Die in a hole

one of my most favorite songs

https://soundcloud.com/apriltool/egirl-spit

egirl spit (april tool cover)

Looking in the mirror, I don't recognize what I see
I see a washed-up, fucked-up wannabe
My heart and body hurt and my eyes bleed
Just standing in the mirror and I scream

I'm disgusted with myself
I'm disgusted with myself
I'm disgusted with myself
I'm disgusted with myself

Looking in the mirror, I don't recognize what I see
My heart and body hurt and my eyes bleed
I see a washed-up, fucked-up wannabe
My heart and body hurt and my eyes bleed
I see a washed-up, fucked-up wannabe
My heart and body hurt and my eyes bleed
Just standing in the mirror and I scream

I'm disgusted with myself
I'm disgusted with myself
I'm disgusted with myself
I'm disgusted with myself
I'm disgusted with myself
I'm disgusted with myself
I'm disgusted with myself

Negative XP - Disgusted With Myself (Extended)

Rick Reese - Suicidal Girl

i really like this song, so dont take it down sc

I want you to be
as miserable as me
i want you to scream and I want you to bleed
i want you to hurt
i want you to hurt
i want you to be buried deep down the dirt

I WANT YOU TO HURT
I WANT YOU TO HURT

Why arent you sad?
why aren't you mad?
why is your life great
and why is mine so bad
I wish you the worst
I wish you the worst
I wish that i could see you be carried away inside of a hearse

I WANT YOU TO HURT
I WANT YOU TO HURT

Wrath - Fried by Fluoride (yet another reup)

Coakira - Morphine

harm reduction

Semi-Aquatic and Armed

Active Shooter - Penguinband

TechClub Comp Vol. 3
8/24/24

These boring ass nights 
Makes my chest feel tight
I'm wasting my prime
and I'm so far behind 
I remember those nights only filled w dread
Now i cut myself just to bleed on my bed 

It's hard to say
It all plays the same
Can't remember 
Turning out this way
I don't want your help
I'll just save myself 
Stuck in my chair
Burning time to play
A fluoride mind
Misguide by incels online 

So bored out my mind, it's like i don't have a life
Shitty ass games and a half baked mind
Can't even lie, I'm not having fun at all
Playing shitty songs and suicide in Fall 

I hate to say that I'm not doing alright 
These stupid emotions only waste my time
My head has a help wanted sign 
Fixing my life and i still wanna die
I'm not gonna try I'm just gonna cry 

My life's set back
My heart's turned black
Life never begun
I'm fukin done 
I started too late
I can't escape this fate 

Just take me back
My minds all wack
I'm filled w spite
Just get me right

SOFT LOCKED

I miss you like shooter misses his school
I need you the way my neck needs a noose
I need you in my life like a knife in the eye, more lonely nights, throats getting tight, no end in sight
I want you like I want my teeth removed 

I don’t need you
You don’t need me too
I don’t need you
You don’t need me too

I still think about why you had to go so soon
I miss when you and I were brand new
What we had you destroyed overnight so fuck you
I’ll be better off alone, in my room

I don’t need you
You don’t need me too
I don’t need you
You don’t need me too

idontneedyou.m4a

hi sorry for disappearing im back and better tho fr 
hope you guys enjoy this one 

lyrics:
once again ive fallen to your poison
its a curse ive began to worsen	

ive fallen down again 
and i cant get up 
i miss who i was then
im in a cusp 
when will all this end 
cuz im just so stuck

since you left me on the side
i couldnt sleep another night
these days dont seem so bright
why do you think youre in the right
 i cant stand you youre an ugly sight 
hoping that you would just die
how come things just cant be alright
i wont go down without a fight

once again ive fallen to your poison
its a curse ive began to worsen
fucked from the start
she broke my heart
im a circus
and im fucking worthless

 ive lost myself 
im trapped in hell
i feel compelled 
to give you help
how could it end like this
i shouldve called it quits 

its all fucking game to you 
im hurting and i wish you knew
the constant shit you put me through 
its all a pain and you have no clue  
i was so blinded by her view 
i wish i knew what to do
 i had to piece my heart with glue
i didnt know she’d break me too

once again ive fallen to your poison
its a curse ive began to worsen
fucked from the start
she broke my heart
im a circus
and im fucking worthless (2x)

i lost myself
im trapped in hell (3x)

trapped in hell
trapped in hell

trapped in hell



so infiltrate my astral plane
help me make my mind erase
all the memories of what we had
i wish it didn’t turn out so bad 

you told me to text you when it snows
but deep down im sure of where i will go
you know that there’s no love 
theres no care and theres no trust
just know im doing this for passion 
not for lust

when you call me i wont reply 
i wont stick around to say goodbyes 
throw my phone into the creek
its not my fault she is haunting me

isekai x ?
 wanna change my life
isekai x ?
wanna run away and hide 

isekai

Decided to cover this masterpiece by the one and only Preripped (and even then it might be a cover but i can't find the original to save my life)
i figured out it's B, D#, G#, E at 145 BPM for those curious.

lyrics: 
You have to wake up early
Your tax dollars support me
Life's good when youre a neet
Dumb wagies can't compete

I'm never getting a job
Youre a slave and I'm not
Stay mad and keep on working
I'm at home doing nothing
---
Throwing my piss jugs out my window
Fucks given: zero
Cuddling my dakimura pillow
Keep on waging while I stay at home-
---
You have to wake up early
Your tax dollars support me
Life's good when youre a neet
Dumb wagies can't compete

You can rage but I don't care
I'm feeling smug cause life's not fair
but dont get tired trying to complain
Tomorrow is another day of work again
---
Throwing my piss jugs out my window
Fucks given: zero
Cuddling my dakimura pillow
Keep on waging while I stay at home
--
Living rent free inside your head	
Living rent free in my parents basement
--
Throwing my piss jugs out my window
Fucks given: zero
Cuddling my dakimura pillow
Keep on waging while I stay at home

S.leeping in M.ondays U.nemployed and G.loating (Preripped Cover)

Debut full-length by The Frights.

Mikey Carnevale - Guitar / Vocals
Richard Dotson - Bass / Background Vocals
Adam Lomnitzer - Drums

Recorded live on September 19, 2013, at SDRL. 
Recorded, produced, and mixed by Tommy Garcia 
Mastered by Ted Gabbard
Album artwork and layout by Richard Dotson

Submarines

I don't know
I don't know 
I don't know
I don't know

Where'd you go
I want to know

(Chorus)
I'm burning with memories
you come back like PTSD
you feel like a lethal disease
the way you make me feel so empty

I don't know
I don't know 
I don't know
I don't know

Where'd you go
I want to know

(Chorus)
I'm burning with memories
you come back like PTSD
you feel like a lethal disease
the way you make me feel so empty

School Shooter (NegativeXP)

***LYRICS***

She told me we're through, she told me goodbye
When she left the room, I couldn't believe my eyes
Well, I'm going to make you regret it
I'll be on TV and you'll never forget it

I load my gun, and go to the store
I shoot the clerk, and some customers
Someone call 911
There's a maniac shooting a gun

Shoot me down, kill me now
You won't take me alive, you won't take me downtown
This is my last resort
I don't want to live no more

Take my shot, death by cop
I knew the score, I knew how it'd end
Gore galore, it's time to transcend
I don't want to do this no more
You better drop me now until I hit the floor

Shoot me down, kill me now
You won't take me alive, you won't take me downtown
This is my last resort
I don't want to live no more

Take my shot, death by cop
Take my shot, death by cop
Take my shot, death by cop
Death by cop, death by cop

Negative XP - Disgusted With Myself (Extended)

vdqzd2

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