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nothing helps w/nullentity (p.dercept)

<3 thanks for listening

tune in on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/2XrTB9VFI4mioNPM0XFBE6

produced by me and ayoley
vocals by jades

hope you're doing okay (feat. Jades)

@deadatdawn
You lie to me
Wasted all your time with me
Cause you gave me a promise 
If we’re being honest
I’m all by myself 
Cause there’s multiple options for you
Is this all I can be? 
All I seem to you? 

@veincrawler 
i’m a bloody mess and i don’t feel well
fuck! 
nail into the coffin 
the way i piss you off, you know i mean well 
but i don’t do this often 
i pull my blade out at masquerade 
you’re lying right to my face 
and i know i’m the one to blame 
hold my hand will you die with me?

@deadatdawn
You lie to me
Wasted all your time with me
Cause you gave me a promise 
If we’re being honest
I’m all by myself 
Cause there’s multiple options for you
Is this all I can be? 
All I seem to you?

Bloody mess ft. tosaku

૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა first song 

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0Fd7dXRRi9DE6CRSS5EWED?si=efab1a86b0ef4098

lyrics:
(i'd fall with you)
(one too many times)
(i died for you)

(ily!)
and we got lots of problems
yeah we could go to pluto tryna solve 'em
or we could go to hell i guess its karma
no matter where we go no one can stop us
no matter where we go we got problems 
yeah we could go to pluto tryna solve 'em
or we could go to hell i guess its karma
no matter where we go no one can stop us
no matter where we go we got problems 

our problems everywhere 
you push me to despair
you grabbed me by my hair
and pulled me til theres tears
(theres tears, theres tears)
you pulled me til i, drop dead
i can never forget all the things you said
carved your name into my heart and my head
so now i lie awake inside of my bed
(my bed, my bed, my bed)

youu
told me everything that you would do
grab onto my heart and make it two
now im left here crying on the jewels
that i bought you and never got to give you
bitch i woulda died for you but now i fucking hate you
question all my choices baby why'd i fucking date you?
spent all of my time with you i guess its past my curfew 

and we got lots of problems
yeah we could go to pluto tryna solve 'em
or we could go to hell i guess its karma
no matter where we go no one can stop us
no matter where we go we got problems 
yeah we could go to pluto tryna solve 'em
or we could go to hell i guess its karma
no matter where we go no one can stop us
no matter where we go we got 
(problems)

problems

૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა second song

(out on all plats 🤍)

lyrics:
(death isnt kind, it's dark and black. as far as you- as far as you can see, you're all alone with no one else.)

I'd die for you
so it doesn't even matter
heart broke, gun cocked, let the blood splatter
i dont even care cause

i'd die for you
watch me bleed
watch me rot
watch me fall apart

watch me bleed out
(ily! bang!)
you dont wanna talk now
you dont wanna talk about the scars you left
and you took my heart that's theft, that i disregard
every time you'd call me pretty i fell apart
and i promised i wouldn't text back but its hard
what a shitty hand that i was dealt i lost all my cards
and i fuckin lost my life but

I'd die for you
so it doesn't even matter
heart broke, gun cocked, let the blood splatter
i don't even care cause
I'd die for you
and i didn't mean to bore you
love was so in view
you're hard not to pursue
baby i could die, i'll die for you

(you)
die for you
(for you, for you)
i'd die for you
(i'd die for you)
i'd die for you
(yeah baby i would)
(die for you)

dieforyou

(p. @tonch-t)

૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა third song

lyrics:
take me out this place
i'm the one keeping you safe
you fucking drive me insane
you said "we all bleed the same"
thats such a lie look at my scars
you're the one making it so hard
you're the one crashing in my car
only love me when you're high as stars
only love me when you're high

@ihateyousmihateyousm:
its all down my arms
it should be you from the start
you'll see me right with the stars
why did you leave a mark
you said that "its okay"
but i can tell that you're lying 
you push me away
you keeping acting so childish
tell me that i suck
i hate you but i want us
(i hate you) but i want love
i miss the feel of your touch
on my skin
i think that i really like it
im so tired of fighting 
can you just

take me out this place
i'm the one keeping you safe
you fucking drive me insane
you said "we all bleed the same"
thats such a lie look at my scars
you're the one making it so hard
you're the one crashing in my car
only love me when you're high as stars
i wished upon a damn shooting star
that you would stop fuckin shooting tar
that you would call me your "love" again
stop doing drugs with all of your friends
you made me feel fucking special
now you just want me to let go
how could i get you to love me
say that theres "no one" above me
tired of falling for junkies
tired of falling for you
tired of falling for junkies
tired of falling for you
(stars)

stars ft. ihateyou (p. tonch)

i cant look away

gone

sixth song ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა

lyrics:
(ily!)
won't you tell me when it burns?
cause i dont wanna, cause i dont wanna see you hurt
smoke marijuana, your ashes covered on my skirt
i'm a prima donna, you know i love it when you flirt
at the tattoo parlor, so won't you tell me when it burns?
cause i dont wanna, cause i dont wanna see you hurt
smoke marijuana, your ashes covered on my skirt
i'm a prima donna, you know i love it when you flirt
at the tattoo parlor, so won't you tell me when it burns?

(burns burns)
we could practice taking turns
(turns turns)
there's so much that we could learn
tell me when it burns

oh baby
i need you right now
please dont hate me
but you're mine now
bruised up both my knees
when you lie down
won't you tell me?

won't you tell me when it burns?
cause i dont wanna, cause i dont wanna see you hurt
smoke marijuana, your ashes covered on my skirt
i'm a prima donna, you know i love it when you flirt
at the tattoo parlor, so won't you tell me when it burns?
cause i dont wanna, cause i dont wanna see you hurt
smoke marijuana, your ashes covered on my skirt
i'm a prima donna, you know i love it when you flirt
at the tattoo parlor, so won't you tell me when it burns?
(burns)

burns

૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა fourth song

lyrics:
die in my arms
its obvious that you don't like it when im far
its obvious that you won't love me when im hard to deal with
it fuckin makes me fall apart, you make me fall apart
you could, tell me all the reasons
but you, hide in all your secrets
i cant, tolerate it anymore
you cant, recite the lies that you told me
but i remember them clearly
baby, do you even hear me??
tell me do you need me screaming?!?!?
or tell me do you want me crying?? (ily!)
"baby are you scared of dying"
caught me at 2am crying
i was telling you that i was trying
and you told me things that's horrifying

whats wrong with me?
i wanna hear your theory
tell me whats wrong with this?
whats your hypothesis
yeah, give it to me straight
did you really love me when you took me on a date?
did you buy roses for all the girls that you hate?
was i never enough?
i'm fuckin tired of giving it up, (super original and awesome vocal run)
i know, you dont give a fuck where i go
only dont give a damn cause you're high though
when you're sober feels like walking on a tightrope
got drunk cause you got me in a spiral

(got me in a spiral babe,
got me in a spiral babe,
got me in a spiral babe,)

die in my arms
its obvious that you don't like it when im far
its obvious that you won't love me when im hard to deal with
it fuckin makes me fall apart, you make me fall apart
you could, tell me all the reasons
but you, hide in all your secrets
i cant, tolerate it anymore
you cant, recite the lies that you told me
but i remember them clearly
baby, do you even hear me??
tell me do you need me screaming?!?!?
or tell me do you want me crying?? (ily!)
"baby are you scared of dying"
caught me at 2am crying
i was telling you that i was trying
and you told me things that's horrifying

horrifying

૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა fifth song

lyrics:
do you
(bang!)
talk to my friends about me??
because they started doubting
and then you started shouting
about how you were doing better and its fucking daunting
your words they were so haunting
and now my friends are taunting said you're better of without me

and i wonder "is it true??"
while im standing next to you
are we better off by seeing other people??
my friends turned this love so evil
is it you??
or is it maybe me??
we gotta break up but i dont know why
my friends are living my life

you, dont know
the things that i'd do for you
i know, that you'd do all them too
i'll go home, and just cry in my room
i'll go home, and just cry-

you could say 'i love you'
i know its a lie
you could say 'you're confused'
i'll say 'It's a nice try, but my friend said you hate me!'
he saw it in your eyes
i dont see it but, he's the alibi

and i wonder "is it true??"
while im standing next to you
are we better off by seeing other people??
my friends turned this love so evil
is it you??
or is it maybe me??
we gotta break up but i dont know why
my friends are living my life
is it true??
while im standing next to you
are we better off by seeing other people??
my friends turned this love so evil
is it you??
or is it maybe me??
we gotta break up but i dont know why
my friends are living my life

evil

seventh song ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა

lyrics:
fell on my face, that night
and i broke my leg, in spite
of what you had said to me
a cat stuck inside a tree

you said break a leg that night, so i fucking did
you said i cry like a bitch, okay i cry like a bitch, so what? 
theres tears on my face, and blood dripped right down my wrist
my lipstick left on your lips, your touch left right on my skin
so yeah, i'll cry like a bitch

im sorry, im sorry if i came off as too perfect
im not, im not too short of falling into worthless
hidden messages they're falling short and i
tell my friends that i've been getting homesick
they said "you're at home?" and i tell them why
that you're my home and im sick of it
got way too close guess im icarus
maybe im blinded by ignorance
maybe thats our biggest difference 
you said

you said break a leg that night, so i fucking did
you said i cry like a bitch, okay i cry like a bitch, so what? 
theres tears on my face, and blood dripped right down my wrist
my lipstick left on your lips, your touch left right on my skin
so yeah, i'll cry like a bitch
(crylikeabitch)

(prod. everestdidthis)

eighth song ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა

lyrics:
(try to keep me undercovers)
(under skin just like a splinter)

and im wishing that my summer
felt more similar to winter
kinda wish you didnt love her
i really wish you didnt kiss her
and i know your little girlfriend hates me more
tell me baby when you're walking out that door
said im someone that you know you could adore
but that girl is in the way she's such a-
(what)
SHE'S SUCH A WHORE.

but you wouldn't fall for me
like the way that i fell for you
what a disappointing fact but its so damn true
cause im blinder than a bat when im not with you
now im crying in a stall
feel it burning in my lungs
and i thought you were the one
i was waiting on a call

and im wishing that my summer
felt more similar to winter
kinda wish you didnt love her
i really wish you didnt kiss her
and i know your little girlfriend hates me more
tell me baby when you're walking out that door
said im someone that you know you could adore
but that girl is in the way she's such a-
(what)
SHE'S SUCH A WHORE.

SHE'S SUCH A-
SHE'S SUCH A WH-
maybe im just being petty
(cause i dont wanna talk)
but you told me you were ready
(so its ready or not)
(ready or not)
ready or not
(ready or not, ready or not, ready or not, ready or not.)

burns

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