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death sentence

wooden home

produced by oilcolor
lyrics by @nothingnowheremusic & @ivy-official-mist

n,n:
tell me all all your thoughts
when you can’t say em out loud  
said she wanna skip town 
take a train going southbound   
i know i’m not the guy 
that you need in your life now
skinny motherfucker
know i stay in the background 

are you thinking of me?
well i’ve been thinking of you
you know i love running my mouth  
with out thinking it through 
haven’t cared in a minute and see 
i’m scared to admit it but its true
the only thing i loved was always you  

imma pack my shit 
imma end this quick  
cause life aint shit 
man, lifes a bitch 
i said i’ve been doing well
nah, i’ve been sick 
fucked up in the brain mane
it’s a damn shame


Mr. Mist:
say no lies please let me rest
rest your head up against my chest
hear the beat as it's slowing down
remember me till I hit the ground
Blossomed truths were ripped apart
left my lungs ready to depart
of my hard heart meets me in the frame 
with my last breath to call your name

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prod. https://soundcloud.com/oilcolor

[lyrics]

And I saw it in your eyes
When you saw me cop that night
And you still don’t get why
An angel could subside into the darkness
Well, I

I’m a fucked up girl
In a fucked up world
I blame everybody but me 
Cause I’m scared the only fault is me 

I’m a fucked up girl
And I created my own fucked up world
I wish it wasn’t all down to me, cause
I don’t fuckin know anything

Can you save me?
I’m selfish I agree
I will never go back
That’s what I always say until I relapse
Will I ever find the day I get my dreams back

I don’t wanna see another needle
And I don’t wanna be another re-do
I just wanna run away from all the things I do
I can’t promise this something that I’ll ever get through

I’m a fucked up girl
In a fucked up world
I blame everybody but me 
Cause I know the only fault is on me 

We’re in a fucked up world...

Fucked Up Girl (prod. oilcolor)

lyrics:

[foreign forest]
ill take the high road
cause thats the only road i know
im gonna find those letters i wrote to myself
and if you grow older
know that im your past 
don't bother looking over
and if you feel hurt i dont blame you
looking through the photos wishing that you were the same you

you'll get through it now
we'll get through it now
hard to hear you when the musics loud

ill take the high road
cause thats the only road i know
im gonna find those letters i wrote to myself
and if you grow older
know that im your past 
don't bother looking over
and if you feel hurt i dont blame you
looking through the photos wishing that you were the same you
you'll get through it now

[smrtdeath]
looking through the photos wishing that i was the same me
baby i know you thought you could change me
but maybe it was plain to see
we weren't made to be
you and me
so ima take the high road
cause thats the only way i'll be able to carry on
ima find those pieces of my broken heart and
take them home

and ima ride home tell your mama that im sorry for everything
x2

and ima take the high road
cause thats the only road i know
ima find those letters i wrote to myself
and when you get older 
i hope you think of me as the devil on your shoulder

time'll heal the wound but thats a lot of pain to wait through

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letters 2 myself ft. smrtdeath (prod. rogergoon)

prod. https://soundcloud.com/ginsengxx
mix/mast. https://soundcloud.com/youngburial
art by https://www.instagram.com/collabcarts/

[lyrics]
Sometimes I crave the dirt
Sometimes I wanna feel low
Sometimes I crave the hurt
Sometimes I wanna let go

Cause on sunny days 
All I see is the rain 
I know that this warmth cannot last
And these doctors wanna put a name 
To my feelings, to my brain
Before they’ve ever lived my past 

What are you asking 
If you’re not asking yourself
What am I doing right now
Who am I doing it for 
Do you wake up happy 
Or do you wake up wondering 
Who’s pulling strings on all your moves 
Cause they just don't feel like you

Seems like the whole worlds been programmed against me
I’m feeling so empty 
I’m thinking these drinks can fill me up and I’m wrong again 
Singing these songs again
Lost in my mind 
The end is near I can feel it 
I believe in delirious thoughts being the clearest
I know you're hurting too 
Can we just accept the truth
That we're not here for any good reason
Just remind me to breathe in
I'll remind you to breathe in

What are you asking 
If you’re not asking yourself
What am I doing right now
Who am I doing it for 
Do you wake up happy 
Or do you wake up wondering 
Who’s pulling strings on all your moves 
Cause they just don't feel like you

Crave The Dirt (prod. gin$eng)

prod. https://soundcloud.com/taylor

[lyrics]
I been doing better babe believe me
Take my hand and say you’ll never leave me
Open your eyes I want you to see me
When we love each other there’s a meaning 

Turn the lights down
Baby lay down
Let’s talk about
When we were younger
Reasons I’ve found
In bottles I’ve downed
Fuck it was easier 
When we were younger
When we were younger
When we were younger
When we were younger

I been doing better babe believe me
Take my hand and say you’ll never leave me
Open your eyes I want you to see me
When we love each other there’s a meaning 

When we love each other there’s a meaning I’ve found
That I’ve searched for for years digging through solid ground 
I used to dream of suicide and the day I would end this 
Before you came along I didn’t know I’d get through this
I used to crush up pills my nose was bloody with stress
But baby now you make my demons talk to me less
What can I say 
You make the pain go away 

Turn the lights down
Baby lay down
Lets talk about
When we were younger
Reasons I’ve found
In bottles I’ve downed
Fuck it was easier 
When we were younger
When we were younger
When we were younger
When we were younger

When We Were Younger (prod. taylor morgan)

prod by: https://soundcloud.com/vegardveslelia
mixed/mastered by: https://soundcloud.com/youngburial

LYRICS

don't know why i made it through when they 
left too early it makes my whole chest ache 
wonder if they're looking down my way 
i just hope that death can also kill pain 

oh i'm going nowhere fast cause 
i keep wanting to go back and 
im just trying no to ask why 
all the good ones never last 
they never last 

i won't ever forget what was said 
i just wanna hear your voice again 
but that's something that i'll never get 
there's nothing left 
in me 

oh i'm going nowhere fast cause 
i keep wanting to go back and 
i'm just trying not to ask why 
all the good ones never last 
they never last

miss u jovan n troy, i love you guys

nowhere fast (prod. Vegard)

prod/mix/mast - https://soundcloud.com/ashtontraitor

Am I supposed to lie and just say that I don’t miss you
If wishes came true still wouldn’t take back what we been through
I’m stuck between emotions, can’t help but feel resentful 
I pray you move on but I hope you don’t forget too

So why I gotta live with your regrets
Why’m I always cleaning up a mess
Lies & drugs, I can’t tell who’s dead
I got 3 ghosts wandering through my head

I got issues, trusted in you, they all let me down in different ways 
But there’s a pattern and I’m learning it might be my fault at the end of the day 

Am I supposed to lie and just say that I don’t miss you
If wishes came true still wouldn’t take back what we been through
I’m stuck between emotions, can’t help but feel resentful 
I pray you move on but I hope you don’t forget too

So why I gotta live with your regrets
Why’m I always cleaning up a mess
Lies & drugs, I can’t tell who’s dead
I got 3 ghosts wandering through my head

3 Ghosts (prod. Ashton Traitor)

I keep it shut 
my mouth don't ever say a bad word about you
cause i know that you really wouldn't want me too
and I guess that's fair

you don't think before you speak
the fucked up things you've said to me are turning bleak 
back then I used to always have them on repeat
but I guess I'm over it

I keep on turning back the pages (oh oh oh)
flipping through my life (flipping through my life) 
just to judge all the phases (oh oh oh oh oh)
that turned you inside out (I know I did u wrong)
I see all the things I've hated (i do i do i do) 
I don't know if I'm alright (I don't think I am) 
they'll keep on judging by our faces 
will we ever look alright 

tell me that you love me
before the time runs out
tell me that you need me 
cause I've been having doubts X2

I keep it shut 
my mouth don't ever say a bad word bout you 
i know its wrong 
but I'm still thinking bout you 
when times get rough
I try to reach out to you 
tell me what you want if you're down we could kick it now 

we keep it low key 
telling all our friends that everything is how it should be
I don't really mind tho cause at least I am not lonely 
his girl think that he's faithful but he's always in my bed sheets 
sorry 

tell me that you love me
before the time runs out
tell me that you need me 
cause I've been having doubts x2

Love Me (prod. 4ever Falling)

prod.https://soundcloud.com/a0rta
mix.https://soundcloud.com/kellbender

3 Ghosts (prod. Ashton Traitor)

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