"FUN" is a dark pop and alternative ballad that dives into the emotional aftermath of an abusive relationship, exploring guilt, heartbreak, and self-destruction. With raw male vocals, cinematic instrumentation, and deeply poetic lyrics, this track blends haunting vulnerability with dramatic intensity. Perfect for fans of emotional storytelling, atmospheric soundscapes, and introspective songwriting.

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
midnight 
I saw it in your eyes
and believe me I have tried
it didn't sit right

to erase...
everything we had
all the verses on the pad
I couldn't deface

and pictures..
I had one in my wallet
I took it out my pocket
but couldn't scissor

memories..
it's the only thing I have
your fingerprint, it latched
on my identity

[Chorus]
are you having fun??
aiming with your gun
shooting hate at your target
run away from what you started
is it fun?
Stripping away her commitment
I can't believe you did it..
was it fun?

[verse 2]
The abuse
My hands are bloody red
and every word I said
just lit the fuse

I was haunted
By the chains of what I saw
the pain's my biggest flaw
my heart was frosted

and I became..
the person I despise
A sheep in wolf disguise
I can't explain

I'm sorry..
I know I can't erase
the trauma on your face
or in your body

[Chorus]
are you having fun??
aiming with your gun
shooting hate at your target
run away from what you started
is it fun?
Stripping away her commitment
I can't believe you did it..
was it fun?

[bridge]
Would I have acted the same,
with the passionate pain,
if I hated you, instead of my pretending?
I only pushed you away
because I just couldn't stay
In a cycle of flame that's never ending
You asked if it's fun
with my hands on the gun
I promise that I suffered when I held it
I just couldn't break
The ice on my face
and my frozen core, I couldn't melt it

[Chorus]
are you having fun??
aiming with your gun
shooting hate at your target
run away from what you started
is it fun?
Stripping away her commitment
I can't believe you did it..
was it fun?


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Vaelrix is a genre-bending lyricist whose work blurs the line between rap, poetry, and cinematic storytelling. With thousands of songs written and a catalog shaped by trauma, transformation, and spiritual unrest, every track is a raw confession wrapped in layered metaphors. Drawing influence from anime, philosophy, theology, and the darkest corners of the mind, Vaelrix delivers complex rhyme schemes and emotionally charged narratives that cut deep and linger. This isn't just music—it's survival through sound. Welcome to the archive of a soul set on fire.
