bjames

Velvet sky turns to rust
I trace your name in the dust
Static hums through the walls
I forget how to fall

Ghosts in the hallway, they whisper slow
"Nothing is real, and you already know"
Your voice is a dream I don’t wake from
Fading like film left out in the sun

I’m a soft collapse in a silent room
Floating through memories that don’t belong to you
Drenched in blue light, in the static glow
Where the hurt feels right, and the time moves slow

Cold hands, mirror face
I don’t recognize this place
Tried to cry but I blinked
And the world just sank in ink

Hearts like windows left unlocked
We break without a sound or shock
I wore your shadow like a coat
But it never kept me warm, just afloat

I’m a soft collapse in a silent room
Floating through memories that don’t belong to you
Drenched in blue light, in the static glow
Where the hurt feels right, and the time moves slow

Every night’s a little funeral
For who I was before I knew
That even love, when it stays too long
Starts to feel like something cruel

If I disappear in the grey
Would you notice anyway?
I leave no mark, I leave no trace
Just perfume smoke and empty space

memories that don't belong to you

[Verse]
The moon is cracked it bleeds its light
A silver wound in the blackest night
Shadows crawl they know my name
Every breath feeds the flame

[Chorus]
Shadows whisper shadows bite
Pull me deeper steal my sight
What’s the cost of this cruel game
The echoes call but not the same

[Verse 2]
The air is heavy it grips my skin
A cold embrace that pulls me in
Voices hum in a broken tune
The stars all hide behind the ruin

[Bridge]
I asked the dark what it wants from me
It laughed and said eternity
A deal a price a scar to bear
But it’s too late I’m already there

[Chorus]
Shadows whisper shadows bite
Pull me deeper steal my sight
What’s the cost of this cruel game
The echoes call but not the same

Shadows whisper

(Verse 1)
I keep your shoes by the radiator
Like maybe you’ll come back in the rain
You used to say, “doors hold memories”
So I don’t close them now — I just let them remain

The plants you named are still growing sideways
Your mug still sits with the lipstick faded
I open your books but never read
Just to smell the air where your fingers used to be

(Chorus)
These are the rooms I don’t enter
These are the days that never turn
You are the match I let flicker
Just close enough to burn

And I still hum that song in the shower
Like you’ll sing the second verse
I keep pretending this silence
Isn’t the loudest curse

(Verse 2)
The couch still holds your side heavier
It sinks more than mine, like it knows
Even the dust dances softer there
Like it’s waiting for your coat

There’s a voicemail I don’t delete
You say, “hey, call me when you get in”
I never did, but I play it back
Just to hear where your voice had been

(Chorus)
These are the rooms I don’t enter
These are the cups I still don’t clean
You are the scar I still center
In every halfway dream

And I still write your name in the margin
Like I’m thirteen again
I keep pretending this ending
Is something we both planned

(Bridge — soft & surreal)
Some people leave
Like storms you saw coming
You —
You left like a season that never warned me

(Outro — fading, resigned)
So I’ll leave the windows unlocked
And the nightlight on low
You won’t be back
But I need the glow

These are the rooms I don’t enter
But I live in them just the same
You were never a stranger
But I still forget your name

the rooms i don't enter

[Verse]
Sleep comes crawling slow like a thief
Heavy eyelids pulling down my belief
Whispers in the dark that twist and weave

[Prechorus]
Weakness settles in
A tender tide
The world fades out
No place to hide

[Chorus]
Under the weight of the night
I let go
I lose the fight
Falling deeper
Out of sight
Under the weight of the night

[Verse 2]
Shadows stretch and dance on the wall
Every breath feels heavy
Feels small
Gravity's hands catch me as I fall

[Bridge]
Dreams scatter like leaves in the breeze
A fleeting moment
Gone with ease
Do I wake or drift endlessly?

[Chorus]
Under the weight of the night
I let go
I lose the fight
Falling deeper
Out of sight
Under the weight of the night

under the weight of the night

[Verse 1]
Took a midnight drive
City glowing as the past fades into blue
Echoes in my mind
Chasing shadows of a self I never knew
I'm neon again

[Chorus]
Neon again
Neon again
Neon again
Alone

[Verse 2]
No more looking back
It’s the silence that reveals what’s always near
Programmed to react
But I broke the code and now I see it clear
I’m neon again

[Chorus]
Neon again
Neon again
Neon again
Alone
Neon again
Neon again
Neon again
Alone

neon again

(Verse 1)
Light a thought, then let it fade,
Watch it drift like smoke in the shade.
Every memory’s a spark in the breeze,
I don’t chase what don’t wanna be seen.

I’ve been living in a soft rewind,
Losing days just to clear my mind.
Every text that I didn’t send,
Turns to static that hums again.

(Pre-Chorus)
And I don’t wanna hold it,
If it burns my hands — I’ll fold it.

(Chorus)
So flick it, forget it,
We don’t gotta sweat it.
Let the night do what it does.
We’re just songs in the static,
Little souls in the traffic,
Tryna find a little bit of love.
Flick it, forget it — yeah, it’s enough.

(Verse 2)
Midnight coffee, plastic cups,
Talk too much but it never adds up.
All our words just melt like rain,
And that’s fine — I don’t need to explain.

All these dreams got neon scars,
Flicker bright then fade from afar.
If it hurts, I just change the frame,
Blur it out till I feel okay.

(Pre-Chorus)
And I don’t need a reason,
Just a breath to believe in.

(Chorus)
So flick it, forget it,
We don’t gotta sweat it.
Let the night do what it does.
We’re just songs in the static,
Little souls in the traffic,
Tryna find a little bit of love.
Flick it, forget it — yeah, it’s enough.

(Bridge)
Ooh, I don’t care if it’s real or fake,
Everything fades like a Polaroid shake.
We glow, we dim, we disappear,
But tonight, I’m right here.

(Final Chorus)
So flick it, forget it,
If it’s gone, don’t regret it.
Let the light fall where it must.
We’re just sparks in the static,
Little ghosts in the magic,
Tryna feel something we trust.
Flick it, forget it — that’s enough.

flick it, forget it (sped up)

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flick it, forget it (sped up)

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