The Decline And Fall Of Heavenly

Me And My Madness

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All the men are boring

Better Have My Money

Devotion of the Midnight Veil

Dear, Dear Diary
Dear Diary
Dear, Dear Diary
Dear Diary
Dear, Dear Diary
Dear Diary

He broke up with me in the coffee shop. Just said the words casually. I froze, staring at my latte. Walked home numb. The world feels too loud. My chest aches. What did I do wrong? I don't know how to exist without him. Crying non-stop.

Dear, Dear Diary
Dear Diary
Dear, Dear Diary
Dear Diary
Dear, Dear Diary
Dear Diary

Two days in my room. Don't want food. Just angry. Threw out his t-shirt. Smelled like a lie. Feel hollowed out. Keep wanting to text him, but I won't. I can't let him see me like this.

Dear, Dear Diary
Dear Diary
Dear, Dear Diary
Dear Diary
Dear, Dear Diary
Dear Diary

Finally showered. Put on real clothes. A little progress. The pain is duller now, less sharp. Deleted all our photos. Unfollowed him everywhere. Tearing off a bandage. It hurt.
Maybe I’ll walk later. Maybe eventually I’ll be okay.
Maybe, I'll be okay
Maybe, I'll be okay
I think I'll be okay

Dear, Dear Diary
Dear Diary
Dear, Dear Diary
Dear Diary
Dear, Dear Diary
Dear Diary
Slow burn.
Yeah.

Dear Diary

Rain coming down hard. Tin roof sounds loud.
Sitting here now.
Thought I was smart. Knew everything.
Pushed you away. We fell apart.
Blamed you for the bad feeling. Blamed you for the noise.
Choices I made. The wrong ones.
Should have listened. Should have seen things clearly.
Now I know. I was an idiot.

The blues have me now. A heavy weight.
Can't run from it. Gotta face it.

Oh, yeah! I was wrong! (so wrong)
Completely wrong.
Gotta deal with it now. Gotta say this out loud.
I messed it all up. But I want to come back.
Wrong. Yeah. Wrong.

Pride was a devil. Whispered things to me.
Said you were no good. Full of fear.
Packed a bag. Walked out the door.
Wanted something more, I thought.
Found out fast. The world is cold.
Need your warmth. Need my life back.
Back with you. Where I belong.

The blues have me now. A heavy weight.
Can't run from it. Gotta face it.

Oh, yeah! I was wrong! (so wrong)
Completely wrong.
Gotta deal with it now. Gotta say this out loud.
I messed it all up. But I want to come back.
Wrong. Yeah. Wrong.

Oh, yeah! I was wrong! (so wrong)
Completely wrong.
(oh yeah, oh yeah)
Oh, yeah! I was wrong! (so wrong)
Completely wrong.
(oh yeah, oh yeah)

Oh, yeah! I was wrong! (so wrong)
Completely wrong.
Gotta deal with it now. Gotta say this out loud.
I messed it all up. But I want to come back.
Wrong. Yeah. Wrong.
So wrong.
Yeah, I'm wrong.
Let me in.

I Was Wrong

(Let's Go!)

The streetlights are off
Engine running hot
Got nowhere to be
Got everything to lose
Tonight is the night
No plan, just go
No waiting around

Feel the static
Feel the rush
The world is waiting
Just a touch

Yeah!
Let's Go!
Into the noise
Into the light
Right now, yeah!
Let's Go, lets go!

Yeah, yeah.
(Let's Go, let's go!)
Yeah, yeah.
(Let's Go.)

The basement is loud
Amps are bleeding sound
Don't think, just move
Don't care, just do
The time is here
The time is now
Get out of the way

Feel the static
Feel the rush
The world is waiting
Just a touch

Yeah!
Let's Go!
Into the noise
Into the light
Right now, yeah!
Let's Go, lets go!

Yeah, yeah.
(Let's Go, let's go!)
Yeah, yeah.
(Let's Go, let's go!)

Break the windows
Run the streets
Feel the concrete under our feet
This is freedom
This is the sound
This is all we got right now

Let's Go!
Into the noise
Into the light
Right now, yeah!
Let's Go!

Yeah, yeah!
(Let's Go, let's go!)
Yeah, yeah!
(Let's Go, let's go!)
Yeah, yeah!
(Let's Go, let's go!)
Yeah, yeah!
(Let's Go, let's go!)
Let's Go!
Go! Go! Go!
Now!

Let's Go!

You’re leaning on my counter like you own the floor,
Asking when the coffee’s ready, then asking for even more.
Thinking I’m here to starch your shirts and keep the kitchen clean,
Like I stepped right out of some 1950s magazine—but that's not me.
You want a little housewife who listens and obeys,
Someone to keep the house in order while you spend your days
Doing whatever it is you think is so important.
Well, your timing is bad and your head is totally distorted now.

Fuck that!
I’m not that girl!
Fuck that!
I’m not the quiet center of your little world! (no,  no!)
I’m a riot, I’m a wreck, I’m a jagged edge! (yeah!)
I’m jumping off the traditional ledge!
I am not that girl!
no, no
Fuck that
Fuck that

Don’t tell me to smile, and don’t you dare tell me to sit still.
I’m not some empty vessel for you to try and fill up with your junk.
You expect a "yes" and a hot dinner on the plate,
But I’ve got a guitar and a much better fate waiting for me.
You want me soft and sweet, you want me to conform to your rules,
But you’re standing in the middle of a category five storm.
I’m not your mother, and I’m definitely not your prize,
I can see the disappointment in your boring, tired eyes.

Fuck that!
I’m not that girl!
Fuck that!
I’m not the quiet center of your little world! (no,  no!)
I’m a riot, I’m a wreck, I’m a jagged edge! (yeah!)
I’m jumping off the traditional ledge!
I am not that girl!
no, no
Fuck that
Fuck that

Put your own shoes away.
Find your own damn way home.
I’m not a helper, I’m not a saint.
I’m the thing you’re scared of, the thing you can’t paint over.
I’m loud. I’m messy. I’m here to stay forever.

Fuck that!
I’m not that girl!
Fuck that!
I’m not the quiet center of your little world! (no,  no!)
I’m a riot, I’m a wreck, I’m a jagged edge! (yeah!)
I’m jumping off the traditional ledge!
I am not that girl!
no, no
Fuck that
Fuck that

no, no
Fuck that
Fuck that
Yeah.
Go fix it yourself.
I’m not that girl.

I'm Not That Girl

Take me home, I don't belong here.

They all talk the same way.
Laughing at jokes I just don’t get.
They move so fast, bumping into me sometimes.
The air feels thick down here in their atmosphere.
I watch them from the edge of the room.
I think my wiring is different.
No matter how hard I try to smile like them, it feels strange.
Like wearing someone else’s skin.

I think I’m an alien.
Yeah, from somewhere else.
Just observing all of them.
Trapped in this skin, trapped by myself.
I think I’m an alien.
I just don't fit in
so i must be an alien.
I must be an alien.

They like these bright colors and the music they listen to makes my head hurt.
I try to follow the rules they have.
Social cues, they call them.
But it’s like a different language.
I sit in my room, just staring at the wall.
Waiting for my real home to call me back.
Maybe I was dropped off by mistake, a long time ago.
Yeah, a mistake.

I think I’m an alien.
Yeah, from somewhere else.
Just observing all of them.
Trapped in this skin, trapped by myself.
I think I’m an alien.
I just don't fit in
so i must be an alien.
I must be an alien.

Maybe one day I'll find my own kind.
The ones who don't fit either.
We can be weird together.
Until then, I'm just watching.

I think I’m an alien.
I just don't fit in
so i must be an alien.
I must be an alien.
I think I’m an alien.
I just don't fit in
so i must be an alien.
I must be an alien.


I think I'm an alien.
Yeah.
Just an alien.

Let's Go!

Vicious Bloom

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