inspo by jane remover 
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lyrics: so tell my why all these feelings keep holding me down
and everytime i try to talk i cant make a sound
and everywhere i go i always feel so down
i walk away in the dark
im falling right into the ground
bby im so done w/ u
n ur lies i see right thru
im moving 10 steps back
n now i cant move forward
n i get stabbed in the back
cant take this sh*t no more

n i cannot move on
istg im feeling so numb
i rly wish i wasn't so dumb
this is no fun
this is no fun
this is no fun 
this is no fun

this is no fun(prod. yandere)

@mental
@minteaness

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♡︎ ARTIST STATEMENT:// 
starting Ovr is a difficult process..

♡︎ p.s,,
s/o mental they #goat ^3^

[ lyrics ]
lost in my head yea
ill nvr feel bettr ;-;
cnt get it 2gthr im always under weather
wake up w tears in mai eyes 2 ur sweatr
heaviness inside my </3 its 4evr :/

erryday i try my best 
2 move on
a new lyfe
a clean slate
jus 4gt evrythng u've put me thru :c

wat u've put me thru
yea it torn me apart on the inside ;-;
but ur all i c in tha nite time wen i close my eyesss
u use 2 mke me feel like im on t0p of the world
but now tha worlds turned socold :cc
im bleeding out 0n tha floor jus thnkin bout the times we hadd

[hook again º3º]

clean slate (mental)

clean (mental)

produced by mental
featuring @lazydoll

[blxty]
she tried to steal my heart so i put that shit on lockdown
i’d make her pay the price but i hate seeing her frown
i crack under pressure cus’ i’m usually in the background
and her words be falling through these cracks making me drown
she tried to steal my heart so i put that shit on lockdown
i’d make her pay the price but i hate seeing her frown
i crack under pressure cus’ i’m usually in the background
and her words be falling through these cracks making me drown

[mental]
broke my heart but i still think that you’re lovely
tell the truth, i already know it’s ugly
i can’t tell if you ever really loved me
they love to cut me, i turn into nothing
all i know is that i don’t wanna feel it
keep on talking but i don’t wanna hear it
all these thoughts inside my head, gotta clear it
heartless there’s no way you could steal it

[lazydoll]
please dont make me hurt
if you leave, i'll never be alright
when i see your eyes
全てを知れたって思っていた
i gave you all but maybe it's worthless
足りないものを僕に教えて
it's painful my words never reach you
never reach you

[blxty]
she tried to steal my heart so i put that shit on lockdown
i’d make her pay the price but i hate seeing her frown
i crack under pressure cus’ i’m usually in the background
and her words be falling through these cracks making me drown
she tried to steal my heart so i put that shit on lockdown
i’d make her pay the price but i hate seeing her frown
i crack under pressure cus’ i’m usually in the background
and her words be falling through these cracks making me drown

lovely +blxty (feat. lazydoll)

prod @winter

[mei]
i really dont want u to go...
id rather listen to your lies...

but does it matter
now u let me go
left memories up to shatter
u know that i struggle
my heart is fragile
because u hurt me
it turned me to shadow

i really dont want u to go!
(ill hold your heart 
while you hurt my soul) 
id rather listen to your lies!
(and stare at your eyes
while youre stabbing my back)

i really wanted to be yours
ive wanted to be close
even if youre the one 
that hurts the most
keep on trying my best
i only make it worse
nothing ever makes sense
i guess im gonna fall

ill be on my own
i gotta move on
i cant let it go

i carry burden 
deep inside my soul
i dont feel like
getting further
dont get me bothered
it doesnt matter
im so unhealthy
cant break the pattern

attached (winter)

solitude @1vacy

original song: Katy Perry - The One That Got Away

now i pay the price w/ shatter3d

No Morals/I Need More 2 (proxen ayeshark)

vivi - feathers (recycleBin + wasterr)

prod @xxkintsugi @jolst

i miss ur face
i dont wanna fall back in my old ways
i read all your poems everyday
languages of love written on your skin babe
ill be okay cos shes sweet
walk the streets at night cos she on pst
and love the means the most is the love i dont see
drawing on my skin in invisible ink

hey, babe im ok
kill a motherfucker for you to notice me
hey, stay with me be safe
and i would put a hundred blades in anybody you hate
i play this life shit fast and loose i check my watch n push daisies
babe u driving me so crazy
she fuck w my songs n my short sleeves
and i take a trip around the moon to show her what she mean to me
my girl dance like Marilyn

this city turn me unkind
i dont have a lot special in my life
for one moment i dont wanna draw blood
when u come around i feel alright
when you talk to me yea ur so kind
dance with me in the fall light
new necklace it just feels right
take a lot of time for me love, why?

this city has me on edge
keep a switchblade tucked on my chest
keep a chained love Amulet
keep a kiss on my neck

languages of love (kintsugi jolst)

OD sister(remix)

你抱着我掉眼泪说这世界太复杂
每当它伤你一次手腕就会长出花
花纹在一圈圈像荆棘缠绕着
他可以陪你 哦滴但怎么能算是爱？
他说我够另类
怎么喜欢 哦滴妹
其实她是胆小鬼
也需要人依偎
我能给你想要的
不会半路逃跑的
我们一人绞掉瓣片就让蜡烛滴下来

愛上他 就像一把雙面刃
別放開他 治癒身上的傷痕
有時候對我咆哮
有時叫一整晚
對我的回憶剩片段
我幫你找回不簡單

放進playlist 三百公里外找你
想拉著你 治癒你破碎的心
當你在od對你唱love
想起你的時候分不清現實夢裡

languages of love (kintsugi jolst)

valentinesday

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