Lyrics:

[hero]

i could hear the wall talk this whole time
i could see the ghosts i know i'm
going mental might as well waste the downtime
and i know by will i'm stepping on a landmine

i don't talk to strangers
i don't even talk to me
waste away online
as these bugs invade my sink
sing into my microphone
and people try to leech
holes n shit called cavities waste away my teeth 
toxin from the wind just
makes it hard to breathe
it was carried from the power plant that failed back in 03
and it gave because the thing was empty of its employees 
cause they were tired of the boss that ruled their 7 seas

[cyzun]

I keep on sippin on moonshine
Hoping that I fucking flatline
I’m still Alive that’s a bad sign
Lie to my peers and say I’m fine 
If I keep retaining my thoughts
Sooner or later I will end it all 
I am a failure it’s nobodies fault
I jumped on the landmine and made it go off

You think I’m fine cause I never say shit 
Dont try cause your time will be wasted
rather sit alone in a home that is vacant
Thinking bout the noose in the basement 
I'm standing in the middle of a dark room 
Sick and tired wondering will it end soon
Serotonin hurry up I need you 
Cause I’m barely hanging on like a loose screw

[emptychest]

i think im wasting my time
fuck ur tears ion got none left to cry
got no hope but ill still give it a try
swear to god ill never work a 9 to five
five o five in the middle of the night
ion wanna fuckin die but it seems so right
buckle down or ur gonna end up dead
spend ur whole damn summer lying in ur fuckin bed
soundcloud revenue aint gon pay the rent
voices in ur head aint real js stop being depressed
yeah thats what they tell me and ion like it
and thats what they tell me imma bite it
yeah its all fun and games till its all over 
and i pull the mf-

[hero]

i could hear the wall talk this whole time
i could see the ghosts i know i'm
going mental might as well waste the downtime
and i know by will i'm stepping on a landmine
i could hear the wall talk this whole time
i could see the ghosts i know i'm
going mental might as well waste the downtime
and i know by will i'm stepping on a landmine

landmine (w/ cyzun x emptychest) (whiteravenn)

i’ve been going insane
worrying about you everyday
and i’m not sure if i can continue 
the struggle in my brain has become an issue
and how do i know that you’re telling the truth this time
the-the-the consequences of your untold lies
will lead me to my direct demise 
will you still feel for me when i die?
cause i won’t be the one that you forget 
yeah you’ll regret
leaving me alone 
broken down on the ground
alone and forgotten 
dead and rotting 

(AUTUMN)

dead and rotting, my blood is clotting i'll
lay in a bed with a similar scent 
to the ones that are pinching my tongue
weight on my lungs
fat in my veins
begging the sun, to go away
what does he want? keep me awake 

i gotta answer questions time's creating
cold cause i'm dissociating fast

(2x)
the smoke and ash is all i need
life is fast, so leave me be

untold lies w/ autumndropsdead (itamii)

[+ loverboybeats]

@navyxower
@dylaanlotus
@noxious-nights
@souldfadexo
@emptychest
@northshoremusic

(navy)
gotta black tee
some would say its green
baby i gotta lay down
baby im feeling weak

wandering through the streets
heartbreak on the seames
ima travel cross the sea, i wonder what it means

party you party, lets party you talk in ur sleep, i need to get outta here again
why do you wanna get down with him, i heard you talking im sick

when we met by the water
would you think of me differently, if i had a daugher
i watch all these aniamls go to slaughter
its cause ur all selfish, what did they do wrong

(dylan lotus)
i’m burning up, i been hellbound
i’m leaving this earth cuz you hate me
so fuckin lost, i been spellbound 
i’m under the curse that you gave me
fuckin it up til you break me
all of these drugs that i’m taking
lace a few pills and i’m soarin off
lovin a thrill yeah i’m pouring up
fucked up; i’m worthless 
constant soul searching 
am i really worthy of love? i’m not perfect

(noxiousnights)
why am i so hard on myself ?
my goals are too big it's ruining my health
i could really make it easier
but all the summer i make it feel like winter

I distort my mind to help me cope
the world is spinning i'm out of control
sometimes it feels like there's no hope
i'm lost in my thoughts i can't let go

(soulfade)
Surely hate the way you talk to me
When things around fallen downward
In sense I never wanted this
Things would never happen way too soon

Always talking to myself at the noon
Always staring blankly at the moon

(emptychest)
different day different rolls
u know how the story goes
u know how to keep me close
i know how to keep u warm
its my responsibility
to keep u warm..
i never thought id live, endeavor!
never thought id see forever!
i didnt think id find my home
I really thought id die alone 
die alone.
nobody knows whats in my head.
ive been counting down my days
so i can finally get some bread
ay, see my, be my, mind
you'd die in a second!
its crazy to think im the same as you

(TNS)
Take the path that’s in front of me 
Feel the rhythm inside of me 
Tired of just playing hide n seek 

Where you really at girl, I don’t wanna leave 
Self esteem aside, girl I need you with me 
I just did a full 180

Hide & Seek w/ NAVYXOWER, dylan lotus, noxiousnights, soulfade, emptychest & The North Shore

i am not the one
opening up
tryna fall in love
im making it up 

to you
but i always look like a fool
as wait for
the right time

you can never pick
even if i decide
its like a waveform, in the right night
coming out at me, like you held that knife 

coming through
sedatives in june
who are you?
i would never do this to you

ur pretty girl
with a pretty guy
could not forgive myself, how i ruined that night

if i say goodnight, and goodbye, would you look for me tonight

coming through
sedatives in june
who are you?
i would never do this to you

im a fool
walking through your room
i could never give up
never let go

whats it mean to you
when you look me in the eyes
baby you look like a no-bell prize
do it or die
long, late nights
stay up and cry

Sedatives In June (feat. American Dead Cross) (prod. irby)

prod raspo
mixed/mastered by getbetter

Lyrics:

rend it apart, i guess we'll move on now
i feel psychosis taking root in the scars you left
open hearts bleed courtesy of the knife 
i see my angel's wings shedding feathers in the moonlit night, okay i'm not alright

i want you to hold me tight

cause the life that i breathe through these chapped lips of mine, 
won't ever be cause enough for me to not lie 
oh and god saw you break my heart again
and i swear to him you wont get away with it
oh i was there when nobody else was, and i saw the darkness in those stale bones

oh it's clear to me, that you'll discard our history
throwing up blood as my esophagus wears down
oh the pills they saved me but the pills they hate me
twice i've met the reaper why wont he take me

you were perfect to me in everything that you do
well then i took the medicine, and i know what you did
baby you twisted my words so you could carve upon my skin
and i hate to admit it but on this liquor i depend
your soul i would defend if you were ever in need

inaction forms these complacent thoughts of mine
vertebrae collapse when i try to carry the weight
my love for you predates the day we met

i relapsed i was jus tryna see you
i ruined my life while tryna wait for you
i wish i could torch the feelings and demolish the view

fuck the excuse its always somethin new
i'm so tired i could go comatose
honestly preferable to tying the noose

cause i just wanna slip away
please don't hear this and tell me i'll be okay

tenseiga_ (raspo)

halfhearted (https://soundcloud.com/user-642636378)
FøRD (https://soundcloud.com/breckenford)

Greenwood:
ice on my shit, when i'm stopping it
(burning cold when i hit)
i just left an ounce where my body is
(up inside of this bitch)
up inside my head as soon i'm clocking it
(clocking shit and i dip)
they won't find a reason, it ain't obvious 
i promise it

i call out in the snow
(somewhere to feel life)
i wonder where it goes
(someone to take mine)
i don't know if you know 
(fade in the foglight)
that we've been here before
something else gotta give i don't know why

FøRD:
seems like every day time slips 
saying mayday
lucky life I live if you say that then you don’t know me
cuz i deal with the phonies and the frauds on the daily
they make me an insomniac why everybody hate me
they act like they all want me but they really just betraying 

baby often makin me so silent make me shaky
I’m waitin while faded

the lights up in our basement 
still shaded but luckily it’s still vacant

so come down when u wasted
I’ll change it to that playlist 
I’ll wash away the parts that you invisioned would be painless
girl you make me so brain dead 
like grab another latex get in bed get undressed and then I’ll say what to do next

halfhearted:
who’s next in line
got me walking through a dream
i’m on ur mind
but it’s nothing like it seems

u pushing me so far
my heart been living on the brink
gotta shoulder full of scars
i think you like to watch me bleed

but i don’t got time for you

lay me deep down i’m dancing with the devil by myself
where to go now
i’m sick of knowing you won’t ever help
you’re not helping me

Greenwood:
up the dose, yeah i'm taking two
steady shifting, i feel it move
i was losing my mind in truth
i was hoping you'd see it too
i was hoping you'd wanna go
i was hoping you'd see the pain
i was broken you wouldn't know
but that don't mean it don't hurt the same
up inside of my room
fuck the job, i'm aloof
drink the pain on the roof
nothing helps, i'm the proof
nothing changes in oakwood
couldn't text back cause my phone fucked
no one here even knows us
like i'm not here to be social

Someone Used to Live Here (w/ halfhearted & FøRD)

lyrics ⬇️ 

every thing you told me was a lie
you can’t even look me in my eyes no more
once everything I wanted but now I been floor
i been dying from the torch 
i been flying thru the door

miss what we had
everything was perfect 
every night we would laugh
I don’t wanna burn it
cuz I’m honestly attached
god gave me a purpose
and you stabbed me in the back
why’d you do that

brand new mission oh I can't wait to get loaded in
ten more minutes til I'm out there counting dividends
yea
watch me mix it in tell me that there's more to this
before I forfeit, I don't need no more of this
I went to Florida with my family then I told them that
I don't feel much more like family when you give me crap
let me sit up by myself when I'm feeling sad
promise that ill come back i don't mean to make you mad

but never once did you ask me if I’m fine
i been smokin blunts so that I could ease My mind
every night it’s the same
I cant ever go to sleep
all the time try to change
but I never wanna leave

(casperrr)
going dummy at the function  
just so i can fuck shit
nah i can't fuckin function 
with the way u changed so quick
really thought you loved me
but i guess i was mistaken 
they way u kept pushing me back
hiding mthe fact u were taken

used to look up at people
and now most are at my level
all i have left is a house 
that's filled with air and our shadows
you left a hole inside my heart
turned from special to mental
like chaging howl for hollow 
i know it was not accidental

at this point i don't know what family is?
people stop caring about u when u stop being a kid 
i've been alone ever since i was 14 
left to deal with a bunch a shit, i don't know what i did
idk how i made it out
idk what it is
maybe i had more to do
maybe i was born for this
i just hope so cuz otherwise imma quit
life in general cause without music life is boring as shit

forfeit w/ casperrr (tiedforsilver)

lyrics 

[maesk]
hold me and don’t let go
do u not know what you are do u not know what this is
i get it ur drawn, unrealistic expectations, u have what is ideal and try to replicate it here in this cold world where the dark never disappears, the light we see will all wither till it’s final flair

i know a lot of people not a lot of people know me
i tend to prefer distance when so when it comes to being lonely 
i don’t mind guess i’m too aware, i’m not scared, only that i might never show fear
i’ll just stare at the ground

yeah i’m still human despite what u may think 
just plenty problems nothing like a good drink won’t fix
something to help me look at this place a little more wrong
maybe time to write another sad song


hold me and don’t let go
do u not know what you are do u not know what this is

time to write another sad song
a few will listen but no one else know how long
i been thinking and been feeling all these things 
u say u listen but u don’t know how it’s been. well u might soon

[goneafteraugust]

always had to hang my head by myself
get it together puff out my chest by myself
i know how it feels to be alone
leave a key under the mat in case i ever come home

so we can go lie down
where it’s quiet and the world won’t make a sound
u can listen to my heart beat pound
i’m headed to u babe i need it right now

forgotten key

forgotten key ft goneafteraugust (flesh x 1gokami)

i just wanted to know ft. spookybands (gaxillic)

prod. vector kids & drones

cyzun cover

lyrics

I don't wanna be stuck here all alone
But this world's got me feelin'
I can't find my home
I don't wanna wait no more
Open up the gates right now
This feels like my place, so-o
I don't know where else I can go
Might die in my sleep, oh well
Just drown me in the closest well
Just leave me on the nearest shelf
I tried to get up, but I fuckin' fell
I just try to forget all my pain
It never seems to work
Hear you whispering my name
Always lingering inside
Always figuring you'll leave
But you never left my mind
I know we said
If we're both lonely in 20 years
We'll drop it all
And be together, so insincere
I don't want no friends
I can't trust in them (can't trust them)
I don't feel a thing
Your word means nothing (nothing)
I leave the light on our porch
Always be waiting for more
I don't want no friends
I can't trust in them (can't trust them)
I don't feel a thing
Your word means nothing (nothing)
Staring at blank phone screens
Waking up with these bottles all around me
I don't wanna be stuck here all alone
But this world's got me feelin'
I can't find my home
I don't wanna be stuck here all alone
But this world's got me feelin'
I can't find my home

velvetears x fats'e x 93feetofsmoke - alone (cyzun cover)

wish has been sleeping to this song on repeat and has now got handcuffs tattoo’d on him, resulting in this song being @ 800 plays before it even dropped, i love u wish

this is pretty much thisjealousyisgonnakillme part 2 
prod by tennis player (not andy murray)

lyrics:

hold me i can’t breathe,
put your hands around my throat,
i’m apologising for the things that i’ve done wrong,
got her makeup on my sleeve,
when she cries she don’t let go,
the pain in her eyes is enough to stain my soul

i’m forever ever gonna be chasing this dream,
people wanna talk but never say it to me, it won’t last
it won’t last, yeah 
and i’m thinking bout my friends when i’m tryna get to sleep,
4am thoughts, jealousy on repeat, 
i thought they said that time would stop this

but i guess, things come to those who wait
(and i’m a little impatient, handcuffs now i’m crying at the station)
and you left your smokes when you walked that day 
(fuck you bitch i’m gonna take em, stand up baby it’s a celebration)

everything that you said was a lie,
everything, everything was a lie
thing you said, thing you said yeah yeah yeah yeah
was just a lie

and i guess, i’ll just stay
your lack of empathy, it blows me away
that’s ps i love you, tell you everyday
those brown eyes always put me in my grave

and my mum always said i’ve got a heart of gold
i promise you baby i won’t ever let go,
and i’ll just flip this car on its side, 
when they find us my love, 
still got my hand on your thigh 

everything, that u told me was a lie
everything, that you told me was a lie
everything, everything yeah yeah yeah 
was just a lie

velvetears x fats'e x 93feetofsmoke - alone (cyzun cover)

cyzun

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