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Cigarettes and Emotional Security

Perfect playlist p2

From the other perspective 


im a guard
dont ask what im guarding
what you hear
is not what you want
thinking is sickening
so you think with your lungs

do you even want peace for yourself
look around you theres nobody else
they're all up above
think for yourself
till it all falls apart

till it all falls apart


im a guard
dont ask what im guarding
what you hear
is not what you want
im a guard
dont ask what im guarding
what you hear
is not what you want

im a guard
dont ask what im guarding
what you hear
is not what you want

guarding, guarding, guarding , ask what im 
guarding, guarding, guarding , ask what im 
guarding, guarding, guarding , ask what im 
guarding, guarding, guarding , ask what im

think with your lungs

when you awake
i wont be there to give in
i take whats left of the day
sorry days
when i go away
i hope the memory stays
or will the memories fade
different day 
sorry days
ill be 
in a pool of your makeup
ill drown
when you awake
i wont be there to give in
i take whats left of the day
sorry days

sorry days

If u walked in my skin
Youll Feel the jail
embed, it feels
Like Eternal ache
Stuff me in
Its beautiful 
Let Me out
just like he did
 
the doll i thought i lost
i left it at the dance
when we drove we crashed
it flew right out my hands
us two we act as one
i wish we never did
its all his fucking fault
he thought that i was him

life imitates life

Prod. Labs Soft Piano
happy new year from me to you
background vocals from https://soundcloud.com/oddyssi/wdy

you ran out of time again
give it a good push this time
feels like i was just ten
i hate how fast time flies by
i dont know why

one good push

So I fall
Back in your steps
Ud Wake me up 
If you’d feel thin
Ill right your wrongs
And then they’ll fade
Ill win it back, Ill win it all
It gives me life
I controlled you
You’re giving up?
I can’t stop you
Your egregious
I dont forget
You made him up
It needs to go
You mean so much
He watched me rot
Ill burn with you (x4)
It gives me life
I controlled you
You’re giving up?
I can’t stop you

thin

first song thanks for listening <3333
feedback greatly appreciated :>

Luv'd (p. olivereastonn)

prod by me + @metisxx
mix, master by me

永遠にさようなら
--lyrics:
lookin for me like ohh
cant find me im goin ghost
its taken too much, i lost control
i wont b the same as b4

look me in the eyes
(what do i mean to u?)
girl im terrified
(what do i gotta do?)
im so lost rn
(i need a lifeline)
callin for a medic i gotta fix my timeline

she tryna reach me but its from the outside
walkin in between but its such a fine line
tell me the truth quit w/ the "white" lies

[hook] -->
lookin for a rzn
(but i cant find it)
lookin for a restart
(yeah im tryin)
fight it all
i dont wna go back
its taken all that i have
show me a sign i cant go back
bring me to life i only see black
cant revive
(guess its just like that)
so long yeah im gone <--

so long
sayonara
im gone no restart
look away
i cant take it anyways

lookin to the edge yeah i need an answer
tell me everything yeah fix all the cancer
i cant bear it nah i cant bear it all
runnin outta stamina i dont got the wherewithal 
lookin all around but all i see r empty halls
idk what to do everything is terrible
gimme a clue i gotta fix it
i gotta fix it all...

[hook]

writin a letter that wont b sent
tell me what u mean cuz i dont understand
im just a fragment floating thru the wind
lookin for a purpose thru the sin
im sick of living in my skin
i gave it all for u i rly did...

RE:start

spotify

RE:start「stardust、metis」

wish we never met w/ carna007 (recyclebin)

produced by me jamie and powerdoll
vocals by me
art by remy boydell

annihilation waltz (powerdoll+jamie paige)

with their backs together against the world...
@m1shkalove

shell ft. @m1shkalove

yea i got it on me (xaviersobased)

llama (kl)

not a bladee reference fuck you nigga

you can catch me at the red light
speaking to the holy
speeding dumb fast all night
cant control me
you can catch me at the red light
phone dying slowly
speeding dumb fast all night
cant control me :3

you cant catch me at the green light
feels like i been driving down the same road all night long
you can catch me at the red light
speaking to the holy in a goddamn song

brody driving real fast
and he wont look back
brody driving real fast
you can catch me at the red light
brody driving real fast
and he wont look back
brody driving real fast
you can catch him at the green light

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