Picking up the pieces once again 
And I been sending mixed signals 
hoping that you pick up on em
wanted that reaction 
feelin like im steppin on em 
And you just want a fraction 
picking at the pieces oh
When showing up is decent 
Where did you go 
I don’t think I could ask 
I don’t think I could ask for better 
And deserve it 
I don’t deserve it no 

I just wanna let it breathe
I just gotta let it be 

Yeah they might not know how this shit get started 
but we sure know how to make it end 
keepin that tally 3 9’s out ten 
I been thinkin too much 
But I don’t need a break 

Break break 
I just need a break 
I just need a break break from the fake ones 
I just need a big break and a bank one
I see you running round the 2 
With the fake blues 
they catching up to you 
someday it’ll ring true 
I keep the armor on me 
I see my twin neat 
and all my brothers eat 
I’m awake through the night 
sleepin at the sunrise 

And I been sending mixed signals 
hoping that you pick up on em
wanted that reaction 
feelin like im steppin on em 
And you just want a fraction 
picking at the pieces oh
When showing up is decent 
Where did you go 
I don’t think I could ask 
I don’t think I could ask for better 
And deserve it 
I don’t deserve it no

i don't need a break (iledless)

Schizophoria - Neverland Ft Camertin (Prod.Akkiru1)

caffeine </3

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I don't wanna wake up
I don't think this feelin passin' yet
Caffeinate my mind
I'll just wait until I crash again
Lost the track of time
Took my heart and shawty shattered it
See the blood
I'm fine
I just told her that I'm passionate

I don't think you like me
Tell me how you feel inside
I know that your heart ache
Tell me is it like mine
Maybe I just like the pain
Only way I feel alive
Yeah your love is suicide
Yeah your love is do or die
I can't keep this up
Lately life is so distracting
She see the money now
No wonder why she so attached to me
She don't care about the past
Or what comes after me
Baby just don't let me down
Keep me up like caffeine

Caffeine
For me
Girl my heart and head hurt
She hurts me cause I let her
Cause she knows I'll never leave
Caffeine
Makes the crash feel so much better
I have the love you severed
We going down together

I don't wanna wake up
I don't think this feelin passin' yet
Caffeinate my mind
I'll just wait until I crash again
Lost the track of time
Took my heart and shawty shattered it
See the blood
I'm fine
I just told her that I'm passionate

I don't think you like me
Tell me how you feel inside
I know that your heart ache
Tell me is it like mine
Maybe I just like the pain
Only way I feel alive
Yeah your love is suicide
Yeah your love is do or die
I can't keep this up
Lately life is so distracting
She see the money now
No wonder why she so attached to me
She don't care about the past
Or what comes after me
Baby just don't let me down
Keep me up like caffeine

Caffeine
For me
Girl my heart and head hurt
She hurts me cause I let her
Cause she knows I'll never leave
Caffeine
Makes the crash feel so much better
I have the love you severed
We going down together

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<3

-emo fruits aka the sucio of sucio's

CAFFEINE (prod. cxrter x threemvsk)

isolated [cover] (killedmyself)

some days I be waking up
and idk why I try no more
some days I just fake this love 
cuz lately I been feeling bored 
not I cannot get enough 
like give me something a little more 
don’t know what I took but it got me feeling good 

i been on some different shit
im stuffing 3 grams in that wood 
no they never high like this,
not high like me they wish they could 

I said ah shit it’s crashing down on me again
and I don’t like it 
back in school I hated that shit 
I said fuck it 

way too ahead of myself I thought I had u in my pocket
I don’t believe in god but it feels like there is someone watching 

some days I be waking up
and idk why I try no more
some days I just fake this love 
cuz lately I been feeling bored 
not I cannot get enough 
like give me something a little more 
don’t know what I took but it got me feeling good 

but i know that someday if i go
like you will think about the past
walking down a lonely road
like thius aint good for my head
i been stuck on auto mode
tryna fix the bad things


but i pray soem day when we are up
may the angels follow us
shit, a couple people left me now 
but they’ll be back so quick
can’t wait o to get up out this town
I fucking hate this shit
my bad it I don’t text u back im 2 busy working

angels [tiresss]

BLASPHEMY*! FEAT. SIN (PROD. TOWA)

lyrics
set foot n travel north
i need a shakeup up in my core
i couldnt take it no more
u couldnt save me im stuck to the floor
i hear ur voice thru the chorus
i strain the last of my chords alright
i couldnt make it till morning 
i had to go so just leave me tn
its just grown colder inside
i need an excuse 
as it leaks from my pores
im looking worse with these bags on my eyes
i know its not important 
soldiers on foot coming after me now 
i could swear that im losing my form
theres so much rust and oxidized blood
all of it comes from the shore

metabolize poison and do it again
im seeing life in a 4:3 res
i got some snow sneaking up in the lens
something like this you cant say to ur friends
i didnt hear him like what had he said
from window to wall my limbs start to stretch 
contracting frostbite out of my breath
im doing better im doing it less

breathe slow and move on
let go, im so gone
1k hz, and white noise 
its all ive heard for 2 months

set foot n travel north
i need a shakeup up in my core
i couldnt take it no more
u couldnt save me im stuck to the floor
i hear ur voice thru the chorus
i strain the last of my chords alright
i couldnt make it till morning 
i had to go so just leave me tn
its just grown colder inside
i need an excuse 
as it leaks from my pores
im looking worse with these bags on my eyes
i know its not important 
soldiers on foot coming after me now 
i could swear that im losing my form
theres so much rust and oxidized blood
all of it comes from the shore

the journey north (hollowprpl)

lil vault drop in honor of my brother tiedforsilver getting married ❤️

lyrics

i’ll fight this
feeling but i can’t shake it off me
since when did doing this become a need?
fearing that my addictions may lead
to complacency 

i’ll fight this feeling but i can’t shake it off of me
since when did doing this become something that i need
i fear that my addictions may lead to complacency 
my self-destructive habits will become the death of me

if i don’t give them up
my life will end abrupt
so if you gave i fuck 
you would come interrupt 
and save me from corrupt 
thoughts that get me stuck
knee high deep under the fucking mud

i’ve been scared but i got nowhere to run
you think it’s fair when you’re the only one
who’s having fun
i’m fucking done
nothings new underneath the fucking sun

i wish i cared but i don’t and that’s just who i am
i’ll give you what you want to help or make you understand 
that moving forward in this life was never part of my plan

but please tell me that you’ll see me in the morning
you know where i’ll be wasting time bed rotting 
the songs i write are like a pointless fucking story
i know it’s bad but imma hit this till im coughing blood

never knew what is was like to be understood
till i met you now im gone and i wish i would, have
checked on you more often
please don’t be dead or in a fucking coffin yuh

i still remember 
your face that december
grey skies in the winter
cold nights make my hands tremor 

i’ve been getting sick of tryna find out where you went
asking anyone around but answers aren’t that confident 
yelling at myself like i was in a fucking argument 
maybe i look insane but that’s just fucking, that’s just part of it

i’ll never know where you went and maybe that’s okay
i just hope that you are in a better place
i wish you would’ve left hints that you’d come back some day
just know a part of me won’t let your memory fade
i would never let your memory fade

i hope ur in a better place w/ tiedforsilver & ryan kelly

iceboxraider [tape] (heff)

still dream of that place

lyrics
steady my mind
its never enough to encompass my life
bones are all laid in a line
still im convinced im fine
empty , my time 
i got my bodyparts strewn in a pile 
look at how far i had climbed
n look at the rest of the guys

i swear its some kinda sign
dont think i leave here tonight 
i can sense somethings not right
cobwebs r hanging they get in my eyes
jars are all neat on the shelf
i aint need nobody help
atleast thats just what i tell myself
refusal had put me in hell

somehow i find myself ensnared
i tell myself they’re almost here
i feel my lungs start shifting gears
i can show you sumn to fear

steady my mind
its never enough to encompass my life
bones are all laid in a line
still im convinced im fine
empty , my time 
i got my bodyparts strewn in a pile 
look at how far i had climbed
n look at the rest of the guys

BLASPHEMY*! FEAT. SIN (PROD. TOWA)

Vanete