Goodbye

i love you so much
living doesnt make a sense
owned you my heart
veins are filled with a crush

even if i try 
you just make me cry 
even if i try
you just make me wanna die 

i hate you so much
loving you makes me a mess 
open up your chest
your heart is already dead

even if i cry
you wont even try
even if i die
you dont wanna be mine

heartbreak

i like you

the song i ripped off is Lithium by Nirvana. 
i couldn't be bothered to do anything fancy and think it sounds best raw

stole this melody from kurt cobain

train

i think a 
little bit too much,
i know
i havent been the best.

but ill try
to cure
the demons in my brain

and im tired
cause everydays the same


sometimes 
i feel like im no good

and your heart
i wish i understood

and my dreams
always follow me around

so i try
to block out all the sounds

night saudade 02 - girl

Goner

I lost something

You said how does it feel to be above the open world
I said it always feels like the end when ever I decide to fly
I've taken time to realize why
I'd rather die then to be like them
Unaware of what controls the subconscious mind
I'd rather run then to live a lie
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Why is it that all of you always want what you cant have
Do you ever think about whats behind the dreaded fall
I know but I wont say 
You'll have to find out your own way 
I've been forced to take space that I thought I wouldn't need
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But now I've been able to see the shattered crystals that lay beneath my feat
The cuts are deep but they'll heal quick and they'll scare clean
I could be everything
I'm just still patiently waiting for the switch to click in my mind
But for now I'll be fine

Carmen Angilletta's Album

The open world

what have you been drinking was it a flavor of lust or love

words that fail to leave your lips are locked in a prison cell

amelia ✧
i hope u like the tunez
if u do not then literally have a cry about it

i like you

catnip