mental illness luv

my personal favorite tracks over these last couple years

sad kid vibes

Limouxine Dre

Am I alright?

Alone

lyrics -

i ain't fazed
u can leave me here to waste the days
i can't take it, i didn't mean to run away
i'm running circles, you're never gonna see a change
and i ain't worth it, i'm gonna have to change the pace

left a section of my heart on the mantlepiece
just a token of my love and all my memories
is it something you could keep? or would it rot in place
is it something that you'd give up for anything?

(is it something you could keep? or would it rot in place)
(is it something that you'd give up for anything?)

i can't take it
i can't, i can't take it

yeah
slow down, i ain't seen you for a little while
too bright but the world will never drown us out
too late i don't think i'll ever make it now
i always overcomplicate, i always seem to loop around

to the end of the earth, oh that's where i'll stand
hands up i admit i never had a plan
is it really unexpected? oh you think you really got it wow
gun wound to the heart i'm cascading down

i can't take it
i can't, i can't take it

Stream <3

i can't take it

LYRICS:

SILENCE IS BY MY SIDE
IS EVERYTHING ALRIGHT?
ANYTHING IN TIME IS TO BE, AM I RIGHT?
DEEP INSIDE IMA DO OR DIE
DO YOU MISS ME IN THE NIGHT?
ALL NIGHT?
AM I ALRIGHT?

SILENCE JUST HOLDS ME BACK
WHY'D YOU DO ME LIKE THAT?
HAD TO LEAVE YOU IN THE PAST
IF I SEE YOUR FACE IM NOT GOING TO ASK
PEOPLE AROUND ME FAKE
GET THE FUCK UP OUT MAH FACE
POP A FLAT, IM OUTTA SPACE
YOU IN LAST IF THIS A RACE
(SKRRTTTT!)
SEVEN DAYS TIL NEXT WEEK
SUNDAY REPEATS
AND WE DON'T SPEAK
BURIED SIX FEET

Young Wisdom - Am I Alright (Prod. THISLANDIS)

these r done for fun :)
insta @shockcollars

sewerperson revenge cover (slowed+reverb)

sewerperson cocaine (slowed+reverb)

Collabed on this beat with @gaia-zambon-778002978

Lyrics:
so i never wanna leave my bed, i stay lost up in my head
please do not disturb me you could wake me when im fuckin dead
guess im giving up thats why you always gettin left on read
dont talk to me dont hit me up im busy tryna get my bread

dont take my pulse cause i flatlined
i know youll leave just like last time
put on a show like its halftime
like im a poet but i cant rhyme

you never heard a flow so slow, guess ive given up completely but im vibin on the low, i dont got no energy for nothin keep your fuckin hoe, she be slidin in my DMs im depressed but she dont know

said she thought its just persona
said she thought it was an act
said she thought that id be happy cause im piling up these racks
said she plays all of my songs
said she listens to my tracks
said she wanna save me now before im never coming back

Shedontknow

shedontknow (prod. Gaia & HKFiftyOne)

LYRICS I was in my head thinking everything was fine, thinking everything was mine, turns out it was a lie
I was in my head thinking everything was fine, thinking I was doing right, turns out it was a lie
Now I'm in my head hoping everything is fine, hoping that I did it right, hoping that its just a lie
 I was in my head thinking everything was fine, thinking everything was mine, turns out it was a lie
Haunted by the memories that always hang around me, never thought id change but you always fuckin' doubt me 
Now I'm lazy Now I'm crazy, Would you come back its just hazy
Every sad song reminds me of my childhood 
Every song I write reminds me of my neighborhood
(and I don't want to go there, No I don't want to go there)
 I was in my head thinking everything was fine, thinking everything was mine, turns out it was a lie
I was in my head thinking everything was fine, thinking I was doing right, turns out it was a lie
Now I'm in my head hoping everything is fine, hoping that I did it right, hoping that its just a lie
 I was in my head thinking everything was fine, thinking everything was mine, turns out it was a lie
Always in my head  I'm always in my head...
Always in my head
Mixed and Mastered by NESTOR HERERRA
{Prod SorrowBringer}

Winters Met

Trust

Trust (prod. sorrow bringer)

LYRICS Every time it snows I think of you and every time it rains I do too
I just want to go back home with you, watch the snow fall in the rearview
Tell all my friends their not alone cause everybody struggles but you just got to keep going 
I just want to shake em tell em that its ok
Tell em that we made it so, it so quit fuckin playin
You don't got to fake it com on man we made it
I know your body aching but you just got to take it
(limouxine)
Every time it snows I think of you and every time it rains I do too
I just want to go back home with you watch the snow fall in the rearview
Tell all my friends their not alone and I know the pain is so real but you just got to keep going
Prod by sorrow bringer 
mixed and mastered by NESTOR HERERRA & Limouxine

Rearview

Rearview (prod sorrow bringer)

LYRICS 
Take me to a better place 
Take me somewhere else that's great
I'm struggling your face is thin 
You said this shits in my head
You said that I'm not that cool well 
I need this bitch and I need that too 
Make more shit than you do too 
All your friends and all your crew
Cause a white on white and i want that too 
and a black on black cause I want you too 
and I told you that I break apart
and I told you that its not my fault 
Call me on the telephone break it off its not that hard
And I want it all but I want you too 
Take it back I'm here with you
And I know its not that bad I know 
And I carried all your friends LETS GO
And I carried this, and I carried this, and I carried this
White on a White and black on black  
And If all that I had said was true 
This song wont mean shit to you
Its the same old shit just a different day 
its the same old beat just a different lay
And I care about all that shit too 
But a bullet in the brain might feel good too
White on white and I want that too Black on Black coz I want you too
And I told you that I break apart
 And I told you that its not my fault
Cover Art by Nestor HERERRA
Mixed Limouxine Mastered NESTOR HERERRA

Fault

we back to uploading what's gooood<3

@saphir1996
@sorrow_bringer
@iofmusic

over the past feat. saphir (prod. sorrow bringer)

yes
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sewerperson- these nights are urs  (slowed+reverb)

sewerperson- cannibalism (slowed+reverb)

https://soundcloud.com/idletears
https://soundcloud.com/cpt_sad

lyrics:
until my heart stops beating 
and when my lungs stop breathing 
i thought i cared 
it’s losing all its meaning 
i’m unprepared 
i f*ck it for no reason 

i took the blame to say 
how you couldn’t try this
i’m living every day 
and i know i f*cked it up 

just hold my hands to yours 
you don’t know, you don’t know 
leave my bands to ya 
i’m solo, i’m solo 
couple xans i try 
to hold on, to hold on 
think i’m on on my own 
i’m alone, i’m alone 

no reason to believe me
im so f*cked up, im so crazy
and the thought of you leavin
makes me wanna keep drinkin
in my past life 
bet i knew u so well
will you keep me held down?
i dont see the sun now
cuz u never come around

im too far gone
and done grievin
no more sad songs
im done dreamin
all my vices
comsume me
i keep racin
wont stop movin

you mightve bit off more than you can chew
its so wrong how you dont think about me whenever you move
thought we were past this
youre made of plastic
i know that lovin me's a lot
never worth more than a thought, no

just hold my hands to yours 
you don’t know 
you don’t know 
leave my bands to ya 
i’m solo 
i’m solo 
couple xans i try 
to hold on 
to hold on 
think i’m on on my own 
i’m alone 
i’m alone

alone

idle tears - alone (ft. yesterday)

produced by Hairkiri (https://soundcloud.com/harikiri)
Remnts (https://soundcloud.com/remnts)
art by Mitchell Johnson

lovelove 爱爱
Recorded at lovelovestudios, brooklyn
www.lovelovenyc.com

JALA 加辣 EP

Buy This Song

NO HOOK Ft. Higher Brothers (prod. Harikiri + Remnts)

i shouldn't look back w/ scum & lil lotus [prod fats'e]

All art by: feedthegoat (https://www.facebook.com/feedthegoatOfficial).

<a href='https://theartistunion.com/tracks/feb331'>Download for free on The Artist Union</a>

deva.

Free Download

vocals by @guccihighwaters + @sulphs

other platforms: ffm.to/deadly-weapon

{lyrics}

guccihighwaters:
falling shorter than
what i expected
baby use me
i'm a deadly weapon
off the shit and i cannot feel my face now

sulphur:
i'm sick of this shit
relapse
i can't stay clean
this bullshit always happens to me
i'm not strong enough to stand on my own two feet
i'm not strong enough to push through another week
i'm breaking more and more everyday
and no one seems to care
they just watch me decay
please vacate the premises
i'm about to end my whole existence
and i've tried and tried to fix this
cried and cried

deadly weapon (feat. guccihighwaters + sulphur)

miss u haven't met u tho

Produced by Slndrmann

Connect with Mehki Raine:
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DOG EAT DOG WORLD

WOOF

DOGPUKE - … i still hate rappers (snippet)+sellgaℛage

LYRICS:
It’s so hard to love the ones you hate
but it’s so easy to hate the ones you love
Step over bodies soaking in the mud
We want the good times chase it like a drug

God where you at?
God answer me

But I am not holding my breath
Wake up I’m closer to death
She ripped out the heart in my chest
I’m breathing but feel like I’m dead

Rise and shine
Hate your life
Working nights
Answer why

DESIGNED TO WONDER (PROD.CRCL)

Cant Shake It (lilbearshawty)

Lxst - Homicide (feat. Powfu)

lxst had to delete the track so I'm posting it for those who liked it. Message me if you want the song taken down.

Lxst - Homicide (feat. Powfu)

Hold me down you stay around i haven’t been the same 
Haven’t gone insane 
Take away my pain 

Your prescene make me change 
To heights i cannot aim 
These feelings i explain 
Oh i feel em night and day 

If you’re week ill be strong 
Confess my love in songs 
Just know I’m holding on 
If you leave then I’m gone 

If i say it then i mean it 
I’m not feeling incomplete
Let me treat you like you know that you are loved 

If i pack up say I’m leaving 
Only taking what is needing
Grab your hand we running off into the sun 

I Waste time 
On my own 
In love (In love)

Don’t you leave then come right back to me 
Then just turn round right again 

You’re so special 
Why’d i make you settle 
Got me acting funny 
Angel with a devil 

Foot right to the pedal 
Take you to my level 
Do you need somebody 
I can be your rebel 

We been running round the damn place 
Tryna get our head straight 
I was cruising solo 
Swerving through my own lane 
Couldn’t love my family 
Never had a plan b 
Learning love from seeing you 
I know you not meaning not 

I Waste time 
On my own 
In love (In love)

I see when I stare in her eyes
Her souls keeps me moving 
When I have been losing 
Her energy giving me life 
I ain’t be living it right 

Filling my heart and soul 
Diamonds of carrots in gold 
Brining back all of my love now
When I’m with you I’m not coming down 

When I’m with you I’m not coming down
No where to go I’m not running out 
You hear me call and I’m calling now

i waste time

i waste time [ Prod. Kado ]

runaway (prod. feelo)

attitude (p. @rioleyva) "BITL" OUT NOW

Bad News ft. Lil Tracy (prod. thislandis)

Credit where Credits due: 
Mixing done by, NESTOR HERERRA/Mastering done by, LOVEKILSS
Track produced by, IOF
Vocals: Dre Morgan (Limouxine)

LYRICS:
              I called last night, your mom said you're out. Now
              I knew what that meant Would I ever see you again?
                (I know, I know)   
            What happens from here. 
            What happens from here?
           Your brother called, He told me it all.
           He said that you're gone.
          (I Know, I know)
          This cant be real. This cant be real.
(Rest easy, Joshua Blech, and to all we have lost.)
IF YOU OR ANYONE YOU KNOW STRUGGLE WITH ADDICTION DM ME FOR RESOURCES!!! FIGHT OFF YOUR DEMONS!
Song wrote for a dear passing of a friend recently but also for who all I've lost over the years. Rest in peace!

(Other credits and special thanks! - Dev Gajan Williams and Alchemy, Brokebois)

Limouxine

Ode to a Friend

Ode To A Friend-(prod. by IOF)

Limouxine x Softheart - Where'd you go
Lyrics
Where'd you go? Man I miss you 
now my face blue all alone
Wanna tell you got my own place on my own, 
Now I'm lookin where I left you no one home 
and you don't pick up aint no 
missed calls on my phone

Where'd you go? man i miss you 
I'm sorry I dissed you I got issues 
you said its an issue well i didn't make it
I'm in a vacant I couldn't shake it 
and I aint gonna make it
Breaking in and I'm breaking out 
Breaking down and I'm breaking up
would you call me I'm fucking up

over the past feat. saphir (prod. sorrow bringer)

vFearce