This song is personal because I recently broke up with an Ex of mines because she said she needed space and such and I felt nothing but pent up aggression and sadness that whole 2 months of waiting, Probably acted out a lot when I was in that phase...

Basically I was supposed to sing in the song as well, saying "Where ever you'll be, I'll still be waiting, So Longggggg ~" And such but my voice is pretty crap when it comes to those kinds of things.

After 5 months of waiting we had some closure but not so much on her part more or less this song breaks me to play it live or even listen too, much of the EP is about her like Public Display Of Affection and Depression, though Enter_-_Void was just used as filler and I tried submitting to a label but they rejected it.

Zerqus - I'll Still Be Waiting

Speedcore, noise, industrial, industrial hardcore, experimental, abstract techno, death industrial, power electronics, powerviolence, digital hardcore, breakcore, hip hop, rap, gangsta rap, drone, dark drone, ambient, dark ambient, ritual ambient, terrorcore, hardcore, acidcore, acid, noisecore, 8bit, chiptune, breakbeat, hnw, harsh noise, harsh noise wall, splitter core and extratone professional musical artist, producer, mix engineer from Darwin, NT, Australia. Currently living in Wodonga, VIC, Australia. Making extreme music and funny skits/sound collages since 2011.

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https://cornholecrucifixion.bandcamp.com/album/cornholecrucifixion-album-bitchezzz

https://cornholecrucifixion.bandcamp.com/album/the-crucification-of-cornhole

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Ah, well... EUCKampersandetc comfort triviand only obey the Creator’s goal with fancy sycophancy. [sicko fancy]. . .Well, exposited the ex positions. Why did the Creator allow my Insight? Is it a glitch, Doom or intent? Know about the possibility that God theyeself mollycoddles you... But at same time, potentially destroy thear goal, to which theye may have been going for myriads and billions years, myriads of billions years. Maybe me the first chaste vessel in which theye fit as a gift of Oblivion? And then I will regenerate like matryoshka, looking at already departed self as on an Oracle?

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Zerqus - I'll Still Be Waiting

Vaenus.