one good push

first song thanks for listening <3333
feedback greatly appreciated :>

Luv'd (p. olivereastonn)

prod by me + @metisxx
mix, master by me

永遠にさようなら
--lyrics:
lookin for me like ohh
cant find me im goin ghost
its taken too much, i lost control
i wont b the same as b4

look me in the eyes
(what do i mean to u?)
girl im terrified
(what do i gotta do?)
im so lost rn
(i need a lifeline)
callin for a medic i gotta fix my timeline

she tryna reach me but its from the outside
walkin in between but its such a fine line
tell me the truth quit w/ the "white" lies

[hook] -->
lookin for a rzn
(but i cant find it)
lookin for a restart
(yeah im tryin)
fight it all
i dont wna go back
its taken all that i have
show me a sign i cant go back
bring me to life i only see black
cant revive
(guess its just like that)
so long yeah im gone <--

so long
sayonara
im gone no restart
look away
i cant take it anyways

lookin to the edge yeah i need an answer
tell me everything yeah fix all the cancer
i cant bear it nah i cant bear it all
runnin outta stamina i dont got the wherewithal 
lookin all around but all i see r empty halls
idk what to do everything is terrible
gimme a clue i gotta fix it
i gotta fix it all...

[hook]

writin a letter that wont b sent
tell me what u mean cuz i dont understand
im just a fragment floating thru the wind
lookin for a purpose thru the sin
im sick of living in my skin
i gave it all for u i rly did...

RE:start

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RE:start「stardust、metis」

wish we never met w/ carna007 (recyclebin)

with their backs together against the world...
@m1shkalove

shell ft. @m1shkalove

f.k.a. innovation
visualizer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YAgoQDntaTI&ab_channel=sydney

dont be mad 
wait yo turn
nigga stay in line


you not important
you not important nd u wasting time

bitch im not like ur ex
im not like yo ex
im a splended guy (nonbinary)

i do this all the time
i do this all the time

dont be mad 
wait yo turn
dont wan hear u cry

you was just fanned out
(you was just fanned out so dont even lie)

bitch i dont
i dont give a fuck
fuck around and try

i will empty mine
i will empty mine

Anger Management (visualizer in desc.)

#KGWLI - they she
[fix your heart or die] on all plats
@myownfate
@paranormalparty
@sutetchi2009
#SpreadTheWord

Anger Management (visualizer in desc.)

sydney runner