a song about the things i wish i could have done

produced, mixed, mastered by phixel
verse by saoirse dream
backing vocals by jackalsclaw

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[NOTE: english translations will appear in brackets next to catalan lyrics. im still learning the language so im really really sorry for my bad pronunciation and grammar]

(phixel)
em fa mal  [it hurts]
tan malament  [so badly]
com puc escoltar  [how do i hear]
digue'm per què  [tell me why]

no et puc veure  [i cant see you]
a través de l'aire negre  [through this smog]
caurà neu ardent  [fiery snow will fall]
t'enterraré, a la cendra  [i will bury you, in ashes]

et llegiré la ment com un llibre  [i will read your mind like a notebook]
però no ho vull escoltar  [though i dont want to hear it]
encara no ho sé, per què estimes  [i still dont know why you love me]
em desgastaré, afectat  [i will wither away, afflicted]

(saoirse dream)
I still fall asleep in your clothes
Try to struggle out of your rope
Buy into release I’ve imagined
Cling tight to the arms of your ghost
I light matches that I can’t put out
So I burn down bushes outside of your house
And you just watch me
You laugh
Like “what the fuck is wrong with cat?”
You know that I can’t answer that

(phixel)
et llegiré la ment com un llibre  [i will read your mind like a notebook]
però no ho vull escoltar  [though i dont want to hear it]
encara no ho sé, per què estimes  [i still dont know why you love me]
em desgastaré, afectat  [i will wither away, afflicted]

a la cendra, a la cendra, a la cendra  [in ashes, in ashes, in ashes]

[jackalsclaw:]
(i went, i cast you in the fire, i watched you burn, i didnt cry)
(ill tell you everything alright, to get your memory out my mind)

notebook

ALL PLATFORMS!!!

notebook w/ saoirse dream

Stream on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1pjsNRqOyIkHrm2N6FRBp1?si=QCSxcGXHR-K4M_mBxsIo1w
https://genius.com/Elxnce-18-lyrics

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lyrics:
pull my heart out
when you told me
do you see?

Do you feel?
Do you hurt
Is it real?

I'd try ask you but you're part of me
I'll cut into my own self

Breathing from my skin
Let my body dwell within
My head enveloped in constant tides of thoughts
My own ocean
I don't see myself when I wake up at night
The mirror in my mind is black and white
I don't have myself
I can't feel my hold
Where's my light
Where's my way out now

Try my best to heal
But you can't fix emotions
Without all the
Time I've  lost
Chasing time i held
Thinking that its right
But my body just won't move
All the times I've told you
All the times I've
Tried to stay whole when I fell down

Still hear my name in the wind
Still feel what you said float by me
Deconstruct my own emotions
Maybe ill find what's wrong with

Did you feel me did you love me
Was this really what i wanted
Did you see what i was did you open me
Did you need what i felt you wanted to see

I try keep it locked inside but I  (ego shatters break my heart)
Don't think i can hold on much longer (tear my body rip apart)
Don't you see i'm just breaking down (cause what do I really want)
Into pieces of what I once was (cause is what I have enough)
(cause do you still care for me) (cause like who am I really)

Won't forget where I came from

Do you feel?
Do you hurt
Is it real?
Do you feel?

deconstructing the human ego

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lyrics:
do you even recall my name - my name
do you even feel the breath of air you speak
was it really worth all the pain - the pain
did you ever know me? break my brain
hold my hand
but all i can see is the shadow beside you and
it calls for me
we can't go back yet you still stand at the edge of the world
parlay with your life until
the light behind us starts to fall
eventide holds on to you
it won't let go until we're done here
bequeath all you own
it won't stay your home
hold close to let go
become echoes
the world you once had
watch it fade to black
you're still all I have but I can't grab you
recollect my thoughts from all your shattered words
splinter in my brain all I say just hurts
take a picture before you forget it all
it takes pain to heal again

gash upon my skin
let the shadows inside
of where i live where I still feel safe
hole in my feelings
can you feel it there?
it's all your fault now
I can't feel can you
it still hurts me too
does it hurt you
do you love me do you feel pain 

was I nothing

you told me to not forget
I'll stand watch as the world ends
everything you said was wrong
but you knew that all along
"you love me, do you trust me?"
do you love do you trust do you feel me here
everyone just hurts sometimes but
I think pain can still break a heart
scales sway as you play with my love
feel it's beat go out and in and
do you even care anymore
cause you have no place in this world
did you
did you 
did you feel did you

the world ends with you

IM HERE im sorry this took forever to make a new song im sowwy but im here and i made this super cool song with my buddy :3
@448hz
@erdo
prod me, im NEVER posting lyrics you can figure it out Yourself

time to talk + erdo [Authentic Works]

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reshiram

UNEMPLOYED PEOPLE (and jauntsen) ON A MONDAY

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i look outside the box
don't know where to start
ask me how i feel 
i feel spectacular
lost track what u want?
don't know who you are
so ask me how i feel
spectacular 

that's enough to kill the bitch
stuck inside my room
i don't give a shit
more time to myself
ima make a hit
yea my mom said i'll make it
IMA MAKE THIS SHIT

i look outside the box
don't know where to start
ask me how i feel 
i feel spectacular
lost track what u want?
don't know who you are
so ask me how i feel
spectacular 

stand on what you said
take a new approach 
if you look outside the box
you can see me
fuck what you said and meant
i don't care at all
i'm like oh my fucking god i don't mean it

but if i said i did 
would it change a lot
i'm like come on what the fuck 
i didn't break your arm
its so simple its a joke
i never got this far
and i'm sorry if i hurt you
i just care a lot

-tacular
ask me how i feel
i feel spectacular 
-tacular 
-tacular
spectacular 

i'm tryna do this shit for too long
it better work out
i've tried to hit the ball too far
now there's no sound
they tryna take me down i said 
FUCK YOU
HOPE IT WORKS OUT
i've got the best feeling 
it's somebody i know 
i hope you get well

stand on what you said
take a new approach 
if you look outside the box
you can see me
fuck what you said and meant
i don't care at all
i'm like oh my fucking god i don't mean it

but if i said i did 
would it change a lot
i'm like come on what the fuck 
i didn't break your arm
its so simple its a joke
i never got this far
and i'm sorry if i hurt you
i just care a lot

spectacular

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cover art by noah greene https://temberl.in/

everything is different now
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blood it crusts the mantle, sequence in stairs

tephra crests the marrow, applique if she cared

but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me i won't open wide
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me and i'm terrified

and i told you that day, and the rust fell that may,
and the ash coned and the steel groaned saw your visage through the smoke one last time
now it's unrequited, wasn't your onus, thank god you were honest
I'll hull to the harbor i won't surrender what i had promised, won't embed it against you
but nothing can change the fact that i trust you
and nothing can change the fact that i love you

stare at the asphalt, refuse to bloom

won't cherish the basalt, a pyrrhic sige there 
backstitch the petiole, oblique she's the heir 

wading through traft bullaces solely reverie

can't rathe to rue it's ellipsis, who are we?

but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me magma hit my eyes
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me and i'm terrified

faltered all at once the walls i'd woven pylons corrallings,

the fumaroles atoned it billowed oxidized recoiled on hem, i'm still terrified

but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me whither watch it writhe
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me whither watch it writhe
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me and i'm terrified

vain to scrape the tungsten, abjured alloy, but I'm just like them, no I'm just like them




contains vocal samples by https://www.youtube.com/@SouliaSora

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ORIGINAL VERSION HERE https://soundcloud.com/pollothegod/hard-feelings?si=5e6cfe1d9fa244adab3aabb7f1c3aaeb&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

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