bjames

Psychedelic

Velvet sky turns to rust
I trace your name in the dust
Static hums through the walls
I forget how to fall

Ghosts in the hallway, they whisper slow
"Nothing is real, and you already know"
Your voice is a dream I don’t wake from
Fading like film left out in the sun

I’m a soft collapse in a silent room
Floating through memories that don’t belong to you
Drenched in blue light, in the static glow
Where the hurt feels right, and the time moves slow

Cold hands, mirror face
I don’t recognize this place
Tried to cry but I blinked
And the world just sank in ink

Hearts like windows left unlocked
We break without a sound or shock
I wore your shadow like a coat
But it never kept me warm, just afloat

I’m a soft collapse in a silent room
Floating through memories that don’t belong to you
Drenched in blue light, in the static glow
Where the hurt feels right, and the time moves slow

Every night’s a little funeral
For who I was before I knew
That even love, when it stays too long
Starts to feel like something cruel

If I disappear in the grey
Would you notice anyway?
I leave no mark, I leave no trace
Just perfume smoke and empty space

memories that don't belong to you

[Verse]
The moon is cracked it bleeds its light
A silver wound in the blackest night
Shadows crawl they know my name
Every breath feeds the flame

[Chorus]
Shadows whisper shadows bite
Pull me deeper steal my sight
What’s the cost of this cruel game
The echoes call but not the same

[Verse 2]
The air is heavy it grips my skin
A cold embrace that pulls me in
Voices hum in a broken tune
The stars all hide behind the ruin

[Bridge]
I asked the dark what it wants from me
It laughed and said eternity
A deal a price a scar to bear
But it’s too late I’m already there

[Chorus]
Shadows whisper shadows bite
Pull me deeper steal my sight
What’s the cost of this cruel game
The echoes call but not the same

Shadows whisper

(Verse 1)
I keep your shoes by the radiator
Like maybe you’ll come back in the rain
You used to say, “doors hold memories”
So I don’t close them now — I just let them remain

The plants you named are still growing sideways
Your mug still sits with the lipstick faded
I open your books but never read
Just to smell the air where your fingers used to be

(Chorus)
These are the rooms I don’t enter
These are the days that never turn
You are the match I let flicker
Just close enough to burn

And I still hum that song in the shower
Like you’ll sing the second verse
I keep pretending this silence
Isn’t the loudest curse

(Verse 2)
The couch still holds your side heavier
It sinks more than mine, like it knows
Even the dust dances softer there
Like it’s waiting for your coat

There’s a voicemail I don’t delete
You say, “hey, call me when you get in”
I never did, but I play it back
Just to hear where your voice had been

(Chorus)
These are the rooms I don’t enter
These are the cups I still don’t clean
You are the scar I still center
In every halfway dream

And I still write your name in the margin
Like I’m thirteen again
I keep pretending this ending
Is something we both planned

(Bridge — soft & surreal)
Some people leave
Like storms you saw coming
You —
You left like a season that never warned me

(Outro — fading, resigned)
So I’ll leave the windows unlocked
And the nightlight on low
You won’t be back
But I need the glow

These are the rooms I don’t enter
But I live in them just the same
You were never a stranger
But I still forget your name

the rooms i don't enter

[Verse]
Sleep comes crawling slow like a thief
Heavy eyelids pulling down my belief
Whispers in the dark that twist and weave

[Prechorus]
Weakness settles in
A tender tide
The world fades out
No place to hide

[Chorus]
Under the weight of the night
I let go
I lose the fight
Falling deeper
Out of sight
Under the weight of the night

[Verse 2]
Shadows stretch and dance on the wall
Every breath feels heavy
Feels small
Gravity's hands catch me as I fall

[Bridge]
Dreams scatter like leaves in the breeze
A fleeting moment
Gone with ease
Do I wake or drift endlessly?

[Chorus]
Under the weight of the night
I let go
I lose the fight
Falling deeper
Out of sight
Under the weight of the night

under the weight of the night

[Verse 1]
Took a midnight drive
City glowing as the past fades into blue
Echoes in my mind
Chasing shadows of a self I never knew
I'm neon again

[Chorus]
Neon again
Neon again
Neon again
Alone

[Verse 2]
No more looking back
It’s the silence that reveals what’s always near
Programmed to react
But I broke the code and now I see it clear
I’m neon again

[Chorus]
Neon again
Neon again
Neon again
Alone
Neon again
Neon again
Neon again
Alone

neon again

[Verse 1]
It’s nine o’clock, the clocks are melting,
My shadow’s laughing, walls are swelling,
Silver spoons turn into vines,
And the mirror starts to hum old lines.

The rabbit grins, his eyes are wired,
Says “follow me, I’m never tired.”
He flicks his watch, it drips like gold,
And whispers truths I’ve never told.

[Chorus]
Down, down, down we go —
Through the colors that nobody knows,
Spin that wheel, let your heartbeat slow,
The rabbit’s late but time won’t show.
It’s nine o’clock, the sky’s undone,
Falling through the crimson sun.

[Verse 2]
The tea is hot, but it tastes like rain,
The queen of hearts forgets my name.
I float through smoke, a paper dream,
The rabbit winks — or so it seems.

He turns the stars into guitar strings,
Plays a song that the cosmos sings.
Says “reality’s a passing train —
You can board it or go insane.”

[Chorus]
Down, down, down we go —
Through the colors that nobody knows,
Spin that wheel, let your heartbeat slow,
The rabbit’s late but time won’t show.
It’s nine o’clock, the moon just grins,
Another fall — let the madness in.

[Bridge] (trippy instrumental section)
Tick-tock, tick-tock —
All the clocks just laugh and mock.
Drip-drop, drip-drop —
The rhythm never wants to stop.

My mind’s a candle, burning green,
Drifting through the in-between.
The rabbit’s eyes — kaleidoscope,
He whispers softly, “let go of hope.”

[Final Chorus / Outro]
Down, down, down we go —
Where the sky bleeds indigo,
It’s nine o’clock, I’ve lost control,
The rabbit knows my secret soul.
We fall forever, hand in hand,
Into dreams we’ll never understand.

down we go

[Verse 1]
I picked a thought from the garden of noise,
It dripped down my hand like a voice,
Tasted sweet, then turned to static,
Guess I bit off something tragic.

I watered my doubt with caffeine dreams,
Grew a forest out of broken schemes,
Every color bled through time,
And I forgot which head was mine.

[Pre-Chorus]
All the clocks are bending slow,
My shadow hums in stereo,
If I speak too loud I fade,
Just fruit on a branch I made.

[Chorus]
Mindfruit — dripping from my ceiling,
Juice of all my twisted feelings,
Peel it back and watch me shine,
Rot or bloom, it’s all divine.

Mindfruit — bite it if you dare,
I’ve got galaxies tangled in my hair,
The seeds all hum, they know my name,
But nothing ever grows the same.

[Verse 2]
I swallowed a song and forgot the words,
Now melodies flutter like psychic birds,
They perch in my skull and sing in code,
While my body walks a different road.

Lick the light, it tastes like fear,
But I keep coming back every year,
This orchard grows where logic ends,
And every branch forgets to bend.

[Bridge]
The colors melt through veins of sound,
My roots lift off the haunted ground,
Can’t tell if I’m real or fruit of thought,
But every dream I’ve sold, I bought.

[Final Chorus]
Mindfruit — dripping through the dawn,
Reality hums, then it’s gone,
Peel it open, let it slide,
Bite the core and watch me hide.

Mindfruit — bitter, bright, and free,
Growing wild inside of me,
The sweetest taste of what’s not true,
But I keep eating just for you.

i dont care where you from

mindfruit

colourblind kiss

[Verse 1]
She moves like slow sunrise,
Gold dust in her hair,
Every breath she takes
Changes the color of the air.

My thoughts get soft and hazy,
The world begins to sway,
Every time she smiles,
The daylight melts away.

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m weightless when she’s near,
Sweetness in my veins,
Nothing feels the same —
She’s dripping through my brain.

[Chorus]
She turns the air to honey, honey,
Sweet and slow and wild,
Honey on my heartbeat,
She tastes like summertime.
She turns the air to honey, honey,
I breathe her in, I drown,
She’s sugar on the ceiling,
And gold all over town.

[Verse 2]
Her voice bends light to motion,
Like waves inside my chest,
She paints the sky in slow emotion,
And leaves me breathless, blessed.

Every color fades to amber,
Every second feels brand new,
If love could make you dizzy,
She’s the reason why I do.

[Bridge]
Golden fire, golden rain,
Pour it on, I’ll take the pain,
Spin me slow, don’t let me see —
The world’s all sweet when she’s with me.

[Final Chorus]
She turns the air to honey, honey,
Sweet and slow and wild,
Honey in her laughter,
Honey in her smile.
She turns the air to honey, honey,
I breathe her in, I drown,
And everything she touches
Turns to light somehow.

Air to Honey

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i dont care where you from

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