lyrics:

We both had it 
I drink out the bottle
im not pourin up
pack up my bag
cuz this time im done
i had it 
and i feel so numb 
no im not the sad 
not that mad
knew this day would come

stop tellin me to say something
im to tired 
do nothing
im to tired of fake loving
whats the point in fussing?
go over board go awol
im so gone pass out in the car
thoughts in brain said believe in u
and the whole time i was ded wrong

       ~background vocals~
             DED WRONG x5
(its so funny u think ill miss u
that sucks cuz ill never miss u
stop trippen saying u cant trust 
u gon live ur whole life feeling ugly)

taking these pills feel it in my chest
mama said boy give it a rest
cant escape the demons in my head
i cant even even tell wuts right from left 

x_X

end 4 us (astralproject1on)

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new celine beach boy type

@saf0200

(localhost)
make me go away, go away, go away
i wont even stay, even stay, even stay
hardly even safe in my mind, in my mind
my blood wont stop pooling under my eyes

ill say what everybody else wants
ill be what everybody else needs
forget about being myself
ill live a life full of regret

(6snot)
make me hate myself
im not safe in my mind
my blood wont stop pooling from out under my eyes

drinking till im dumb and its never alright
cause i know when i wakeup ill regret tonight
starting to think i need to change my life
trying to find solace its so hard to stay alive 

(localhost)
ill say what everybody else wants
ill be what everybody else needs
forget about being myself
ill live a life full of regret (x2)

humanoid vision (w/ 6snot)

five says - 

i wish this would never end
like 2011
hit the ketamine pen
it feels just like heaven
skinny jeans on me
xtra small burberry
all i do is cook up beats
yea it sound so filthy
my fits they five star
avant garde
so bizarre
avant garde
uggs in the starbucks
like im in the suburbs
trashing the hotel room
you can call me Eloise 
you can call me Eloise 
you can call me Eloise 
tippy-top floor 
penthouse new York city
you can call me Eloise 
you can call me Eloise 
tippy-top floor 
blonde and fuckin wealthy 
you can call me Eloise 
you can call me Eloise 
tippy-top floor tippy-top floor 

lildeerr says -

dsquared 2 like the runway huh
got two diamond bracelets on my wrist right now
in a mk bag right now i cant chat huh huh
hide my face just so they cant see me 
she wanna chop my head off like a guillotine
i go to sleep in my mf skinny jeans 
she wanna chop off my head like a guillotine
i wanna pull up on you in a limousine
saw her on the front page of magazines
fuck the industry no one can manage me 
smoking out the pound no one can match w me
im a vamp can’t get no sleep 
rips in my jeans got zombie jeans

eloise w/lildeerr

turn down for what
im not done turning up
parti tonight
put on ur favorite outfit
lord forgive me for my sins
red hearts all in my dm
dreams never ever end
things i’m gonna regret

falling, down staircases
i saw you and started shaking
my lil heart it breaks 
i’m just flexing through the pain 
dancing in the rain

Punkinloveee ~ ballerina

fascination street w/xxcrush

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