@with3rx
@1yugenn
@misoo74



見つめないで
im sitting in ur room and tryna think of what to say
my mind is going blank
i tried to treat this life just like a game
now i dont wanna play
tryna figure out wtf happened to me
離れないで
dont act like u dont know i see it in ur face
i get so high i wonder if i'll sober in a day
i used to be  the 1 u tripped me up i fell in 2nd place
wtf happened to me?

another day its nothing new im a NEET
it feels like everybody's picking u over me
i get too high and i cant stand on my feet
is it really how u want this to be?
im just trying not to stumble or fall
im ignoring every text every call
i try to figure if its worth it at all
i try to figure if its worth it
bc i failed before i started
it didn't work out, at least i didn't try my hardest
walk up in the store swipe my card and tell em charge it
dirty drugs and shoes and my Miharas on the carpet
bc i failed before i started
it didn't work out, at least i didn't try my hardest
fucked it up again and now im begging for your pardont
fuck me up again i didn't think it would be harmless

wtf (@with3rx + @misoo74 + @1yugenn)

#scfirst
Self Produced

I'm Worthless
I'm Worthless

I'm Nothing
Nothing
Nothing
Nothing

I'm Nothing
Worth Nothing
Worth Nothing
Worth Nothing
Please Help Me
Please...

I Need It
I Need It
I Need It
I Need It

I'm Worthless
I'm Worthless

I Hear You
I Hear You

Destroy Me, I Want It.
Destroy Me, I Want It.
I Want It.
I Want It.
...

imWorthless(flawed/Disgusting)

prod by @prodaugury

lyrics
had to run up top, aint no playing ground rules in this spot
we gone' get that drop or you gone' have to give it up
I be in that field like im on display
drop another one thats another play
double highrise, aint no time to play
you better get it now, aint no time to wait
I dont wanna talk at all, I don't wanna fall in love
you can see your way out, of my life right now
I dont wanna talk at all, I don't wanna fall in love
she told me to wait up, I told her to catch up
It's money on the pavement, go get yourself paid up
I dont wanna talk at all, I don't wanna fall in love

no time to wait (augury)

prod me

then there were shackles hanging from him
ripping my lungs while your face turned blue
and in that moment i only wanted 
to turn and cuff myself to you

city hall i called you barely a tourist
from a certain perspective it only worsened
if you want to make me clean up my act
just put blood on your skin ill make it there and back

holding onto, into your body
i am, itemized emergency 
i am so spent now that im older i can see
i was meant for you you were meant for me

this type of a night it could kill you
i cant forfeit now or youll die too
spell the right name when you collect catastrophe
i was in the volcano i can do anything

when your mouth moves, mountains
tongue upon you, does it
you payed for the coffee
understand that its not me
sentences pulled from me
taken hold uh-of me
im a dog, you are lovely 
im the mud in the morning

put down your patience and say it right back
no good at this all my love is all bad
you cant change it you stare into my eyes
i did my best and the blame is still mine

fear prod. valentinesday

ft @inssekt
prod @dep4rted

@stellathepixie
dont remember who i was
violins singing, bringing bad bad luck to me
and think i loved you once
sky falling down, ima go down easily 

so much for havin fun
when i grow up, ima flex until im free
truth is i miss you a lot
ima get caught, cos ur bad bad company

stay alright
gonna bloom rest of my life 
and you dont try to be nice
gonna leave and i wont say goodbye
tonight...

i know that youre gonna tell me im
bad bad bad
afterlyfe
and none of this will burden me
bad bad bad
alive for life

@inssekt
i miss ur touch
i miss ur love
im a loser
i know that much
i jus dropped a pill it felt like ur hug

ur warm embrace 
keeps me out the shade
dont think that im movin on but this is feels great
its the calm before the storm eventually ill break

i break out
girl i thought that u were different
forever wanna live it
as long as u r with me...

bad company ft. inssekt (dep4rted)

cover by ohm

@stellathepixie
@emorave
@vague002
@thetamancer

stellathepixie + emorave - 17 (vague002+theta)

@emorave :) <3
prod taylor morgan + shinju

Say you didn’t notice
Take it back 
then i left with your heart broken
My bad :(
I couldn’t explain my emotions
It’s sad
I’ll get better and i know this,
Cause i have

You were honest,
I went to the pond and thought about it
Reflecting to my core, present harnessed
To have you by my side is the best
I wanna touch your skin and kiss your neck
Everything i say, i meant


emo:

oh yuh
dont go, yuh
i cant be alone, yuh
west, thats where i wan go

dont act like you know shit
all them pills had me broke, shit
fell in love with opiates
now im up cuz kicked that shit

i dont wanna be here, shitt
it can all go downhill so quick
i wanna be more than this
dont ask bout it cuz im over it

downhill (taylor morgan + shinju)

3am in the back seat of my head 
I won’t tell u if u asked me 
Smoke a spliff in the morning 
Girl u only call me when ur lonely 
Yea 
Yea 
Yea I rlly miss the old me 
Lately I been feeling cold like November
Thinking too much till my head hurts 

I wanna drive until the sunset 
With u beside me 
I know that truth hurts so lie to me 
Go ahead and lie to me 

Don’t know what to say what u haven’t heard before 
Father forgive me ima end up hurting more 
I know u been working hard 
I’m still going hard 

Spending money all on u girl 
She said I like that 
Spending money all on u girl 
She goes I like that