@idkconundrum
lyrics-
we were smoking cigarettes out the window
i dont wanna tell u where the time might go
i dont wanna tell u where the time might take us
why do they hurt me and why do they hurt us idk
been alone for 18 years
ur pretty smile got me through some
but i was innocent and dumb
never could predict what you have done
all the leaves are turning brown
i hate when ur not around
i hate when ur not around
i never pictured you leaving
i know i shouldnt talk about
dont let it out
she'll never let it go
no, feel like im goin insane
why cant i just walk away
i know u dont want me to stay
been telling me to leave everyday
fuck it in my head i feel like imma need a surgeon
i been poppin xannies but i dont think that is working
i cant even feel shit im lying with the serpents
i guess im cursed and such a fucking burden to you
i hope one day u come crawling back to me
i guess we'll see 
i guess we'll see
i wont wait around any more
im tired of just holding the door
with no purpose
i feel worthless
put me in the dirt bitch im hurting

idkconundrum - time might take us (prod. Jolst x 5head)

cocaine zombie EP

lil jumex - cocaine

Idkconundrum - HeartBoy

(slowed and reverbed) shinigami - insomnia

tonight

@idkconundrum - let u down (RARE 2018 UNRELEASED)

Lil jumex - You

@plskillgill - end it all (into the ocean) ft. jctheprodigy

JUMEX - Mirrors

never broke

never broke 2

(slowed and reverbed) shinigami - insomnia

heartboy