R039 (2020 RARE)

reflection ep

re-produced, written, recorded and mixed by lil emothugg
originally produced by forested
2021 NO HARM POSSE

witching

Purple Rain

workkkkkk (prod. villainparty)

lyrics


think it thru
its in my head
but im still scared
im scared to death
im so sick of being terrified
horrified, fearful
now im paralyzed 

followed thru the woods by a pair of eyes
im betting my life on a pair of dice
wish i didnt have such a fragile mind
bb hold my hand till we’re in paradise
i know how it goes
its a paradigm
bb
i just ruin it
every single time
lately
its not ur fault
i promise we’ll be fine
hate me
even when ur gone i see u in my mind


ripped apart
but still i breath
and im not shocked
its all on me
i cry in your arms
but still i bleed
i try too hard
from underneath

pulling down
from under me
take me back
to summer eves
i miss the nights
i spent alright
and now i hardly
even think

followed thru the woods by a pair of eyes
im betting my life on a pair of dice
wish i didnt have such a fragile mind
bb hold my hand till we’re in paradise
i know how it goes
its a paradigm
bb
i just ruin it
every single time
lately
its not ur fault
i promise we’ll be fine
hate me
even when ur gone i see u in my mind

paradise lost

Lyrics

Why did you have to go leave me alone?
When you were with me it felt like a home
Now I'm just here, all in my tears
I'll never find one like you, that's my fear

You never told me how you really feel
Silence took over and it broke our deal
My heart gets broken and it never heals
I want to forget so I resort to pills

You played along like you actually cared
You couldn't leave me cause you were too scared
All of my problems you just couldn't bare
You used to be here but now you are where?

These words won't explain all the pain that I'm in
Your name only comes up in past tense like back then
It would've been better if we were just friends
I don't wanna go on in a life you're not in

Words won't explain all the pain that I'm in
Your name only comes up in past tense like back then
It would've been better if we were just friends
I don't wanna go on in a life you're not in

Why did you have to go leave me alone?
When you were with me it felt like a home
Now I'm just here, all in my tears
I'll never find one like you, that's my fear

unknxwn. - dead

dead memories. (2017)

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IS THIS A LOVE SONG?

first single off our collab ep coming this month </3

HVRVEST + savetyler - scared to love (prod. scxrecrxw)

prod by me :)

Lyrics:

you sat me down at the end of your bed
told me that you loved me to fuck with my head
listening to if it means a lot to you
i hope i meant a lot to you

i hope i meant a lot to you
i was naive to trust you
especially after all that i've been through
sorry i talked about my past too

is this too real for you?
bullshit, i don't care for you
you're a liar
you're a fake
i can't believe i trusted you
now i'm all alone with a broken heart
don't come crawling back to me, it's not in the cards

you sat me down at the end of your bed
told me that you loved me to fuck with my head
listening to if it means a lot to you
i hope i meant a lot to you

i hope i meant a lot to you
i was naive to trust you
especially after all that i've been through
sorry i talked about my past too

is this too real for you?
bullshit, i don't care for you
you're a liar
you're a fake
i can't believe i trusted you
now i'm all alone with a broken heart
don't come crawling back to me, it's not in the cards

i hope i meant a lot to you

"𝕒 𝕡𝕖𝕣𝕗𝕖𝕔𝕥 𝕡𝕚𝕔𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖 𝕚 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕓𝕦𝕣𝕟"
_____________________________________________________
lyrics:

[verse 1]
you are perfection ain't nothing less
sundress so tight, you dress to impress
the taste of your lips makes me second guess
if i can commit cause i am depressed
a perfect picture i will burn
drown in the liquor I got her concerned
sunlight is waning so we should return
the stars in the night, an image that is burned
RIGHT IN THE BACK OF MY SKULL
ALONG WITH THE IMAGE OF HER GOING COLD
MY LOVING SWEET EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE KNOWN
TAKE ME INSTEAD, PLEASE GOD LET HER GO HOME
why cant i find what i seek
blacked out, wake up at the top of the peak
drowsily realize she left me again
this time forever, my mental descent

[verse 2]
run back to my house flip through photographs
my mind cannot seem to come and grasp
my angel is dead, will she fall from the heavens to see me again
maybe im dreaming this whole damn event
under my bed i found the red sweater that she has left smells just like perfume she got at celeste
first time i saw her, she stole my heart; theft

[bridge]
i really miss you
i need a tissue
you were perfection 
and this was my fault
I let you hit the asphalt

[hook]
perfect connection i knew
right from the start showed affection to you
i can't believe you're gone what will i do
stay in my bed for 5 months cause im blue
x2

[verse 3]
I seem not at home when
you ain't give me dome bent
i seem not at home when
you aint give me dome bent
why cant i just find what i want
fuck my damn life why cant i restart

[bridge 2]
all this fucking pain in my brain
think ill kill myself just so we can meet again
will i take a bullet or jump in front a train
take some cyanide, or resume being insane

[hook]
perfect connection i knew
right from the start showed affection to you
i can't believe you're gone what will i do
stay in my bed for 5 months cause im blue
x2

[outro]
trapped inside my headspace
coping by just smoking the whole god damn cigarette case
known as the boy who got that damn red face
anxiety building its causeing the fucking headshakes
hope you got your bets placed
cause honestly these people be moving at an intense pace
get up out of bed and get your debts paid
someday you'll escape the pain no matter the intensity

life is a dream and i want to wake up [prod. crcl]

children of the night

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