These songs are a collection of deeply personal and emotional journeys, exploring themes of heartache, regret, hope, and resilience. They delve into the complexities of the human experience, navigating the darkness and emerging stronger, wiser, and more hopeful. These songs convey a sense of longing, forgiveness, and transformation, ultimately celebrating the human spirit's capacity to rise above adversity and find solace in the light.

My songs of Hope

The first three songs are a humorous and lighthearted take on modern life's absurdities, poking fun at our obsession with screens, the chaos of the pandemic, and the ridiculousness of sudden wealth. With a tongue-in-cheek tone, they jest about our addictive habits, the struggles of lockdown, and the outrageous indulgences of winning big. The songs are a comedic commentary on our shared experiences, embracing the silliness and playfulness of life's challenges. They're a reminder to not take ourselves too seriously and find the humor in our everyday struggles. 

On the serious side, the first three songs are about escapism, coping mechanisms, and the human desire for freedom and joy. They explore different ways people deal with stress, boredom, and hardship, whether it's through screen addiction, dreaming of a better future, or finding solace in wealth and celebration. The songs touch on themes of disconnection, isolation, and the longing for human connection and normalcy, particularly in the context of the COVID-19 pandemic. Ultimately, they express a desire to break free from constraints, live in the moment, and find happiness, whether through escapism or embracing life's pleasures. 

The next three songs are a humorous and lighthearted take on the quirks and flaws of family life, poking fun at the chaos, imperfections, and absurdities that come with loving each other. From the dysfunctional Thanksgiving dinner to the silly antics of senior family members, these songs laughingly highlight the imperfections that make family relationships so endearing. With a playful tone and comedic storytelling, they celebrate the beauty of imperfect love and the joy of embracing each other's flaws. 

The next two are justvplayful tunes about a day at the beach, building sandcastles and jumping over waves.

My Humerous and Fun songs

Every one of these songs has over 1,000 plays — but they fall just under my top 100. This is the second wave of fan favorites: strong performers that keep climbing and growing with every listen.

My REAL Top 101 to 200 Tracks

This is my intensely personal and emotional struggle between light and darkness in the 'dance with my shadow'. This powerful anthem is a raw, honest conversation between me and my own depression. 

The song's haunting lyrics humanize the oppressive force of depression, as it creeps in with taunting whispers, seeking to consume and destroy. But I resist, clinging to hope and fighting back with determination. 

Through the chorus, a beacon of resilience shines, affirming my resolve to reclaim my life and space. The melody whispers of grace, offering solace and strength. 

Verse two delves deeper into the struggle, as depression's heavy clouds suffocate and doubts creep in. Yet, I push forward, fueled by dreams and the will to thrive. 

The outro stands as a triumphant declaration: despite the darkness, I will find my own light. 

This song is my testament to the ongoing battle against depression and the human spirit's capacity to persevere. Share in my journey, and find solace in the knowledge that you're not alone.


LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
In the shadows it creeps, a whisper so grim,
A voice that just taunts, pulling me into the dim,
"You’re nothing, you’re lost, just give in to the night,"  
But I grip on to hope, and I tighten it tight.

"Why fight against me, in this lonely despair?"

[Chorus]
But I won't let you take me, I’m holding my ground,
Through the darkness I’ll fight, where the light can be found,
With a melody playing that whispers of grace,
I’ll reclaim my life, I’ll take back my space.

[Verse 2]
It lingers like smoke, heavy clouds in my chest,
"Surrender to silence, just let go, find your rest,"  
I push back with dreams, though they slip through my hands,
Each breath is a battle, in this war of demands.

"You know you can’t win, it’s futile to thrive."

[Chorus]
But I won't let you take me, I’m holding my ground,
Through the darkness I’ll fight, where the light can be found,
With a melody playing that whispers of grace,
I’ll reclaim my life, I’ll take back my space.

[Outro]
So step back, dark shadow, you won't win tonight,
In the dance of my struggle, I’ll find my own light.

2024

Dance with My Shadow

This song is a reflection of my personal journey through betrayal, hurt, and resilience. Inspired by my devastating experience with Lorenza Rose Moncada, who took advantage of me and my mom's kindness and generosity, manipulated and deceived me, and caused harm to my family, this song speaks to the pain and scars left behind.

However, it's also a testament to the strength and love of my family, who stood by me through the storm. The lyrics convey our collective rise from the ashes, our determination to fight against deception, and our unbreakable bond.

This song is for anyone who has faced similar struggles, a reminder that you're not alone, and that together, we can overcome even the darkest challenges.


LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
This year was tough, but we learned to stand tall,
Held the weight of a friend, but she watched me fall.
Took advantage of kindness, ripped my heart apart,
Left scars in my mind, but I found a new start.
Time to rise up, no more playing fool.

[Chorus]
We made it through the storm, we're learning to fight,
No room for deception, we're stepping to light.
Together we’re rising, our spirits won’t break,
This bond couldn’t shatter, for our love's at stake.

[Verse 2]
A slob in my home, living without a care,
Tore through my mother’s heart, we were left bare.
Lies like a web, she spun with her words,
But I’m cutting these ties, now I’m flying like birds.
Building back stronger, my family by my side.

[Chorus]
We made it through the storm, we're learning to fight,
No room for deception, we're stepping to light.
Together we’re rising, our spirits won’t break,
This bond couldn’t shatter, for our love's at stake.

[Outro]
From the ashes we grow, stronger than before,
This family will thrive, we’ll settle the score.

Stronger Than Before

This song is about my personal journey of self-discovery and growth. It's about breaking free from the past and embracing the unknown, finding strength in vulnerability, and learning to let go of pain. The lyrics reflect my own struggles and experiences, and I hope that they can resonate with you and inspire you to find your own path forward. The song is a reminder that we are all works in progress, and that it's okay to not have all the answers. It's about embracing change and finding ourselves through life's challenges and charms.


LYRICS:

Verse 1:
In the mirror, a stranger's eyes
A reflection of the soul's disguise
I'm searching for the truth inside
A journey starts, with a single step tonight

Chorus:
I'm breaking free from the chains that bind
Embracing the unknown, leaving the past behind
With every step, I find my way
Through the darkness, into a brighter day

Verse 2:
Like a phoenix rising from the ashes gray
I'm reborn, with each new dawn's ray
I'm learning to let go, to release the pain
And find solace in the wisdom I gain

Chorus:
I'm breaking free from the chains that bind
Embracing the unknown, leaving the past behind
With every step, I find my way
Through the darkness, into a brighter day

Bridge:
I'm not the same, I've changed my view
I'm seeing life, through a different hue
I'm growing, evolving, with each new test
And finding strength, in my vulnerability's nest

Chorus:
I'm breaking free from the chains that bind
Embracing the unknown, leaving the past behind
With every step, I find my way
Through the darkness, into a brighter day

Outro:
I'm still unfolding, like a work of art
A masterpiece, straight from the heart
I'm embracing change, with open arms
And finding myself, through life's charms.

Breaking Free

This song is a powerful and emotional journey through the darkness of heartache, regret, and pain, but ultimately emerges into the light of hope, resilience, and redemption. The lyrics explore the haunting memories and ghosts of past choices that linger, but instead of letting them consume, the song rises up with a message of defiance and determination. With every heartbeat, hope awakens, and a new dawn breaks, illuminating a path forward. The song is an anthem of survival, urging listeners to hold on to their strength, find their way, and carry on, even in the darkest of times.


LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
In shadows deep where echoes dwell,
Memories whisper, a haunting spell.
Regret's embrace, a heavy shroud,
But through the silence, I scream loud.

Ghosts of choices linger near.

[Chorus]
Through the ashes, we will rise,
From the heartache, no more lies.
In the night, a new dawn breaks,
With every heartbeat, hope awakes.

[Verse 2]
Time flows slow, like bitter rain,
Each drop a reminder of the pain.
Yet in the darkness, light can gleam,
A spark ignites, reviving dreams.

Hold on tight, don’t let it fade.

[Chorus]
Through the ashes, we will rise,
From the heartache, no more lies.
In the night, a new dawn breaks,
With every heartbeat, hope awakes.

[Outro]
Carry on, though shadows play,
In your strength, find the way.

Through The Ashes

This song is a poignant and introspective reflection on the weight of past regrets, lost love, and the burden of what could've been. The lyrics weave a narrative of memories, both joyful and painful, that linger in the shadows of the mind, reminding us of the passing years and the heartache that remains. Despite the pain, the song holds on to hope as a guiding light, urging the listener to rise above the darkness, learn to forgive, and find solace in the promise of a new dawn. The song is a powerful exploration of the human experience, acknowledging the weight of our regrets, but ultimately offering a message of resilience, hope, and redemption.


LYRICS:

Verse 1:
In the shadows of my mind
Memories linger, a bittersweet find
Echoes of love, laughter, and tears
Reminding me of all the passing years

Chorus:
Oh, the weight of what could've been
A burden I carry, a heart that's been broken within
But still, I hold on to hope's light
A beacon in darkness, guiding me through the night

Verse 2:
Regrets haunt me, like a ghost in my head
What ifs and maybes, a never-ending dread
But I won't let them define me
I'll rise above, and learn to be free

Chorus:
Oh, the weight of what could've been
A burden I carry, a heart that's been broken within
But still, I hold on to hope's light
A beacon in darkness, guiding me through the night

Bridge:
In the darkness, I'll find my way
Through the shadows, a new dawn will break
I'll learn to forgive, to let go
And find solace in the light that I know

Chorus:
Oh, the weight of what could've been
A burden I carry, a heart that's been broken within
But still, I hold on to hope's light
A beacon in darkness, guiding me through the night

Outro:
I'll hold on to hope, like a lifeline
And rise above the heartache and the pain
I'll find my strength, my voice, my way
And shine a light on a brand new day.


Hopes Light

A heartwarming and humorous tribute to the challenges and joys of aging, celebrating the love and support that families provide to their senior members as they navigate memory loss, forgetfulness, and life's ups and downs.  

PHOTO 

My 88 year old mom and 90 year old dad on Saint Patrick's Day.

LYRICS

Verse 1:
Mom forgot her keys, again!
Dad burned the toast, what a shame!
They get mixed up, in a crazy haze
But we love them just the same!
Chorus:
Senior moments, they're quite a sight
Forgetful, clumsy, but still shining bright!
We'll laugh and joke, and help them through
'Cause that's what family does, it's true!

Verse 2:
Dad got angry, at the TV screen
Mom forgot my name, oh what a scene!
But we just smile, and shake our heads
'Cause senior moments, are just part of the thread!

Chorus:
Senior moments, they're quite a sight
Forgetful, clumsy, but still shining bright!
We'll laugh and joke, and help them through
'Cause that's what family does, it's true!

Verse 3:
They tell the same stories, over and over
We listen patiently, like we've never heard them before
Their memories may fade, but ours remain
We'll cherish every moment, every laugh, every tear, every pain

Chorus:
Senior moments, they're quite a sight
Forgetful, clumsy, but still shining bright!
We'll laugh and joke, and help them through
'Cause that's what family does, it's true!

Bridge:
We'll be patient, we'll be kind
We'll help them navigate, this winding road of mind
We'll celebrate, their wisdom and age
And honor their journey, every step of the way

Chorus:
Senior moments, they're quite a sight
Forgetful, clumsy, but still shining bright!
We'll laugh and joke, and help them through
'Cause that's what family does, it's true!

Outro:
So here's to our seniors, and their shining light
We'll love them, support them, through day and night
Senior moments, they're just part of the ride
But with love and laughter, we'll glide.

Senior Moments

This song is a heartfelt and uplifting anthem about the importance of seeking help and support when struggling. The lyrics address someone who is trying to carry their burdens alone, hiding behind a facade of strength and self-sufficiency. The song encourages this person to open up, ask for help, and let others in, emphasizing that unity and collaboration can lead to greater strength and success.

The song's message is one of empathy, compassion, and community, urging listeners to recognize that seeking help is a sign of courage, not weakness. The melody is soaring and anthemic, with a simple but powerful chorus that drives home the song's central theme.

The tone is supportive, encouraging, and non-judgmental, making the song a powerful tool for promoting mental health awareness, self-care, and the importance of human connection.


LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
In the shadows where you stand alone,
With your fortress built from stubborn stone,
You carry burdens, heavy on your back,
But inside you know, you're starting to crack.

Reach out a hand, it’s not a crime,

[Chorus]
So come on, friend, let me in,
You don’t have to do this all on your own,
A little help can lead to great wins,
In unity, our strength is fully grown.

[Verse 2]
Every wall you built, so tall and tight,
Keeps the warmth away, and dims your light,
Just take a breath, let go of the fight,
It’s strength to ask, it’s okay to feel light.

Together we rise, it’s true power,

[Chorus]
So come on, friend, let me in,
You don’t have to do this all on your own,
A little help can lead to great wins,
In unity, our strength is fully grown.

[Outro]
So when you’re down, remember this call,
Asking for help, it’s not weakness at all.

Ask for the Strength

"Dad on the Roof" - A True Story of Love, Fear, and Stubbornness

This song is inspired by a real-life event that left me shaken and grateful. It's a testament to the unwavering spirit of my 90-year-old dad and the challenges of caring for aging parents. 

This song is more than just a humorous tale; it's a reflection of the complexities and challenges that come with aging parents. It's a story of love, fear, and the unwavering spirit of those who refuse to let age define them. 

This song captures the absurdity and danger of the situation while highlighting the love and frustration that comes with caring for aging parents. 

If you're caring for an aging parent, know you're not alone. Share your stories, find support, and cherish every moment – even the ones that give you gray hairs.


LYRICS:

[Verse 1:]
I was patching up the skylight high
Thought I was alone, up in the sky
Turned around, and oh what a sight
My 90-year-old dad, cane in hand, shining bright 

[Chorus:]
Dad on the roof, oh what a scare
Gave me a heart attack, standing there
Stubborn old man, with a mind of his own
Dad on the roof, up high on our home 

[Verse 2:]
He said, "I don't need your help!" with a sly grin
Stumbled a bit, my heart sank within
I walked backward, like a nervous guide
Praying he wouldn't take a rooftop slide 

[Chorus:]
Dad on the roof, oh what a scare
Gave me a heart attack, standing there
Stubborn old man, with a mind of his own
Dad on the roof, up high on our home 

[Bridge:]
Bad knees and all, he made his way
Down the ladder, with a stubborn sway
I held my breath, as he took each step
Thought I'd lose my mind, if he took a slip 

[Chorus:]
Dad on the roof, oh what a scare
Gave me a heart attack, standing there
Stubborn old man, with a mind of his own
Dad on the roof, up high on our home 

[Verse 3:]
This ain't no joke, no made-up tale
This happened real, without fail
I'm still shaken, still in dismay
Thinking 'bout his bravery every single day 

[Chorus:]
Dad on the roof, oh what a scare
Gave me a heart attack, standing there
Stubborn old man, with a mind of his own
Dad on the roof, up high on our home 

[Outro:]
Now he's safe on solid ground
But I'm still shaking, head spinning round
Dad, you crazy guy, stay off the roof
My heart can't take it, you dilly ol' goof!

Dad On The Roof

This empowering anthem is all about resilience, self-acceptance, and liberation. The song's narrative arc follows a journey from feeling broken and marginalized to rising above adversity and embracing one's true self.

The verses describe the struggle to fit in, facing criticism and pressure to conform, but refusing to surrender. The chorus bursts forth with a declaration of freedom, embracing individuality, and shedding the shadows of doubt.

The bridge emphasizes unity, acknowledging shared imperfections and struggles, but urges listeners to rise above, break free, and find strength in vulnerability.

Throughout, the lyrics pulsate with determination, pride, and a celebration of scars as badges of resilience. The outro affirms the triumph, standing tall and loud, unapologetically proud.

Musically, expect soaring vocals, uplifting melodies, and an energetic beat that mirrors the song's unstoppable spirit. This anthem is sure to inspire listeners to embrace their uniqueness and join the chorus of self-empowerment.


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LYRICS:

[Verse 1:]
I've been broken, battered and worn
Tried to fit in, but never belonged
They said I'm too much, too loud, too bold
But I won't apologize, I'm taking control

[Chorus:]
I'm unbroken, untamed, and free
I'm rising up, that's just me
I won't let the shadows define
I'm shining bright, I'm feeling alive

[Verse 2:]
I've been told to quiet down, to hide
To conform, to fit inside
But I won't surrender, I won't give in
My voice is loud, my heart is winning

[Chorus:]
I'm unbroken, untamed, and free
I'm rising up, that's just me
I won't let the shadows define
I'm shining bright, I'm feeling alive

[Bridge:]
We're all imperfect, we're all the same
We're fighting battles, we're bearing the pain
But we can rise above, we can break the chains
And find our strength, our beauty, our shame

[Chorus:]
We're unbroken, untamed, and free
We're rising up, that's just me
We won't let the shadows define
We're shining bright, we're feeling alive

[Outro:]
I'm unbroken, and I won't hide
My scars are shining, they're my pride
I'm standing tall, I'm standing loud
I'm unbroken, and I'm proud.

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Unbroken

"Money Money Money" is an upbeat, thought-provoking anthem that delves into the relentless pursuit of financial stability and success. The song's infectious rhythm and catchy hooks underscore the universal desire for financial freedom. 

The lyrics vividly capture the daily grind, highlighting: 

- The struggle to make ends meet
- The temptation of shady deals
- The importance of integrity 

The song's message is clear: money drives our ambitions, but at what cost? "Money Money Money" encourages listeners to strive for financial freedom while prioritizing integrity and values.


LYRICS: 

[Verse 1]
In the game of life, we chase the green
Cash flow's tight, bills are unseen
Rent's due, debts pile high
We hustle hard, can't deny
The need for more, the grind's real 

[Chorus]
Money, money, money, we all desire
More cash in our pockets, our hearts on fire
But at what cost, we must inquire
Money, money, money, our endless desire 

[Verse 2]
Side gigs, overtime, we take the leap
Investments, savings, our future to keep
But some take risks, in shady deeds
Have you crossed lines, to get the proceeds? 

[Chorus]
Money, money, money, we all desire
More cash in our pockets, our hearts on fire
But at what cost, we must inquire
Money, money, money, our endless desire 

[Bridge]
We work hard, we earn our pay
But expenses rise, in a world of disarray
We strive for more, to break the mold
Financial freedom, our ultimate goal 

[Verse 3]
Cutting costs, budgeting tight
Entrepreneurial spirit, shining bright
Networking, learning, growing strong
Opportunities await, all day long 

[Chorus]
Money, money, money, we all desire
More cash in our pockets, our hearts on fire
But at what cost, we must inquire
Money, money, money, our endless desire 

[Outro]
So we hustle, we strive and grind
For the cash flow, that's always on our mind
But integrity matters, we must recall
Money's just a means, not the ultimate goal at all.

Money Money Money

Get ready to step into a vibrant world of pure imagination, where love, joy, and magic reign supreme. This enchanting song whisks you away to a fantastical realm, where dreams and wonder know no bounds. With its infectious optimism and uplifting melody, this track invites you to leave your worries behind and indulge in the simple joys of life. So come and immerse yourself in this captivating world of wonder, where anything is possible and the magic never fades.


LYRICS: 

[Verse 1]
I stepped through the doorway, into a world so bright
A place where dreams and magic, dance in the light
The trees are adorned with glitter, and the flowers sing in harmony
I feel like a kid again, in a world of pure fantasy 

[Chorus]
What's this? A world of wonder, where love and joy reside
A place where hearts are full of magic, and dreams never subside
Is it real or just an illusion? I don't care, I'll take the ride
In this world of enchantment, I feel alive 

[Verse 2]
The creatures here are fantastical, with wings and horns and tails
They dance and prance with abandon, without a single care or fail
The air is sweet with sugar, and the sky is painted red
I feel like I'm walking on sunshine, with a heart that's full and ahead 

[Chorus]
What's this? A world of wonder, where love and joy reside
A place where hearts are full of magic, and dreams never subside
Is it real or just an illusion? I don't care, I'll take the ride
In this world of enchantment, I feel alive 

[Bridge]
Maybe I'll bring some magic, back to the world outside
Maybe I'll spread some joy and love, and let my heart be my guide
Maybe I'll make a difference, with a smile and a song
And bring a little bit of wonder, to a world that's moving too fast and wrong 

[Chorus]
What's this? A world of wonder, where love and joy reside
A place where hearts are full of magic, and dreams never subside
Is it real or just an illusion? I don't care, I'll take the ride
In this world of enchantment, I feel alive 

[Outro]
So I'll stay in this world of wonder, for as long as I can roam
And maybe when I leave, I'll bring some magic back home.

What's This?

This song is a haunting and intense exploration of the devastating consequences of betrayal, deception, and heartbreak, weaving a dark narrative of shattered love, broken trust, and the crippling pain of being lied to by the one you love. With eerie imagery and emotional intensity, the song delves into the anguish of discovering a lover's deceit, the suffocating weight of faithless whispers, and the desperate struggle to escape the void of a broken heart.

LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
Whispers in the dark again
Lies dripping from your grin
Broken mirrors show your sin
Shattered love where do I begin

[Verse 2]
Footsteps in a haunted hall
Echoes of a lover’s fall
Truths I never heard at all
Heartbeats turn to ghostly calls

[Chorus]
You’re a traitor of shadows and dreams
Silent screams tearing at the seams
Faithless whispers rip me apart
Falling into the void of your heart

[Verse 3]
Empty words in a hollow night
Promises turn into fright
Cold deceit no hope in sight
Lost in the never-ending fight

[Bridge]
Candles flicker ghosts arise
Drowning in a sea of lies
Faded dawns and poison skies
Seeing through your dead disguise

[Chorus]
You’re a traitor of shadows and dreams
Silent screams tearing at the seams
Faithless whispers rip me apart
Falling into the void of your heart


Traitor of Shadows

This song is a playful, tongue-in-cheek ode to embracing the single life on Valentine's Day. With witty lyrics and a catchy melody, it's a fun, upbeat anthem that celebrates self-love, solo adventures, and the joy of indulging in sweet treats, good movies, and personal pampering – all without the need for romantic love.


LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
Got a box of heart-shaped treats
Tastes sweet but my heart beats
Crushing on my couch tonight
Kissing chocolate that's not right

[Chorus]
Love stinks like old gym socks
But I adore this candy box
Cupid missed his aim so bad
So I munch and yeah I'm glad

[Verse 2]
Movie marathon self-care
Romance flicks a solo affair
Got PJs on and some wine
Single life is mighty fine

[Chorus]
Love stinks like old gym socks
But I adore this candy box
Cupid missed his aim so bad
So I munch and yeah I'm glad

[Bridge]
Valentine you're just a stupid myth
I'd rather binge watch my favorite flicks
Real love maybe you're a ghost
Pass the snacks let's make a toast

[Verse 3]
Gave myself some roses too
Laugh alone but it's still cool
On a date with my pet hawk
No need for any small talk

[Outro]
Now the night is winding down
The candy's gone, the movie's drowned
I'll toss the roses, recycle the wine
But I'll savor the solo love that's mine

[Bridge]
Valentine you're just a stupid myth
I'd rather binge watch my favorite flicks
Real love maybe you're a ghost
Pass the snacks let's make a toast

[Verse 3]
Gave myself some roses too
Laugh alone but it's still cool
On a date with my pet hawk
No need for any small talk

[Outro]
Now the night is winding down
The candy's gone, the movie's drowned
I'll toss the roses, recycle the wine
But I'll savor the solo love that's mine

Love Stinks but I like the Candy

This song is a contemplative reflection on the passage of time and the human experience. It's a thoughtful exploration of love, loss, and the fleeting nature of life. As I look to the future, I find myself pondering the moments that shape us, and the love that remains a constant, even as everything else changes.

Photo by: Future Self Face Aging Changer app.  YIKES!! LOL


LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
In the mirror's gaze, I see a stranger's face
A reflection worn, by time and endless space
The lines that crease my skin, tell stories of their own
Of laughter, tears, and love, that's been and gone

[Chorus]
I'm fading like the light, in the twilight of my years
A fleeting moment's beauty, lost in the passing tears
I'm chasing the shadows, of a life that's slipping away
Trying to hold on to the past, but it's fading every day

[Verse 2]
Memories haunt me, like a ghostly refrain
Echoes of a love, that's lost, yet remains
The fire that once burned, now a smoldering ember
A reminder of the passion, that's slowly surrendering

[Chorus]
I'm fading like the light, in the twilight of my years
A fleeting moment's beauty, lost in the passing tears
I'm chasing the shadows, of a life that's slipping away
Trying to hold on to the past, but it's fading every day

[Bridge]
Maybe in the darkness, I'll find a peaceful place
Where the weight of time, is lifted from my face
And though my body weakens, my heart remains the same
I'll hold on to love, and never let it fade

[Chorus]
I'm fading like the light, in the twilight of my years
A fleeting moment's beauty, lost in the passing tears
I'm chasing the shadows, of a life that's slipping away
Trying to hold on to the past, but it's fading every day

[Outro]
In the silence, I'll find my way
To a place where love, will forever stay
And though I'm fading, my heart will remain
A flame that burns, in the darkness, forever sustained.

Twilight Years

This haunting melody delves into the depths of loneliness and despair that can accompany aging. The song paints a poignant picture of my birthday (February 18th), spent all alone, as I have spent my last ten birthdays. Through its melancholic verses and chorus, it captures the essence of feeling forgotten and invisible as time marches on relentlessly.

The lyrics explore themes of isolation, with silent phones and empty rooms serving as stark reminders of absent friends and family. The imagery of flickering candles symbolizes the fleeting nature of hope and vitality, mirroring the sense of fading away. 

The chorus, with its ironic "Happy birthday to me," underscores the contrast between societal expectations of celebration and the reality of solitude. The bridge delves deeper into existential questions, pondering the meaning of life as one grows older and feels increasingly disconnected from the world.

Throughout the song, there's a palpable sense of resignation and acceptance of one's fate, yet it also subtly hints at a desire for connection and understanding. The Evanescence-inspired style, known for its gothic undertones and emotional intensity, perfectly complements the raw, vulnerable emotions expressed in the lyrics.

This song serves as a poignant reflection on aging, loneliness, and the human need for connection, resonating with anyone who has ever felt overlooked or left behind by the passage of time.


LYRICS:

[Verse 1:]
Another year slips away
Shadows lengthen, hair turns gray
Another birthday, a milestone passed
Memories fade, nothing lasts

[Chorus:]
Happy birthday to me
In the dark, I can't see
Candles flicker, then they're gone
Just like hope, it won't be long

[Verse 2:]
Silent phone, empty room
No one calls to break the gloom
Friends and family, where are you?
Another day I'll muddle through

[Chorus:]
Happy birthday to me
In the dark, I can't see
Candles flicker, then they're gone
Just like hope, it won't be long

[Bridge:]
Time marches on, relentless, cold
I'm left behind as I grow old
Is this all there is to be?
A fading soul, no longer free

[Chorus:]
Happy birthday to me
In the dark, I can't see
Candles flicker, then they're gone
Just like hope, it won't be long

[Outro:]
Happy birthday to me
In the dark, I can't see
Candles flicker, then they're gone
Just like hope, it won't be long
Just like me, were do I belong?

Fading Candles

Songwriting has been a lifelong passion for me, dating back to elementary school when I first began crafting stories, poems, and eventually lyrics. As a former drummer in various bands, I always relied on others to bring my words to life musically. However, after a long hiatus from drumming, I decided to take the leap and learn to compose music to accompany my lyrics. Through classes and dedication, I've embarked on a new journey, breathing fresh life into old lyrics and penning new ones. You'll find a mix of older and newer works here. Especially for some of the lyrics. 

Music has been a part of me for as long as I can remember. One of my earliest memories is being completely entranced by 'The Little Drummer Boy' as a very young child. There was something about the rhythm and the melody that just captivated me. I must have played it a thousand times, wearing the record out, and from that moment on, I was hooked. I knew I wanted to be a drummer and to create that magic for others. 

But I was too young then, and of course, I couldn't afford a drum set just yet. So, I turned to writing as a way to express myself. As I mentioned above, I started with stories, then poems, and eventually, lyrics. I found that writing was not only a way to tap into my creativity, but also a way to process my emotions and experiences. 

As I grew older, my love for music only deepened. I realized that music has this incredible power to transport us to different times and places, to evoke emotions and memories that we thought were long forgotten. It's a universal language that can bring people together like nothing else can. 

For me, writing lyrics is a cathartic experience. It's a way for me to tap into my emotions, to process the world around me, and to create something that I hope will resonate with others. And when I hear my words come to life in a song, it's truly magical. It's a feeling that never gets old, and it's what keeps me coming back to music time and time again. 

I love many genres of music and artists of many genres. And if you listen to some of my songs, you will find that I like to make songs of different genres as well as mix different genres into each song. One of my all-time favorite bands is Evanescence, and I have made a lot of songs where I have tried my best to emulate that sound. 

Now, I have recently started experimenting with new sounds. I never heard of glitch beats before I took music classes, and now I'm fascinated with the sound, so I have been experimenting with glitch beats recently. 

I hope you enjoy some of my songs. And thanks so much to everyone who has been listening so far. I truly appreciate it. I welcome constructive feedback to help me grow as an artist, and I appreciate your support. ❤️

BTW if you follow me, I will ALWAYS follow back. If I like your music, I will follow you, but if you don't follow me back within a week or so I will probably unfollow. The same goes for when I see someone listening to my music, I WILL follow, however, if they don't follow me back within a week or so, I'll unfollow, because I'm at my limit of follows and I want to follow back everyone who follows me. Did not know that SoundCloud limits us to following only 2000. 😢

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VickStiX's Artist Manifesto
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I am the static between truth and noise.
A pulse that cracks the silence open.
When the world forgets its conscience,
I remind it — one beat, one lyric, one spark.

I don’t shout to divide; I sing to awaken.
I don’t chase fame; I chase clarity.
My art is not a weapon — it’s a flare in the dark.
A signal to every soul that still believes in better.

Let the trolls rage, let the cowards hide.
They can’t drown out a voice that’s tuned to truth.
I will paint their lies in sound and light
until justice has a melody again.

Because protest is not anger — it’s hope with a megaphone.
And I was born to be loud.

🎶 VickStiX — Truth. Rhythm. Revolution.










