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Suicide note uwu

pukepuppy

𝖛𝖆𝖒𝖕𝖚𝖗𝖕

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keep fckn fienin mane
say y u leanin mne
i gotta bag of crshd dreams lyk wht u need mane

i js hope my last breath will b a sigh of relief
i kno im comin rite back
im js a drop in the sea
n either way i manifest
i know ill feel u w me
cuz we've always had this same distance between us
so hazy out here lately
i feel lost w my lady
locked indoors allday
js bc it is raining
grindin teeth like prince zi goddamit im facin
hella blunts js thinkin 
y my soul so vacant

im back grippin on2 my ego mane
js tryina b normal eatin w ur family

i got a bag of crushed dreams like wht u needin mane

@lilxlotus

~I'll Pack My Bags~ 

ハンナダイヤモンドは私のガールフレンドです 
デッドボーイ / /  コールドワールド
If I Leave Tonight I'm Never Coming Back 
ウィッシング x たい x 待っています 
こんにちは!!! こんにちは 

カリフォルニア州の夜 

S u i c i d e / / P u r i t y 

ColdWorldGang

YungJZAisDead X Lil Lotus - My Switchblade Is My Wrists Best Friend

Every Where Is Some Where

High Enough

drive this blade straight thru my heart [prod fats'e & 93FEETOFSMOKE]

(RE) YungJZAisDead - 'til Your Screen Goes Black

prod. Ember beats


God damn I don’t wanna live this life
My my yeah I really wanna die
someone pls jus slit my throat
im a fuckin sinking boat
Thc gon die alone
3 am jus checked my phone

Shawty never answer texts
Off myself if I’m not next
Imma nut all on a cheque
aint my girl but gave me neck
Off a bean
Off that lean
Im a fiend ay
Thc 
17
Looking clean ay

9tails:
wasted time, bad advice, lonely nights ay
take your time cutting scars in my mind 
2am cut the lights in the car
its okay im the same in the dark

padded rooms wish i knew your all the same
12 oclock taking shots at my brain
1 oclock taking shots to the face
im in love i dont even know her name

pour it up pour it up she say she roll up a swish ay
she say she good as it gets ay
break me and leave me for death

throwing up sober up she tell me im a disgrace
she tell me right to the face
but aint no one taking my place

My My w 9tails

this is a song about dissociating 

produced by fats'e 
soundcloud.com/youngburial 
twitter.com/youngburial 

art by ghostly pixels 
twitter.com/ghostly_pixels

lyrics:
laying alone, i dissociate 
laying alone 

i saw a pictureframe 
and it turned out to be a mirror 
my reflection's so much clearer 
when i'm not aware it's me 

i saw a maple tree 
it was growing in my head 
when everybody else was dead 
and i climbed up it just to see 

i saw myself again 
but i stood outside my being 
i could understand that being 
isn't all there is to be 

i see the future now 
got too distracted by the present 
to remember that my head is 
not a vehicle for fear 

and it's a long way down if you fall 
and it's a long way up if you don't 

and it's a long way down if you fall 
and it's a long way out, so 

i sit in the center 
and i ponder my disinterest 
for it all 

it's a lot easier 
to imagine ending things 
(to imagine ending things) 
when i'm watching myself 
from the third person 
(from the third person) 

it's a lot easier 
to imagine changing things 
(to imagine changing things) 
when i'm watching myself 
from the third person 
(from the third person)

dissociate (prod. fats'e)

download <3

Decay

when i use to see your picture frame on the floor
i'd lose my shit instantly
now i just kick it under the couch
where you use to sit, by the cobwebs
ya the spiders can have it now
that's where it belonged in the first place

i just put some scars on my wrist 
ya thats brand new ice on my neck
red stains on my tissue 
ya nd i'm smoking on sum gas now
eyes so red, lookin like a heart attack now
ya baby call me in the morning
i just wanna hear the fuckin sound of u snoring 
baby would u let me be the man for u
i just wanna be the one to kiss all ur tattoos

i'm standing here 
without a pot to piss in 
do u even care
if i'm in good condition

i been sick of the same old things
i'm just tryna be the one who leads
all the chances that i never take
are gonna make me fckn break down

I just put some scars on my wrist 
ya thats brand new ice on my neck
red stains on my tissue 
ya nd i'm smoking on sum gas now
eyes so red, lookin like a heart attack now
ya baby call me in the morning
i just wanna hear the fuckin sound of u snoring 
baby would u let me be the man for u
i just wanna be the one to kiss all ur tattoos

by the cobwebs (prod. splashgvng)

Follow Sace : https://soundcloud.com/sacemusicsc
Follow Loneliness: https://soundcloud.com/ukowens1
Lyrics:

Verse 1:
I just woke up, feeling nothing today, they ain't got alot of answers they got nothing to say,
I got cash flex on me but they dying away, they ain't got a fuckin fate and they ain't got a second place,
can't come back now, they can't bring me down, like a toy soldier bitch im stuck up in the ground,
don't fuck with me clique bitch we smokin by the pound, you ain't got no fuckin loud, find you in the lost and found (eh)
I don't give a fuck about my cash, I can't even never bounce it back (eh), how many more dead fuckers on the floor
yeah think I need a four thats that shit that I adore
ring di ding ding ding took your bitch for a spin, young motherfucker thinking that he gone win, In a different timezone,
bitch you ain't in my zone, thats just my zone something that im gonna die for.

Verse 2:
I be the war veteran, I get lost like madeleine, convo with the devil he ask me like how the fuck i been,
cake on my plate, mona lisa with the paint, I'm fed up of being rejected by these mothafuckin fakes (eh),
I don't know, where the fuck I go, they don't got no fuckin morals, thats what gold a calling broke (eh),
You don't want no smoke cuz that shit a make you choke, she don't love you she love coke, cuz that shit 
a make her cope,
I don't know where the fuck im going with life,
dirty with the sprite,
she a freak she love to bite,
thinking bout my vision and im thinking bout tonight,
yeah that pussy tight,
bet that shit a bring me light,
everyday on a flight, feel the same just pay the price, devil knocking on the door and he tell me that my shit nice,
The goldmane, legacy is made, I ain't dying broke I'll make sure that I'll get paid.

<a href='https://theartistunion.com/tracks/7457a0'>Download for free on The Artist Union</a>

Lil Parachute

Stream

Lil Parachute (Prod. Sace x Loneliness)

I WANT TO DIE IN NEW ORLEANS DROPS SEPT 7
PREORDER: https://suicideboysstore.com

[VERSE 1: NORMAN AROMIC] 

hold up
po’ me up
double the cup just to cut the stress in half
guess who the fuck left
after all is said and done regret the past
best move along got a long way to go
i dont know
i dont know
i dont know
shawty i dont mind but your always on my mind
think about you all the time
think about you all the time
where the fuck was i when this relationship dried
i was probably (too) high to realized you left my side
i will finally give out and die
i would love it if you bring me flowers if you come by
if you come around

[VERSE 2: ANTHONY MARS]

$uicide been on my mind
Pour my heart on the concrete every fucking time
Each time you left
Feels like you died
Depressed and I don’t wanna go on any longer
Delusions keep me going
Illusions keep me hoping
Parachute woven from broken down
Men - are from Mars
But there’s nothing but cold
Grow up all alone
No fam
No home
So I do drugs just to numb up
Yea I do drugs when I wanna
Back off the Xans
Five in the morning
Ain’t tryna come down
Ain’t tryna be sober

I Want to Die In New Orleans

MEET MR. NICEGUY

hypothermia

Get Hit

@xam @ohsobrkn

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7qQmYVkHSBecrMMOgOaYaP
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/album/goodbye-feat-ohsobrkn-single/1464245741
YouTube: https://youtu.be/vSZea0KiSJg

[Verse 1: XAM]
I got ripped clothes and a bloody nose
And I’m so close to an overdose
Nobody knows the real me
Cos I’m a ghost and I’m hiding my real feelings
They think they know me but they dont know anything

I’m just a lost cause who got last thoughts, yeah
I’m just the shadow of the person that I once was
And I’ve been letting go of all my memories
Of who I used to be and how I used to feel

And my depression gets stronger the longer I wait, yeah
And the weight on my shoulders is too much to take, yeah 
It’s pushing me down to the ground ’til I break, yeah
The voices takes over controlling my fate    

Feels like I'm dead but I'm breathing
Feels like I'm bleeding out but my heart is still beating
Wide awake so alive but I'm freezing
Winter season got me sick I'm sneezing

Yeah, things change...
I get that nothing stays the same
Even sunny days can turn to
50 shades of grey

Go from hot to cold, from snow to rain
From feeling good to feeling pain
I’ll put a bullet in my brain
Cos when I’m dead I cant complain

[Chorus]
So say goodbye
Cos this might be the last time
That you will ever see me
That you will ever hear me

[Verse 2: ohsobrkn]
I'm broken down and I can't breathe
There's no light so pardon me I can't see  
My demons came for a visit now they wont leave
I try to cover up the scars so I wear sleeves

And all I do is sit inside of my basement
Contemplate my death through the problems that I'm faced with
Tryna fight addiction that I made from getting wasted
But the temptation is getting so strong and I can taste it

And sometimes I think about this music and I hate it
All i see it empty talent full of clout and getting famous
I compare myself to artist that I know are overrated
Don't you tell me its alright I'll be fine you can save it

I can't do this anymore, feel my heart becoming sore
Every time I close my eyes I am taken to a morgue
I dont really wanna die but I am rotting to the core
And the world is so cold treat my body like a corpse

Okay you win, I lose so kill me now
Lay me down deep until I'm underground
I just wanna hear silence It's my favortie sound
I can finally see my home theres no need to frown

[Chorus]
So say goodbye
Cos this might be the last time
That you will ever see me
That you will ever hear me

GOODBYE (feat. ohsobrkn)

instagram: @fantasycamp
twitter: @fantasycamp

a cover of one of my favorite songs, originally by zolof the rock & roll destroyer.

produced by fantasy camp
additional production and mixing by @diamondpistols
artwork by lee glasspool

lyrics:
i feel her smooth skin slightly
brush against the back side of my arm
i need the song started over
your crying made me miss my favorite part
i hear the exclamation point

her eyes are so there
they're greener

lay back, the song is almost over
i tried to hear you out but i dozed off
i need the song started over
your crying made me miss my favorite part (of you)
rachel, Its times like these i wonder

her eyes are so there
they're greener

plays pretty for baby w/ diamond pistols

Video:


Lyric:
https://genius.com/Lil-wiz-cut-too-deep-lyrics

Instagram: 
https://www.instagram.com/itslilwiz/?hl=pl

Twitter:
https://twitter.com/itslilwiz

cut too deep (prod. Blade901)

Nothing Like Me

Nothing Like Me w/ 9tails

shinigami - sonic riders [prod. curtains] **NiTECORE LEAK** <33

01/30/19

apo150

01/07/2020

geeked up + @turnvandal

All My Little Scars, Vol. 1

I Don't Even Like U

[VERSE I: Romeo da Black Rose]

Take me home
take me home
it's the one place I can rest in peace
turn off my phone
so many messages I wish I could just delete
questioning my existence
questioning my decisions
burning down all the bridges
dig a moat
now I'm finished
sorry don't want you to visit, no
one last pic and I'll be gone
make it count
put the flash on
never really felt like I belonged
so I'll be on my way
and I won't be long
I'll be dead by dawn
I'll be dead by dawn
I'll be dead by dawn

[VERSE II: Lil' Dark]

Scrolling through my texts
shit I left unread
never trying to deal with it
there's bliss up in my ignorance
10 dope dealers
ex want me to see her
can't trust her
don't believe her
reply turn into a needle
don't wanna do it again
got shit I'm not trying to relive
head fucked up and I'm sick
these old habits will kill me quick
quicker than I can blink
quicker than I can think
lift me up
don't want to sink
pour me up
I need a drink
what the fuck do I do when sabotage is all I know?
I done dug myself my own grave in this hole
Kill me slow, slow
curtains close low
fuck
I don't see what's the point of going on
no

...And to Those I Love, Thanks for Sticking Around

...AND TO THOSE I LOVE, THANKS FOR STICKING AROUND

[VERSE I: Lil Cig]

Northside shorty pull up in a drop top
3 AM with the night back drop
popping on pills like I pop cough drops
multi-millionaire all from my laptop
slob on my knob until your jaw lock
came a long way from rocks in my sock
moon walk on the block
while I'm sipping on Wok
took a whole year off and we still on top
still the same boy that came from Jeffer Street
still the best friend that the devil keep
always burning up
triple six degrees
lock Scarecrow in hell and throw away the key

[HOOK: Lil Cig & 40 Blunts]

As the years go by
another day closer to death
time is ticking
hurry x 3

[VERSE II: 40 Blunts]

As the years go by
all the things that you were gonna do
you never did 'em
now you're wondering how come they never listen whenever you're talking
look who the fuck just walked in
time to clear the air
fuck that
I'll be coughing until my coffin
and in my coffin I won't toss and turn
instead I'll rest
I've earned some sleep 
let me dream up sheep
release me into the deep
cover up my head with the sheet
As the years go by
the same fuck girls will be fucking the same fuck boys
as the years go by
the same heroes you once had have been reduced to a toy
as the years go by
the drugs used to be fun
now, they've become a problem
as the years go by
before your life even begun
now, it's coming undone

PUTRID PRIDE

[VERSE I: Norman Atomic]

booked a first class flight
fly me anywhere
making sure it's somewhere far away
awake me when we land
I never thought that I would be a millionaire
never in my life
on the verge of suicide
I told the world "It's you or I"
I have two sides
one that wants to see you all thrive
and one that wants to see you die
fancy cars and clothes homes
wrecked and abandoned
now you're regretting that loan
money on my mind
i lost track of time
tried to spend it all in one night
now i'm broke until i've died

{VERSE II: Anthony Mars]

came home late night
hugging on my parents tight
told me that they missed me
followed by another fight
wait
Facebook, Gram likes
how you doing on the mic?
how you doing on the road?
I ain't trying to tour no more
fucking all these hooes only left me with a bigger hole
popping pills every night
rotten on the inside
pain covered red eyes
don't know how to get by
all they see is dollar signs
scott done got itemized
manifested suicide

geeked up + @turnvandal

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