These songs are a collection of deeply personal and emotional journeys, exploring themes of heartache, regret, hope, and resilience. They delve into the complexities of the human experience, navigating the darkness and emerging stronger, wiser, and more hopeful. These songs convey a sense of longing, forgiveness, and transformation, ultimately celebrating the human spirit's capacity to rise above adversity and find solace in the light.

My songs of Hope

This is my intensely personal and emotional struggle between light and darkness in the 'dance with my shadow'. This powerful anthem is a raw, honest conversation between me and my own depression. 

The song's haunting lyrics humanize the oppressive force of depression, as it creeps in with taunting whispers, seeking to consume and destroy. But I resist, clinging to hope and fighting back with determination. 

Through the chorus, a beacon of resilience shines, affirming my resolve to reclaim my life and space. The melody whispers of grace, offering solace and strength. 

Verse two delves deeper into the struggle, as depression's heavy clouds suffocate and doubts creep in. Yet, I push forward, fueled by dreams and the will to thrive. 

The outro stands as a triumphant declaration: despite the darkness, I will find my own light. 

This song is my testament to the ongoing battle against depression and the human spirit's capacity to persevere. Share in my journey, and find solace in the knowledge that you're not alone.


LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
In the shadows it creeps, a whisper so grim,
A voice that just taunts, pulling me into the dim,
"You’re nothing, you’re lost, just give in to the night,"  
But I grip on to hope, and I tighten it tight.

"Why fight against me, in this lonely despair?"

[Chorus]
But I won't let you take me, I’m holding my ground,
Through the darkness I’ll fight, where the light can be found,
With a melody playing that whispers of grace,
I’ll reclaim my life, I’ll take back my space.

[Verse 2]
It lingers like smoke, heavy clouds in my chest,
"Surrender to silence, just let go, find your rest,"  
I push back with dreams, though they slip through my hands,
Each breath is a battle, in this war of demands.

"You know you can’t win, it’s futile to thrive."

[Chorus]
But I won't let you take me, I’m holding my ground,
Through the darkness I’ll fight, where the light can be found,
With a melody playing that whispers of grace,
I’ll reclaim my life, I’ll take back my space.

[Outro]
So step back, dark shadow, you won't win tonight,
In the dance of my struggle, I’ll find my own light.

2024

Dance with My Shadow

This song is a reflection of my personal journey through betrayal, hurt, and resilience. Inspired by my devastating experience with Lorenza Rose Moncada, who took advantage of me and my mom's kindness and generosity, manipulated and deceived me, and caused harm to my family, this song speaks to the pain and scars left behind.

However, it's also a testament to the strength and love of my family, who stood by me through the storm. The lyrics convey our collective rise from the ashes, our determination to fight against deception, and our unbreakable bond.

This song is for anyone who has faced similar struggles, a reminder that you're not alone, and that together, we can overcome even the darkest challenges.


LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
This year was tough, but we learned to stand tall,
Held the weight of a friend, but she watched me fall.
Took advantage of kindness, ripped my heart apart,
Left scars in my mind, but I found a new start.
Time to rise up, no more playing fool.

[Chorus]
We made it through the storm, we're learning to fight,
No room for deception, we're stepping to light.
Together we’re rising, our spirits won’t break,
This bond couldn’t shatter, for our love's at stake.

[Verse 2]
A slob in my home, living without a care,
Tore through my mother’s heart, we were left bare.
Lies like a web, she spun with her words,
But I’m cutting these ties, now I’m flying like birds.
Building back stronger, my family by my side.

[Chorus]
We made it through the storm, we're learning to fight,
No room for deception, we're stepping to light.
Together we’re rising, our spirits won’t break,
This bond couldn’t shatter, for our love's at stake.

[Outro]
From the ashes we grow, stronger than before,
This family will thrive, we’ll settle the score.

Stronger Than Before

This song is about my personal journey of self-discovery and growth. It's about breaking free from the past and embracing the unknown, finding strength in vulnerability, and learning to let go of pain. The lyrics reflect my own struggles and experiences, and I hope that they can resonate with you and inspire you to find your own path forward. The song is a reminder that we are all works in progress, and that it's okay to not have all the answers. It's about embracing change and finding ourselves through life's challenges and charms.


LYRICS:

Verse 1:
In the mirror, a stranger's eyes
A reflection of the soul's disguise
I'm searching for the truth inside
A journey starts, with a single step tonight

Chorus:
I'm breaking free from the chains that bind
Embracing the unknown, leaving the past behind
With every step, I find my way
Through the darkness, into a brighter day

Verse 2:
Like a phoenix rising from the ashes gray
I'm reborn, with each new dawn's ray
I'm learning to let go, to release the pain
And find solace in the wisdom I gain

Chorus:
I'm breaking free from the chains that bind
Embracing the unknown, leaving the past behind
With every step, I find my way
Through the darkness, into a brighter day

Bridge:
I'm not the same, I've changed my view
I'm seeing life, through a different hue
I'm growing, evolving, with each new test
And finding strength, in my vulnerability's nest

Chorus:
I'm breaking free from the chains that bind
Embracing the unknown, leaving the past behind
With every step, I find my way
Through the darkness, into a brighter day

Outro:
I'm still unfolding, like a work of art
A masterpiece, straight from the heart
I'm embracing change, with open arms
And finding myself, through life's charms.

Breaking Free

This song is a powerful and emotional journey through the darkness of heartache, regret, and pain, but ultimately emerges into the light of hope, resilience, and redemption. The lyrics explore the haunting memories and ghosts of past choices that linger, but instead of letting them consume, the song rises up with a message of defiance and determination. With every heartbeat, hope awakens, and a new dawn breaks, illuminating a path forward. The song is an anthem of survival, urging listeners to hold on to their strength, find their way, and carry on, even in the darkest of times.


LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
In shadows deep where echoes dwell,
Memories whisper, a haunting spell.
Regret's embrace, a heavy shroud,
But through the silence, I scream loud.

Ghosts of choices linger near.

[Chorus]
Through the ashes, we will rise,
From the heartache, no more lies.
In the night, a new dawn breaks,
With every heartbeat, hope awakes.

[Verse 2]
Time flows slow, like bitter rain,
Each drop a reminder of the pain.
Yet in the darkness, light can gleam,
A spark ignites, reviving dreams.

Hold on tight, don’t let it fade.

[Chorus]
Through the ashes, we will rise,
From the heartache, no more lies.
In the night, a new dawn breaks,
With every heartbeat, hope awakes.

[Outro]
Carry on, though shadows play,
In your strength, find the way.

Through The Ashes

This song is a poignant and introspective reflection on the weight of past regrets, lost love, and the burden of what could've been. The lyrics weave a narrative of memories, both joyful and painful, that linger in the shadows of the mind, reminding us of the passing years and the heartache that remains. Despite the pain, the song holds on to hope as a guiding light, urging the listener to rise above the darkness, learn to forgive, and find solace in the promise of a new dawn. The song is a powerful exploration of the human experience, acknowledging the weight of our regrets, but ultimately offering a message of resilience, hope, and redemption.


LYRICS:

Verse 1:
In the shadows of my mind
Memories linger, a bittersweet find
Echoes of love, laughter, and tears
Reminding me of all the passing years

Chorus:
Oh, the weight of what could've been
A burden I carry, a heart that's been broken within
But still, I hold on to hope's light
A beacon in darkness, guiding me through the night

Verse 2:
Regrets haunt me, like a ghost in my head
What ifs and maybes, a never-ending dread
But I won't let them define me
I'll rise above, and learn to be free

Chorus:
Oh, the weight of what could've been
A burden I carry, a heart that's been broken within
But still, I hold on to hope's light
A beacon in darkness, guiding me through the night

Bridge:
In the darkness, I'll find my way
Through the shadows, a new dawn will break
I'll learn to forgive, to let go
And find solace in the light that I know

Chorus:
Oh, the weight of what could've been
A burden I carry, a heart that's been broken within
But still, I hold on to hope's light
A beacon in darkness, guiding me through the night

Outro:
I'll hold on to hope, like a lifeline
And rise above the heartache and the pain
I'll find my strength, my voice, my way
And shine a light on a brand new day.


Hopes Light

This song is a mesmerizing and introspective journey that explores the liberation of embracing one's true self. It's a hauntingly beautiful tale of breaking free from the constraints of fear and finding solace in the shadows. With its ethereal soundscapes and poetic lyrics, the song weaves a dreamlike atmosphere, where heartbeats synchronize and the boundaries of time and space dissolve. It's an ode to the transformative power of self-discovery and the freedom that comes with embracing the unknown.


LYRICS: 

[Verse 1]
Whispers in twilight echo loud
Moonlight piercing through the shroud
Dancing shadows on the ground
Silence broken by the sound 

[Verse 2]
Fireflies light up the night
Eyes that glimmer burning bright
In the darkness searching sight
Lost and found in pure delight 

[Chorus]
In the shadows we dance
Breaking free from this trance
Heartbeats sync in our veins
No more fear no more chains 

[Bridge]
Echoes of past lives collide
In this moment worlds untied
Far from dawn but not far wide
In this dream we will confide 

[Verse 3]
Through the thorns and broken glass
Finding peace that will outlast
In this dream our shadows cast
Moments slipping from the past 

[Chorus]
In the shadows we dance
Breaking free from this trance
Heartbeats sync in our veins
No more fear no more chains

[Verse 3]
Through the thorns and broken glass
Finding peace that will outlast
In this dream our shadows cast
Moments slipping from the past 

[Chorus]
In the shadows we dance
Breaking free from this trance
Heartbeats sync in our veins
No more fear no more chains

Whispers in Twilight

Songwriting has been a lifelong passion for me, dating back to elementary school when I first began crafting stories, poems, and eventually lyrics. As a former drummer in various bands, I always relied on others to bring my words to life musically. However, after a long hiatus from drumming, I decided to take the leap and learn to compose music to accompany my lyrics. Through classes and dedication, I've embarked on a new journey, breathing fresh life into old lyrics and penning new ones. You'll find a mix of older and newer works here. Especially for some of the lyrics. 

Music has been a part of me for as long as I can remember. One of my earliest memories is being completely entranced by 'The Little Drummer Boy' as a very young child. There was something about the rhythm and the melody that just captivated me. I must have played it a thousand times, wearing the record out, and from that moment on, I was hooked. I knew I wanted to be a drummer and to create that magic for others. 

But I was too young then, and of course, I couldn't afford a drum set just yet. So, I turned to writing as a way to express myself. As I mentioned above, I started with stories, then poems, and eventually, lyrics. I found that writing was not only a way to tap into my creativity, but also a way to process my emotions and experiences. 

As I grew older, my love for music only deepened. I realized that music has this incredible power to transport us to different times and places, to evoke emotions and memories that we thought were long forgotten. It's a universal language that can bring people together like nothing else can. 

For me, writing lyrics is a cathartic experience. It's a way for me to tap into my emotions, to process the world around me, and to create something that I hope will resonate with others. And when I hear my words come to life in a song, it's truly magical. It's a feeling that never gets old, and it's what keeps me coming back to music time and time again. 

I love many genres of music and artists of many genres. And if you listen to some of my songs, you will find that I like to make songs of different genres as well as mix different genres into each song. One of my all-time favorite bands is Evanescence, and I have made a lot of songs where I have tried my best to emulate that sound. 

Now, I have recently started experimenting with new sounds. I never heard of glitch beats before I took music classes, and now I'm fascinated with the sound, so I have been experimenting with glitch beats recently. 

I hope you enjoy some of my songs. And thanks so much to everyone who has been listening so far. I truly appreciate it. I welcome constructive feedback to help me grow as an artist, and I appreciate your support. ❤️

BTW if you follow me, I will ALWAYS follow back. If I like your music, I will follow you, but if you don't follow me back within a week or so I will probably unfollow. The same goes for when I see someone listening to my music, I WILL follow, however, if they don't follow me back within a week or so, I'll unfollow, because I'm at my limit of follows and I want to follow back everyone who follows me. Did not know that SoundCloud limits us to following only 2000. 😢

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VickStiX's Artist Manifesto
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I am the static between truth and noise.
A pulse that cracks the silence open.
When the world forgets its conscience,
I remind it — one beat, one lyric, one spark.

I don’t shout to divide; I sing to awaken.
I don’t chase fame; I chase clarity.
My art is not a weapon — it’s a flare in the dark.
A signal to every soul that still believes in better.

Let the trolls rage, let the cowards hide.
They can’t drown out a voice that’s tuned to truth.
I will paint their lies in sound and light
until justice has a melody again.

Because protest is not anger — it’s hope with a megaphone.
And I was born to be loud.

🎶 VickStiX — Truth. Rhythm. Revolution.










