Love this new sound, just listened on spotify and had to come comment , very expressive ☝️🤙

Been listening to this multiple times a day for over a week. Musically one of the best soundcloud songs ive found. Gives me Brennan Savage vibes!!

Why this sad emo shit is on Gizmo station shows exactly why soundcloud is shit.

@gargoyle-gardens means the world to me my friend. Appreciate your kind words endlessly

a bunch of shit i don't do

spotify

BENDER

Features: 
https://soundcloud.com/drear26
https://soundcloud.com/c3of
Prod:
https://soundcloud.com/pxlse
Art Work:
https://soundcloud.com/the0000

No Human Will Survive

No Human Will Survive FT Drear & Saint Sleep (Prod. PULSE)

Instagram
https://www.instagram.com/perished_hart/

Links to Everything
https://linktr.ee/perished_hart

DELUSIONS OF GRANDEUR

DELUSIONS OF GRANDEUR [prod. ARAGOTH]

@distortionthe1 & @navvvi

prod. https://soundcloud.com/akvri

na~
now she fiending for the mega blow
she got matching numbers thinkin she a domino
infections running deep i'm feelin like i'm utorrent
but without a warrent
baby wishing for a foreign, yea
never charge you like i'm winrar
catch me up on worldstar begging for a memoir
whoa
at a sto
living through the cringy tokyo
that's a poem
couragous part of funny manefesto

running with the sciccors but im nothing short of passafist
im bout as helpful as flash assists and something touching massocist
living off nothing but dream
ay
staying on top of a beam
ay
sharing the kids with the pain
ay
all of ur mixing is plain
ay
nicotine
caffeen
something close to has been
nicotine
caffeen
something close to blasting
pussy fall back
off my ball sack
i dont plan attack
it just acts that
do a fact check
fuck

ld~
have em speaking on me living in em rent free 
All alone inside his mind when me & all my friends deep 
So  scared of nothing like "he out here tryna get me"
I ain't worried bout it if they tryna go against me

Entitled lil tweaker tryna hit it wit a soft block
ain't deserve a second of my time hop off the damn cock 
Nobody give a fuck about your feelings or your damn thoughts 
Booted off Now he looking like the fucking laugh stock

plane_walker - ada_wong_bloat_mod (nAvvvi & Lord Distortion) prod. akvri

INTL. TYRANT SECT 
@swarm_of_tyrants

ROMA JONSON

Krim$in Terror Phantom 
@__usurper__mtp

DVRKSIDE
@dvrksidewontdie

HELL ON EARTH Feat. DVRKSIDE (Prod. Roma Jonson)

Love you all 👁️ 

Written & Produced: Van Lawson
Mix & Mastered: Van Lawson
Cover art: Bosco

@lovefromlawson 
@shotbybosco

Lyrics:

[Intro]
If we make it outta here, you think you’re ready?
I was made for this

(Chase these melodies)
(Sang these melodies)
(Shape these melodies)
Yeah, oh
(Sang these melodies)

[Verse 1]
Limp Bizkit told me that it’ll be ok
Durst yeah he told me that I’ma get it my way
Flower boy showed me that it’s ok to change
J Davis shaped the way I sing these melodies and

[Hook 1]
Thanks to my father for my music taste
Thanks to my mother for my pretty face, huh
Thanks to my family for keeping me safe
Thanks to my agony for what I became

[Bridge]
(It’ll be ok)
(It’ll be ok)
(It’ll be ok)

[Verse 2]
Are my problems gonna make me a soft man?
If I talk will it help me to solve them?
Are you gonna come and visit my coffin?
These are thoughts I don’t mention to often

[Hook 2]
Thanks to my father for my music taste
Thanks to my mother for my pretty face
(f-f-face)
Thanks to my family for keeping me safe
(safe)
Thanks to my agony for what I became
(Wha-a-at I be-)

(I was made for this)

Fetal Position

the the 
the way vomit out the feelings now
the mind is nothing more 
but the matter is all i'm feeling now
the spraying of the glock 
inside my mouth 
to blow the ceiling out
i feel the earth beneath me shift
as i let the demons out

fuck 

i suspend from the roof tops
looking down 
praying for the shot to fucking hit
i have to lay em out


mother fucker come and play with me 
the last one to do it
ended up as split fragments 

acid in a bucket remains stagnant 
bitch i love it
smell the rotting festered carcass 
of your body 
then i fuck around 

walk around the block skipping 
horsing 
fuck your stupid city
svi the realest of them all
fuck your fucking pity



there's a hate in my heart no one understands 
i have to kill
i have to murder 
just to feel 
when the blood is on my hands
that's how i figure out what's real


there's a wire loose
every second guess 
is just a thought 
but that ain't nothing new
i have no more complex 
in my spirit 
this is who i am 
a terminator set to execute 
every fucking man 

set your foot up
i cant play with food 
you fuckin bitch 
now this a roll up
you a piece of shit you right



nobody gives a fuck



walk around the room
the glare in your eyes is over 
a sheet of white to block the light
your pupils don't reflect the soul of the man you are anymore

you are simply wasted




simply wasted 
nothing else to except 
excite the playlist 
simply 
everything i do is for others 
i fucking hate it

SPLIT FRAGMENTS [PROD. EZRAH + AKVRI]

ALL IN (FEAT. DREAR) [PROD. VEXD + KILLJAMES]

System shock,
Bio waste,
All aboard,
Catch a case,
On the floor,
Off your face,
I just wanna rot someplace,
Monophonic,
Droning pace,
Hypnotized,
Telling gaze,
Sunken eyes,
On the chase,
In the dirt I know my place,
Talk the talk,
Poker faced,
Often bored,
Always based,
Needing more,
Shut your face,
I just wanna leave this place,
Economics,
Money games,
Muddy waters,
Words exchanged,
Some will die,
Others quit,
That's just how I like my shit,

Never 
You can never take it back,
You can never,
Never...
You can't ever, 
ever take it back,
You cant ever,
Ever...

Picturing the day that I rot away,
Put me in a grave, leave it unmarked,
Half of a tab of this, half a line of that,
And we did all night long,
All I see is skin walkers,
Fuckin shit talkers,
Imma hang with you in hell,
Got a couple blades in my back,
Days in the trap,
Locked inside a cell,
Can't you tell look me in me the eyes,
Nothing there, no surprise,
Just a corpse, in disguise,
Rushing towards inevitable demise
Warning signs,
Hypocrite,
Schizophrenic,
Counterfeit,
Some will die,
Others quit,
That's just how I like my shit...

Never,
You can never take it back, 
You can never,
Never,
You can't ever,
ever take it back,
You cant ever,
Ever,

Warning Signs

I know that I'mma die young and I just wanna die now
I hurt myself for fun, I hurt myself just now
I drop my knife around me, I fucking hate my body
tell my ex I'm sorry, on the floor I'm bleeding

I don't wanna go school I hate people around me
They think that I'm so cool, when they see me rapping
When I see myself I fucking hate it
I try to kill myself, when I was sixteen

I don't know when I grow what I want to be
I don't know when I go would you cry for me?
Now I think about it if you see me offline
would you try to call me before I do the last line?

Put a gun to my head, I wanna blow my brain out
I wanna see my brain out, I wanna heard a gun sound
I hope you will found me in my fucking own house
Good moment with KV, Good moment but no sound

Fetal Position

Van Lawson

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