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yt video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K-bWQ7Dk5rw
lyrics: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1wYQhKmssb7SAaktvZd5Uhr9IsXRoYdImCFBG8mSDrpY/edit?usp=sharing
mp3/inst/midi: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1J82y9NCK_DXCx0c9fhNUUIKnckbGomzL?usp=sharing

The Medical Anomaly ft. Oliver (VOCALOID Original Song)

mushroomy gumi hell yeah!!
last song i will post as a 17y/o... birthday soon :)
this song is about mushrooms but the mushrooms and mycelium represent my brain. idk how to explain it...... the metaphors


YT video: https://youtu.be/rDhqYGbJtN8
lyrics: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1rUG-j_Xpz-QMkUb1QkR1pDZ70QB33m3Q9jdm5O5yugQ/edit?usp=sharing
inst: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1RTZw4tQpmtPJmzVxE0ZeZ4w5eV6MFmwJ?usp=sharing
midi: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1Ums-eGrDKYB_lyX7GkDYXlO1Q2ysHmne/view?usp=share_link

Fruiting Bodies ft. Gumi English (VOCALOID Original Song)

yeah
inst: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1NqwLeO8IGPikPP4pJ7klroUCmuf6eQqc?usp=sharing

The Monochrome Mentality (2022 Remaster) ft. vflower / Gumi English / Maika (VOCALOID Original Song)

youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wKsn3ZW9BZo
additional links in youtube description!

Yuma / Spider On The Wall (2022 ver.) [Original Song]

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This Is My Heart

Six Feet Under

Lamentations (Feat. Carbon Monoxide)

[Verse 1]
I was born in the ash of a violent night,
Where screams raised the sun instead of light.
My mother’s eyes were hollow wells,
My father taught me how to fight, not feel.

I learned love through shattered glass,
A broken lullaby that never lasts.
Every bruise was a lesson in disguise,
“Don’t cry, just survive.”

[Pre-Chorus]
They say we become what we see,
Then why does every mirror scare me?

[Chorus]
What did you think I’d be,
When the world was already killing me?
I was built from blood and apathy,
A product of the fire that raised me.

No silver spoon, no saving grace,
Just demons carved into my face.
You call me cold, you call me mean,
But pain’s the only home I’ve seen.

[Verse 2]
I wore my sins like second skin,
Tried to smile, but it caves in.
No hand to guide, no prayer to hear,
Just echoes of rage and fear.

I stitched my heart with rusted wire,
Learned to breathe inside the fire.
If hell’s a home, then I’ve been there,
And it’s lonely beyond repair.

[Bridge]
Don’t ask me to love what I never knew!
Don’t ask me to heal when I’m black and blue!
You made this monster, so don’t look surprised,
When I show the hurt I’ve been trying to hide!

[Breakdown]
I never wanted to be like this…
But the pain keeps whispering, “you exist.”

[Final Chorus]
What did you think I’d be,
Born from hate and misery?
You wanted light, but I’m the dark,
The proof that pain leaves its mark.

You call me lost — maybe you’re right,
But I was never shown the light.
What did you think I’d be…
When this is all that made me?

[Outro]
I didn’t choose this life…
It chose me first.

Product of Fire

full title: Thanks to You Song That I Don't Understand How People Like It I'm Forced to Listen to This S​*​*​t Everyday Cause My F​*​*​*​ing Sister Plays This Every Time Without Getting Bored of Listening to It Thanks Ghost for This Piece of S​*​*​t You Introduced Into My Life

this is just a compilation of most of the songs i've made during 2016-2017

if you wanna help support me you can purchase all these songs, along with the instrumentals here:

Bandcamp: https://ghostandpals.bandcamp.com/album/thanks-to-you-song-that-i-dont-understand-how-people-like-it-im-forced-to-listen-to-this-s-t-everyday-cause-my-f-ing-sister-plays-this-every-time-without-getting-bored-of-listening-to-it-thanks-g

iTunes: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/thanks-to-you-song/1369713499

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7jR9LLmvyGevD3hgWa8geY

Google Play: https://play.google.com/store/music/album/Ghost_and_Pals_Thanks_to_You_Song?id=Bvwi5ipzeapibsli5adpaehg6vy

also available on other stores under the title "thanks to you song" so, if the store you use isn't listed here, you can search it to see if it's available there!

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Vane Lily