i guess she never wanted to be alone.

prod Dash

life wouldn't mean a thing
without you
"without you"
i couldnt hear a thing
coming through

talking over the phone, cant see my pain, now
please come over, and figure this out
youre heartless
what a damn shame
you've been a treasure, all of my days

better alone, that's what you think
wait till i die all alone in the end

i wonder one day will you regret
all this pain and hurt in the end
all my love  that i gave in the end
was for nothing, i dread all the thoughts in my head

i didn't lose you
you just let go
hopped to another without a show
hurt me slowly, caused me pain!
unreversible , damage to my brain

take your, time, i pray
for you to be okay

to love me is to suffer me

Thank you.
Love you.

credits to:
@iamaneerdowell
@babieyummo

---LYRICS---

ghost in the snow, I been faded too long
hands on my soul, but my body feels wrong
left me in the dark where the daylight’s gone
can’t feel nothin’, I can’t feel none

cold veins, frostbite, bleed through my chain
she love pain, guess we one in the same
drip black tears, fallin’ down in the rain
say my name, but it don’t sound the same

ice in my lungs, got a heart full of smoke
lost my youth when I made that oath
sold my soul, I ain’t ever been woke
angel wings turn ash when I choke

lost, in my head too long
every night, I replay that song
snow fall down where my heart went wrong
you said love, but it feel like gone

don’t call back, I been ghostin’ phones
sleep in the day, leave blood on my bones
you ain’t real, you just flesh and chrome
I’m just numb, I’m just numb alone

sippin’ venom out the cup, it’s a ritual
swore its forever but, that sound fictional
burnt wings, yeah, I fell from the pinnacle
scars still bleed, but they look kinda beautiful

venom. (NE'ERDOWELL x babieyummo)

first time trying to layer
dont dog me too hard
all love,
thank you for listening
- vampy <3

-------LYRICS-------

drained out in the streetlight glow
perfume in my winter coat
deadwood night i have no pulse
empty veins
heart of stone
i was blind while you played your games
now i’m numb to the sound of your name
you laugh while I fall apart
left my body
took my heart

i see it clear, i see it now.
said forever
knew to doubt
words were warm
your eyes were loud
told the truth you’d never mouth

took my soul
left me cold
such a whore
pull the cord
kissed your lips
i fold
so bold
no soul
story told

empty eyes
the glass still shakes
footsteps fade
my body aches
you said love but it felt like blame
every word
felt the flame

now the silence drags me down
love decayed inside this house
you’re reaching out
long gone
cant turn around

took my soul
left me numb
cold and quiet
here I come
kissed your lips
felt the frost
all is lost
no way back
story closed
i lost track
in my home
oh no

decay. (cxrter x cl6udy)

lyrics
this spirit air too tight i need legroom
its a low ceiling i need headroom 
cant believe ive done this from my bedroom
i think im coming up soon

yuhyuhyuhyuh
im on the phone with a heathen
i rip my body apart at the seams oh yeah
yuhyuhyuhyuh
i couldnt battle my demons 
im sitting tight in the studio heaters up
im trashed as fuck in my room n i swr freezing
im leaking red on the floor im always bleeding
i got a hoodie n hat on incase u can see me
i take his skin n i wear it cuz he wanna be me

the lights tend to dim here
i got mucus in my skin tears
whats it like when im right here
bb ill always be right here
every time i sleep i feel ive died here
i think i’ve overlooked one of my fears
this cabin gets so cold it feels like ice here
i cant come and travel 20 lightyears

yuhyuhyuhyuh
im on the phone with a heathen
i rip my body apart at the seams oh yeah
yuhyuhyuhyuh
i couldnt battle my demons 
im sitting tight in the studio heaters up
im trashed as fuck in my room n i swr freezing
im leaking red on the floor im always bleeding
i got a hoodie n hat on incase u can see me
i take his skin n i wear it cuz he wanna be me

Mimicry :: Deceit (tiedforsilver X Jupiter)

heart sleeve

There's beauty everywhere, in the air and how you care

Keep it up I’ve been missing
This thing that I feel is drowning out
Try to keep myself afloat I can’t keep up. I’m losing steam I know that I might regret this thing I’ve done. 
I know I can’t keep secrets from anyone.
So if I peaked your interest and I don’t see it , means I don’t need it so pass it on

It’s just all been in our offset
So tell me what comes next
I’m losing hope that I’ll ever find love yet, I keep to myself and 
I think it’s upset. 
I think it’s upset.
This ghost is upset 
it follows the sunset
I keep to myself because I know what comes next
And wait for the sunrise to feel that regret
I don’t want to regret the things I protect
To keep it safe and I know it’s not 
real

Talking to myself, I think it’s real
think it’s real
I’ve been writing this note and I think it’s real
Really wish it wasn’t real

Still by the coast while I write this note
A note to a ghost that I’ll never grow
All for a girl that will never show
Up at the spots, we love the most
I can’t let it go
Just wanna know why try to hold on to things that closed
The door is closed
Just let it go 
they always tell me just to let it go but they’ll never know
How I felt when she held me close and told me she’ll be here for the worst of it
She’ll hold me when I need it. 
She’ll give me my fix like I’ve been feinin 
But I’ve been bleeding
Why the fuck did she never tell me she was leaving?
I came home to a door that was leaning
A chair knocked over
A throat no longer breathing

notes to your ghost  (secre x babieyummo)

key chain w/ brecken [under the maple tree]

ziplock (with harvest)

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Lyrics:

(Swamp)
As my sight goes back and the day finally meets its end 
All my thoughts release and blow away here in the evening wind 
Are you proud of what I’ve done 
Or are you mad at me 
Well at any rate please forgive me for this tragedy
The thought of you is like the last think I remember 
I could see my breath there in that cold I’m thinking December 
That day I signed my fate and swore it’d all get better 
And some how I just fucking return back by the teather 
Defeated and ready to give up again 
I’m a fragment of memories better off dead
Ill resurface shortly to warn of the threat 
That drains all your energy but swears she’s a friend 
As my hand breaks through 6 feet of dirt 
I remember why I left cause this place it had me feeling burnt 
Always questioning my worth 
And telling me it could be worse 
How the fuck could it be worse 
You’re the only one that’s laughing 
I’m the only one that’s hurt 
Take a tip from me there ain’t shit for us here but misery 
If they ain’t forgot you yet they shurly will and just let you fade into history 
Cause you ain’t shit but skin and bones 
Another liability 
Just do it to yourself don’t even let em get that victory 

(Hero)
don't leave
i've still got more to say
if my home is not with you where the fuck else should i stay
yuh yuh
used to give me time of day
now the clouds a different range
and they vaguely form your face
yuh yuh
applying force unto the galaxy
it kinda feels as i was meant to be
i don't think that my voice matters more than any other
but i think i'll say the things a lot who struggle maybe couldn't
no don't get to close to me
might pass on sorrow and my suicidal tendencies
i'm too damaged i ain't take the path right next to me
i guess it's wrong i hope that you can kinda bear with me
give me all your energy
you weren't just a friend to me
rotting slowly i just need a drink to make the night
hold me close i was never fuckin tryna fight
thru your next relationship i hope you're keeping me in mind

(Swamp)
Take a tip from me there ain’t shit for us here but misery 
If they ain’t forgot you yet they shurly will and just let you fade into history 
Cause you ain’t shit but skin and bones 
Another liability 
Just do it to yourself don’t even let em get that victory

House of Misery w/ hero p. Swamp x Michael Harrison

https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson/slow-dancing-with-tuff-guys?si=e31a723459764bac9f2c05038d9c3c24&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

slow dancing with tuff guys *cover* (sorrowbringer)

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All Love <3

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decay. (cxrter x cl6udy)

vampy.