featuring @h3artch3rades
circa — October 2021

But it feels like every time I try
You end up falling for another guy
It feels like you don't want me in your life
It's like you would rather just fucking die
And I hate to be that guy
But I don't really wanna waste your time
And I don't really wanna be too shy
But it feels like you're the only one that makes me feel alright

Two steps ahead, that's how I'm feeling
Thinking about me all night got you dreaming
And I believe everything happens for a reason
I want to feel like your air is what I'm breathing
I know it's hard for you
Just believe in yourself, we can make it through
You know I will always try for you
If you believe in me, let's make an attempt to push through

But it feels like every time I try
You end up falling for another guy
It feels like you don't want me in your life
It's like you would rather just fucking die
And I hate to be that guy
But I don't really wanna waste your time
And I don't really wanna be too shy
But it feels like you're the only one that makes me feel alright

It's so weird when you're innocent, but your heart hurts
You're trying to say what you're not worth
Not meant to spite you
But instead to inspire you
To step outside of your comfort zone
We've been on the phone
Going back and forth it seems
Arguing the same things
But it's never getting anywhere
And I don't wanna see you disappear
Even if I wasn't your first choice
I'm happy being at least one of your considerations
But I can't help but feeling the way that I feel
It's okay, it's just rain, I'll dry up
One day you'll make your mind up
I hate to say I told you so
I hate to say I told you so

But it feels like every time I try
You end up falling for another guy
It feels like you don't want me in your life
It's like you would rather just fucking die
And I hate to be that guy
But I don't really wanna waste your time
And I don't really wanna be too shy
But it feels like you're the only one that makes me feel alright

You're the only one that makes me feel alright
I said you're the only one that makes me feel alright
And I hate to be that guy
But I don't really wanna waste your time
And I don't really wanna be too shy
But it feels like you're the only one that makes me feel alright

Attempt (feat. h3artch3rades)

@mopearound @sinefelt @tillamookbay @bbyazul4k
@100signs;;

@zzoos
gas up in my lungs i can feel it
that shit hit me like a truck i dont feel shit
bitch im so damn high im clipping thru the ceiling
she say tht she hate me i know that u dont mean it
i know u dont mean it
ima crash the car idc bout speeding
u aint believe this shit evn if u seen it
hella weed up in my  backpack i dont do no dealing

walk in that bitch w a 19 know i keep it tucked
dropped my pills passed out on the pavement 
im too damn stuck
walk up in the store bitch im fried as fuck
she blowin up my phone bby idgaf
me n @sinefelt bout2 fuck the bank up
keep that gun on me i conceal it like some makeup
passed out off exotic gas i cnt wake up
in dis bitch w @mopearound dats my day 1

@mopearound
and im tired of these hoes
u say thats supreme? i can smell it with my nose
dont play with me, no
lay him out i make the chalk do a pose

i feel like moneybags i got the sack
apple store fights i got the mac
in the cut with zoos i know he got my back 
and if i spray it it go forward bitch im all on the attack

@sinefelt
huh, melik still a bitch
knew i'd have to double down cuz i could never switch
that shit's in my code like im the motherfucking glitch

huh, he get offput
he get offset
pedo stache like ********
huh, ya he weird bro
don't come near bro
that's #realtalk no erdo

i'm sleeping
nobody give me reason
that's treason
hear how he talk n beam him
once he disappear nobody gon grieve him

Makeup w/ mopearound & sinefelt prod michimani & bbyazul

Keep, it

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@syzymusic @iloveallmydogs
#sutetchi @sutetchi2009 #party @paranormalparty
Plexi Inc. SoulScanner™ patient: @deskrat
#KGWLI #morecowbell

Gunk._MODYSMW ... Syzy Sydney [music vid in desc]

ON SUM MARILYN MANSON SHIT
MY BABY SHE DOIN HER DANCE N SHI
IM INSIDE HA PANTS ND SHE DANCE
LIKE THEY FULL OF SUM ANTS OR SUM SHI
BABY GO DO YA LUH DANCE N SHIT
EAT HA.............COOKIE FOR DINNER
IMA SORE LOSER I DONT LOSE IMMA WINNER
SHE AINT EVA FELT DIS WAY MY FOOT ALL UP IN HA
IM NOT NEW TO DIS SHIT WONT REPENT IMA PROUD SINNER

[I DO NOT CONDONE ANY OF THE HEINOUS ACTIONS MARILYN MASON HAS COMMITED I AM TALKING PURELY FROM AN ARTISTIC/MUSICAL SENSE.] 😭😂✌️

MARILYN 25

vocals/writing done by me
produced by https://m.soundcloud.com/faintthearted

just tell me what u need and i'ma get it to ya - my baby hurting yeah she taking pharmaceuticals.

oh i just lost her, no.. it's hard when she play that role, live life on a tight rope, i don't wanna do it anymore

just tell me what u need and i'ma get it to ya - this bitches egos big i don't even need her, she plays the victim ugh... i gotta repeat.. yeah.

this natures just perfect, have u been outside or u just been behind a curtain?
well i've cuttin my losses, over shit that was nothing.
piss me off we get to jumpin ya, u can't run away from me nah
6'4 but i'm almost 6'5, u best run & hide - i'm like Jason Voorhees u best lock up when u get inside, u not making it out of crystal lake alive, and i'm mad that i'm numb... i can't cry.

propertyofnora @heartsodull

bunny *m81prod

alone

Rest In Peace, Hayden
I'm so glad I met you

inspired by https://m.soundcloud.com/negativecreeper/directed-by-your-beauty

໒꒰ ྀིっ˕ -｡ ྀི꒱১

@finlince 
the devil's in me. im sick x8
i think the devil's in me. im sick

my bitch 1960s pretty
that nigga not on my level he cant even get up wit me
im on my shi u cant een keep up wit me
u wld think dis walking dead have zombies running thru yo city
look at my face, you think im pretty?
cut em up like he for dinner look at his face that boy want pity
i want ur flesh dont wan no kitty
bitch thought i wanted to hit like she aint been passed around the committee

see her face in my head oh
i been underneath for way too long they think im dead oh
skin is dark and grey n ive been fienin for sum red oh
wish that i could kill u it'll spoil if ur dead tho :P

#imanassholeyoushouldkillpeoplelikeme

᲼᲼walking dead ᲼᲼᲼᲼co prod finlince᲼᲼᲼᲼#f4te

its been a while, sry for the delay

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1:04 @seraphicwings
2:09 @s3r3n3gr4c3
3:04 @seraphicwings
3:57 @gr0lth
5:32 @faintthearted
6:52 @kqrumaa
7:41 @faintthearted @seraphicwings @gr0lth
8:35 @seraphicwings
9:45 @gmodravemix
10:44 @edenlightsaber @gmodravemix
11:35 @qlein
12:59 @gr0lth

please show love to everybody that was featured, they are really sweet people <333

human +og +eden +grace +karuma +phana +grolth +dull

#KGWLI - they she
[fix your heart or die] on all plats
@myownfate
@paranormalparty
@sutetchi2009
#SpreadTheWord

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