"I've been here all along hiding in plain sight, asking to be found" said my depression this week.

Lyrics :

(Verse)

I'm the one who stays, Chasing dreams and don't know how to sleep,
I'm the one who's stuck, Cause my drive got very shaky will,
I'm the one who claims, I got Soul but kill myself with pills,
I'm the one who says, "Fuck it ! Let's just do it how we Feel",
I'm the one who tries, Try so hard but never get it right,
I'm the one who lies, Self deception that's my Apple pie,
I'm the one who eats, Eat these pussies I have apetite,
I'm the one who fights, Fight for nothing, I'm a parasite,
I'm the one who hides, Every single low behind a high,
I'm the one who lives, Live for nothing, I am a "Nolife",
I'm the one who steps, On the dancefloor, show you how to move,
I'm the one who makes crazy patterns on a funky groove,
I'm the one that people love to hate, 
people love to hate,
I'm the one that people love to hate, 
people love to hate,

Official Lyric Video

Lyrics:

Verse 1:
Swallowing
Down my dreams
With thirty tilidin’s
Blind without you
I can’t see
I’ll crave this
Like a fiend
Following
Your river
Down the stream
Drowning deep
I can’t breathe
You keep me
Suffocating
Like a fiend
You keep me
Suffocating

Verse: 2
Wallowing
In extremes
Mania
Screams at me
Addiction
Take’s it’s grip
Set me free
I’m begging
Out to you
For relief
Opioids
Release me
Suffocating
Like a fiend

Outro:
Like a fiend
You keep me
Suffocating

Credits:
Vocal Recording & Performed by MoonbitezXXX 
Produced Beat, Lyrics, & Mix / Master by Goremane (Paul Gorman)

Suffocating On Opioids (Prod. Goremane)

In depths of despair I’m lost and alone
(i'm lost and alone)
You were the poison that seeped into my veins
Leaving me shattered bound in love's cruel chains
You tore our love apart, left it in ruins
Oh my shattered heart, shadows i’m consumed
Baby i won't cry another tear for you
In this tragic tale of love gone astray 
I’m drowning in sorrow–forever i’ll decay

We dance in the moonlight
but it was all a lie
(baby i won’t cry another tear for you)
Betrayed by your touch i wither and cry
(i'm not gonna cry)
Promises we made now broken and defiled
A tragic love story where hearts were beguiled
Promises we made
You tore our love apart 
left it in ruins

Oh my shattered heart, in the shadows i’m consumed
Oh my fragile heart flowers and they bloom
(i’m drowning in sorrow, forever i’ll decay)
Garden of emotions oh i'm filled with doom
Oh impending doom, i'm drowning in sorrow
Forever i'll decay
Baby i wont cry another tear for youx3

Promises we made now broken and defiled
A tragic love story where hearts were beguiled
Forever i’ll decay
Baby i won't cry another tear for you
You were the poison that seeped into my veins
Leaving me shattered bound in love's cruel chains
You tore our love apart
Left it in ruins
Oh my shattered heart
Shadows i'm consumed
Baby i won't cry another tear for you x3
Oh my shattered heart, shadows i’m consumed
In the depths of despair…
Baby I won’t cry another tear for you

x. t34r 4 u .x( prod. jang0)

https://soundcloud.com/hazetrip

https://soundcloud.com/joziehaze

mixed and mastered by https://soundcloud.com/normanbased

prod. https://soundcloud.com/lordmindtrip

lyrics:

verse 1: youngmindtrip
I’ma causality of the war within 
Tat my pain on my thick skin
remind myself of who the fuck I am
never gonna let 'em hurt me again 
Yeah I’m an open book, so try and judge me by my cover 
I been down bad, but this shit done made me tougher
Yeah I make this music so nobody gotta suffer
Never trust nobody, yeah I learned that from my mother
But Mom said I'ma disappointment, so i ain't lookin' back 
Now they love me round the map, well would you look at that?
Grandma love me unconditional, that’s where I learned it at
I don’t need nobody else, my found family the perfect match

verse 2: jozie haze
hit the bottle, lost and drunk and all the fog
has got me blockin' all the numbers on the common call log
but I still keep burnin', and the wheels keep turnin'
even though I'm tired, ridin' till they all fall off
feels like every other day I find new ways of skirting death
until the world is losing color, ain't a bit of worth is left
you fuck with me this week, but then you hurt me in the next
so the company I keep is small, but that's what works best (and yet)
I'll never get how you fuck up and they see past that shit
how you lie and lose control and how you backstab
how you aimed to cave his face in, almost had it down
i still blame ya, but don't hate ya, I'm just sad now

hazetrip - home is where my heart bleeds (prod. dj lordmindtrip)

ketamine clouds in my mind 
i jus wanna fuckin die
can’t get u 
out off my mind
why? tell me why
did i try
when all u did was tell me lies
and u made me cry
i jus wanna fkn die

tell my why i try
tell me why u try n lie 
i don’t know what to do 
when im not right next to u

it feels like i’m stuck
my body’s trapped
my eyes they flood
u don’t love me but you could
taking all these pills
so nothing feels real
but even when i’m high 
ur still on my mind

ketamine clouds in my mind 
i jus wanna fuckin die
can’t get u 
out off my mind
why? tell me why
did i try
when all u did was tell me lies
and u made me cry
i jus wanna fkn die

oh it’s been a year now 
think of u n i jus frown
i can’t get forget you
i hope these pills kick in soon

111

i hope these pills kick in soon

ketamine clouds in my mind 
i jus wanna fuckin die
can’t get u 
out off my mind
why? tell me why
did i try
when all u did was tell me lies
and u made me cry
i jus wanna fkn die

all i do is try 
all i do is cry 
why’d you have to say goodbye

ketamine clouds (p. perarot)

Lyrics :

(Chorus)

I know you have a good reason to be mad at me,
I've vanished at the moment when you really needed me,
I feel ashamed for what I did and I feel so guilty,
Can I get another chance from you "Mon Ami" ?

I know you have a good reason to be mad at me,
I've vanished at the moment when you really needed me,
I feel ashamed for what I did and I feel so guilty,
Can I get another chance from you "Mon Ami" ? (Yeah)

(Verse 1)

Peep my emotions, my remorse is in this black rose,
They say sometimes that real friends turn to real foes,
I never been the kind to hate on my kinfolk,
I reminisce about the days we were real close,
I wasn’t focused on the fact that you had woes,
Last time I called you on your phone you had a strange voice,
I’m sorry if I called you on the wrong time,
I’m sorry if I’ve been away for a long time,

(Chorus)

I know you have a good reason to be mad at me,
I've vanished at the moment when you really needed me,
I feel ashamed for what I did and I feel so guilty,
Can I get another chance from you "Mon Ami" ?

I know you have a good reason to be mad at me,
I've vanished at the moment when you really needed me,
I feel ashamed for what I did and I feel so guilty,
Can I get another chance from you "Mon Ami" ? (Yeah)

(Verse 2)

Do me a favor come outside and take this red rose,
Come swipe my tears, let me take you a little backwards,
Back in the days we used to act like we were outlaws,
You made it fun even when my life was mad hard,
Laughing at pain, blowing steam in the backyard,
My momma used to whoop my ass she was a diehard,
Your momma used to serve us food she was a kind heart,
You the only one reason why I know what’s one love,

(Chorus)

I know you have a good reason to be mad at me,
I've vanished at the moment when you really needed me,
I feel ashamed for what I did and I feel so guilty,
Can I get another chance from you "Mon Ami" ?

I know you have a good reason to be mad at me,
I've vanished at the moment when you really needed me,
I feel ashamed for what I did and I feel so guilty,
Can I get another chance from you "Mon Ami" ? (Yeah)

(Dr Gary Daniel)

What is a "Frienship" ?
What a "Friend" is a someone you can sit with,
And you feel comfortable with,
Without any pretense at all,
You can just be you.
I recently got an experience of meeting somone who,
Was so comfortable to talk to,
It's like i've known them for years.
Talking to them made me feel good, 

(Chorus)

I know you have a good reason to be mad at me,
I've vanished at the moment when you really needed me,
I feel ashamed for what I did and I feel so guilty,
Can I get another chance from you "Mon Ami" ?

I know you have a good reason to be mad at me,
I've vanished at the moment when you really needed me,
I feel ashamed for what I did and I feel so guilty,
Can I get another chance from you "Mon Ami" ? (Yeah)

I know you have a good reason to be mad at me,
I've vanished at the moment when you really needed me,
I feel ashamed for what I did and I feel so guilty,
Can I get another chance from you "Mon Ami" ?

I know you have a good reason to be mad at me,
I've vanished at the moment when you really needed me,
I feel ashamed for what I did and I feel so guilty,
Can I get another chance from you "Mon Ami" ? (Yeah)


Produced by ttthou

(Official Lyric Video)

Mon ami

Hold on tight to your DREAMS, never let them go, this is an interlude to remind people how important dreams are. The song is in French but i have a lyrics translation for y'all. Prod by https://soundcloud.com/dutilleul

Lyrics :

(Intro)

The fear of failure,
Destroys much more dreams than failure itself.
What i'm telling you here is valid for any dream.
Because there will always be a risk and reasons to not start.
You wanna be a singer ? 
It's a dream that requires preparation.
Accepting that there's a risk, is what allowed me to free myself to launch my career.
Take time to think about it.
It might night be as clear as it supposed to be at the beginnings.
What do you like ? What makes you dream ?
Dreams need preparation.
It's amazing to live your dream...Do Not Give Up.

(Verse)

For what dream to pay this price ?
Nobody told me.
Maybe i'm between the ones who wastes their life,
One day regret it all then dive into madness.
My conscious tell me :
Beware little boy !
It's been a few night i hear my momma saying.
"I Think about you when i pray"
I'm homesick of the country i fled,
If they had told me before i was gone,
I will have understood it.

(Chorus 2x)

Once far from this place,
Don't forget to live,
Don't hesitate to change,
You must live with the danger,
To end up misunderstood,
Don't hesitate to love even the remorses and the regrets,
We only live once.

Prod by https://soundcloud.com/imyourlovergirl
Sorry Guys i've been very depressed and busy this week, this is what i can give to you. Please tell me in the comment section how you feel about the music, it helps me be a better artist.

It's Over Goodbye

echos of the silence (prod.SteadyBurnin)

Beat(sped up): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sc5XF15f5cw

es ist winterzeit

b b y . . .

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song by #velvetears prod kellbender


mix edit by stupidppl

VELVETEARS- IMMA LIE (prod. Kellbender) *Stupidppl Mix*

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who is she now
high above the ground
you couldn’t reach me now
i cry when no ones around
love watching you go down
act like u so proud

proud (prod. gxm)

Losing Control

Prod By https://soundcloud.com/suma_wav

Lyrics :

(Chorus)

The Devil tryna steal my light,
I woke up and i couldn't fight,

The Devil tryna steal my light,
I woke up and i couldn't fight,

The Devil tryna steal my light,
I woke up and i couldn't fight,

(Verse 1)

My kidneys failed me overnight 
I had to put up a fight,
The doctors put me in a coma,
Just to try to save my life,
I hope the angels do me right,
If I have to lose my life,
Sometimes you have to pay the price,

(Chorus)

The Devil tryna steal my light,
I woke up and i couldn't fight,

The Devil tryna steal my light,
I woke up and i couldn't fight,

The Devil tryna steal my light,
I woke up and i couldn't fight,

(Verse 2)

A lot of gossip from the herd,
My nigga I’m just tryna work 
My neighbor screaming on his wife,
He asked me "can I spend the night ?"
It’s seems like everyone is hurt,
I swear I’m running out of words,
My brother put his father in a coffin,
 Then his mother turned around and died,
It doesn’t matter if you’re right,

(Chorus)

The Devil tryna steal my light,
I woke up and i couldn't fight,

The Devil tryna steal my light,
I woke up and i couldn't fight,

The Devil tryna steal my light,
I woke up and i couldn't fight,

(Official Music Video)

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NEW SINGLE "Stoic" Available on Soundcloud and Youtube.
For any inquiries : mousto52000@yahoo.fr

weirdo music based on spiritual experiences

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<3, new secrete page somewhere else, i think i'll let this one rest a little thank you to everyone who has tuned in illyyyyy 
- peace, love, and positivity forever !!!!

Thanks for checking out my music. The lyrics and vocals are mine, the beats are created by various musicians that are credited in parentheses of each song. I started creating music from poetic and lyrical inspirations and writing that started with reading old journal entries from difficult times in my life. I use a lot of repeating themes and you'll notice this as you listen more.
Some of my poetic lyrical inspirations are from Shakespeare & E.E. Cummings. 
Some classic/old school artists that inspire me are: Elliott Smith, Bright eyes, Brenden Urie from Panic at the Disco, Lane Staley of Alice in Chains, & Counting Crows.
Some newer artists/soundcloud artists inspire me:
 Softheart, guccihighwaters, sewerperson,  velvetears, 4everfalling, yung van,  guardin

all lyrics aside from one song are my original writing.
(photo by William Zdan)

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