hi y'all i wrote this 2 years ago and wasn't able to finish it so uh here's this thank you for listening :p

your breath was cold when i felt it
your hand was cold when i held it
you never loved me i could tell it
you dug the grave that i lay in

i think my heart has turned to frost now
n i think she doesnt even care about
the things that she did to me
da da da daaaa .

daaaa da da daaaaa

cold

i love you so much
living doesnt make a sense
owned you my heart
veins are filled with a crush

even if i try 
you just make me cry 
even if i try
you just make me wanna die 

i hate you so much
loving you makes me a mess 
open up your chest
your heart is already dead

even if i cry
you wont even try
even if i die
you dont wanna be mine

heartbreak

i like you

the song i ripped off is Lithium by Nirvana. 
i couldn't be bothered to do anything fancy and think it sounds best raw

stole this melody from kurt cobain

Shitface

No Homo Bro

i think a 
little bit too much,
i know
i havent been the best.

but ill try
to cure
the demons in my brain

and im tired
cause everydays the same


sometimes 
i feel like im no good

and your heart
i wish i understood

and my dreams
always follow me around

so i try
to block out all the sounds

night saudade 02 - girl

Goner

I lost something

i was distracted
barely reacting to the way you said my name
lost in my head and
being held captive in your arms don’t feel the same

maybe i’m the one to blame

hands are all blistered
wrapping your fingers too tight hoping that i’d stay
the air’s getting thinner
baby it lingers, i can’t breathe from it these days

maybe i’m the one to blame
  
and i had a dream about it
where i felt better about it
didn’t mean to leave you stranded
but i feel myself crash landing

crash landing

crash landing (demo)

words that fail to leave your lips are locked in a prison cell

amelia ✧
i hope u like the tunez
if u do not then literally have a cry about it

i like you

catnip