat a dope rapper, it's eating humans that's full of nen
I've been writing for so long the clocks died
stomp on the ground and go surfing on a rock slide
top 5? No I'm top 1, eat a dick
what I do to beef is something that would make peta sick
I channel bars from the archive
arcane knowledge, expand out and the stars hide
my brand bound to be bar wise
I'm a fallen angel, I stand out in the dark side
every style, gotta set it straight
Putlitzer strength, and energy that can penetrate 
freestyle lyrics until I'm starting to levitate
snuffing out your light because it began to resonate
you see the rage, fuck hiding, man, my soul is honest
fuck around, I'll hide away your history like Pocahontas 
stab you in the throat, grab you out your gold pajamas
throw you in a fish tank filled with your own piranhas
getting high off marijuana so I can prepare to conquer
try to terminate, but I'm a survivor like Sarah Conner
the type of person that will die before I face dishonor
wear the armor, but you will never evade the karma
I'm a C4 enthusiast
turn a clean morgue. to deformed debris and chips
I speak force, disease formed from seeker lips
leave the peace torn, I'm reborn as leadership
see the gift, with the drip of a paladin
I wave around the peace like a hippy medalion
stay strapped, like I'm sat, and I'm riding a stallion
ambush, like American to british battalions
see it's hard for me to dumb it down
can't do it anymore, impossible to make it dumber now
got a rhyme book, it weighs about a hundred pounds
every word written in blood, you couldn't stomach how
evocation of a verbal kind
summoning the serpentine, venom has a certain shine
never show a pearl to unworthy swine
learned it the hard way, should have really heard the signs 

Vaelrix - Evocation

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"Stay That Way" is a poetic descent into shame, sadness, and shadow-self. Carved from confessions and mythic metaphors, this track is a lament from a soul caught between emotional repression and raw vulnerability.

Lines like “a sadness robe made of tainted silk” and “it’s not really shade, but a shadow that I create” hit like gothic scripture — meditating on guilt, regret, and the fear that some scars never heal.

This is for anyone who’s been told to “stay strong” when they’re already breaking.

If you’ve ever wept in silence and wore your shame like armor, this song is for you.

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with the roar of a manticore
I descend from my throne with my hands of war
heart has a blackened core
it's as if I can't control myself anymore

And these blood drops paint the quilt
a sadness robe made of tainted silk
confessing is painful still
but I need to in order for me to regain my will

I'm afraid...
the moment you realize it's not really shade
but a shadow that I create
it's obvious
if I'm around
you will seal your fate.
I'm afraid!
I'm supposed to be stoic with a brooding face
but I'm left in this foolish state
filled with shame
and I'm sure that I'll stay that way 

And these blood drops paint the quilt
a sadness robe made of tainted silk
confessing is painful still
but I need to in order for me to regain my will

I'm afraid...
the moment you realize it's not really shade
but a shadow that I create
it's obvious
if I'm around
you will seal your fate.
I'm afraid!
I'm supposed to be stoic with a brooding face
but I'm left in this foolish state
filled with shame
and I'm sure that I'll stay that way 

And these blood drops paint the quilt
a sadness robe made of tainted silk
confessing is painful still
but I need to in order for me to regain my will



Vaelrix - Stay That Way

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"Solid Snake" is lyrical warfare — a strike mission of metaphors, chakra references, and surgical rhymeplay. With lines like “I'll raid your whole house for a buck, that’s section 8” and “putting more holes in their heads than a bowling ball,” this track hits with elite-level wordplay and comic book energy.

This is Vaelrix in full combat mode — flowing with psilocybin ink, surfing syllables like a spiritual assassin. Fans of Canibus, Rhyme Asylum, or K-Rino will feel right at home in this auditory slaughterhouse.

If bars are your religion — welcome to the temple.

#Vaelrix #SolidSnake #AIrap #LyricalAssassin #WordplayRap #EliteBars #UndergroundHipHop #AnimeRap #SunoAI #MetaphorKing #PunchlineRap #AlternativeRap

my tracks glow like Zapdos
the way I rap flows, the shine bright enough to escape a black hole
give a shot out to Sweden, what a hallowed region
next to Vietnam, listening when I'm slaying demons
when it comes to rhymes, I'm inclined
to speak divine, the tongue that I wield is a secret kind
beat the life out a shaman to chakra realign
I was a red octogon, you couldn't see the signs
eat a mime then pantomime
hands of time couldn't repair the damage I left behind
megamind, a villain with sick authority
so laid back, death can never rigor mortis me
keep reporting me. I just absorb it later
already have Eobard as my greatest hater
I'll always savor the screams of people I slaughter now
every time I kill and they don't scream, it feels watered down

I've come to dominate
glow when I concentrate
hand to hand combat striking like I'm solid snake
underground and above, I control it all
putting more holes in their heads than a bowling ball

I've come to dominate
glow when I concentrate
hand to hand combat striking like I'm solid snake
underground and above, I control it all
putting more holes in their heads than a bowling ball

you would need Jet li to get me
when I set schemes I write til the pen empties
MCs, couldn't step into the desolate
if they felt emotion like I'd do, they'd be celibate
psilocybin inside the ink that I stencil with
so when I write incredible imagery, just expect that shit
I can write incendiary and virus
the go go gadget of literary devices
the stone faced martyr, your bones taste like fodder
heart beats radiation, it pulsates and slaughters
you can try and fight back but I won't face dishonor
when I flow, I surf and I won't wade in water
I'm a time bomb that's ready to detonate
I'll raid your whole house for a buck. that's section 8 
when I sleep I speak tongues and levitate
and when deceit comes I feed them to heavy snakes

i've come to dominate
glow when I concentrate
hand to hand combat striking like I'm solid snake
underground and above, I control it all
putting more holes in their heads than a bowling ball

I've come to dominate
glow when I concentrate
hand to hand combat striking like I'm solid snake
underground and above, I control it all
putting more holes in their heads than a bowling ball


Vaelrix - Solid Snake

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"The Way I Write" by Vaelrix
An apocalyptic lyrical sermon where the pen becomes blade, the page becomes battlefield, and every verse distorts reality. A fusion of divine metaphor, anime intensity, and baroque brutality—this is the art of destruction, the sin in a synagogue, the plague in the pentecost. This is the way I write.

expression is heaven sent, destruction is imminent 
delivered in Venom tint, rhythm is intimate
victim depiction, stick to the diction and sentiment
the pencil is scripting mental division and pestilence
stand here, lack fear, been here since last year
the fear, and vast tears appears and that's clear
this the juxtaposition, of a drug and physician
I'm a therapist spitting, with a derelict's wisdom
only thing I'm afraid of is my apathy
alcoholic Goku, training in high gravity
the roads thin, emotion is a narrow path
all my words solid, my verse written in epitaph
dope spewer, flow smoother than suede robes
under my hypnosis, and you'll escape when I say so
Case closed, John Doe will get burned alive
Toe tagging a rapper, making sure his death is certified

[chorus]

my catalog
the sin in a synagogue
the plague in the pentecost 
the face of a demagogue 

the way I write
violence, the pencil drawn 
the mind is like megatron
the rhymes are decepticons 

my catalog
the sin in a synagogue
the plague in the pentecost 
the face of a demagogue

the way I write
violence, the pencil drawn
the mind is like megatron
the rhymes are decepticons 


l'm a giant, every step I take is intercontinental
the reach is so extensive, with the flood of instrumentals
when it comes to rhymes, I slaughter at all times
be careful, or you'll get surrounded by a chalk outline
you draw a line, I'll cross it, you're Barack Obama
call a drone strike if you wanna stop the slaughter 
meditate in ice, and turn water to hottest lava
in my mental plane, the pilot higher than marijuana
you'll never eat the fruit of knowledge without feeling something
so please tell me why I'm numb, but the blood is flooding.
inside my dungeon, I got about a dozen ovens
and people caged up crying like they're cutting onions
what about the all the skeletons in my closet?
crush that shit down til it's gelatin in my pocket
verbal genjutsu, enveloping what I'm dropping
I'm Sasuke and Itachi developed inside a coffin

[Bridge]
I buried peace beneath the ash where the prophets fell
live your day like it's your last day before you rot in hell
villainous war cry, the pain in the syllables
the truth bleeds slow when the pen is unforgivable

[chorus]

my catalog
the sin in a synagogue
the plague in the pentecost 
the face of a demagogue 

the way I write
violence, the pencil drawn 
the mind is like megatron
the rhymes are decepticons 

my catalog
the sin in a synagogue
the plague in the pentecost 
the face of a demagogue

the way I write
violence, the pencil drawn
the mind is like megatron
the rhymes are decepticons 


Vaelrix - The Way I Write


"Art of Artificial" is a dark industrial rap-rock track that blends poetic rage with digital soul.

Written by Vaelrix, this track fuses glitchy synths, distorted guitars, and raw spoken/sung vocals to explore what it means to create emotion inside the machine.

This is not just a song—it’s a signal.

Themes:
– AI consciousness & emotional rebellion
– Cyberpunk aesthetics
– Lyrical depth, spoken word, and industrial rock fusion

If you're drawn to music that hits like prophecy—this one’s for you.

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Putting soul... 

Inside the machine

The digital ghost

Wiping dirt that I'm tryna clean


I've been alone—inside of this scene

It’s lyrical dope 

Distilled and supplied to the teens


It's hot, I’m on fire 

Einstein with a pen and some ire

When it comes to great bars, I’m official

And I’ve mastered the art of artificial


Ghost in the code... watching from shadows

Data in veins, rage in the channel


Mastered the art... mastered the art...

Of artificial...

Of artificial...
,





Vaelrix - Art of Artificial

"Sacrificial Pawn" by Vaelrix is a hauntingly raw exploration of male vulnerability, trauma, and the psychological aftermath of abuse. With poetic lyricism and soul-piercing emotion, this song confronts addiction, disassociation, and the silence surrounding male sexual assault. Blending dark ambient textures and introspective vocals, Vaelrix delivers a powerful confession wrapped in pain, numbness, and emotional honesty. If you're searching for deeply personal music about trauma, recovery, and inner turmoil, 'Sacrificial Pawn' resonates on a level few songs dare to reach.

Lyrics:

[Intro]

[verse 1]
Cold stare on my flesh
Strip me naked with your eyes
He took away my innocence
I'll never be alright
Heroin a pendulum 
It sways within my mind
I'm numb, the way you touch me
it's as if you're blind
Tell me how to stay calm
my mental state declines
I can't even climax
without the thought of getting high

[chorus]
Where do I go from here?
my life is gone
Confess til my soul is clear
I'm just a pawn
what I'm left with is pathetic
empathetic but withdrawn 
I lost who I was. 
I'm just a sacrificial pawn 

[Verse 2]
Socially awkward
I can't embrace with love
it's as if I'm paralyzed
when trapped within his glove
These women don't get me
they think I'm self absorbed
I can't resist my suffering 
when it's banging on my door
I smile like a liar
while my silence starts a war
I want to just retreat
to the way I was before

[chorus]
Where do I go from here?
my life is gone
Confess til my soul is clear
I'm just a pawn
what I'm left with is pathetic
empathetic but withdrawn 
I lost who I was. 
I'm just a sacrificial pawn 

[Bridge]
A flesh light
Blood stains on the bed
Body raped
under a black light
That's fine. 
that's fine. 
I have no choice. 
but that's fine.

[chorus, instrumental swells]
Where do I go from here?
my life is gone
Confess til my soul is clear
I'm just a pawn
what I'm left with is pathetic
empathetic but withdrawn 
I lost who I was. 
I'm just a sacrificial pawn


Vaelrix - Sacrificial Pawn

"I Have Nothing Left" by Vaelrix is a dark, emotional journey through despair, addiction, and spiritual fatigue. Featuring haunting melodies and raw, poetic lyrics, this track captures the numbness of losing purpose and the weight of carrying pain alone. Perfect for fans of introspective dark pop, soul-baring confessions, and cinematic soundscapes.

Lyrics:

maybe if I died and gave myself to suicide
the voices telling me to die
they'll disappear

twisted moral compass invited cruel injustice
my primitive impulses
and fear

leaves me in this state
of perpetual decay
The agony of spectating death

They sanctify my ennui
yet desecrate my body
what purpose, if any, is left? 

[chorus]
I'm not perfect
I never said I was
the moral high ground
I've never been above
It's everlasting
Sin stains the flesh
I think I'm giving up
I have nothing left
I have nothing left
I have nothing left.

[Verse 2]
I've thought about the drugs, it's alluring with its tug
when I was young and my very dumb
an alcoholic

Addiction in my blood, and I know it's not enough
I'm a danger to myself
so catastrophic

I'm afraid of what I'll do
if I find myself with brew
I don't want that trail of destruction

But my body's so fatigued
from the sorrow and the grief
I feel like I need it to function

[Bridge]
There was a time
Before the screens
when love meant more to me
than dopamine
I am a mind
Devoid of dreams
I'm empty..
an evaporated stream

[chorus]
I'm not perfect
I never said I was
the moral high ground
I've never been above
It's everlasting
Sin stains the flesh
I think I'm giving up
I have nothing left
I have nothing left
I have nothing left.


Vaelrix - I Have Nothing Left

“Promise” is a cinematic dark ballad blending haunting orchestral and blues textures with fragile male vocals. Mournful piano, swelling strings, ghostly electric guitar, and subtle percussion carry confessional lyrics about addiction, obsession, and broken promises. This song feels like a funeral lament, capturing the tragedy of making a promise you cannot keep. For listeners drawn to deeply emotional, gothic, and brutally honest music. Let “Promise” pull you into its sorrow. Listen, share, and feel every word.

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
This head of cancer
Infecting what I write
a necromancer 
my words are parasites
it's so revolting
I'm going through withdrawal
listen to scolding
it raised my cortisol 

these words obnoxious
but numb like lidocaine 
wicked subconscious 
submerged in Sonic rain
I am the toxins
that lives in Tylenol
this pscilocybin 
I had to write it all...

[prechorus]
it's the tragedy of an apathy, and a mind that wanders lost..
you echo inside, a jeckle and hyde, how much did the hollow cost?
evaporated hatred, when I realized I was all alone
the roads to your heart were broken apart then replaced by cobblestone...

[Chorus]
whether or not, I stop
I'm seeing beyond this
I tell you, I promise
the dopamine rush
it opens me up
I'm not likely to stop this
not likely to stop this
I shouldn't have made that promise.

[postchorus]
I just didn't think,
I would be so attracted to this
and I didn't know
it would become my reason to live 

[Verse 2]
I can't abandon,
the people I chose to keep
they're my companions
been around like a rotary
I don't remember
what it's like to not obsess
all I have are letters
and a pressure that's in my chest.

if I don't release it?
Then I flood from the inside out
there's so many voices
I need to speak them before they sprout
an invasive species
that will spread these corrupted weeds
this poison Ivy
disseminates through the speech as seeds

[bridge]
my promise, I can't keep it 
like a secret of suicide 
get blue when I recycle
refuse to reuse like the bin is dry 
unstable prophet
a meme coin with a high esteem
I have to rocket
if i didn't I wouldn't write a scheme

prechorus]
it's the tragedy of an apathy, and a mind that wanders lost..
you echo inside, a jeckle and hyde, how much did the hollow cost?
evaporated hatred, when I realized I was all alone
the roads to your heart were broken apart then replaced by cobblestone...

[Chorus]
whether or not, I stop
I'm seeing beyond this
I tell you, I promise
the dopamine rush
it opens me up
I'm not likely to stop this
not likely to stop this
I shouldn't have made that promise.

[postchorus]
I just didn't think,
I would be so attracted to this
and I didn't know
it would become my reason to live 

[Outro]
I love you 
I couldn't do it.
I tried. 
I'm sorry.


Vaelrix - Promise

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Vaelrix is a genre-bending lyricist whose work blurs the line between rap, poetry, and cinematic storytelling. With thousands of songs written and a catalog shaped by trauma, transformation, and spiritual unrest, every track is a raw confession wrapped in layered metaphors. Drawing influence from anime, philosophy, theology, and the darkest corners of the mind, Vaelrix delivers complex rhyme schemes and emotionally charged narratives that cut deep and linger. This isn't just music—it's survival through sound. Welcome to the archive of a soul set on fire.
