this is the most beautiful thing i've ever heard

#scfirst
Produced by @chained2

@51five
I Feel Trapped , I'm Tryn Run
But I Can't , Can't Get Up
I Feel Trapped , I Try2 Run
But I Can't , I Feel Stuck
I Bn Falling, Can't Get Up
I Wish I Just Spent more Time, With Us
Like a Bug, I'm Not Worth Very Much
Talk 2Me and I'll Call your Bluff
Wish I woke Up To you Calling Me, But I Won't and it Suck
Wish You Woke up Next2Me, But you Don't Anymore and it Suck
And Now I Don't Have any Love
Honestly, I Don't Have much At All
Honestly, Wish that You Cared Enough
2Give me a Second To Talk
Give Me a Second to Talk.
For a Second can you Not,
Ignore me Like you Always Do. 
I Need a Second Shot

It's 2Much I Still Wish, 
You Still Had, Love For Me
It's 2Much, It's 2Much
I Need you, You Need Me
I Ain't Shit and You See, That's why You Ain't With Me
I Know that it's Fucked up, But I Wish I Was what You Need
I Know that it's Fucked Up, But it's Reality For Me
I Just Fucking Want you, But I Know That it's Hurting Me
I Know it Don't make Sense, But it's just how it's Gonna Be
That just How it's Gonna Be.
Gonna B.

I Feel Trapped , I'm Tryn Run
But I Can't , Can't Get Up
I Feel Trapped , I Try2 Run
But I Can't , I Feel Stuck
I Bn Falling, Can't Get Up
I Wish I Just Spent more Time, With Us
Like a Bug, I'm Not Worth Very Much
Talk 2Me and I'll Call your Bluff
Wish I woke Up To you Calling Me, But I Won't and it Suck
Wish You Woke up Next2Me, But you Don't Anymore and it Suck
And Now I Don't Have any Love
Honestly, I Don't Have much At All
Honestly, Wish that You Cared Enough
2Give me a Second To Talk
Give Me a Second to Talk.
For a Second can you Not,
Ignore me Like you Always Do. 
I Need a Second Shot

I'm Not Feeling Clean, I'm UnFixable
I Cannot Stop Thinking About Her, it's Irresistible
Like I'm Not Living. Am I? This Life's Unlivable
I'm Not Worth Anything.
I'm Not Worth Anything.
I'm Not Worth Anything.
I'm Not Worth Anything.
I Want You in My Life, The Happiness You'd Bring.

I'm Not Worth Anything.
I'm Not Worth Anything.
I'm Not Worth Anything.
I'm Not Worth Anything.
I'm Not Worth Anything.
I'm Not Worth Anything.
I'm Not Worth Anything.
I'm Not Worth Anything.

Trapped (Chained2)

steps {bloodcryY + togepi}

prod. valentinesday

Its in my skin
I know where you’re going and where you've been
So you don’t dare
In limousine i hold my poor head
So say what you said

This has me outta my mind
How’d you get out with your life
I swallow what i don't like
And still my (Body’s in the basement)

And i was born short on time
I've played into your hands twice
You know who i am
I keep my (Bodies in the basement)

I will loose myself 
If you don’t know well then
Babe you don’t show it
And i wouldn’t know it
I write my love all out
But then you’re going
So write me a song and then
Cry me an ocean I

Really wanna run the world
And theres a day
Love you in the looking back way
Moral of a lack of left brain
Love is never okay, okay
So much prophecy, can’t stay awake
Algorithmically it's gonna be me
You were so green, only to see me
But everyday

(Im blue)
And i look at the person that im hurting and its you
I have a taste for the love it and then leave it cos 
(I'm blue)
And to love someone really is to now them and you do
I didn't want you to
I didn't want you to

Pre-chorus

It's a real tragedy 
I don't know what to say
I don't know how you got away
With your life in the way

Orpheus

https://www.instagram.com/p/DNzD1g62JWB/?img_index=1

𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚢 , 𝚋𝚞𝚛𝚗 𝚒𝚝 𝚞𝚙
𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚢 . 4𝚞𝚞𝚄𝚞𝚞
ʸᵃʸᵃʸᵃʸᵃ ʸᵃ ʸᵃ ʸᵃ ʸᵃ ʸᵃʸᵃᵃʰʰʰʸᵘʰʰʰ ʸᵃʸᵃʸᵃʸᵃ ʸᵃ

cant find the words :/ ₗₑₘₘₑ ₖₙₒₒₒₒ
if im wrong den itz alright
i don wanna do this anymore
do this anymore (ᵢ dₒₙₜ wₐₙₙₐ dₒ ₜₕᵢₛ)
y̷a̷a̷a̷̷y̷a̷a̷a̷a̷a̷
turn it off the lights
all the way 4u ╥﹏╥
burnin down the sky
jus so i could b of use

jus so i..
cld see how it feels
cld rlly c
urrnot the person tht u pretend 2 b
u were ma brothr now ur n enemy </3
fck all dat bs u r no friend
thot it wuz us until the end
i had ur bacc
nd u pretend thtd u do the same
2 of us only 1 rlly left 2 blame

ANGELS IN MY CITY

@joshuasageart
@ihateshinigami

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/joshuasageartshinigami/kenopsia-why-cant-we-try

Lyrics:

(JoshuaSageArt)
I wanna rewrite
Take back the time
Into the night sky

I wanna revive
What it was like
I wanna make it alright

It don’t feel right without ya
I cannot let this die!!!
I always dream about this
Don’t give up, why can’t we try!?!?

You must decide
What will you do?
I cannot hide
What I’ve been through
The ladder I climb
Draining my youth
I know that I lie
Awake in my tomb

We all wanna be free but it seems like shackles weigh us down (weigh us down)
When you choose greed it makes me feel let down

Going super, chaotically going super
That boy test me, found out I’m a sharp shooter
In the dead mall, mask on Freddy Krueger
2000s kid, yea I grew up as a zoomer

(Shinigami)
Do you know what it feels like to be ignored?
I’m embarrassed of myself cause you shut the door
Now I’m lying face down on the fucking floor
I don’t even wanna try anymore

Maybe I just need to drive down another road
But every time I turn the edge is close
I cracked under the pressure I just fucking froze
Drugs in my lungs, drugs in my nose

Maybe I just need to drive down another road
But every time I turn the edge is close
I cracked under the pressure I just fucking froze
Drugs in my lungs, drugs in my nose

Kenopsia (ft. Shinigami) ‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹ Wₕy cₐₙ'ₜ wₑ ₜᵣy? 「✦kilolit✦」

ft. @olus440
prod. @ton_bo0

cover art by me
lyrics visualizer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wnl-BccQaTM
ep soon...

lyrics:

seven months and I've started to recover
these haunted visions keeping me at night when these moths flutter
something tells me that we lost one another
but i don't know now with these things that I've uncovered

ohh take the mask off
it's seeping through the cracks now
the sludge is falling out and i'm fearing what i can't stop
take a snap now
so you see where you're at now
it's creeping to the top and you need to understand how

you show your true colours
you left me in the back at the start of last summer (do you remember)
our walls, you're tearing down our walls
just treat me like a doll 
i don't think i'll ever recover (i wonder)

olus:
Got a habit, its so bad
I’m sipping on tea all night
Thought I loved it ’til u left
I guess its time I realise
Don’t mean to hate but u know what,
Unlike you I know my stuff
You wanna get caught in everything
Think u look tough but the girls like ‘what?’
What we had it was enough
Just my luck its bad as fuuuhk
Over it, taking it slow
Dressed up, got on new diesel 
Might be too harsh, you want to leave though 
You’ve got no thoughts if they don’t
Okay okay, but there was no harmony 
You left me on my back and I would do it again

ohh take the mask off
it's seeping through the cracks now
the sludge is falling out and i'm fearing what i can't stop
take a snap now
so you see where you're at now
it's creeping to the top and you need to understand how

ohh now the mask's off
i bet it's feeling quite rough
it's lying on the ground bleeding out onto the asphalt
i find it ugly
the person you turned out to be
i'll leave it in the past till it's my turn to unplug me

SPOTIFY

sludge +olus [tonari]

arrogant (prod.yukii)

habit (anaviluxx, ewvaaikai, deltovv)

IED (sunnrises + sparkle)

@scarletchoir
new tape soon <3 
cover by evalister
come see me live in sweden 24/10

the place under the floor [scarletchoir]

Based on the ending of RE2, enjoy.

You weren’t there when I woke up
I thought you were gone
You’re so beautiful, and you’re not giving up
I was in a cubicle, now everything’s going wrong
It’s unusual, yea one right can’t right two wrongs

Take a leap of faith I know it’s scary
I know you don’t wanna seem unordinary
I can’t scream feels like nobody HEARS me
The feelings that we shared I thought I seen it clearly
Trynna save you girl, feels like my head is in a guillotine 
Like did you use me? I Thought that we feel the same
Tried to talk it out, Then you pulled your gun on me
I can’t let you go, your kiss still heals me

(Second chorus says: even after all this pain, your kiss still heals me.)

this is such a mess now
I know that you’re stressed out
I just wanna help out
You should know I mean the best now.
Now I’m on the come down.
You can’t be with me?

I feel so guilty
Not seeing your face, it kills me
I know that you wanna let yourself fall down
But in the end I had to go and turn around

We coulda been something in a past life
I just feel so used like a cracked pipe
Ima do it all for you till I flat line
Girl stay alive

Orpheus

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