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Illusion of My Mind – A Tribute to the Past.

Ten years ago, my friends and I recorded our first album. It was raw, loud, and unpolished—but it was real. A reflection of our fears, dreams, and the chaos of youth. Illusion of My Mind is more than just a remake; it’s a reimagining. A bridge between then and now.

The track is heavy, carrying the weight of those memories. It builds, swells, and pulls you into the storm—only to suddenly collapse. A sharp cut, a plunge into the void. The final moments dissolve into a droning hum, like an echo from the past fading into infinity.

Time moves on, but the music remains.

Unknown

10.02.2025

Illusion in My Mind

Disaster is a voice from the past — an echo from ten years ago when I first started my musical journey. This track was born during days filled with loneliness and anxiety, where music became my only way to speak without words.

"Disaster" captures that moment of stillness before the storm, the quiet whisper we hear when everything around us falls apart. Slow, droning notes stretch out like a deep, fragile breath, while a faint whisper lingers in the background — like thoughts we're too afraid to say out loud.

I kept it instrumental so everyone could find their own disaster in it… or maybe a sense of peace within the chaos.

Ten years later, I’m revisiting this piece to remember where it all began. I hope it resonates with you too.

Disaster

сколько слов (mixing)

Remix on my track "Illusion of my mind" by Vespaurel
Its bonus track from "Unknown"

Illusion of your mind (Vespaurel remix)

He had slept for too long. ❄️
Forgotten in the cold, buried beneath layers of time,
he heard nothing but distant echoes of the past. 🌫️

But at some point, the silence cracked. ⚡

At first, it was a barely perceptible rhythm.
The pulse of time. A whisper breaking through the ice. 🕰️❄️

Then came the voices.
Old, familiar, yet changed. They called to him:

✨ Wake up. ✨

The wind howled. 🌬️ The ice shattered. ❄️ He opened his eyes. 👁️

It was time to play music again. 🎵🔥

Wake Up

You are here again.
Smooth black sand under your feet.
A distant murmur of waves ahead.
You don’t remember how you got here.
You walk forward. That’s the only thing you can do.
The mist shifts, blurring the horizon, but you know what lies beyond—an endless sea. It calls to you, just like before.
Like always.
Each time you find yourself here, you lose something.
First, it was names. Then voices. Faces.
Now, you don’t even remember yourself.
But everything around you stays the same.
You look into the distance, but there is no end.
You know you’ve stood here before.
Maybe once.
Maybe forever.
You take a step.
The sand beneath your feet feels lighter than before.
You don’t know where this path leads.
You just walk.

"Unknown" – a story of those who seek themselves, but lose something every time."

A morning outside of time.
Somewhere between the last dream and the first ray of light,
there’s a place where nothing rushes —
only echoes drift in slow motion.
This track isn’t just music — it’s a room.
A space to hide from yesterday and delay tomorrow.
“Morning” was written in a moment of stillness.
It breathes with reverb, melts into silence, and leaves only one thing behind:
the quiet proof that you're still here… and that’s enough.
Welcome to a morning that never ends.

Reflection

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