Overdosing soundin' good right now, stayin' in the past tense
They ask me "how I'm doin' now?"

If I'm honest. I'm feelin' so shitty
I'm coppin with bitches who got bigger titties
If I go out sad, I know some will come with me
But where will I go? I'm a sinner with so many flaws
When the devil sees me he starts grinning

Who wanna race to death like who wanna ride, who wanna ride
I cannot find a loyal woman who I could stay right beside, stay right beside
I got the Father, Son and holy spirit lookin' in my eyes, hearing all my cries
Cause I can't deal with life anymore, wishin' I would die, wishin' I would die

I guess this was a call for help, the urge I feel, I cannot help it
I got some support and therapy, it's not helpin'
I know some who would be there for me, and they care for me
When I speak, it must be carefully (cause they take care of me)

But I'll be all (alright)
I'll give you my all (alright)
I'll put down my gun (alright)
I won't put up a fight

Instead of putting the gun to my head, I'll pick up my pen instead 
I wrote this song while tears were dripping down all on my bed

Overdosing soundin' good right now, stayin' in the past tense
They ask me "how I'm doin' now?"

If I'm honest. I'm feelin' so shitty
I'm coppin with bitches who got bigger titties
If I go out sad, I know some will come with me
But where will I go? I'm a sinner with so many flaws
When the devil sees me he starts grinning

Who wanna race to death like who wanna ride, who wanna ride
I cannot find a loyal woman who I could stay right beside, stay right beside
I got the Father, Son and holy spirit lookin' in my eyes, hearing all my cries
Cause I can't deal with life anymore, wishin' I would die, wishin' I would die


A Silent Call For Help

DP - Dark Person/Dark Potion/

Most of my songs are experimental!

A Silent Call For Help

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