its an experience ☄️

lyrics:
when u show em its real
they dont know how to deal with it
ive been in a dream, for the longest, its an experience
now i can laugh at this shit, cus im not an experiment
i dont even gotta get geeked
im high off of knowing i still havent peaked

im in a mental warfare, im glad i got over that shit
who really real when this end?
cant be asking that question, it makes my brain bleed
imma just talk thru my songs, cus in real life, i cant show that i bleed
yea but behind the scenes, theres too many nights, everything felt real

i wish, there was 8 billion of me
who else do i need?
i cant believe im saying, ppl who hurt me i wish were here
something in me switched, i cant look at anything the same
yea all i can say, once the connection is lost its not the same

its like a game
i had to realize
yeah, we live in a game
dont let me run into a snake
yuh i derealize
all the time
like right now
its hitting too hard right now
im boutta boot up, kill me now

if you get up on your knees, and crawl back to me
i cant accept your apology, no more, cus youre not what i need
self sufficiency
i wish it wasnt a balance, on matching energy

did anything even matter? im not tryna bet
i stopped giving more than i get
ive had LA on my mind since 10
im using the pain to start channeling
my brain is starving, this beat got ate
i dont know how it doesnt make sense
cus on paper it all makes sense
i guess it doesnt have to make sense

its not right
its not right
its just lows and highs 
i gotta get high
i seen her in my sleep twice
i cant even lie
i had to do whats right
i had to do whats right
for a piece of my mind
i dont wanna try
already tried the first time
a new hoe hit my line
im in her box like a mime
imma get her right
she gon get me right

8bofme

valek