produced by my BROTHA @hiseph
cover art by @sixeess on ig

i watch it fall apart, slowly
rotting in my bed pills got me fucked up
i could never let you get to know me
cause if we get too close you might get stuck yea

i could never let you see this side of me girl
that’s some shit that you’ll never get out of me girl
can’t tell you what i’ve been through cause it’s out of this world
i promise if you try to find out it’ll hurt

yeah it’s forgive, but never forget
i think i took too many pills yeah i might end up dead
i feel like it’s falling apart, but it’s all in my head
u still telling me that it’s gon be alright in the end

i’m just counting my days
i’m too stuck in my ways
every night i feel like dying ill still say im okay
yeah u got me so annoyed, always got so much to say
so baby tell me what you want and then get on with your day

fuck off, i don’t wanna talk to you
got me pissed off, i don’t wanna fall with you yeah yeah
and i know i got a lot to lose
but i don’t give a fuck baby i don’t wanna live no more

bitch its 2k25
yea im posted up wit @51five
u talk down on my bros then we gon cut u like some fries
yea we goin up fast but u still stuck livin a lie
i swear i can’t see straight cus im just way too fuckin fried
yo bitch hit my ig she said “tera u so fly”
i think yo bitch want me, that got u fearing for yo life
but i don’t give a fuck i could never trust a thot
but it’s not like that with my bros u know dat we 4life

i watch it fall apart, slowly
rotting in my bed pills got me fucked up
i could never let you get to know me
cause if we get too close you might get stuck yea

i could never let you see this side of me girl
that’s some shit that you’ll never get out of me girl
can’t tell you what i’ve been through cause it’s out of this world
i promise if you try to find out it’ll hurt

forgive ≠ Forget prod Seph #dynastyXO

prod. valentinesday

Its in my skin
I know where you’re going and where you've been
So you don’t dare
In limousine i hold my poor head
So say what you said

This has me outta my mind
How’d you get out with your life
I swallow what i don't like
And still my (Body’s in the basement)

And i was born short on time
I've played into your hands twice
You know who i am
I keep my (Bodies in the basement)

I will loose myself 
If you don’t know well then
Babe you don’t show it
And i wouldn’t know it
I write my love all out
But then you’re going
So write me a song and then
Cry me an ocean I

Really wanna run the world
And theres a day
Love you in the looking back way
Moral of a lack of left brain
Love is never okay, okay
So much prophecy, can’t stay awake
Algorithmically it's gonna be me
You were so green, only to see me
But everyday

(Im blue)
And i look at the person that im hurting and its you
I have a taste for the love it and then leave it cos 
(I'm blue)
And to love someone really is to now them and you do
I didn't want you to
I didn't want you to

Pre-chorus

It's a real tragedy 
I don't know what to say
I don't know how you got away
With your life in the way

Orpheus

it felt like i was dreaming.. @_@ 

@domerrz 
@owtiss 
@makemeapromise
@44yy

[@domerrz]
do you mean it ,yea 
what do you see in him?
it's my season, yea
heart still bleeding, yea
give me a reason
and maybe I'll believe it...
girl i can see everything inside your eyes, your weakness yea

[@owtiss]
you!
cant see reason
why should i stick around?
think I've seen enough
to be certain of the outcome
wanted to believe
that to you I'm not just backup..

but i see u for who u rly are.

all u do is put me down..
honestly its gone way too far
all i rly wanted was someone to believe in ;|

[@domerrz]
every time you calling on the phone I gotta block the number 
telling me you really wanted me I know there is another
somethings going on I'm feeling sick i think I'm going under
don't wanna be right

[@domerrz + @owtiss]
wanted me when I know there's another 
i thought our hearts were tethered 
i feel under the weather 
don't think ill be here forever

tryna piece my heart back together
never care to see my side of the matter
whatever!

Its too bad, you're too late...

that's something u cant take back
u know that?

there's nothing you can save

i don't care if u got that
wont call back

weakness w/ owtiss (surgeon, 44y)

prod. valentinesday

ooh
who howl at that moon
ooh
you know it takes two
i can’t kiss back no mouth
it all just tastes like you

I would drive til my baby thinks i’m,
Dead and that i could take no more 
That mistake, well ill try to better it
Your love putting me on the floor

She said, I don’t know who you are
She gave you her heart, was it too much?
I ever,
Spit in the face of that
You love me, i don’t lock my door 

Casting magic
You’re my favorite habit
Birds under my jacket
Money in the mattress and im hopeful
If cut you
Clean in half 
Inside brown box
I could pull back
One piece
you dont have to believe me

Can you come close  so i stop seeing red
man i really like you like you’re my best friend
i been making music cos it keeps me alright
but i wonder if u got plans tonight

i was riding uptown, you were on call
i was tryna show how i was on a roll
mm, and there aint no one
you the center of my soul cos youre the one

do you have a heart that can forgive me?
tell me do baby do you give up easily?
i will dot my i’s and cross my t’s
ima get it for you eventually...

Zig Zag Girl

prod @wannakillyourselfwithme

lyrics:

Rip it all apart
Tear me down just to restart
Why can't I just do my part?
I won't make it very far
If you don't wind my clockwork heart
I know sloth is a sin but I'm so tired
I need to take medicine just to feel wired
Don't want to do anything just want to lie here
Just want to lay in the grass think I could die here

We could burn that bridge when we get there
I always try my best but I can't get there
I still remember how we met that winter
I still remember what you said in that whisper
I think I feel like myself when it's cold
What's the point of being rich when you're alone?
Lie in the grass and I look up at the crows
A new trail leaving footprints in the snow
Will you follow me?
Will you walk with me?

"Have you heard of the finger maidens?
Offering guidance and aid to the tarnished
But you I am afraid are maidenless"

Rip it all apart
Tear me down just to restart
Why can't I just do my part?
I won't make it very far
If you don't wind my clockwork heart
I know sloth is a sin but I'm so tired
I need to take medicine just to feel wired
Don't want to do anything just want to lie here
Just want to lay in the grass think I could die here

I tried to tell you you should stay away
You tried to tell me I've been MIA
Why can't you see I'm tryna stay that way?
Why can't you see I'll turn your colors into gray
No matter what you always stay with me
When I fall down you always lay with me
Reach out your hand and catch the falling leaves
Look at the sky and feel the autumn breeze

maiden (locket)

fall on me w/ akkiro, vihe & cld

que nos paso? prod me

Hii ! 
Been a long timeeee but I finally decided to upload this ep which depict some of my recent music including remixes and originals productions. 

I have been on a big hiatus, studies were exwtremely demanding, but I finally gradaute this month ! I wanna thanks everyone for your kind words on the last EP, that clearly means a lot to me that you enjoy my music (: 

I wish you an happy listening !! 

N.B. : All the FLP Template of the EP's Tracks are avaible for purchase at payhip so if you wanna learn in depth how I made those tracks, dont hesitate to check them out (prices for bundle too!). That's the a cool way to support my work !  https://payhip.com/Diligence

EP Tracklist :
1. Switchback 
2. HIBIKI to UTA diligence remix | FLP Template : https://payhip.com/b/8QMsF
3. Resonnance | FLP Template : https://payhip.com/b/PopaM
4. Stay + @arid @ev333
5. Delivrance | FLP Template : https://payhip.com/b/jMRP8
6. Never let u go + @sorisu @veezuh (diligence remix) | FLP : https://payhip.com/b/p18fC
7. Redrawn | FLP Template : https://payhip.com/b/569ui 
8. AIMER - Blackbird (Kohana Lam cover) | FLP Template : https://payhip.com/b/so4NY 
9. @0laysee - Questions (diligence remix) | FLP Template : https://payhip.com/b/NHUv8 
10. @athysue -Survivor Guilt (diligence remix) | FLP Template : https://payhip.com/b/a1ioX 
11. MIMI -『 それで充分だよ。』/ 可不 (diligence remix)

i can’t trust myself (ft. 6oey)

prod @iinnam
feat @1crusafix
cover by @se2717357284 on instagram