These songs are a collection of deeply personal and emotional journeys, exploring themes of heartache, regret, hope, and resilience. They delve into the complexities of the human experience, navigating the darkness and emerging stronger, wiser, and more hopeful. These songs convey a sense of longing, forgiveness, and transformation, ultimately celebrating the human spirit's capacity to rise above adversity and find solace in the light.

My songs of Hope

These songs are calls for compassion. They urge empathy and understanding for those struggling with depression, a growing and often misunderstood mental health issue. Many individuals grappling with depression feel ashamed to open up to loved ones, leading to further isolation and intensified feelings of despair. Misinterpreted as withdrawal, their loved ones may pull away, exacerbating the suffering. Through poignant lyrics, these songs advocate for compassion and support, encouraging listeners to be a lifeline for those navigating the darkness of depression.

My Mental Health songs

My songs entered into the #AokiChallenge #contest 

#AokiChallenge

Every one of these songs has over 1,000 plays — but they fall just under my top 100. This is the second wave of fan favorites: strong performers that keep climbing and growing with every listen.

My REAL Top 101 to 200 Tracks

This is my intensely personal and emotional struggle between light and darkness in the 'dance with my shadow'. This powerful anthem is a raw, honest conversation between me and my own depression. 

The song's haunting lyrics humanize the oppressive force of depression, as it creeps in with taunting whispers, seeking to consume and destroy. But I resist, clinging to hope and fighting back with determination. 

Through the chorus, a beacon of resilience shines, affirming my resolve to reclaim my life and space. The melody whispers of grace, offering solace and strength. 

Verse two delves deeper into the struggle, as depression's heavy clouds suffocate and doubts creep in. Yet, I push forward, fueled by dreams and the will to thrive. 

The outro stands as a triumphant declaration: despite the darkness, I will find my own light. 

This song is my testament to the ongoing battle against depression and the human spirit's capacity to persevere. Share in my journey, and find solace in the knowledge that you're not alone.


LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
In the shadows it creeps, a whisper so grim,
A voice that just taunts, pulling me into the dim,
"You’re nothing, you’re lost, just give in to the night,"  
But I grip on to hope, and I tighten it tight.

"Why fight against me, in this lonely despair?"

[Chorus]
But I won't let you take me, I’m holding my ground,
Through the darkness I’ll fight, where the light can be found,
With a melody playing that whispers of grace,
I’ll reclaim my life, I’ll take back my space.

[Verse 2]
It lingers like smoke, heavy clouds in my chest,
"Surrender to silence, just let go, find your rest,"  
I push back with dreams, though they slip through my hands,
Each breath is a battle, in this war of demands.

"You know you can’t win, it’s futile to thrive."

[Chorus]
But I won't let you take me, I’m holding my ground,
Through the darkness I’ll fight, where the light can be found,
With a melody playing that whispers of grace,
I’ll reclaim my life, I’ll take back my space.

[Outro]
So step back, dark shadow, you won't win tonight,
In the dance of my struggle, I’ll find my own light.

2024

Dance with My Shadow

This song is a reflection of my personal journey through betrayal, hurt, and resilience. Inspired by my devastating experience with Lorenza Rose Moncada, who took advantage of me and my mom's kindness and generosity, manipulated and deceived me, and caused harm to my family, this song speaks to the pain and scars left behind.

However, it's also a testament to the strength and love of my family, who stood by me through the storm. The lyrics convey our collective rise from the ashes, our determination to fight against deception, and our unbreakable bond.

This song is for anyone who has faced similar struggles, a reminder that you're not alone, and that together, we can overcome even the darkest challenges.


LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
This year was tough, but we learned to stand tall,
Held the weight of a friend, but she watched me fall.
Took advantage of kindness, ripped my heart apart,
Left scars in my mind, but I found a new start.
Time to rise up, no more playing fool.

[Chorus]
We made it through the storm, we're learning to fight,
No room for deception, we're stepping to light.
Together we’re rising, our spirits won’t break,
This bond couldn’t shatter, for our love's at stake.

[Verse 2]
A slob in my home, living without a care,
Tore through my mother’s heart, we were left bare.
Lies like a web, she spun with her words,
But I’m cutting these ties, now I’m flying like birds.
Building back stronger, my family by my side.

[Chorus]
We made it through the storm, we're learning to fight,
No room for deception, we're stepping to light.
Together we’re rising, our spirits won’t break,
This bond couldn’t shatter, for our love's at stake.

[Outro]
From the ashes we grow, stronger than before,
This family will thrive, we’ll settle the score.

Stronger Than Before

This song is about my personal journey of self-discovery and growth. It's about breaking free from the past and embracing the unknown, finding strength in vulnerability, and learning to let go of pain. The lyrics reflect my own struggles and experiences, and I hope that they can resonate with you and inspire you to find your own path forward. The song is a reminder that we are all works in progress, and that it's okay to not have all the answers. It's about embracing change and finding ourselves through life's challenges and charms.


LYRICS:

Verse 1:
In the mirror, a stranger's eyes
A reflection of the soul's disguise
I'm searching for the truth inside
A journey starts, with a single step tonight

Chorus:
I'm breaking free from the chains that bind
Embracing the unknown, leaving the past behind
With every step, I find my way
Through the darkness, into a brighter day

Verse 2:
Like a phoenix rising from the ashes gray
I'm reborn, with each new dawn's ray
I'm learning to let go, to release the pain
And find solace in the wisdom I gain

Chorus:
I'm breaking free from the chains that bind
Embracing the unknown, leaving the past behind
With every step, I find my way
Through the darkness, into a brighter day

Bridge:
I'm not the same, I've changed my view
I'm seeing life, through a different hue
I'm growing, evolving, with each new test
And finding strength, in my vulnerability's nest

Chorus:
I'm breaking free from the chains that bind
Embracing the unknown, leaving the past behind
With every step, I find my way
Through the darkness, into a brighter day

Outro:
I'm still unfolding, like a work of art
A masterpiece, straight from the heart
I'm embracing change, with open arms
And finding myself, through life's charms.

Breaking Free

This song is a powerful and emotional journey through the darkness of heartache, regret, and pain, but ultimately emerges into the light of hope, resilience, and redemption. The lyrics explore the haunting memories and ghosts of past choices that linger, but instead of letting them consume, the song rises up with a message of defiance and determination. With every heartbeat, hope awakens, and a new dawn breaks, illuminating a path forward. The song is an anthem of survival, urging listeners to hold on to their strength, find their way, and carry on, even in the darkest of times.


LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
In shadows deep where echoes dwell,
Memories whisper, a haunting spell.
Regret's embrace, a heavy shroud,
But through the silence, I scream loud.

Ghosts of choices linger near.

[Chorus]
Through the ashes, we will rise,
From the heartache, no more lies.
In the night, a new dawn breaks,
With every heartbeat, hope awakes.

[Verse 2]
Time flows slow, like bitter rain,
Each drop a reminder of the pain.
Yet in the darkness, light can gleam,
A spark ignites, reviving dreams.

Hold on tight, don’t let it fade.

[Chorus]
Through the ashes, we will rise,
From the heartache, no more lies.
In the night, a new dawn breaks,
With every heartbeat, hope awakes.

[Outro]
Carry on, though shadows play,
In your strength, find the way.

Through The Ashes

This song is a poignant and introspective reflection on the weight of past regrets, lost love, and the burden of what could've been. The lyrics weave a narrative of memories, both joyful and painful, that linger in the shadows of the mind, reminding us of the passing years and the heartache that remains. Despite the pain, the song holds on to hope as a guiding light, urging the listener to rise above the darkness, learn to forgive, and find solace in the promise of a new dawn. The song is a powerful exploration of the human experience, acknowledging the weight of our regrets, but ultimately offering a message of resilience, hope, and redemption.


LYRICS:

Verse 1:
In the shadows of my mind
Memories linger, a bittersweet find
Echoes of love, laughter, and tears
Reminding me of all the passing years

Chorus:
Oh, the weight of what could've been
A burden I carry, a heart that's been broken within
But still, I hold on to hope's light
A beacon in darkness, guiding me through the night

Verse 2:
Regrets haunt me, like a ghost in my head
What ifs and maybes, a never-ending dread
But I won't let them define me
I'll rise above, and learn to be free

Chorus:
Oh, the weight of what could've been
A burden I carry, a heart that's been broken within
But still, I hold on to hope's light
A beacon in darkness, guiding me through the night

Bridge:
In the darkness, I'll find my way
Through the shadows, a new dawn will break
I'll learn to forgive, to let go
And find solace in the light that I know

Chorus:
Oh, the weight of what could've been
A burden I carry, a heart that's been broken within
But still, I hold on to hope's light
A beacon in darkness, guiding me through the night

Outro:
I'll hold on to hope, like a lifeline
And rise above the heartache and the pain
I'll find my strength, my voice, my way
And shine a light on a brand new day.


Hopes Light

Verse 1:
We used to laugh, we used to cry
But now I'm left to wonder why
You all disappeared, without a fight
Left me drowning in this darkest night

Chorus:
You call yourself friends, but where are you now?
When I need you most, you're nowhere to be found
I'm lost and alone, in this endless pain
You've abandoned me, like a burden you can't sustain

Verse 2:
I tried to reach out, but you turned away
Afraid of my demons, you couldn't stay
You said I'd changed, that I'm not the same
But you never tried to understand my shame

Chorus:
You call yourself friends, but where are you now?
When I need you most, you're nowhere to be found
I'm lost and alone, in this endless pain
You've abandoned me, like a burden you can't sustain

Bridge:
Maybe I'm too much, maybe I'm too broken
But a true friend would try to unspoken
The words I need to hear, the hand I need to hold
But you're all gone, and I'm left to grow old

Chorus:
You call yourself friends, but where are you now?
When I need you most, you're nowhere to be found
I'm lost and alone, in this endless pain
You've abandoned me, like a burden you can't sustain

Outro:
So I'll lay here, in this emptiness
A shadow of what I used to be, I guess
And I'll wonder why, you all gave up on me
And left me to face, this misery.

Where Are You Now (version 2)

Where Are You Now (version 1)

This song is a heartfelt and uplifting anthem about the importance of seeking help and support when struggling. The lyrics address someone who is trying to carry their burdens alone, hiding behind a facade of strength and self-sufficiency. The song encourages this person to open up, ask for help, and let others in, emphasizing that unity and collaboration can lead to greater strength and success.

The song's message is one of empathy, compassion, and community, urging listeners to recognize that seeking help is a sign of courage, not weakness. The melody is soaring and anthemic, with a simple but powerful chorus that drives home the song's central theme.

The tone is supportive, encouraging, and non-judgmental, making the song a powerful tool for promoting mental health awareness, self-care, and the importance of human connection.


LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
In the shadows where you stand alone,
With your fortress built from stubborn stone,
You carry burdens, heavy on your back,
But inside you know, you're starting to crack.

Reach out a hand, it’s not a crime,

[Chorus]
So come on, friend, let me in,
You don’t have to do this all on your own,
A little help can lead to great wins,
In unity, our strength is fully grown.

[Verse 2]
Every wall you built, so tall and tight,
Keeps the warmth away, and dims your light,
Just take a breath, let go of the fight,
It’s strength to ask, it’s okay to feel light.

Together we rise, it’s true power,

[Chorus]
So come on, friend, let me in,
You don’t have to do this all on your own,
A little help can lead to great wins,
In unity, our strength is fully grown.

[Outro]
So when you’re down, remember this call,
Asking for help, it’s not weakness at all.

Ask for the Strength

Get ready for a bold, unapologetic anthem that shatters stereotypes and defies expectations! I created this explosive track specifically for the #AokiChallenge. 

The song shatters societal norms and expectations, delivering sharp bars and slick rhymes that address haters, challenge stereotypes, and assert dominance in a male-dominated industry. 

I fearlessly tackle racism, sexism, and self-doubt, serving up an empowering message of self-empowerment and resilience. This track is for anyone who's ever doubted me or my abilities - a bold declaration that I'm here to stay. 

I'm breaking rules, shattering glass, and taking my rightful place. I'm proud to be making my mark, and I won't let anyone silence me. 

*Warning: Explicit Content Ahead* Listener discretion advised.


LYRICS:

[Intro]
Yo, listen up, haters, gather 'round
Think a white girl can't spit fire? Watch me tear this town 

[Verse 1]
Fuck the stereotypes, fuck the doubt
I'm a white girl with bars, and I'm coming out
Swinging hard, no holding back
My rhymes so tight, they'll leave you whack
You think I'm sweet, innocent, and pure?
Bitch, I'm a beast, and I'm here to endure 

[Chorus]
I'm breaking rules, shattering glass
White girl rapping, my flows will kick your ass
I'm on the mic, and I'm here to slay
Haters gonna hate, but I'm here to stay 

[Verse 2]
Who says I can't curse? Who says I'm too nice?
Fuck that noise, I'll light up the vice
Motherfuckers better recognize
I'm a force to be reckoned with, no compromise
My beats are fire, my flow's so sick
You can't touch me, you're just a hater, dick 

[Chorus]
I'm breaking rules, shattering glass
White girl rapping, my flows will kick your ass
I'm on the mic, and I'm here to slay
Haters gonna hate, but I'm here to stay 

[Verse 3]
Spin some sick beats? You bet your ass
My production's dope, leaving you in the past
I'm a trailblazer, paving my own way
Don't get it twisted, I'm here to stay
You can't handle the truth, it's time to face
A white girl's got skills, and she's taking the space 

[Chorus]
I'm breaking rules, shattering glass
White girl rapping, my flows will kick your ass
I'm on the mic, and I'm here to slay
Haters gonna hate, but I'm here to stay 

[Outro]
Now you know, now you see
A white girl can rap, and she's the real MVP
Don't underestimate, don't get it wrong
I'm the queen of this game, and I'm here to stay strong. 

Now you know, now you see
A white girl can rap, and she's the real MVP
Don't underestimate, don't get it wrong
I'm the queen of this game, and I'm here to stay strong.



Here to Stay

This empowering anthem is all about resilience, self-acceptance, and liberation. The song's narrative arc follows a journey from feeling broken and marginalized to rising above adversity and embracing one's true self.

The verses describe the struggle to fit in, facing criticism and pressure to conform, but refusing to surrender. The chorus bursts forth with a declaration of freedom, embracing individuality, and shedding the shadows of doubt.

The bridge emphasizes unity, acknowledging shared imperfections and struggles, but urges listeners to rise above, break free, and find strength in vulnerability.

Throughout, the lyrics pulsate with determination, pride, and a celebration of scars as badges of resilience. The outro affirms the triumph, standing tall and loud, unapologetically proud.

Musically, expect soaring vocals, uplifting melodies, and an energetic beat that mirrors the song's unstoppable spirit. This anthem is sure to inspire listeners to embrace their uniqueness and join the chorus of self-empowerment.


#Unbroken #EmpowermentAnthems 
#SelfLoveSongs #ElectroPopInspiration 
#ResilienceMusic #UnbreakableSpirit #MentalHealthMatters  #PositiveVibesOnly
#MusicForTheSoul #Inspiration #NewMusicAlert

#ElectroPop #Pop #PopRockMusic #IndiePopRock #AlternativePop


LYRICS:

[Verse 1:]
I've been broken, battered and worn
Tried to fit in, but never belonged
They said I'm too much, too loud, too bold
But I won't apologize, I'm taking control

[Chorus:]
I'm unbroken, untamed, and free
I'm rising up, that's just me
I won't let the shadows define
I'm shining bright, I'm feeling alive

[Verse 2:]
I've been told to quiet down, to hide
To conform, to fit inside
But I won't surrender, I won't give in
My voice is loud, my heart is winning

[Chorus:]
I'm unbroken, untamed, and free
I'm rising up, that's just me
I won't let the shadows define
I'm shining bright, I'm feeling alive

[Bridge:]
We're all imperfect, we're all the same
We're fighting battles, we're bearing the pain
But we can rise above, we can break the chains
And find our strength, our beauty, our shame

[Chorus:]
We're unbroken, untamed, and free
We're rising up, that's just me
We won't let the shadows define
We're shining bright, we're feeling alive

[Outro:]
I'm unbroken, and I won't hide
My scars are shining, they're my pride
I'm standing tall, I'm standing loud
I'm unbroken, and I'm proud.

#AokiChallenge #contest 

Unbroken

"The Struggle is Real" is a raw, relatable anthem that delves into the frustrations and challenges of independent artists navigating SoundCloud's ever-changing landscape. With honest lyrics and an infectious beat, this hip-hop track captures the emotional highs and lows of striving for recognition in a crowded digital space. From algorithmic uncertainty to self-doubt, the song's narrative resonates with anyone who's faced similar struggles. Yet, its message of resilience and determination inspires listeners to keep pushing forward. Authentic, heartfelt, and energetic, "The Struggle is Real" is a testament to the enduring spirit of creatives refusing to give up on their dreams.


LYRICS:

[Intro]
Yo, listen up, let me share my tale,
About the grind on SoundCloud, where the struggle prevails,
Tryna make a name, but it's hard to gain,
In a sea of artists, it's easy to remain.

[Verse 1]
Upload after upload, but the plays ain't right,
Algorithms changing, day and night,
Tryna reach the top, but it's slipping away,
N oomments or likes, the engagement's gray.

I'm chasing clout, but it's hard to claim,
My voice is drowned, in this digital game,
Thousands of tracks, but mine's getting lost,
The struggle is real, no matter the cost.

[Chorus]
The struggle is real, on SoundCloud streets,
Tryna get noticed, but it's hard to compete,
Thousands of tracks, but mine's getting lost,
The struggle is real, no matter the cost.

[Verse 2]
Promotion's key, but it's hard to afford,
Reachin' out to influencers, but they ignore,
Collaborations, but the chemistry's off,
Tryna find my sound, but it's hard to cough.

I'm tryna stand out, but it's hard to shine,
My music's fire, but it's hard to align,
With the right ears, with the right vibe,
The struggle is real, it's hard to thrive.

[Chorus]
On SoundCloud streets,
Tryna get noticed, but it's hard to compete,
Thousands of tracks, but mine's getting lost,
The struggle is real, no matter the cost.

[Verse 3]
Networkin', engage, repeat the cycle,
But the visibility's low, it's hard to smile,
Frustration mounts, feelin' like a fail,
Questionin' my craft, maybe I should bail?

I'm tryna stay true, to my art and soul,
But the numbers game, is takin' its toll,
Tryna balance, creativity and fame,
The struggle is real, it's a never-endin' game.

[Chorus]
On SoundCloud streets,
Tryna get noticed, but it's hard to compete,
Thousands of tracks, but mine's getting lost,
The struggle is real, no matter the cost.

[Bridge]
But I won't give up, no way, no how,
Gonna keep pushin', makin' moves, somehow,
Gonna find my niche, my sound, my style,
Gonna make it happen, all the while.

[Verse 4]
I see the success, of others on the rise,
And I wonder why, it's hard to realize,
That everyone's grind, is different and unique,
And my time will come, if I just keep.

[Chorus]
On SoundCloud streets,
Tryna get noticed, but it's hard to compete,
Thousands of tracks, but mine's getting lost,
The struggle is real, no matter the cost.

[Outro]
But I won't give up, no way, no how,
Gonna rise above, no matter the hit,
SoundCloud, I'm comin' for the top,
The struggle is real, but my grind won't stop.

[Verse 2]
Promotion's key, but it's hard to afford,
Reachin' out to influencers, but they ignore,
Collaborations, but the chemistry's off,
Tryna find my sound, but it's hard to cough.

I'm tryna stand out, but it's hard to shine,
My music's fire, but it's hard to align,
With the right ears, with the right vibe,
The struggle is real, it's hard to thrive.
The struggle is real, it's hard to thrive...


The Struggle is Real (Version 2)

"The Struggle is Real" is a raw, relatable anthem that delves into the frustrations and challenges of independent artists navigating SoundCloud's ever-changing landscape. With honest lyrics and an infectious beat, this hip-hop track captures the emotional highs and lows of striving for recognition in a crowded digital space. From algorithmic uncertainty to self-doubt, the song's narrative resonates with anyone who's faced similar struggles. Yet, its message of resilience and determination inspires listeners to keep pushing forward. Authentic, heartfelt, and energetic, "The Struggle is Real" is a testament to the enduring spirit of creatives refusing to give up on their dreams.


LYRICS:

[Intro]
Yo, listen up, let me share my tale,
About the grind on SoundCloud, where the struggle prevails,
Tryna make a name, but it's hard to gain,
In a sea of artists, it's easy to remain.

[Verse 1]
Upload after upload, but the plays ain't right,
Algorithms changing, day and night,
Tryna reach the top, but it's slipping away,
N oomments or likes, the engagement's gray.

I'm chasing clout, but it's hard to claim,
My voice is drowned, in this digital game,
Thousands of tracks, but mine's getting lost,
The struggle is real, no matter the cost.

[Chorus]
The struggle is real, on SoundCloud streets,
Tryna get noticed, but it's hard to compete,
Thousands of tracks, but mine's getting lost,
The struggle is real, no matter the cost.

The struggle is real, no matter the cost.

[Verse 2]
Promotion's key, but it's hard to afford,
Reachin' out to influencers, but they ignore,
Collaborations, but the chemistry's off,
Tryna find my sound, but it's hard to cough.

I'm tryna stand out, but it's hard to shine,
My music's fire, but it's hard to align,
With the right ears, with the right vibe,
The struggle is real, it's hard to thrive.

[Chorus]
The struggle is real, on SoundCloud streets,
Tryna get noticed, but it's hard to compete,
Thousands of tracks, but mine's getting lost,
The struggle is real, no matter the cost.

[Verse 3]
Networkin', engage, repeat the cycle,
But the visibility's low, it's hard to smile,
Frustration mounts, feelin' like a fail,
Questionin' my craft, maybe I should bail?

I'm tryna stay true, to my art and soul,
But the numbers game, is takin' its toll,
Tryna balance, creativity and fame,
The struggle is real, it's a never-endin' game.

[Chorus]
The struggle is real, on SoundCloud streets,
Tryna get noticed, but it's hard to compete,
Thousands of tracks, but mine's getting lost,
The struggle is real, no matter the cost.

[Bridge]
But I won't give up, no way, no how,
Gonna keep pushin', makin' moves, somehow,
Gonna find my niche, my sound, my style,
Gonna make it happen, all the while.

[Verse 4]
I see the success, of others on the rise,
And I wonder why, it's hard to realize,
That everyone's grind, is different and unique,
And my time will come, if I just keep.

[Chorus]
The struggle is real, on SoundCloud streets,
Tryna get noticed, but it's hard to compete,
Thousands of tracks, but mine's getting lost,
The struggle is real, no matter the cost.

[Outro]
The struggle is real, but I won't quit,
Gonna rise above, no matter the hit,
SoundCloud, I'm comin' for the top,
The struggle is real, but my grind won't stop.

The Struggle is Real (Version1)

It's not just about winning – it's about having fun and grabbing Steve Aoki's attention. 

Get ready for my high-energy rap song, 'Break on Through,' created specifically for Steve Aoki's music contest! I wrote this upbeat track to showcase my skills, determination, and creativity while having fun and grabbing Steve's attention. 

The lyrics reflect my personal struggles as an emerging artist seeking recognition on SoundClond. With catchy hooks and confident flows, I'm taking on the challenge and telling the story of the #AokiChallenge itself. 

Don't expect a conventional contest entry – this song is about standing out and showcasing originality. Join the movement, feel the energy, and who knows? Maybe Steve Aoki will take notice!


LYRICS: 

[Verse 1]
Yo, I'm stuck on SoundCloud, feelin' so alone
Got plays for days, but nobody's home
I'm uploadin', sharin', and promotin' too
But crickets chirpin', ain't nothin' movin', boo 

[Chorus]
I need a break, gonna share my sound
Get Aoki's ear, and turn it around
Enter the contest, gonna take the prize
Gonna shine so bright, gonna light up the skies 

[Verse 2]
Steve Aoki, I know you're out there
Listenin' for the next big share
I'm craftin' beats, spittin' fire flows
Got the game on lock, nobody knows 

[Chorus]
I need a break, gonna share my sound
Get Aoki's ear, and turn it around
Enter the contest, gonna take the prize
Gonna shine so bright, gonna light up the skies 

[Verse 3]
#AokiChallenge, I accept the test
Gonna show the world that I'm blessed
With rhymes so tight, and production so sick
Gonna make the judges go wild, make 'em pick 

[Chorus]
I need a break, gonna share my sound
Get Aoki's ear, and turn it around
Enter the contest, gonna take the prize
Gonna shine so bright, gonna light up the skies 

[Outro]
SoundCloud, here I come
Gonna make some noise, and have some fun
Aoki, I'm comin' for you
Gonna win that contest, boo! 

[Chorus]
I need a break, gonna share my sound
Get Aoki's ear, and turn it around
Enter the contest, gonna take the prize
Gonna shine so bright, gonna light up the skies 

[Chorus]
I need a break, gonna share my sound
Get Aoki's ear, and turn it around
Enter the contest, gonna take the prize
Gonna shine so bright, gonna light up the skies 

[Verse 2]
Steve Aoki, I know you're out there
Listenin' for the next big share
I'm craftin' beats, spittin' fire flows
Got the game on lock, nobody knows 

[Chorus]
I need a break, gonna share my sound
Get Aoki's ear, and turn it around
Enter the contest, gonna take the prize
Gonna shine so bright, gonna light up the skies 

[Verse 3]
#AokiChallenge, I accept the test
Gonna show the world that I'm blessed
With rhymes so tight, and production so sick
Gonna make the judges go wild, make 'em pick 

#AokiChallenge, I accept the test
Gonna show the world that I'm blessed
With rhymes so tight, and production so sick
Gonna make the judges go wild, make 'em pick 

[Chorus]
I need a break, gonna share my sound
Get Aoki's ear, and turn it around
Enter the contest, gonna take the prize
Gonna shine so bright, gonna light up the skies 

[Outro]
SoundCloud, here I come
Gonna make some noise, and have some fun
Aoki, I'm comin' for you
Gonna win that contest, boo! BOO! 

[Chorus]
I need a break, gonna share my sound
Get Aoki's ear, and turn it around
Enter the contest, gonna take the prize
Gonna shine so bright, gonna light up the skies 

[Chorus]
I need a break, gonna share my sound
Get Aoki's ear, and turn it around
Enter the contest, gonna take the prize
Gonna shine so bright, gonna light up the skies 

[Outro]
SoundCloud, here I come
Gonna make some noise, and have some fun
Aoki, I'm comin' for you
Gonna win that contest, boo!


Break on Through (Version 2)

It's not just about winning – it's about having fun and grabbing Steve Aoki's attention. 

Get ready for my high-energy rap song, 'Break on Through,' created specifically for Steve Aoki's music contest! I wrote this upbeat track to showcase my skills, determination, and creativity while having fun and grabbing Steve's attention. 

The lyrics reflect my personal struggles as an emerging artist seeking recognition on SoundClond. With catchy hooks and confident flows, I'm taking on the challenge and telling the story of the #AokiChallenge itself. 

Don't expect a conventional contest entry – this song is about standing out and showcasing originality. Join the movement, feel the energy, and who knows? Maybe Steve Aoki will take notice!

 
LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
Yo, I'm stuck on SoundCloud, feelin' so alone
Got plays for days, but nobody's home
I'm uploadin', sharin', and promotin' too
But crickets chirpin', ain't nothin' movin', boo 

[Chorus]
I need a break, gonna share my sound
Get Aoki's ear, and turn it around
Enter the contest, gonna take the prize
Gonna shine so bright, gonna light up the skies 

[Verse 2]
Steve Aoki, I know you're out there
Listenin' for the next big share
I'm craftin' beats, spittin' fire flows
Got the game on lock, nobody knows 

[Chorus]
I need a break, gonna share my sound
Get Aoki's ear, and turn it around
Enter the contest, gonna take the prize
Gonna shine so bright, gonna light up the skies 

[Verse 3]
AokiChallenge, I accept the test
Gonna show the world that I'm blessed
With rhymes so tight, and production so sick
Gonna make the judges go wild, make 'em pick 

[Chorus]
I need a break, gonna share my sound
Get Aoki's ear, and turn it around
Enter the contest, gonna take the prize
Gonna shine so bright, gonna light up the skies 

[Verse 4]
I'm on the grind, 24/7 pace
Makin' music, leavin' my mark in this place
From underground to mainstream fame
Gonna make it happen, ain't nobody gonna claim 

[Chorus]
I need a break, gonna share my sound
Get Aoki's ear, and turn it around
Enter the contest, gonna take the prize
Gonna shine so bright, gonna light up the skies 

[Reprise]
AokiChallenge, it's my time to shine
Gonna light up SoundCloud, gonna make it mine
I'm comin' for the top, ain't nobody stoppin' me
Gonna make some noise, and set the industry free! 

[Outro]
SoundCloud, here I come
Gonna make some noise, and have some fun
Aoki, I'm comin' for you
Gonna win that contest, boo! BOO!



Break on Through (Version 1)

This song is a haunting and intense exploration of the devastating consequences of betrayal, deception, and heartbreak, weaving a dark narrative of shattered love, broken trust, and the crippling pain of being lied to by the one you love. With eerie imagery and emotional intensity, the song delves into the anguish of discovering a lover's deceit, the suffocating weight of faithless whispers, and the desperate struggle to escape the void of a broken heart.

LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
Whispers in the dark again
Lies dripping from your grin
Broken mirrors show your sin
Shattered love where do I begin

[Verse 2]
Footsteps in a haunted hall
Echoes of a lover’s fall
Truths I never heard at all
Heartbeats turn to ghostly calls

[Chorus]
You’re a traitor of shadows and dreams
Silent screams tearing at the seams
Faithless whispers rip me apart
Falling into the void of your heart

[Verse 3]
Empty words in a hollow night
Promises turn into fright
Cold deceit no hope in sight
Lost in the never-ending fight

[Bridge]
Candles flicker ghosts arise
Drowning in a sea of lies
Faded dawns and poison skies
Seeing through your dead disguise

[Chorus]
You’re a traitor of shadows and dreams
Silent screams tearing at the seams
Faithless whispers rip me apart
Falling into the void of your heart


Traitor of Shadows

This song is a deeply personal and emotional ode to the transformative power of music and creativity. It's about finding solace, peace, and inspiration in the process of writing and composing, and how that creative expression can be a source of comfort, healing, and self-discovery. The lyrics weave a poetic and introspective narrative that explores the intersection of heart, mind, and soul, and how music can be a universal language that transcends words and emotions.


LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
In the silence, I hear your call
A melody whispers, beyond them all
I'm drawn to the shadows, where words come alive
In the darkness, I find my light

[Chorus]
Oh, the symphony of my soul
Echoes of emotions, forever whole
In the harmony of heart and mind
I find my solace, my peace of mind

[Verse 2]
Like a phantom, inspiration haunts me still
A fleeting dream, that I must fulfill
I chase the whispers, through the night's dark veil
And in the morning's light, my heart sets sail

[Chorus]
Oh, the symphony of my soul
Echoes of emotions, forever whole
In the harmony of heart and mind
I find my solace, my peace of mind

[Bridge]
In the language of lyrics, I find my voice
A world of feelings, in a single choice
Of words that weave a tapestry so fine
A reflection of my heart, in rhyme and time

[Chorus]
Oh, the symphony of my soul
Echoes of emotions, forever whole
In the harmony of heart and mind
I find my solace, my peace of mind

[Outro]
And when the music fades away
I'll hold on to the words I've made
For in the silence, they remain
A symphony of love, a heart that still sustains.

Symphony of Love

This song is a deeply personal and emotional reflection on the pain of feeling abandoned, ignored, and silenced by those who were supposed to be there for me. The lyrics are a heartfelt expression of the isolation, shame, and desperation that can come from being left behind by friends and family. It's a cry for help, a plea to be seen and heard, and a testament to the enduring pain of being forgotten. I hope that by sharing this song, I can connect with others who have felt the same way, and remind them that they are not alone.

LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
Whispers in shadows scream to the void
Heartbeats echo yet they are destroyed
Loneliness in a crowded room
Drowned by silence
Left to gloom

[Verse 2]
Eyes like ghosts that fade away
Words unspoken
Got nothin' to say
Walls closing in
Suffocation's near
Eyes burning with unshed tears

[Chorus]
Silent echoes
Call my name
Ignored
Forgotten
In endless shame
Break the silence
Hear my cry
In darkness
Where angels die

[Verse 3]
Mirrors shatter in my mind
Lost reflection
Hard to find
Noise around me
No one hears
Drowning fears
Hiding tears

[Bridge]
Voices muted
Screams are hushed
In this silence
Dreams are crushed
Begging
Pleading
Unheard plea
Won't someone
Someone see me

[Chorus]
Silent echoes
Call my name
Ignored
Forgotten
In endless shame
Break the silence
Hear my cry
In darkness
Where angels die

Where Angels Die

This song is a contemplative reflection on the passage of time and the human experience. It's a thoughtful exploration of love, loss, and the fleeting nature of life. As I look to the future, I find myself pondering the moments that shape us, and the love that remains a constant, even as everything else changes.

Photo by: Future Self Face Aging Changer app.  YIKES!! LOL


LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
In the mirror's gaze, I see a stranger's face
A reflection worn, by time and endless space
The lines that crease my skin, tell stories of their own
Of laughter, tears, and love, that's been and gone

[Chorus]
I'm fading like the light, in the twilight of my years
A fleeting moment's beauty, lost in the passing tears
I'm chasing the shadows, of a life that's slipping away
Trying to hold on to the past, but it's fading every day

[Verse 2]
Memories haunt me, like a ghostly refrain
Echoes of a love, that's lost, yet remains
The fire that once burned, now a smoldering ember
A reminder of the passion, that's slowly surrendering

[Chorus]
I'm fading like the light, in the twilight of my years
A fleeting moment's beauty, lost in the passing tears
I'm chasing the shadows, of a life that's slipping away
Trying to hold on to the past, but it's fading every day

[Bridge]
Maybe in the darkness, I'll find a peaceful place
Where the weight of time, is lifted from my face
And though my body weakens, my heart remains the same
I'll hold on to love, and never let it fade

[Chorus]
I'm fading like the light, in the twilight of my years
A fleeting moment's beauty, lost in the passing tears
I'm chasing the shadows, of a life that's slipping away
Trying to hold on to the past, but it's fading every day

[Outro]
In the silence, I'll find my way
To a place where love, will forever stay
And though I'm fading, my heart will remain
A flame that burns, in the darkness, forever sustained.

Twilight Years

This haunting melody delves into the depths of loneliness and despair that can accompany aging. The song paints a poignant picture of my birthday (February 18th), spent all alone, as I have spent my last ten birthdays. Through its melancholic verses and chorus, it captures the essence of feeling forgotten and invisible as time marches on relentlessly.

The lyrics explore themes of isolation, with silent phones and empty rooms serving as stark reminders of absent friends and family. The imagery of flickering candles symbolizes the fleeting nature of hope and vitality, mirroring the sense of fading away. 

The chorus, with its ironic "Happy birthday to me," underscores the contrast between societal expectations of celebration and the reality of solitude. The bridge delves deeper into existential questions, pondering the meaning of life as one grows older and feels increasingly disconnected from the world.

Throughout the song, there's a palpable sense of resignation and acceptance of one's fate, yet it also subtly hints at a desire for connection and understanding. The Evanescence-inspired style, known for its gothic undertones and emotional intensity, perfectly complements the raw, vulnerable emotions expressed in the lyrics.

This song serves as a poignant reflection on aging, loneliness, and the human need for connection, resonating with anyone who has ever felt overlooked or left behind by the passage of time.


LYRICS:

[Verse 1:]
Another year slips away
Shadows lengthen, hair turns gray
Another birthday, a milestone passed
Memories fade, nothing lasts

[Chorus:]
Happy birthday to me
In the dark, I can't see
Candles flicker, then they're gone
Just like hope, it won't be long

[Verse 2:]
Silent phone, empty room
No one calls to break the gloom
Friends and family, where are you?
Another day I'll muddle through

[Chorus:]
Happy birthday to me
In the dark, I can't see
Candles flicker, then they're gone
Just like hope, it won't be long

[Bridge:]
Time marches on, relentless, cold
I'm left behind as I grow old
Is this all there is to be?
A fading soul, no longer free

[Chorus:]
Happy birthday to me
In the dark, I can't see
Candles flicker, then they're gone
Just like hope, it won't be long

[Outro:]
Happy birthday to me
In the dark, I can't see
Candles flicker, then they're gone
Just like hope, it won't be long
Just like me, were do I belong?

Fading Candles

Songwriting has been a lifelong passion for me, dating back to elementary school when I first began crafting stories, poems, and eventually lyrics. As a former drummer in various bands, I always relied on others to bring my words to life musically. However, after a long hiatus from drumming, I decided to take the leap and learn to compose music to accompany my lyrics. Through classes and dedication, I've embarked on a new journey, breathing fresh life into old lyrics and penning new ones. You'll find a mix of older and newer works here. Especially for some of the lyrics. 

Music has been a part of me for as long as I can remember. One of my earliest memories is being completely entranced by 'The Little Drummer Boy' as a very young child. There was something about the rhythm and the melody that just captivated me. I must have played it a thousand times, wearing the record out, and from that moment on, I was hooked. I knew I wanted to be a drummer and to create that magic for others. 

But I was too young then, and of course, I couldn't afford a drum set just yet. So, I turned to writing as a way to express myself. As I mentioned above, I started with stories, then poems, and eventually, lyrics. I found that writing was not only a way to tap into my creativity, but also a way to process my emotions and experiences. 

As I grew older, my love for music only deepened. I realized that music has this incredible power to transport us to different times and places, to evoke emotions and memories that we thought were long forgotten. It's a universal language that can bring people together like nothing else can. 

For me, writing lyrics is a cathartic experience. It's a way for me to tap into my emotions, to process the world around me, and to create something that I hope will resonate with others. And when I hear my words come to life in a song, it's truly magical. It's a feeling that never gets old, and it's what keeps me coming back to music time and time again. 

I love many genres of music and artists of many genres. And if you listen to some of my songs, you will find that I like to make songs of different genres as well as mix different genres into each song. One of my all-time favorite bands is Evanescence, and I have made a lot of songs where I have tried my best to emulate that sound. 

Now, I have recently started experimenting with new sounds. I never heard of glitch beats before I took music classes, and now I'm fascinated with the sound, so I have been experimenting with glitch beats recently. 

I hope you enjoy some of my songs. And thanks so much to everyone who has been listening so far. I truly appreciate it. I welcome constructive feedback to help me grow as an artist, and I appreciate your support. ❤️

BTW if you follow me, I will ALWAYS follow back. If I like your music, I will follow you, but if you don't follow me back within a week or so I will probably unfollow. The same goes for when I see someone listening to my music, I WILL follow, however, if they don't follow me back within a week or so, I'll unfollow, because I'm at my limit of follows and I want to follow back everyone who follows me. Did not know that SoundCloud limits us to following only 2000. 😢

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VickStiX's Artist Manifesto
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I am the static between truth and noise.
A pulse that cracks the silence open.
When the world forgets its conscience,
I remind it — one beat, one lyric, one spark.

I don’t shout to divide; I sing to awaken.
I don’t chase fame; I chase clarity.
My art is not a weapon — it’s a flare in the dark.
A signal to every soul that still believes in better.

Let the trolls rage, let the cowards hide.
They can’t drown out a voice that’s tuned to truth.
I will paint their lies in sound and light
until justice has a melody again.

Because protest is not anger — it’s hope with a megaphone.
And I was born to be loud.

🎶 VickStiX — Truth. Rhythm. Revolution.










