Your voice is so beautiful, I feel like crying

this song + alcohol + thinking = tears $X BEVUTIFUL

@velvetqueen @teenpregnancy

sample: head in the ceiling by Title Fight 

lyrics: 

(scum)
I feel like i'm sinking deeper into the sea
you stare from afar so tell me what you see
when you're looking at me 
i'm only special in your eyes
thank you a lot but you don't see the other side
you don't know the real me
the real me 

(velvetears)
Believe me
When you're sleeping
I see you dreaming
While I'm in my head fuckin screaming
And I want you to know me
I wanna show you things 
That no ones ever known bout me
There's a lot I'm hiding 
But you're the one that I wanna confide in


in your eyes w/ VELVETEARS (prod. T e e n p r e g n a n c y .)

I've got a lot of fear for the day that we'll be dead (prod. tothegood)

produced by depression https://soundcloud.com/teendepression
lyrics n vocals by angelsik <33

lyrics~~
everythings a blur lately and everything is hurting me. And the sun's not warm like it use to be or maybe that's just me. The wind's like razors on my skin, why did i ever let you in? And i cant pretend that i am strong when everything around me feels so wrong.~ can i ask you something before you go, all of these things that I need to know. Like what happened to you and where did you go? I heard your fucking hoes and doing lots of blow, you do it for attention and you do it for the show, all of these things I already know. you say you're doing good but i see you hit your low, Im glad that you had to go. The wind's like razors on my skin, why did i ever let you in? and i cant pretend that i am strong when everything around me feels so wrong. i just need to know before you go, before you go, i just need to know before you go, i just need to know, i just need to know. before you go.

Youcouldhavewarnedme (prod. by depression)

<3 prod. https://soundcloud.com/vector_kid
fan art by https://twitter.com/kleocchi

[lyrics]
Yeah I’m feeling good but what does that even mean
I’m still scared I know that death is waiting for me
I don’t feel prepared, I got family praying for me
Cause it’s been too long that I’ve been on the brink of insanity
I cannot see
The person in the mirror has never been me

But my blood turns the dust into roses
My blood turns the dust into roses

I’m chasing all these dreams they run from me
& I can’t keep up but I’m fucking trying
I feel like all I’ve ever had is me
& I feel like I still don’t fuckin know me

Dust to Roses (prod. vector_kid)

wraith x cresylic - consciously destroying myself

prod. https://soundcloud.com/oilcolor

[lyrics]

I wanna go back
Back to the old me
But she doesn't exist 
She already told me

I wanna go back
To when I was just a kid
On city buses in the back
With every reason to live

I wanna go back
Back to when I cared
Back to when I could stare in the mirror
Without crying

I just wanna go back
Back to when little things meant so much more
Back when my daddy would run through the door
Back to when I didn't hate so much that I can't sleep anymore

I wanna go back
Chasing ice cream trucks with my sister
Aint been in touch since I fucked up, damn I miss her

I wanna go back

I Wanna Go Back (prod. oilcolor)

lyrics: 

baby i would die for u
suicideforu
i don't know where ur at where u been
but i'm so proud of u
baby i'm a fragile soul
i'm jus reapin what i sowed
i think i might lose control
spin the wheel n then i roll
u say u don't love urself
i could love enough for the both of us
i'd be happier if it was just the 2 of us
i wish i was happy as those pictures u drew
all the shit i go thru 
i'm still cryin without u

baby suicideforu 
take my fuckin life for u
i just want u to be happy pain u shouldn't go thru
baby i'm a fuckin mess
i feel heartache in my chest
maybe i just need some rest
maybe in time i'll forget
i just wanna love u again
i still wanna be more than just friends
ill be here for u u til my bitter end
for right now i guess i'll just pretend

suicideforu

prod @prodreaper

lyrics:

and i don't really want no new friends
all of you are fake and pretend
selling off the fake sadness 
while you're smiling, counting money from the reposts
but that's fine, that's fine

but you're not really sad at night 
you're just laying in your bedroom
while i'm staring at the ceiling, crying 
i'm always crying 
cause i'm just scared of everything that's coming

and i don't really want no new friends
all of you fake and pretend 
selling off the fake sadness
while you're smiling 
counting money from the reposts 
but that's fine, that's fine

heartless, pretend 
no heart, disguised in your lies 
you don't really care 
you don't really care

no heart (prod. reaper)

prod. https://soundcloud.com/oilcolor

[lyrics]
I'll meet you on the roof we met on
The same one that we never leapt from
The same one with that ledge we slept on
Snorting dust til the sun crept up 

I'll meet you in our bedroom 
Overlooking grass we tripped on every day 
With that old drawer where we kept our secrets tucked away
I keep reaching for my phone to tell you all about my day
I can't wrap my heart around the words that you will never say 

You made me promise 
That I wouldn't die without you
You made me promise 
That I wouldn't cry about you

You told me I should sing instead of cry
I made my first song that fuckin night 
You loved the parts of me everyone else hates 
You told me those were the parts that made me me 

And you made me promise 
That I wouldn't die without you
You made me promise 
That I wouldn't cry about you

But where is your promise
Why did you cry about me
Where is your promise
Why did you die without me

You Promised Me (prod. Oilcolor)

prod. https://soundcloud.com/kryptik_official
mix/master https://soundcloud.com/twdutchman

[lyrics]
It's like clockwork how my heart breaks 
Everytime it's winter
Warming up with all my mistakes 
This is just December

My fingertips are blocks of ice 
And no one's here to hold them
Snowflakes aren't as pretty
When you're the only one watching

Guess I'll cry in the snow
And make angels all alone
Guess I'll try to move on
Let my demons freeze in the cold

Guess I'll cry in the snow
And make angels all alone
Guess I'll try to move on
Let my demons freeze in the cold

I've never felt so much pain in my life
The grip that is held on my chest is so tight
Why does love try to kill me everytime
Or is it just my own heartbreak suicide

Bottles on bottles to bottle the thoughts 
Of regret and memories I never lost 
I'm letting everyone down, that's nothing new 
This winter will be so damn hard without you

Guess I'll cry in the snow
And make angels all alone
Guess I'll try to move on
Let my demons freeze in the cold

Guess I'll cry in the snow
And make angels all alone
Guess I'll try to move on
Let my demons freeze in the cold

Dust to Roses (prod. vector_kid)

VELVETEARS

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