𝕷𝖔𝖛𝖊𝖄𝖔𝖚

IG: @lovefromlawson
IG: @triplesixdelete

LYRICS:
How does one cure himself
When there's no hope for change
How does one free themselves
When they're too blind to see the chains
The answer is
They can't
And you expect me to be able too?
Maybe you can
I can't.

It's 20SixSix Mid apocalypse 
Post global conflict, life: exodus 
The two last men watched the earth go blitz
Left no evidence both blown to bits
Back when the government called martial law
US president said maul them all
Human disconnect, "don't think, just brawl"
A new way to live, Lifestyle: assault

Chance of organic life wasted
Egomaniacs think we're sacred
"Save our little planet" nah waste it
We were fucked from the get go bitch face it
Wake up
"How did it get like this?"
Wake up 
"Why is it like this?"
Wake up
All y'all shoulda stayed woke goodbye good luck bitch rest in piss 
Ugh

LIFESTYLE: ASSAULT (prod. triplesixdelete)

𝕷𝖔𝖛𝖊𝖄𝖔𝖚 

prod. @prodvanlawson ;)

IG: @lovefromlawson


LYRICS:
Bottled confidence 
Liquid courage
Gimme all of those profits 
I'm drinking the burdens
Sorrow bottomless 
Pain encourage 
Pull my eyes out the sockets
To blind me from hurting and 
She want me closer
I wanted closure
Phone out of service
Got me feeling nervous 
I should be over her
Memories hit a nerve
Float to the surface
To look for my purpose

See too many faces
See too many faces
care bout the status
I know that they're prolly the fakest
When we nameless they hate 
get famous they claim us 
I'm figuring out what the aim is
They're music all weightless
Mine making painless
The notes and the words how I paint it
No need to fake it

Pieces of me be
Surfacing that I thought that I'd never see
Keep giving me reasons to be me
Murdering my will to keep breathing

And life goes on and on and on
Is it worth it?
(What's the point of it?)
And I felt wrong so wrong for long
Is it worth it? (Is it?)
Too much hurting

This paranoia is killing me
Got me thinking im trippin and seeing things
Fucking pinching my cheeks till I bleed
Feel the floor fall away from heels
Pray to a god that I don't believe in 
Please have mercy on me keep me breathing
Shout-out my mum she keep my heart beating
When I'm too scared she battle my demons

But life goes on
No will and no direction
But life goes on
Glowing its own perfection
(X2)

Bottled confidence 
Liquid courage
Gimme all of those profits 
I'm drinking the burdens
Sorrow bottomless 
Pain encourage 
Pull my eyes out the sockets
To blind me from hurting and
She want me closer
I wanted closure
Phone out of service
Got me feeling nervous 
I should be over her
Memories hit a nerve
Float to the surface
To look for my purpose

And life goes on and on and on
(What's the point of it)
And I've felt wrong so wrong for long
Is it worth it?

CROSSROADS

VERMILION PT. 2 (COVER)

LoveYou 👁️

Written & Produced: Van Lawson
Mix & Mastered: Van Lawson

@lovefromlawson @prodvanlawson

LYRICS:

[chorus]
Lay low for a fortnight
Need a halo get my head right 
I'm begging for the limelight
Imma get it I can see it in my foresight 
(foresight)
Lay low have a good night
Need a halo get my head right 
I'm begging for the limelight
Imma get it I can see it in my foresight 
(foresight)

[Verse]
I had to snap back and now I only rock a fitted 
(What a feeling)
I stay committed I keep rollin’ like I’m Bizkit
(Rollin’ Rollin’)
I fill my sound with my dread keep it twisted
(Lock it up)
But I’m addicted to this shit yeah I’ll admit it

Been working 9 to 5 but I ain’t on these office vibes
Gimmie time and you gon’ see that Imma touch the sky
Do it solo like I’m Cole, Vannie versatile
Yeah I’m loyal to this code like I’m Samurai

[Bridge]
Peace never comes from a home that never sleeps
Please never roam alone without me

[Chorus]
Lay for a fortnight
Need a halo get my head right
I’m begging for the limelight
Imma get it I can see it in my foresight 
(foresight)
Lay low have a good night
Need a halo get my head right
I’m begging for the limelight
Imma get it I can see it in my foresight

[Verse 2/Outro]
And all that I can ask
Is to be a better man
And for you, that I am
And I all ever need
Is right in front of me

(Embrace)
Embrace my journey
(The journey of life)

Embrace
(Embrace the journey of life)
Embrace life
(Embrace the journey of life)

Halo

Love you all 👁️ 

Written & Produced: Van Lawson
Mix & Mastered: Van Lawson
Cover art: Bosco

@lovefromlawson 
@shotbybosco

Lyrics:

[Intro]
If we make it outta here, you think you’re ready?
I was made for this

(Chase these melodies)
(Sang these melodies)
(Shape these melodies)
Yeah, oh
(Sang these melodies)

[Verse 1]
Limp Bizkit told me that it’ll be ok
Durst yeah he told me that I’ma get it my way
Flower boy showed me that it’s ok to change
J Davis shaped the way I sing these melodies and

[Hook 1]
Thanks to my father for my music taste
Thanks to my mother for my pretty face, huh
Thanks to my family for keeping me safe
Thanks to my agony for what I became

[Bridge]
(It’ll be ok)
(It’ll be ok)
(It’ll be ok)

[Verse 2]
Are my problems gonna make me a soft man?
If I talk will it help me to solve them?
Are you gonna come and visit my coffin?
These are thoughts I don’t mention to often

[Hook 2]
Thanks to my father for my music taste
Thanks to my mother for my pretty face
(f-f-face)
Thanks to my family for keeping me safe
(safe)
Thanks to my agony for what I became
(Wha-a-at I be-)

(I was made for this)

Fetal Position

Love you all 👁️

IG: @lovefromlawson @budfellla

Produced, Written by: Van Lawson & BUD
Mixed and Mastered by: Van Lawson

LYIRCS:

(Van Lawson)
Efforts to much
Hell’s in my head I’m,
Hell’s Survivor
How I,
Survive this night
My damaged mind
Struggles to fight
How would I?

Keep your fucking nose out our business
Fake image, coke sniffing’s your business
Yeah, But we don’t need to talk bout my opinions
Cuz you to busy bitching bout how your feeling
Yeah, Keep your fucking nose out our business
Fake image, Lean sipping’s your business
Yeah, But let’s not talk about how I see it
Cuz y’all to busy bitching bout how your feeling

(Bud)
Come outside you can’t find nobody sicker
Way to committed to this shit I’m looking bigger
If you gotta problem with us reconsider
Hit you in your head, huh, that’s a skull splitter
Had to switch things up now I’m feeling alive
Used to get no sleep, felt I was deprived
Locked in a cold cell, how did I survive
Had to find a way out with some damaged eyes

(Van Lawson)
Efforts to much
Hell’s in my head I’m,
Hell’s Survivor
How I?
How would you die
If you had the choice? Cuz…
Why would you wanna survive?

(Bud)
Cuz I seen a lot of things that would make a man cry
Shit messed me up almost lost my fucking pride
Even at my lowest always kept my head high
Never know what’s round the corner maybe a new life
Yeah, I don’t really mind I know they testing me
Huh, Pull up and the devils sitting next to me
Yeah, Mama told me that she want the best for me
Huh, But I don’t really know what’s coming next for me

(Van Lawson)
Yeah, Fuck that clean mixing
Keep this shit clipping
Need that shit gritty like the city that we live in
These bois not convincing
Who you think you tricking
The lies that you tell through your music kinda sickening
Any time we speak every ounce of it is real
Everything is made from the pain that we feel
Any time we step in a room you can kneel
Cuz it gon be our sound you’ll be tryna fucking steal 

(Van Lawson & Bud)
Keep your fucking nose out our business
Fake image, coke sniffing’s your business
Yeah, But we don’t need to talk bout my opinions
Cuz you to busy bitching bout how your feeling
Yeah, Keep your fucking nose out our business
Fake image, Lean sipping’s your business
Yeah, But let’s not talk about how I see it
Cuz y’all to busy bitching bout how your feeling

Hell's Survivor feat. BUD

Love you all 👁️

IG: @lovefromlawson

Produced, Written, Mix & Mastered by: Van Lawson
Sample in the song: Limp Bizkit - Behind Blue Eyes 

Lyrics:

(Verse 1)
And i don’t want to talk about it
The rain will always pour, allow it
i know that I’ll be fine for now, yeah
i think
Now i just want to shout about it
i bottled up and tried to drown it
i never really talked about it
(How would i?)
For so long

(Pre-Hook 1)
But my dreams
My dreams

(Hook 1)
But my dreams
(i)
(i)
My dreams
(i)

(Verse 2)
Are not this empty
As my conscience seems to be
No company it seems
So lonely for me
i wonder if you think about me
Not as much as it should be
I’m not in need, it seems
So lonely for me

(Pre-Hook 2)
i wonder if you think about me
i wonder if you think about me
i wonder if you think about me
i wonder if you think about me
i wonder if you think about me
i wonder if you think about me
i wonder if you think about me
i wonder if you think about me

(Hook 2)
My dreams
(i)
(i)
My dreams
(i)
i wonder if you think about me
i wonder if you think about me
i wonder if you think about me 
I wonder if you think about me

(Outro)
i
i
i
(i was made for this)
(How would i?)
i
(How would i?)
i
(How would i?)

i wonder if you think about me.

Love you all 👁️

IG: @lovefromlawson

Produced, Written, Mix & Mastered by: Van Lawson

LYRICS:

(I was made for this)

They tell me a lot
All of those tryna step on my vibe
Sick and tired of you feminine guys
Tryna tell me how to live my life, yeah
They tell me a lot
Autumn shows and I work round the clock
Yeah, lil bro tryna pick on my lock
Tryna steal my flows and my sound, I saw, yeah

They tell me a lot
They tell me a lot
They tell me a lot
They tell me a lot
(They tell me)

Pacing round in my head
(They tell me a lot)
Pacing round in my head
(They tell me a lot)
Pacing round in my head
They tell me a lot
(They tell me)
They tell me a lot

Yeah, don’t give a fuck if you’re vexed
Is what it is, I’m next
Is what it is my son, I am the one
What you expect?
(They tell)
If you pressed my brudda then text
(Me)
If you want, I give you the steps
Cause right now you looking dumb
Your music is numb, you lacking respect
These loud mouths unfamiliar with silence
Just makes me think that you’re incapable of violence
So numb to life you act fake to survive it
You bark but where’s your bite? I think you should be quiet

They tell me a lot
They tell me a lot
They tell me a lot 
They tell me a lot
(They tell me)

Pacing round in my head
(They tell me a lot)
Pacing round in my head
(They tell me a lot)
Pacing round in my head
They tell me a lot
(They tell me)
They tell me a lot

You think you’re ready?

Tell Me Alot

Love you all 👁️

IG: @lovefromlawson

Produced, Written, Mix & Mastered by: Van Lawson

LYRICS:

(I was made for this)

The opposite of a product of environment
My head so thriving I forgot what tired meant
Came out the womb thrown inside the lions den
Too much to do and I ain’t waiting ‘till retirement
D’you even know there’s life outside the office?
Too busy working overtime for profit
You coulda had a life but lost it
Coulda been high as satellites but fucked it
They look at me and alway start the scoffing
I look at them and see all that is toxic
Hm, tell me do you really feel like this boss and 
When you look at my life you don’t wanna swap it?

Nah (Yeah)
Nah (Yeah)
Nah (Yeah)

Skullcrawler
Skullcrawler
Skullcrawler
Skullcrawler

They say plenty, plenty time to get big that’s a distraction
So don’t be coming round me with lazy shit relaxing
Many, many junkies like you busy bragging
So tell me how you’re special, next to me you’re just a fraction
Take action
Pussy wanna tell me why you always laughing?
Your homies know you just a breach inside the faction
You dangerous to keep around with all that capping

Nah (Yeah)
Nah (Yeah)
Nah (Yeah)

Skullcrawler
Skullcrawler
Skullcrawler
Skullcrawler

I was, I - I was made for this

SKULLCRAWLER

Love you all🪉

Written & Produced by: Van Lawson
Mixed by: Daftsins & Van Lawson
Mastered by: Daftsins

IG: @lovefromlawson & @daftsins

LYRICS:

That boy T said it nice
I’m Mr. Lonely for life
I use the mic to feel right
These words my friend for tonight 
Can’t see no love in my sight
It’s always dark when I right
They ask how you feel tonight
And I just say I’m aight
And every time it’s a lie
The bags circle my eyes
They may be wide but not bright
Cuz I ain’t feeling aight

I just want someone to tend
Got so much love I can spend
Your company you can lend
For one night let’s pretend
(Fuck am I talking about?)
Putting myself up for rent
This typa shit I condemn
I just ain’t feeing aight
What kinda man am I am?
I should cancel the plans
And put the pen in my hand
Just talk it out, make a plan
This void I cannot defend
It’s fucked my attention span
I guess this music will mend
Until the song ends.

Tell me when it’s all gonna change
I’d love it that way 
Tell me if it all washed away
Would I be okay?
Would I be okay? Yeah?
Would I be okay?
Would be okay? Yeah?

Tell me when it’s all gonna change…

i, Alone

𝕷𝖔𝖛𝖊𝖄𝖔𝖚 ✂ - - -

PROD: PULSE
COVERT ART: SCISSORHAND
SOCIALS: @sclssorhand @prodpulse

LYRICS:
I want dreads like Medusa wanna turn hoes into mula 
315 new King Kooba lead the pack like we Mufasa 
I want dreads like Medusa wanna turn hoes into mula 
315 new King Kooba lead the pack like we Mufasa 

Fuck the scene bitch its fake and full of fiends 
Fuck the shows fuck the pees the attentions what you seek Huh, 
Huh, Watchu mean, say you hate me? thats obscene 
I got way more fucking potential that you, you snaky leech
You gon play us like some fools and talk some shit all on yo track 
Well trust me pussy you gon lose 
cuz when we spit shit we don't lack
Dick sucka in the game of chest we fucking won and you know that 
I wanna get this off my chest so I can sleep and get some rest huh
Just take and step back and relax pimpin like Kodack 
And all that you packin is whack and now you big sad 
I'm on my comeback the attack you took a drawback 
Deleted your tracks your life's a mess this songs the soundtrack
So chill and take a prozac Ill blow up trust the process 
Take over continents your bitches will be fuckin obsessed 
I finessed you pinheads and god is my witness 
Took over the scene nobody got shit on me 

I want dreads like Medusa wanna turn hoes into mula 
315 new King Kooba lead the pack like we Mufasa 
I want dreads like Medusa wanna turn hoes into mula 
315 new King Kooba lead the pack like we Mufasa 

FUCK THE SCENE

Van Lawson

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