ChillSad

@velvetqueen @teenpregnancy

sample: head in the ceiling by Title Fight 

lyrics: 

(scum)
I feel like i'm sinking deeper into the sea
you stare from afar so tell me what you see
when you're looking at me 
i'm only special in your eyes
thank you a lot but you don't see the other side
you don't know the real me
the real me 

(velvetears)
Believe me
When you're sleeping
I see you dreaming
While I'm in my head fuckin screaming
And I want you to know me
I wanna show you things 
That no ones ever known bout me
There's a lot I'm hiding 
But you're the one that I wanna confide in


in your eyes w/ VELVETEARS (prod. T e e n p r e g n a n c y .)

I like a story I can see right through - and I know you do that cause I do that too
The feelings best when its fleeting - the memory is best when it's leaving
What was it like when you lived back then?
I wanna hear about some people that you never met
I wanna stare up at the sun until i'm blind again, wake up in your arms again.
I can't get ahold, thats why you see me, I'm so shook up
God might forgive you but I don't, this is something you know.

Black ice, Got a suicide fever, think about the past i put weight on the trigger
When you get this old you really start to figure.
Black Ice, Got a suicide fever, cast stones in the past i put weight on the trigger
When you get this old you really start to figure.
I feel so small, what could I be doing wrong?

never met

I've got a lot of fear for the day that we'll be dead (prod. tothegood)

deadbeatteen - When you're around

prod: @tothegood
vocals: @supachefm @tmttmf
dl: https://tothegood.bandcamp.com/track/tothegood-x-tmttmf-x-fm-face2facetime
spoti.fi/2Bpo07A
apple.co/2Ab3U3e

lyrics:

---fm !---

What you see is blank space that covers emotions

When i break from my shell my wings will spread open

Ash to the ground like the leaves that are frozen

My heart is cold like the breeze from the ocean

Gone with the wind i cant wait for tomorrow 

Tomorrows a sin when im lost in my sorrow

Hold it within and i hope that tomorrow 

Is more than a race  or a path just to follow







---TMTTMF---

We became friends

Before we ever met



I could hear your voice in these

Messages



Pixelated eyes on my

Screen late at night I was

Scared to feel this way but I 

Let it in



Watching a life

One 

Frame at a time



Of

Photogenic angles pre

Meditated content I 



Want the real you, with

Every single flaw, your

Head on my shoulder, just

Waiting for the dawn





And

I know, your a

Half a world away



And

Facetime's the closest thing we've 

Had to face to face



But

Sitting in your inbox, a

Forward from me



An

Airline departure, you're

Leaving next week

spotify

tothegood x supachefm x TMTTMF - face2facetime

**Official Music Video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u09M92nyve4&feature=push-u-sub&attr_tag=E8nlLBMIusEJoXfW-6

prod: @greaf

SCREAMING INSIDE (prod. greaf)

Follow me on IG! @foreignforest_ 

Composed, Written, Recorded and Published by Foreign Forest

Lyrics:

I don't got time I can borrow
See if I can drive and keep my eyes closed
Don't know if I'll see tomorrow
and when I'm gonna die only God knows

Drink in my cup got my heart slow
Weed in my system got my eyes low
Life is just a pill thats hard to swallow
Peoples actions make me hollow

So i'm hello
Goodbye Ima get high
Cause that's the only remedy
to turn who is my enemy
Inside my head to friends with me

Listen on Spotify

hollow

@lilhappylilsad @teenpregnancy

lil happy lil sad:

imma break down soon
in the same old room
that i always do
i feel so alone 

make some beats and smoke
pray i make it soon
pray they buy my shit
cause im so damn broke

girl im so damn cold
i might freeze to death
rollin up some dope
smoking trees for stress

fuck the life i had
i dont want it back
fuck the friends i had
they just made me sad

now its me and her
bout to fuck the world
we dont need no help
we came up from dirt

i still hate myself
thats a side of me
wanna kill myself
and ive tried im weak

mom would drive me in
everytime i did
i would ask to leave
and theyd give me pills

that shit on repeat
every other week
they would numb me down
till i couldnt speak

teen pregnancy:

lay me down
i dont wanna die
i cant sleep alone
need u here tonight

you were everything
you were my god damn life
now its all fucked up
and i wont sleep tonight

i was snorting pills
you were up all night
i swear i couldnt feel
i was so damn high

liquor in my blood
you were all i want
i gave you everything
i feel so unloved

you finally got exactly what you want
you were off getting fucked and i was so fucked up
fuck the wedding ring fuck this life i lead
got me feeling numb doing bumps off keys

i dont wanna live
tried to kill myself
girl ill numb you too
take your life as well

i wanna watch you bleed
she gets numb for me
lets kill ourselves
so i can sleep

lil numb w/ Teen Pregnancy (prod. lilhappylilsad)

produced @prodreaper 

lyrics:
(scum)
mistakes that we made 
can never be erased 
but we can try and try again 
cause i, i'm falling deeper than i did before 
i kiss the ground
i'm falling down 
i kiss the ground 
i'm falling now
i'm lost, i'm lost
i'm still lost 
find me, find me, find me, find me 

(VELVETEARS)
im lost
and i don’t think that I’m worth finding
i stay inside 
cuz the truth in the sun is too blinding
ya i wanna die
tell me something that i aint heard a million times
I’m not a pretty image u can paint in the sky
i hate to say hello because i hate to say goodbye
i swear ill cut a throat if i hear another lie
i swear ill cut my throat if i waste anymore time
i hate to say goodbye

hate to say goodbye w/ VELVETEARS (prod. reaper)

prod. https://soundcloud.com/ginsengxx
mix/mast. https://soundcloud.com/youngburial
art by https://www.instagram.com/collabcarts/

[lyrics]
Sometimes I crave the dirt
Sometimes I wanna feel low
Sometimes I crave the hurt
Sometimes I wanna let go

Cause on sunny days 
All I see is the rain 
I know that this warmth cannot last
And these doctors wanna put a name 
To my feelings, to my brain
Before they’ve ever lived my past 

What are you asking 
If you’re not asking yourself
What am I doing right now
Who am I doing it for 
Do you wake up happy 
Or do you wake up wondering 
Who’s pulling strings on all your moves 
Cause they just don't feel like you

Seems like the whole worlds been programmed against me
I’m feeling so empty 
I’m thinking these drinks can fill me up and I’m wrong again 
Singing these songs again
Lost in my mind 
The end is near I can feel it 
I believe in delirious thoughts being the clearest
I know you're hurting too 
Can we just accept the truth
That we're not here for any good reason
Just remind me to breathe in
I'll remind you to breathe in

What are you asking 
If you’re not asking yourself
What am I doing right now
Who am I doing it for 
Do you wake up happy 
Or do you wake up wondering 
Who’s pulling strings on all your moves 
Cause they just don't feel like you

Crave The Dirt (prod. gin$eng)

prod. @blacklunged

these days waking up is getting hard now
i knock the jack back
i pick up what i put down
bad habits comin round like theyre ancient
its no surprise that im gunna need a rain check
not goin out like i dont make anymore plans
sitting in my room, staring at the ceiling fan
wait, whos your mans?
guess i forgot to ask that
you haunt my dreams, i can see you in my flashbacks
i fill my brain with whatever i can find
im self defeating
always wasting all my time
got a 9 to my head, but i swear im fine
im unattached from the little that i call mine

im unnatentive to these bitches like i go to class
reach for the holster, load it up, and then i cock back
up to my dome, running frantic like my last lap
fill the spaces with distractions
cuz you know im bouta snap
like the led on my pencil when i try and write
i smoke a blunt, then im sleepin for the whole night
i didnt answer cuz im busy talkin to the knife
throwin shade like we forgot about the sun light
sometimes its hard to fight back
wake up around noon
stuck in bed while i smoke the sack
black fingernails creeping down to your body
always fucking up like its way more than a hobby
fiendin for some love, so ill take what i can get
nothings ev-er enough, death would be the safest bet
got ashes on my clothes cuz everything about me’s gross
you said i always did the least but bitch i always do the most

people fade away like ghosts, i guess its for the better
loving at what cost? feel closer with the reaper
when i see her its like all time stops
cuz im asleep while the fucking rain drops

smoking packs while im alone
i write these songs and hate myself
this alcohol straight to my dome
and i dont pace myself
fuck a chaser
all i chase are these illusions 
happiness, a fallacy
ive come to the conclusion

these days waking up is getting hard now
i knock the jack back
i pick up what i put down
bad habits comin round like theyre ancient
its no surprise that im gunna need a rain check
i fill my brain with whatever i can find
im self defeating
always wasting all my time
got a 9 to my head, but i swear im fine
im unattached from the little that i call mine

Follow me <3

while the rain drops (prod. blacklunged)

prod. https://soundcloud.com/kryptik_official
mix/master https://soundcloud.com/twdutchman

[lyrics]
It's like clockwork how my heart breaks 
Everytime it's winter
Warming up with all my mistakes 
This is just December

My fingertips are blocks of ice 
And no one's here to hold them
Snowflakes aren't as pretty
When you're the only one watching

Guess I'll cry in the snow
And make angels all alone
Guess I'll try to move on
Let my demons freeze in the cold

Guess I'll cry in the snow
And make angels all alone
Guess I'll try to move on
Let my demons freeze in the cold

I've never felt so much pain in my life
The grip that is held on my chest is so tight
Why does love try to kill me everytime
Or is it just my own heartbreak suicide

Bottles on bottles to bottle the thoughts 
Of regret and memories I never lost 
I'm letting everyone down, that's nothing new 
This winter will be so damn hard without you

Guess I'll cry in the snow
And make angels all alone
Guess I'll try to move on
Let my demons freeze in the cold

Guess I'll cry in the snow
And make angels all alone
Guess I'll try to move on
Let my demons freeze in the cold

Velvet Winter (prod. kryptik)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7qG-lvGgAN4

prod. https://soundcloud.com/taylor
mix/mast. https://soundcloud.com/youngburial

[lyrics]
You always be letting me down
Wish I could keep trying 
But I’m done denying
That you are the reason I’ve found
Pieces of me that I wish I could kill 

And I can’t look in your eyes 
I don’t wanna see
The person I can’t trust right in front of me
You robbed me of a love that I really need
Hurts the most to know that you don’t need me

And I hope that I end up nothing like you
I really fuckin hope I’m nothing like you

You let me down, let me down slowly
It’s been a few years since you’ve known me
I’m scared every night for when you die 
Will I regret this hateful waste of time

But I hope that I end up nothing like you
I really fuckin hope I’m nothing like you
I hope that I end up nothing like you
I really fuckin hope I’m nothing like you

Nothing Like You (prod. taylor morgan)[video in bio]

an angels smiles what you sell
drag me slowly down to hell
misery is all i see
i can feel you here with me
cross my heart and hope you die
repeat the phrase until its time
born into this world to rot
all things come to be loved and lost

i wont be what you want me to be
feels like everyone just wants something from me

is it true what they say
just like night turns to day
you wake up to the sound
of your kids at your grave

say goodbye
say goodnight
make sure you sleep tight
knowing well this the last time youll see the sunlight

i did it all for you
i did this all for you

cross my heart n hope u die </3

sample- roaring tides (clannad)
prod. by @visions718

UNIVERSITY OF DEATH NEXT

lyrics

remember when you liked me
I remember highschool
Now I think you hate me
but one day it was all cool
You was such a real one
sad to see you leave me
I was startin to feel sumn
baby girl believe me
Now you wonder why I don't pick up the phone
you've broken way too many hearts to know
That this takes time
and lately I've been feeling strange inside

I feel emotion, when i'm smokin
makes me wanna relive all the moments
You should know this, girl you should know this
it's a party girl I need someone to go with
it's been too long since you came through
i'm just chillin here smokin I got nothing to do
Just come to our spot you know I ain't judging you
you forgive me and then I forgive you

The pieces are all there
so how do you still think I don't care
This isn't a problem we should bear
and at this rate we won't get anywhere
I can get much better at this I swear
but you're not the type of girl I'd share
I need you to myself let me stroke your hair
or if it's over i'll dissolve into thin air

the pieces [prod. by visions] <UOD NEXT>

prod.https://soundcloud.com/a0rta
mix.https://soundcloud.com/kellbender

Nothing Like You (prod. taylor morgan)[video in bio]

VELVETEARS

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