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lyrics

every single day it's just more of the same

is it a struggle cause it's not what they say

should we be grateful that it's all gone our way?
  


if we just break down in a heart beat ?

all fine it's good night it ain't about you
  
cause they don't care until they might see

setbacks in their plans and all that they do

if you do break down and you can't sleep

sweet dreams i'll catch you if you see me

and if the future isn't safe then

i guess the present's not a bad end


if you feel cold when you're alone

numb until the break of dawn

can i keep you on my phone ? i just

i don't know

if there's another life

why do we suffer for it

all just for a

taste of heaven


would you lie if no one noticed

would you crack right in the moment


everything created
 
is chaos animated

if we're all sinners then we're saintless


put it on my tab cause we're dead in a few years

spend and spend and spend i can buy my friends a few beers

i ain't living lavish cause i'm living with my own fears

i just wanna do what i want and i 


spending all night just thinking maybe i should die alone

5 years later i can't help but think that i was wrong

hundred tracks but i still can't drop a fucking song

22 now i'm finally dropping all these bombs


front to back like a palindrome

full stack and you better know

i wrote every letter bitch 

i even got the envelopes


if you wanna play im just someone that you can't ignore
every shot like klay it's a splash in the ocean though

if you come closer feel my heart beat

if you come closer then you might be

if you come closer feel my heart beat

are you the one i think you might be

heartbeat [prod. novander]

A compilation of instrumental demos I made in my bedroom.  (2019-2022)

Leash The Swan

don't let the inevitable stop you from being great.

partial prod by me (guitar is from a lowtow splice pack)

lyrics:

don't try to hide
the feelings deep inside
i'll help you find the light
so you won't have to cry
just know that i will be there for you
until the very end
and know that i have always loved you
'cause you're my only friend
i hope you know

and this life's so tragic
the world keeps spinning no matter what happens to us
and we lay so static
always wondering what it feels like to lose someone you love
but the time keeps ticking away
i can't waste another day
need to leave this fucking town
before my body is decayed

and the world keeps spinning
and the world keeps spinning
and the world keeps spinning around
and the world keeps spinning
and the world keeps spinning
and the (1, 2, 3, 4!)

don't try to hide
the feelings deep inside
i'll help you find the light
so you won't have to cry
just know that i will be there for you
until the very end
and know that i have always loved you
'cause you're my only friend
i hope you know

lyrics

the indifferent cruelty of the universe meets the indomitable human spirit

moment (official) (real)
ep soon :> mixed by rau < 3 

hit me,
think i can't accept it but believe me,
nobody can hurt me if it's all a lie, do you understand?
then just hit me here, right where i am standing

hit me,
think i didn't notice how you fleeced me?
told me that you need me but you
know inside you don't want me 'round
how you pray to god that you might be found

one day you'll know me by name,
was there ever any moment
you ever really noticed?

i don't even really care,
everything still unimpressed
(go find out, yeah go find out yeah)

i don't even really know
where the fuck i'm gonna go
(go find out, yeah, yeah)

some say, what's your next move?
kept my thoughts clean, and my mouth too
how my lips sealed, never found out
now it's, "fuck you, who's the boss now?"

hit me,
think i can't accept it but believe me,
nobody can hurt me if it's all a lie, do you understand?
then just hit me here, right where i am standing

hit me,
think i didn't notice how you fleeced me?
told me that you need me but you
know inside you don't want me 'round
how you pray to god that you might be found

she lives in a lie, you know the rest
i say what i think, and then you sound upset,
too close to the sun, i guess that's my fault
too stuck in my head, and not in your arms,

too late now it's over,
now when i go out i'm always sober
living in a dream was just another way to say it,
i just think that i won't make it out alive, alive

find a way,
know i'll find a way
feel i'll find a way,
i cross my heart hope not to die

hit me,
think i can't accept it but believe me,
nobody can hurt me if it's all a lie, do you understand?
then just hit me here, right where i am standing

hit me,
think i didn't notice how you fleeced me?
told me that you need me but you
know inside you don't want me 'round
how you pray to god that you might be found

hit me !

oh, for you to only be a faint memory.

stream on all plats: https://too.fm/d5x6z9x  :)
prod by me (guitar is from a lowtow splice pack)


lyrics:
i feel like fading
this life just isn't mine
i've lost touch too many times
all these thoughts stuck in my mind
i have trouble facing
your touch was so divine
now my heart is intertwined
with all the pain you left behind

and now i'm stuck behind a wall
that i'll be never able to break down
'cause the strength i had is gone
i guess that's what i get for not keeping you around

i feel like fading
this life just isn't mine
i've lost touch too many times
all these thoughts stuck in my mind
i have trouble facing
your touch was so divine
now my heart is intertwined
with all the pain you left behind

all plats :3

load region of deja vu

*Niqbo
I swear I fixed my mistakes 
Yet they tell I’m wrong
I don’t know 
Who to trust anymore 
Kick me out the door 
Bleeding on the floor 
I just wanted to help 
Trouble saving myself 
Be patient with me
Please don’t leave me

Stop 
Take a look at the clock 
I’m feigning your love 
I know we been distant 
Life so hard 
So inconsistent 

Don’t know that you stare
Don’t know that you care
I’m your nightmare
Be patient with me 
Please don’t leave me 
I just wanted to help
Trouble saving myself 
I swear I fixed my mistakes 
Yet they tell me I’m wrong 
I don’t know who to trust anymore 
Kick me out the door 
Bleeding on the floor 
Don’t know that you stare 
Don’t know that you care 
Be patient with me 
Please don’t hurt me
Please don’t haunt me 
Please just stop me 
I can’t stop myself 
I can’t stop myself 
I can’t stop myself 
Baby please come save me 

*9aradox
Can you save me girl
There’s blood all on the floor 
Heart made out of stitches 
Girl I’m rotten to the core

*Niqbo
You say you love me but you don’t 

*9aradox
Wrap your hands around my neck 
Yeah send me to the psyche ward
Girl your love is like a drug 
I swear it is to die for 
Heartbeat getting faster 
Yeah I speed it up like nightcore 
Speed it up like nightcore 
My life’s a downward spiral 
Sniper in my hand 
You know I’m aiming for his vitals 
In those vitals
Blood inside a vial 
Take a fucking blade 
Across my face and crack a smile 
Crack a smile 
ALL THIS BLOOD ON ME x3
Can you save me girl 
There’s blood all on the floor 
Heart made out of stitches 
Girl I’m rotten to the core 

*Niqbo 
Baby come save me 
I swear I fixed my mistakes 
Yet they tell I’m wrong
I don’t know 
Who to trust anymore 
Kick me out the door 
Bleeding on the floor 
I just wanted to help 
Trouble saving myself 
Don’t know that you stare
Don’t know that you care
Be patient with me
Please don’t leave

ALLTHISBLOODONME 9aradox+sylendanna

takeUdown out now!! vice cityyyy
NOW on spotify: https://spotify.link/VcrGVB5YmDb

lyrics:
far now, swear that i was over you 
by now, but maybe i'm just in my mood 
my, my, thoughts are getting old now,
out my head, get out of my head now,

and they're like 
run, run, little boy, run the fuck away
they'll say, what they'll say, you don't have to play,
it's all fake, fake, write it down, if you wanna stay
throw it back, with another punch attached, on the way  

used to have to get down on my hands
need to pretend, burdened my back
you wish you knew me then
now i'm old, getting older
21, need composure
     
and i don't wanna fuck my, life up 
but i still wanna get and make it,
right, how, 
i need to get even, maybe, right now
bring you down a peg and take your, life down
bring you down a peg and take your, life down

but i still wanna get and make it,
right, how, 
i need to get even, maybe, right now
bring you down a peg and take your, life down
bring you down a peg and take you--

yeah, what the night seen?
hiding in the dark, hide it from the right scene
cut it out clean, wouldn't let them all know
fill your eyes up like a laser light show

they be telling me
run run, run away, you don't wanna know
you don't wanna find out where you're gonna go
it's a rat race in the ground, sky's the limit
one in a million like you found the golden ticket

far now, swear that i was over you 
by now, but maybe i'm just in my mood 
my, my, thoughts are getting old now,
out my head, get out of my head now,

used to have to get down on my hands
need to pretend, burdened my back
you wish you knew me then
now i'm old, getting older
21, need composure

and i don't wanna fuck my, life up 
but i still wanna get and make it,
right, how, 
i need to get even, maybe, right now
bring you down a peg and take your, life down
bring you down a peg and take your, life down

but i still wanna get and make it,
right, how, 
i need to get even, maybe, right now
bring you down a peg and take your, life down
bring you down a peg and take you--

written by: vice* 
additional writing by: sebastian kidd
produced by: vice*
additional production by: novander
additional guitars by: novander
mixed by: novander
mastered by: vice*

takeUdown

tell me you're alright. (fête de la musique ver.) feat vice* & D.Vaughn

fête de la musique ver. reprod by: Timy Dior

tell me you're alright. (fête de la musique ver.)

idfk 2

The demo version of "Touch Tone Telephone"