i like it! remind me of cereal i eat in the morning

original: https://soundcloud.com/bhproducer/feel?si=4bd3a2da82ef44db91791a8c1ea85ef6&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

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bh - FEEL (asperr remix)

Single 2 of 4
featuring vocals & writing by @mintymints7
written, produced, performed & mixed by Micah Callari
mastered by @ryptage
cover art by clawsomebeats

LYRICS:
(There’s a feeling in my gut)

Big whoop, you’re a terrible person
Tell me a secret that I already knew
And I’ll act all surprised
As if I never had guessed something was terribly wrong with you
I think I feel energies, I still can’t explain them
No one's ever listened to me, I don’t think I blame them
That’s just been my thing for as long as I remember
Cuz I know a pretender and will not entertain them

There’s a feeling in my gut that you give me
And it makes me feel sick
Both my heart and my brain know you’re shitty
It’s a curse and gift

Emperor with some brand new Zumiez
All my friends think you're hot shit
But you're just a trash fire on your way to conspire
A rotten plan cuz there's an ass you want to hit
I can't believe that I put up with you (Put up with you)
I don't want to take a puff, if that's alright with you (Alright with you)
Why did I never trust myself about you
Thanks for the memories, but we're through

There’s a feeling in my gut that you give me
And it makes me feel sick
Both my heart and my brain know you’re shitty
It’s a curse and gift

Nobody cares and I guess it’s okay
Nobody listens ‘til it’s too damn late
Nobody gets how the past has shaped me
Into the cautious pessimist I am today
Keep a secret for a friend’s sake
Hold it in too long, and I think I might go (Insane)
I need to warn my friends that my gut was right
And they might very well find the new kid’s a fucking fake

There’s a feeling in my gut that you give me
And it makes me feel sick (I feel sick)
Both my heart and my brain know you’re shitty
It’s a curse and gift (Piece of shit)

There’s a feeling in my gut that you give me
And it makes me feel sick
Both my heart and my brain know you’re shitty
It’s a curse and gift
There’s a feeling in my gut that you give me
And it makes me feel sick
Both my heart and my brain know you’re shitty
It’s a curse and gift

Gut Feeling [ft. mintymints]

he had a thing for dual titles earlier in his work, grew out of it though

i remember that night on christmas eve, we had almost called the police department after he'd been missing for 2 days, but he came back to the house around 3am. Mom and dad interrogated the hell out of the poor kid as to where he'd been but he wouldn't let up. Locked himself in his room all night and i'm assuming recorded this (judging by the dates from the folder), but i wasn't awake. Zion never seemed the type to get into substances, and he didn't display signs indicative of it anyway, but it had to have been something significant. He didn't talk for a good few months afterwards. I just wish he would've opened up to me, but being the youngest sibling i was generally disregarded. I try not to hold it against him, but it's more difficult than i'd like to admit sometimes.

Treading the marish

I hold the brume close to me, but her body’s not like mine 
Plaiting the cordage  
run my hands through the fireweed 
haled out in flume

two eyes, four legs, white scales, sharp fangs,
pitching, dorsal, ivory, rippling 
sleighting, subsumed

when she breached the water
I knew I’d seen something that shouldn't be
but when she breached the water
I felt real

choice_scarf//breach♕♖♗♘♚♛♜♝♞♟dec2011.wav

I spent the past year
jaw sewn shut been crackling up
watching the world careen and veer
behind your eyes

I remind myself
there’s meaning to this lacking love
the capacity to feel
for someone else
that is the prize

we can be mature and practical
promise we won’t break a sweat
but ever since you ran away
I’ve been failing to progress

hold on
hold on
you know I’m trying to forgive

hold on
hold on
you know I’m trying to forget

white space (demo)

I'll Start Again

Distance

figuring out how to walk
on my own two feet
i think there’s something
wrong with me
it has to be.
lucky me, i don’t know
what’s in my head
will finding out
even make a difference?

i don’t know

i have decided that i do not care whether i live or die to see my destination
whether i see it alive on earth or from the depths of hell, inside a conference room where satan himself is projecting my final moments onto a smartboard for all of his demons to point and laugh

i do not care

cant you see, i have places to be. 

experiencing life all at once
i didnt know it would hurt this bad
holding back tears, crying in secret
trying so hard for no one to see it
what would one more bump
do to my phyche
maybe if i fucked up my brain
it would fix me
what would one more bump
do to my phyche
maybe if i fucked up my brain
it would fix me

brain damage

hell of a run

samples: 
jane remover - how to lie
jane remover - champ
baths - abscond

lying tutorial 2024 (attic)

cover photo by @zzoos
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(where are you, where are you)
oh i cant say i feel the same as you
what do you want
its irrational, a place not meant for two
what are you on

i guess lets make the most, of this
the little time you have left
oh, will you fade away
lets make the most
before youre gone

will you think of me?
oh, i hope not
i pull the petals off, loves me not

love me, love me not
i dont care when im in your thoughts
and as i watch you rot and decay, i feel invincible
oh its all that i want

i guess lets make the most, of this
the little time you have left
oh, will you fade away
lets make the most
before youre gone

i guess lets make the most, of this
the little time you have left
oh, will you fade away
please dont come back
lets make the most
before youre gone

ill die all over again

love me, love me not

Linoleum

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