Ugh this is a feeling I know well. I even wrote a song called Insomnia. I like this one!! Well done 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼

Every one of these songs has over 1,000 plays — but they fall just under my top 100. This is the second wave of fan favorites: strong performers that keep climbing and growing with every listen.

My REAL Top 101 to 200 Tracks

Rolling Hills and Peaceful Valleys

This song is a heartfelt and uplifting anthem about the importance of seeking help and support when struggling. The lyrics address someone who is trying to carry their burdens alone, hiding behind a facade of strength and self-sufficiency. The song encourages this person to open up, ask for help, and let others in, emphasizing that unity and collaboration can lead to greater strength and success.

The song's message is one of empathy, compassion, and community, urging listeners to recognize that seeking help is a sign of courage, not weakness. The melody is soaring and anthemic, with a simple but powerful chorus that drives home the song's central theme.

The tone is supportive, encouraging, and non-judgmental, making the song a powerful tool for promoting mental health awareness, self-care, and the importance of human connection.


LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
In the shadows where you stand alone,
With your fortress built from stubborn stone,
You carry burdens, heavy on your back,
But inside you know, you're starting to crack.

Reach out a hand, it’s not a crime,

[Chorus]
So come on, friend, let me in,
You don’t have to do this all on your own,
A little help can lead to great wins,
In unity, our strength is fully grown.

[Verse 2]
Every wall you built, so tall and tight,
Keeps the warmth away, and dims your light,
Just take a breath, let go of the fight,
It’s strength to ask, it’s okay to feel light.

Together we rise, it’s true power,

[Chorus]
So come on, friend, let me in,
You don’t have to do this all on your own,
A little help can lead to great wins,
In unity, our strength is fully grown.

[Outro]
So when you’re down, remember this call,
Asking for help, it’s not weakness at all.

Ask for the Strength

This empowering anthem is all about resilience, self-acceptance, and liberation. The song's narrative arc follows a journey from feeling broken and marginalized to rising above adversity and embracing one's true self.

The verses describe the struggle to fit in, facing criticism and pressure to conform, but refusing to surrender. The chorus bursts forth with a declaration of freedom, embracing individuality, and shedding the shadows of doubt.

The bridge emphasizes unity, acknowledging shared imperfections and struggles, but urges listeners to rise above, break free, and find strength in vulnerability.

Throughout, the lyrics pulsate with determination, pride, and a celebration of scars as badges of resilience. The outro affirms the triumph, standing tall and loud, unapologetically proud.

Musically, expect soaring vocals, uplifting melodies, and an energetic beat that mirrors the song's unstoppable spirit. This anthem is sure to inspire listeners to embrace their uniqueness and join the chorus of self-empowerment.


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LYRICS:

[Verse 1:]
I've been broken, battered and worn
Tried to fit in, but never belonged
They said I'm too much, too loud, too bold
But I won't apologize, I'm taking control

[Chorus:]
I'm unbroken, untamed, and free
I'm rising up, that's just me
I won't let the shadows define
I'm shining bright, I'm feeling alive

[Verse 2:]
I've been told to quiet down, to hide
To conform, to fit inside
But I won't surrender, I won't give in
My voice is loud, my heart is winning

[Chorus:]
I'm unbroken, untamed, and free
I'm rising up, that's just me
I won't let the shadows define
I'm shining bright, I'm feeling alive

[Bridge:]
We're all imperfect, we're all the same
We're fighting battles, we're bearing the pain
But we can rise above, we can break the chains
And find our strength, our beauty, our shame

[Chorus:]
We're unbroken, untamed, and free
We're rising up, that's just me
We won't let the shadows define
We're shining bright, we're feeling alive

[Outro:]
I'm unbroken, and I won't hide
My scars are shining, they're my pride
I'm standing tall, I'm standing loud
I'm unbroken, and I'm proud.

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Unbroken

This song is a haunting and intense exploration of the devastating consequences of betrayal, deception, and heartbreak, weaving a dark narrative of shattered love, broken trust, and the crippling pain of being lied to by the one you love. With eerie imagery and emotional intensity, the song delves into the anguish of discovering a lover's deceit, the suffocating weight of faithless whispers, and the desperate struggle to escape the void of a broken heart.

LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
Whispers in the dark again
Lies dripping from your grin
Broken mirrors show your sin
Shattered love where do I begin

[Verse 2]
Footsteps in a haunted hall
Echoes of a lover’s fall
Truths I never heard at all
Heartbeats turn to ghostly calls

[Chorus]
You’re a traitor of shadows and dreams
Silent screams tearing at the seams
Faithless whispers rip me apart
Falling into the void of your heart

[Verse 3]
Empty words in a hollow night
Promises turn into fright
Cold deceit no hope in sight
Lost in the never-ending fight

[Bridge]
Candles flicker ghosts arise
Drowning in a sea of lies
Faded dawns and poison skies
Seeing through your dead disguise

[Chorus]
You’re a traitor of shadows and dreams
Silent screams tearing at the seams
Faithless whispers rip me apart
Falling into the void of your heart


Traitor of Shadows

This song is a contemplative reflection on the passage of time and the human experience. It's a thoughtful exploration of love, loss, and the fleeting nature of life. As I look to the future, I find myself pondering the moments that shape us, and the love that remains a constant, even as everything else changes.

Photo by: Future Self Face Aging Changer app.  YIKES!! LOL


LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
In the mirror's gaze, I see a stranger's face
A reflection worn, by time and endless space
The lines that crease my skin, tell stories of their own
Of laughter, tears, and love, that's been and gone

[Chorus]
I'm fading like the light, in the twilight of my years
A fleeting moment's beauty, lost in the passing tears
I'm chasing the shadows, of a life that's slipping away
Trying to hold on to the past, but it's fading every day

[Verse 2]
Memories haunt me, like a ghostly refrain
Echoes of a love, that's lost, yet remains
The fire that once burned, now a smoldering ember
A reminder of the passion, that's slowly surrendering

[Chorus]
I'm fading like the light, in the twilight of my years
A fleeting moment's beauty, lost in the passing tears
I'm chasing the shadows, of a life that's slipping away
Trying to hold on to the past, but it's fading every day

[Bridge]
Maybe in the darkness, I'll find a peaceful place
Where the weight of time, is lifted from my face
And though my body weakens, my heart remains the same
I'll hold on to love, and never let it fade

[Chorus]
I'm fading like the light, in the twilight of my years
A fleeting moment's beauty, lost in the passing tears
I'm chasing the shadows, of a life that's slipping away
Trying to hold on to the past, but it's fading every day

[Outro]
In the silence, I'll find my way
To a place where love, will forever stay
And though I'm fading, my heart will remain
A flame that burns, in the darkness, forever sustained.

Twilight Years

This haunting melody delves into the depths of loneliness and despair that can accompany aging. The song paints a poignant picture of my birthday (February 18th), spent all alone, as I have spent my last ten birthdays. Through its melancholic verses and chorus, it captures the essence of feeling forgotten and invisible as time marches on relentlessly.

The lyrics explore themes of isolation, with silent phones and empty rooms serving as stark reminders of absent friends and family. The imagery of flickering candles symbolizes the fleeting nature of hope and vitality, mirroring the sense of fading away. 

The chorus, with its ironic "Happy birthday to me," underscores the contrast between societal expectations of celebration and the reality of solitude. The bridge delves deeper into existential questions, pondering the meaning of life as one grows older and feels increasingly disconnected from the world.

Throughout the song, there's a palpable sense of resignation and acceptance of one's fate, yet it also subtly hints at a desire for connection and understanding. The Evanescence-inspired style, known for its gothic undertones and emotional intensity, perfectly complements the raw, vulnerable emotions expressed in the lyrics.

This song serves as a poignant reflection on aging, loneliness, and the human need for connection, resonating with anyone who has ever felt overlooked or left behind by the passage of time.


LYRICS:

[Verse 1:]
Another year slips away
Shadows lengthen, hair turns gray
Another birthday, a milestone passed
Memories fade, nothing lasts

[Chorus:]
Happy birthday to me
In the dark, I can't see
Candles flicker, then they're gone
Just like hope, it won't be long

[Verse 2:]
Silent phone, empty room
No one calls to break the gloom
Friends and family, where are you?
Another day I'll muddle through

[Chorus:]
Happy birthday to me
In the dark, I can't see
Candles flicker, then they're gone
Just like hope, it won't be long

[Bridge:]
Time marches on, relentless, cold
I'm left behind as I grow old
Is this all there is to be?
A fading soul, no longer free

[Chorus:]
Happy birthday to me
In the dark, I can't see
Candles flicker, then they're gone
Just like hope, it won't be long

[Outro:]
Happy birthday to me
In the dark, I can't see
Candles flicker, then they're gone
Just like hope, it won't be long
Just like me, were do I belong?

Fading Candles

This song is about my frustration with insomnia and how it feels like everyone else can fall asleep with ease. I'm venting about my own struggles to sleep, but I'm also lashing out at others, wishing they could experience the same wakefulness that I'm going through. The lyrics are a mix of desperation and anger, as I urge others to stay awake and watch me suffer. It's a raw expression of the emotional toll that insomnia can take, and the feeling of being isolated in my wakefulness. The song is a reflection of my own pain and frustration, and the desire to not be alone in my sleeplessness.


LYRICS: 

[Verse 1]
Hey
Wake up now
Are you even awake or sleeping?
Keep your eyes wide open
Just stay awake for me
I know I will close mine in serenity 

[Pre-Chorus]
I cannot sleep now
It is too early for me to go under 

[Chorus]
Open your eyes now
Do not go to sleep yet
Don't you dare fall asleep
Open your eyes
Keep watching me
Time does not run on you 

[Verse 2]
Faster
Curse you
Stay awake
Bitter
I cannot sleep now
It is too early for me to go under 

[Chorus]
Open your eyes now
Do not go to sleep yet
Don't you dare fall asleep
Open your eyes
Keep watching me
Time does not run on you 

[Bridge]
Open your eyes now
Don't you dare fall asleep yet
Open your eyes
Stay awake for me
Open your eyes
Watch my unliving pain


Can't Sleep

Pop Track Synths are Serum 1 and 2 Vocal Highlife

My Head Has Gone

This song is about standing up against authoritarianism and the abuse of power, with a clear target in the figure of Donald Trump. The lyrics paint a picture of a person who's unafraid to challenge and resist the exploitation and manipulation of power, and who's determined to fight for what's right. The song's themes of defiance and resilience are woven throughout the verses and chorus, with a strong sense of conviction and determination.


LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
He sees
The power and he wants it for himself
And so he takes it

[Verse 2]
For free
From anyone who has a little more
He'll strip 'em naked

[Chorus]
And I am not afraid to speak
I am not afraid to fight
I'll take the sword and ride
And I'll stand for all my life

[Verse 3]
And he lies
He lies until they have to take the tape
To prove he's guilty

[Verse 5]
He denies
He points his finger and he screams and cries
I know it's coming

[Chorus]
And I am not afraid to speak
I am not afraid to fight
I'll take the sword and ride
And I'll stand for all my life

Stand Against Trump

REASONS clear - 7_18_25, 10.41 PM (Mastered with Thunder at 96pct)

This song is another true story inspired by a conversation I had with my astrologer friend @DJShAnkAri. We were talking about my garage sale blues, (Pluto Blocked My Path - 
https://on.soundcloud.com/tywNJmqaPIonULWAFy) and she shared some insights about my chart, mentioning Pluto blocking my path and Uranus striking my Sun. I wrote both songs after that conversation. But what really sparked this song was when she started talking about how humans act like machines without even realizing it. She shared a funny story about her broken refrigerator handle and how she and her son Aurélien would constantly forget it's broken and try to open it the old way.

The song is about being stuck in routines and habits, and how we often act on autopilot without even thinking. It's a relatable story about how we can get caught up in these patterns and struggle to break free. I wrote this song to highlight the humor and frustration in these moments, and to poke fun at ourselves for being so predictable. The song's catchy melody and lyrics are meant to make you laugh and nod your head in recognition, because let's be honest, we've all been there - reaching for that fridge handle and getting a big surprise! 😉 😅🤣😂

*Huge thanks to @DJShAnkAri for the inspiration AGAIN, and for being such a wonderful friend! Your stories and insights always spark something creative in me, and I'm so grateful for our conversations. Love you sis.  🫶❤️🫂😘


LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
Wake up, shuffle, brush my teeth,
Same old hallway, same two feet.
Coffee, mail, and autopilot stares,
Life’s a dance of broken chairs.
Repetition runs the show,
I'm the star—I barely know.
Reach for the fridge, routine intact...
WHAM! No handle. Cold attack.

[Chorus]
Fridge got me again!
Like a ghost in my hands, I slip and I bend.
Thirty-five times, I curse and pretend—
"I'm not that dumb!" but I'm fooled again.
We’re machines in disguise, with flesh and bones,
Running scripts on auto, in broken homes.
Fridge got me again... yeah, fridge got me again!

[Verse 2]
Aurélien laughs, then takes his turn,
Reaches out—and gets burned.
"Shit! I’m stupid!" echoes loud,
In this household of the programmed crowd.
You don’t know how deep it goes,
Till the fridge handle shows the code.
We move like ghosts in habits tight,
Try to wake, but it's a fight.

[Chorus]
Fridge got me again!
Like muscle memory playing pretend.
Open sesame—but there's no end!
Just a door that won’t bend to my mental trend.
We’re machines with dreams, but the tape still rolls,
On loops and triggers and mindless goals.
Fridge got me again... oh fridge got me again!

[Bridge]
Try to break the loop, I swear I will...
But my hand jumps out, against my will.
No conscious thought, just pure routine—
The ghost of logic, a kitchen scene.
Is it just the fridge or everything?
Are we dancing wires on puppet strings?

[Final Chorus]
Fridge got me again!
Like I’m chasing ghosts with an empty hand.
Laugh, fall back, I can barely stand,
In this tragicomic fridge-mishap land.
We’re machines with love, machines with flaws,
Running ancient scripts with modern claws.
Fridge got me again... yeah, fridge got me again!

[Outro]
"Shit! I’m stupid!"
"No, no… you're just human, kid."


Fridge Got Me Again

A rock ballad played with classical instruments and depth. Simply a beautiful piece of music

The angel near to me

The angel near to me (Orchestra Version)

I'm very grateful that so many people have listened to my music. Thank you very much.

Thank you for listening.
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Track 2 – Lithium Tears💧

(The Hidden Water Cost of the EV Revolution)

Electric cars may promise a greener tomorrow—but this song asks: at what cost?
“Lithium Tears” shines a stark light on the water-intensive underbelly of the EV industry, from Tesla’s shimmering gigafactories to the vanishing blue lakes of Chile and Bolivia. Beneath the buzzwords of “carbon-free” and “clean energy,” this track reveals a truth rarely discussed: the so-called green revolution is bleeding the earth dry, one battery at a time.

Set to a driving rhythm with mournful undertones, the song layers irony and heartbreak. It isn’t just a protest—it’s a requiem for the valleys, aquifers, and once-thriving fields now sacrificed for silent engines and showroom illusions.

Track 2 deepens the EP’s narrative with an unflinching look at the price of “progress”—paid for in lithium tears.


LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
Desert sun on silver roofs, the gigafactories gleam
Tesla paints a picture of a cleaner, greener dream
But the wells are running empty where the metal rivers flow
Batteries drink the future, and the water never shows

[Pre-Chorus]
Silent pumps in shadow, turning earth to scars
Every mile of progress leaves a thirst among the stars

[Chorus]
Lithium tears in the desert rain
Drowning in the cost of a world we feign
We drive on hope while the rivers cry
Building a better future… as the valleys dry

[Verse 2]
Copper veins and lithium mines bleed the mountains dry
Bolivia and Chile whisper as the blue lakes die
Gigafactories blooming where the cotton fields once grew
A battery for every heartbeat, but the price is overdue

[Pre-Chorus]
Silent pumps in shadow, turning earth to scars
Every mile of progress leaves a thirst among the stars

[Chorus]
Lithium tears in the desert rain
Drowning in the cost of a world we feign
We drive on hope while the rivers cry
Building a better future… as the valleys dry

[Verse 3]
“Carbon free” is written on the shiny showroom floor
But the hidden debt in water is a flood we can’t ignore
Greenwashed dreams of freedom in a gleaming white car
A dry world bought and paid for, and we’ve already gone too far

[Bridge]
Under the surface, the truth won’t hide
Every drop taken leaves a canyon wide
And when the last spring fades to dust and rust
Will the engines stall… or leave us in the dust?

[Chorus]
Lithium tears in the desert rain
Drowning in the cost of a world we feign
We drive on hope while the rivers cry
Building a better future… as the valleys dry

[Outro]
The wheels keep spinning through the empty land
A thirsty planet slipping through our hands
Lithium tears fall where no one will see
The cost of “green” is a dead blue sea

Lithium Tears

Valve-Upwards

THE KNIGHT AND THE DAMSEL

The city skyline is my castle wall
The freeway's roar, a dragon's call
I ride the concrete in this rusted steel
Chasing a ghost I know was real

I saw your face in a crowded train
A flash of light, a sudden rain
But the doors they closed, the moment passed
An echo of a love that's meant to last

And it's an impossible love, a never-ending night
You're a damsel in a penthouse, burning ever-bright
I'm a knight in faded denim on a downtown street
A love we can't surrender, a vow we can't complete

I won't forget you, you won't forget me
For all eternity...

You're in a tower of glass and chrome
A different world you call your home
I see your light on the thirty-first floor
A lonely star I'm searching for

I could send a text, a hopeless please
But some doors are locked for a man like me
So I just stand guard in the neon glow
The only kind of knight you'll never know

And it's an impossible love, a never-ending night
You're a damsel in a penthouse, burning ever-bright
I'm a knight in faded denim on a downtown street
A love we can't surrender, a vow we can't complete

I won't forget you, you won't forget me 
For all eternity...

Maybe in another life, another age
We'd turn the final page
On a storybook of silver and of gold
But here and now, the tale is told
In silent glances, stolen sights
Across the divide of endless nights
This love's not broken, it's not undone
It's a battle that can never be won... or lost.

This IMPOSSIBLE LOVE! This never-ending night!
You're MY damsel in that penthouse, burning ever-bright!
I'm your knight on this asphalt, on this lonely street!
This love we can't surrender, this vow we can't complete!

I WON'T forget you! You WON'T forget me!
For all eternity!

Eternity...

Ephemeral horizons

The knight and the damsel

Songwriting has been a lifelong passion for me, dating back to elementary school when I first began crafting stories, poems, and eventually lyrics. As a former drummer in various bands, I always relied on others to bring my words to life musically. However, after a long hiatus from drumming, I decided to take the leap and learn to compose music to accompany my lyrics. Through classes and dedication, I've embarked on a new journey, breathing fresh life into old lyrics and penning new ones. You'll find a mix of older and newer works here. Especially for some of the lyrics. 

Music has been a part of me for as long as I can remember. One of my earliest memories is being completely entranced by 'The Little Drummer Boy' as a very young child. There was something about the rhythm and the melody that just captivated me. I must have played it a thousand times, wearing the record out, and from that moment on, I was hooked. I knew I wanted to be a drummer and to create that magic for others. 

But I was too young then, and of course, I couldn't afford a drum set just yet. So, I turned to writing as a way to express myself. As I mentioned above, I started with stories, then poems, and eventually, lyrics. I found that writing was not only a way to tap into my creativity, but also a way to process my emotions and experiences. 

As I grew older, my love for music only deepened. I realized that music has this incredible power to transport us to different times and places, to evoke emotions and memories that we thought were long forgotten. It's a universal language that can bring people together like nothing else can. 

For me, writing lyrics is a cathartic experience. It's a way for me to tap into my emotions, to process the world around me, and to create something that I hope will resonate with others. And when I hear my words come to life in a song, it's truly magical. It's a feeling that never gets old, and it's what keeps me coming back to music time and time again. 

I love many genres of music and artists of many genres. And if you listen to some of my songs, you will find that I like to make songs of different genres as well as mix different genres into each song. One of my all-time favorite bands is Evanescence, and I have made a lot of songs where I have tried my best to emulate that sound. 

Now, I have recently started experimenting with new sounds. I never heard of glitch beats before I took music classes, and now I'm fascinated with the sound, so I have been experimenting with glitch beats recently. 

I hope you enjoy some of my songs. And thanks so much to everyone who has been listening so far. I truly appreciate it. I welcome constructive feedback to help me grow as an artist, and I appreciate your support. ❤️

BTW if you follow me, I will ALWAYS follow back. If I like your music, I will follow you, but if you don't follow me back within a week or so I will probably unfollow. The same goes for when I see someone listening to my music, I WILL follow, however, if they don't follow me back within a week or so, I'll unfollow, because I'm at my limit of follows and I want to follow back everyone who follows me. Did not know that SoundCloud limits us to following only 2000. 😢

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VickStiX's Artist Manifesto
*******************

I am the static between truth and noise.
A pulse that cracks the silence open.
When the world forgets its conscience,
I remind it — one beat, one lyric, one spark.

I don’t shout to divide; I sing to awaken.
I don’t chase fame; I chase clarity.
My art is not a weapon — it’s a flare in the dark.
A signal to every soul that still believes in better.

Let the trolls rage, let the cowards hide.
They can’t drown out a voice that’s tuned to truth.
I will paint their lies in sound and light
until justice has a melody again.

Because protest is not anger — it’s hope with a megaphone.
And I was born to be loud.

🎶 VickStiX — Truth. Rhythm. Revolution.












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