insight into vansrat and his fuck ups

Mixed by ason 

Produced by vansrat


Lyrics:


I know I’m a dog cunt I ain’t nice 

Self destruction feels so right 

Rainy days they come ago but the rain ain’t left me my whole life 

Breaking down I start a fight, when I break down I cannot lie

I Traumatised the ones I love 
And hurt the one who really tried 


Self destruct I hide away and drown it all with brain decay 

Acid tabs, mdma I cooked myself its the price I pay  

I feel pain from bad mistakes I didn't mean but they where made 

I wanna try and fix it all but I'm still yet to find my way 


I'm lost, I'm trapped, I feel confined 
I'm stuck inside an abusing mind 
I screamed, I shout, I cut up lines 
I ripped my flesh up before your eyes 

I pissed out blood at heavy rates 
And idolised my own demise 
I got my blood all on your face 
And still these friends all call me kind


Not a soul can save me 
I can only save myself 

I killed the love you had for me 
And threw away your help 

I burnt down every bridge 
We built and blamed my mental health 

While I was getting help for it
You had nothing else 


Baby its not fair I made you feel the way you felt 

Ever since you left me I've been hiding in my shell

Maybe I can change myself before I go to hell 

My soul feels some what empty 

My soul is just unwell 



I've gotten used 
to losing my mates 

But hey 

That's all right with me 


If they chose to 
Go there own way 

I will cheer them on rightfully 


I've said many things 
that I hate and regret 

Running off emotions
 I confine in my head 

Motivation lacking 
when I'm laying in bed

Burning out my passion 
while I'm dreaming of death 


I don't ever think, I don't ever think at all 

Selfish mother fucker breaking shit and punching walls 

Screaming at my lover then I'm ringing hear the calls

Built it up to high and now its further down to fall 


Its the fall again

The fall is all I know

There's nothing in my soul again

Ever since I watched you go

my soul feels somewhat empty

I LOVE old Memphis tapes from early - mid 90's

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need green
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Cannabis is safter than the Catholic Church✨

my soul feels somewhat empty

VANSRAT